Out on a limb.: December 2003

the end of the road..

woowee...its the last day of 2003!!

well...another year gonna pass us by,geezz..im gettin older n hopefully wiser..wooweee...ive been livin for...err..19 years!!hahah...gonna be 20 in 2004 ..gosh..how time flies~

quote:we are not in our teen anymore. 20 mark the end of the curiosity and rebellious teenage era

well..maybe...maybe not...maybe i just wanna be they way i am today...n not turnin into an old boring macik..that sounds so horrible isnt it? now..i kinda glad to be able to quote "been there,done that" :P hahaha..well...not to everythin..but i guess its still somethin for someone at my age..hahah..i still need to gain more experience in certain stuff..but i dunt even bother to look for it till the time comes....i have my limits for the so called 'life experiences collection'...

as for me...theres 3 types of experieces..the 1st one is the one that happened against ur will or unexpected,2nd..the experience that u seek after and 3rd..the experience that gonna happen when the time comes..for whichever experience..i believe that i'll get it when the time comes n bcoz i deserve it....somethin that comes unnaturally just wont work out sometimes.. if u just force urself to bump into it at the wrong time...it might as well turn into nitemare and i surely dont want that to happen... (english keling version..hahahah)

ermm...next year im gonna be 20..add up 3 years to that(if i'll be livin that long)..i'll be graduatin..hopefully workin and enjoyin my life to the max...everythin gonna be mine..all mineeeee...cats,hamsters...cute pets...hahah..& later on..tyin the knot? :P i guess that its somewhere in my life's agenda ...errmm...*garu2kepale*but im not sure where i put it... :P we r suppose to think about that arent we? we need to expend the family tree n yeah..to get more ppl to love n love us back...if only its that easy...heee :P..need to bear in mind bout my dad's rules n regulations about findin someone to be attached to..hahahha..tak kawen la rasenye kalau gitu..iihihiihih :P

monster&martian:this gurl dah start merepek...*geleng2*cekik diaa!!!
dd: erk...help!!

btw...

Eppy New Year ppl!!

just b thxful that we r able to live for another long-amazin-crazy-superb-year(or at least for me)..hee...and thx to everyone that added up the spices to complement the journey of my life through 2003...it had been 1 of the most excitin years in my life :)

thx to the 'online friends'...knowin these ppl make my life more
interestin..especially durin the jurassic park's-all-alone-weekends heh..somehow sometimes...it seems so easy for me to blurt out everythin...thx for the time...n patience...i really2 appreciate ur existence in my life...and really2 hope not to meet u guys in person..hahahaha :P ..kalau nak jugak..better get myself a paper bag 1st...heeee*wink*

n not to forget my beloved friends...doesnt matter if u dont know me that much anymore...though u might think that im just another person in ur life and it doesnt make any diff whether im alive or dead...doesnt matter if u dunt know me now like u used to b4...doesnt matter if u tryin to run away coz im so damn scary..doesnt matter if im always ended up being the forgotten one...doesnt matter if u always got the wrong idea bout me...doesnt matter if u think that ive changed...honestly, im thxful for everythin... :)

akhir kata...thx n sorry for everythin...muahks~

sekian,time kacih.. :P~

martian&monster:yey...*clap2*

heeee...takdek kejenyeh~

hari ni...ade budak tu...pegi class yg berderet2...lecture sessions yg damn boring...then malam pun ade class lagi...cian budak tu kan? eh wait!!budak tuh me lah...heeee :P...ciannyeh kat diri sendiri..hahaha

n yeah..if ur not too blind to see that ive added more of those media player thingy kat sebelah tu, its just a result of my boring-ness :P....and im goin to change the songs every now n then...

sometimes these players just wont work...hee..biasa lah geocities..kejap bleh..kejap tak,if tak boleh...harap maaf,sile cuba di lain hari...heee :D

well..if u r sick of listenin to the current theme song for my bloggie..boleh stopkan...then play jer lagu2 lain..heheh...plz dont mind the very very limited choices :P...kalau sume tanak..takyah play lagu ape2 langsung okies?fair enough? :P

okie..me need to finish up the report for my IS development...

new year...eh??

ermm...New Year...seems to be destined with resolution...

i guess that the root word for resolution is solution...

so its re-solution, from DD's dictionary 8th edition: (verb) its the effort of remaking another solution to make up the last year's un-fulfilled resolutions... :P

so each year...we ought to think of somethin for our resolutions,its just an endless cycle to drive everyone crazy..hihi :P

(note:forgive my ajaran sesat)

time to mencomelkan diri...im sleepy*yawn*...it had been a bitter sweet day..*grin*

p/s: to whom it may concern..im sorry for the things ive said n done..

the one with the decision..

how i wish that i could turn back time or at least make it passes by a lil bit slower...how i hate to figure out of whut to say n just to end up hurtin someone's feelin...well,life is just another complicated mission...

erm...just realized that i have soft spot for those ppl with good words n reasons...i tend to change my mind now n then...*sigh*hee...im bad with decisions...most of the lil things that i decided to do gonna turn into disaster and someone's nitemare..

and today...i dont wanna make any decision...though i know i have to...though i know it means a lot to someone but...sayin somethin that gonna change someone's life is not easy for me either...maybe i just need to be heartless again for while n say no...

Sometimes I
need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes i
need you to STAY AWAY FROM ME
sometimes i'm
in disbelief i didn't know
somehow i
need you to go

Dont Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Dont Stay
Forget our memories
forget our possibilities
take all your faithlessness with you
(just give me myself back and)
Dont Stay

Sometimes i
feel like i trusted you too well
sometimes i
just feel like SCREAMING AT MYSELF
sometimes im
in disbelief i didnt know
sometimes i
need to be alone

dont stay....

the return of the sahara desert....

uwaaaa...woke up this morn..tgk2 tadek air...giler tul jurassic park tercayang nih...well...its not really takde air...but the water that ran down from the tap amat ler sikit yg sesangat....gosh..this is a disaster....

so ehem*wink*..mandi seadanye?huhuuh.. :P jgn dok ngade2 nak shampoo2...kang silap2 tgh penuh dengan buih sabun..air terus stop..heh..baru ler padan muke nak teraba2 dalam shower room tuh..ihihihi :P kang silap2 jadi snowman of the day...

1st class...at 9am..machine arch - 2 hours...got into class 10 mins late..n me blast off from that class 35 mins b4 11am...heeeee..mithalinyer me harinye... ehem...>:) aha..2nd thought!...machine arch class tu..not really a machine arch...its more like'the abstraction of art'...the lecturer menyonteng sesedap rase..usin a red marker pen..aiyee..superb(read:horrible)!then...cakap as if talkin to herself,yeah2..at the end of the class...dia yg bertambah faham...hee...

my next class supposed to be at 11am..but since me rase malas...and bcoz of the 'unproper' shower that i had earlier this morn..me decided to pegi class esok jer...lagipun,for the first 3 weeks...boleh pegi memane lecture sessions...heee...so...programmin class pegi esok jerr...wee..besh..so my next class for today gonna be at 2pm... :P machine arch lab..busannyeh...

and the water...scheduled to be back in 'action' at 12pm..huhu.. cepat ler ade air..i need a proper shower..ish...

ehheh..i'll be back after me dah extra wangi..hahahahah :P

kebusanan yang melampau...

heheh...ive been watchin my happy tree friends collections for utk kali yg berjuta2 lemon...they r soo cuteee and horrrible at the same time...addictive cuteness...and the latest swf file to add to my collection is just another korean cartoons,its for xmas...but i love the song.

the beatles - last christmas

last christmas..
i gave u my heart..
but the very next day..u gave it away..hiihhi :P

check it out

have u ever wonder how somethin/someone can seduce you without even seducin or usin any desperado act??hiihhi...weird isnt it?

p/s:im not a gold fish or ikan pacik...and its not lubang udara..its just another deformation of the muscles ...hehe..kesian kan?? :P saper nak donate sikit face muscles?

At The Stars- Better Than Ezra
(Written by Kevin Griffin)

Here we are.
Foreign to their world.
Straight and composed.
Your sermons I can do without
And I finally found.
That everybody loves to love you
When you're far away.

Could it be we've done something wrong
We'd make it home to your place before dawn
"Please, don't take me home."
"Please, don't take me home."

martian:how true..
(note:partial of the lyric)

new theme song!!

I've been driving for an hour,
Just talking to the rain
They say I've been drivin crazy,
And it's keepin you away.
So just give me one good reason.
Tell me why I should stay,
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
In saying things we never meant to say.

And I take it just a little bit.
I hold my breath and count to ten.
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in.

If I just breathe
let it fill in the space between
I'll know everything is alright.
Breathe
every little piece of me,
you'll see
everything is alright.
If I just breathe

Well its all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade,
And wondering what's real,

And I give ya just a little time.
I wonder if you realize.
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes.

So I whisper in the dark
hoping you'll hear me.
do you hear me?

oooh yeah yeah...
Everything is alright.
Everything is alright if I just breathe...
I've been driving for an hour,
just talking to the rain

michelle branch - breath

p/s: dah tak cute dah kan?ihihihi... :P

aper nih??aper?????...

mak aih...balik2 je jurassic park..tgk bilek cam dragons lair...ish ish..ape nak jadi nih?....punye excited nak ber-weekend sampai luper kemas bilik..aiyee...messy!!!*geleng2*

2 days back...my dad pegi jakarta...n esok...result pmr my lil bro kuar!!woweee...scarynyeh...me still leh ingat the feelin..i was scared to death mase nak gi amik result..heheh..but it ended up to be more than i expected..alhamdulillah...

teddy,kayriel,tila,sham,dekwan...ehhehe..i still remember our so called study group..heheh...konon je...gi library bukan study..tapi cuci mata..the best part...mase 1 of the seniors(we called him 'clay') yg teddy suke tetiba dtg lepak kat meja kitaorg...hahahah...that gurl shocked abis....blushin n speechless..hihii..how i love to do it again :P still ingat how she gonna be mad at me each time me panggil that 'clay'...boneless chicken...hiihih..sorry tedd...i know how much u adore him...but he sure looked boneless...hihihi..tall..n skinny...and whenever he walked...he looks like hes sliding or somethin...n since tedd was too afraid to look at that guy...i was her 'eyes'...ihihi..im the one who had to look at that boneless guy n inform tedd bout whut he was doin...this n dat..till he got the wrong idea,he thought im the one who fell head over heel for him....no way jose..u r way too boneless for me..ihihih :P

Tedd,remember my cute 'ronand'??ihihihi...i wonder where he's right now..ihihih.. and whut happen to kashah ehh?? :P erm...the good old days...hope dat someday we'll be able to meet up..

terato's open house last nite.didnt manage to show up...heee..bro kecik called..tanye pegi tak..ihihi..sebenornya kasi chance tu..so bleh
enjoy the open house dgn aman..heheh..sebab takde monster yg nak dtg bully, nad pun called..sorry ler dik..kawan je dgn dia tu ek..hihi.. :P n today besdey bro siluman!!dah tua dah...tadek comel2 dah :P

aha..yesterday..fada pun called...he's in KL dgn some of my buddies back in Malacca...sorry, u guys just pop up at the wrong time..u r supposed to gimme a call b4 showin up like that...see..me dah tak sempat nak jumpe korang..n yeah..guys..u have lots of stuff to tell me rite?hope dat someday i'll be able to meet up with both of u again..n pls keep ourself updated bout each other eh?

erm...since last thurs..ade memacam agenda dengan my couz...
kakna bebeh...hihiih..and the incident kat baskin tuh mmg hillarious..huhuhu..poyos betul..rase cam nak cekik2 jer mamat tuh..ingat best sgt ke? lain la kasi ice cream free kan? :P n thx for the treats..nanti jgn luper banjer2 lagi ek..and yeah..beli that gold fish yg comey tu..jgn beli yg besor sgt..nanti dia suffocate lak dlm bowl tuh..hee..gumuk sgt sampai susah nak gerak.. :P n jgn luper kasi ikan tu mamam bebyk okies...

last friday dah tgk LOTR!!!weeee..comelnyer legolas..hihih.. :P and cian frodo..ilang jari..heee...cian2...suke betul dgr that gollum cakap...
"my precious" his voice make it sounds so..err..wonderful?hihihi...well,thats the end of the trilogy... now nak tunggu harry potter lak...weee...

and cian kawan me yg sorang nih...ngidam ketupat daun palas..heee...sorry buddy...cuti xmas me tak balik Kedah..if i happen to find any ketupat daun palas mase me balik sem break nanti..me bawak balik sikit for u okies?ehehe..kalau takde gak..tunggu next rayer okies? heee...
now stop cryin..buruk laa laki nangis sebab ngidam ketupat..iihihih.. tak patut tul..hihi..nah tissue!! :P

ermm...need to kemas2 bilik lak...get ready for the new week!!heeee....*nerd mode* study study..go go dd!!!jgn maleh2...ihihih..cepat2..pointer kena naikkan lagi!!!yehaaa.. :P

okies..later...

hohohohohoh.... :P

yey...its Thursday...hohohoho...merry xmas Alan!! it has been ages since we talked...but i do hope dat u r doin fine with ur sis :) ...i really miss ur snow tea :P Well...im supposed to have 6 hours of lectures in a row! and a tutorial class at 6...ermm..wonderful!
martian:our lucky number for today is 6!!
monster:lucky???
eh...Thursday? dec 25th? ermm...i know that theres somethin wonderful goin to happen today...but i just dunt know whut is it..heheh..another intuition...geezzz...~

last nite slept at 4am...woke up at 6.15 for subuh(thx for the wake up call auntie) and doze off again...ZzZZzZZ~

and yeah another "funny" sms...i still dont have any idea bout the sender...but i think dat it must be from one of my buddies in kedah or somethin..i dont have the urge to reply..let it be...i have no time for those mysterious sms thingy anymore...

my dad called last nite..heee...he said he sent me an email...hehe..wheres the email dad? :P i think u wrote the wrong email add..heee...mesti sesaper yg dapat that email terkejut beruk tgk....hiihih...hope dat u got the email that i sent last nite....couldnt think of anythin to write so i sent few wallpapers instead..it feels a lil bit weird to write an email to ur own dad!!heheh....

dear dad,
how r u doin?hope dat u r in the pink of health.im doin good..dont worry...i sleep well,eat well and....bla bla bla....

well..my couz is comin within few hours..ermm..need to pack up my stuff for the weekend...weee..nice!!shopping...shopping...and shopping!yey!!*wink*
martian:dd..i need a new spaceship!
monster:me want chocs!!
dd:erk?? :P me want sushiii

p/s:
Mr.A:i aint gonna answer ur question :P never...though u give me 10 days to think it over...:P neway..thx for everythin

okie bloggie,.....ehhe..theres an interestin journey through the loooongg weekend waitin for me!!!!wee...miss me not :P

eppy weekend....selamat mencomelkan diri...heeee :P

aiyeee....

i wonder y on earth me letak that song...leh dgr tak?tetiba rase ngantuk*yawn*

testin testin...im sooooooooooooooooooooo damn bored!!maaaa...help!

both of my roomies r goin back this eve...conclusion...alone again!!heh...cam tak biasa lak...well...it doesnt make me feel any better or vice versa...my head is kinda numb to think or feel anythin...its rather absurd to think of how ive grown to b someone who doesnt bother much about being alone...though it does matter sometimes...but then again.....its kinda normal...weird~

n i wonder y sometimes..there r tons of ppl around..til im suffocated by their existence...n sometimes...theres none...they r more like mist....sometimes they feel like rains...n sometimes they r around but they r just like shadows n reflections that might freak u out or simply being somethin that wont even trigger ur senses...

everythin is gettin more n more absurd...n i have no idea y....

n im gettin sick of someone yg mengade......be gone!!plz!! y on earth u have to be ngade2 camtu??anak manje??so whut??jurassic park is not the right place for that..nak ngade2 camtu balik umah...or better....ask ur mum to buat campus sebelah rumah...so everytime ur penyakit ngade2 datang...boleh lari balik rumah...its not that im blamin u for being macam tu..but cmon...grow up!!next year dah 20!!!belas2 tu dah hilang...just be reasonable sikit....being childish is okie...me myself cant run away from dat..n my 23 yrs old couz cant resist from being childish sometimes either...tapi u r wayyy to much...n worse...u r makin me sick! 8-x

erk...nanti me citer pasal yesterday lak...heee...gtg 2 class 1st!!!*nerd mode*

:P

bizzarre love triangle

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

history repeats itself...heeee

the server was down again last nite!!!heee..2 nites in a row...wonderful!!my sweet friend, Teddy called...hhihii..shes at home...tryin to make this cookies....i cant remember the name ....but.. it sure sounds a lil bit weird though..as if its a name for cookies from outer space.....heee...hope ur cookies were good darlin :P

last nite..i slept at 12..uhuks...damn early for someone nocturnal like me eh?eee..mencomelkan diri...got some sms..tanye bout whut im doin...urgh..ppl!!im tryin to get a sleep here!!!jgn kacooo!!!hee....if sesaper sms me while im sleepin...me takot yg me akan...delete that sms..hee...best kan?...i can even pick up the phone while im sleepin...n then..not havin a clue of whut ive said when i wake up nanti...nice nice... :P
note:im capable of sleep-chattin...not sleep-talkin :P

got another sms this subuh..is it a wake-up-sms??ihihi....thx to whoever dat sent me the msg...*grin*
sms: salam,bangun subuh!!boleh ke jika saya nak menghulurkan salam perkenalan??
ehhehe...how hilarious is dat??ehehe...baiknyeh....mithali betul..ihih.. :P n yeah..still thinkin of whut to reply..hee...*wink*

pacik-saya-org-biasa-jer:(bukan name sebenar)enjoy ur break :P sakan betui ek..awal tul balik umah :P jangan luper balik jurassic park....

woowee..update!!
- my couz gonna pick me up tomorrow!!!yey!!!wonderful...muah2 to my fav couz..

erk..need to topup my credit...ade lagi..ermm...10 bucks..urgh..eh..another 30 mins b4 the next class...need to get ready..ihih...

merry xmas!!hohohohoh....wheres my present??

later...good day!!!

comel dah...

ehhehe...went out to inner with my roomies.. :D im full..seems like i dont have to eat for another...err..15 hours???or is it 15 mins??...heee~
erm...tomorrow im gonna be kinda free!!weeee....good for me!
martian&monster:good 4 u dd*clapclap*
dd: tq tq*wink*

erk..mane my buku bank?urgh..it ran away again*geleng2*...nak kena buku nih...ish2...ive told that lil thingy to stay put..lari gak dia ek...nanti dia...u can run...but u cant hide!!!

tadi..durin the lab..erk..ade this iranian guy...he was sittin right in front of me...n since hes so damn tall..all that i can see was his head..urgh..and his bad hairstyle...err..opss..unique haistyle.. :P heee...it reminded me of the trojan!!.ehheh....it looked so damn glossy..and..err..ugly :P i wonder baper banyak hair gel yg dia letak..ish ish..if only me ade hp with cam..dah lame me amik his pic n paste kat sini...too bad eh?mane lah tau if ade org *wink*terr-inspired nak wat hairstyle camtu gak nanti..ihihhi...kan kan???

well...tonite...in campus ade Gemerlapan Aidilfitri...heee..and suddenly..u can see lots of guys walkin around the campus in baju melayu...ihihih..nice...once in a blue moon...n some of them looked like nak gi kawen jer(ehem!they r lookin good too :P)...

earlier this eve my dad called...he got himself a new laptop...and a brand new pda...uwaaa...ayahh!!!nak pda gak!!laptop baru!!!pc!!!nak nak!!!! :( sob sob...nak..isk isk too bad he got those stuff when im already in jurassic park..or...heee >:) dah lamer amik bawak balik cini...well...takde rezeki..sob sob..

hee...right now..boleh dengar my roomie nyanyii...
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

ihihih...tomorrow i need to

- visit the bank :P

- send baju2 gi dobby..hehehehe :P

- beli text books for this sem

hee...got a new movie!!nak tgk jap...later~

penatnyehh...

heeee....yey!!!dah bis class for today...phewww~..whut a hectic day...hectic start for this 2nd week of my new sem..ponat2...
slurp~apple juice..nak? :P

well..few mins after my last bloggin..tetiba server down..uwaaa~disaster...uhuks... half way to craziness...im alone..n yeah the connection was not available..thats a total disaster...

ermm..its gonna be a short weekdays..and a very longgg weekend!!yey...nice..so lets take a glimpse of whats about to happen..hee..shall we?

- need to join another tutorial class for math tech 2 this week...

-goin to spend the xmas alone...hohohohoho merry xmas(no big deal)

- friday : kakna goin to pick me up!!yey...goin over to her place...

-weekend: shopping???? moviee??? mencomelkan diri??nyum~

-sunday:back to jurassic park...aiyee

okies...hope for the best n prepare for the worst....erk..suddenly teringat my cyberpal..it has been quite sometimes since the last time i wrote him an email....bz~isk...last time dengar khabar pun mase rayer lepas..he called...yeah..maybe i can find a lil bit space of time to write nanti..yeah..sooner or later...now...time to rest~

lemme rest in pieces - saliva

Pics that worth thousand words..

Pics that worth thousand words..

yeah yeah...i know i know..i have nuthin else to do...so i just took the pic of my com n my beloved nite lamp(thx to my beloved buddies-Gie&Fada- miss u guys)n yeah...not to forget the Legolas wallpaper...hahaha..blame it to the LOTR fever..im infected~help!!cure me!
dd:isnt he cute??*wink*
monster & martian:cut it out dd...eww..gross~

next!

well...1 of my ym friends gave me this pic few days after EID..his friend took it..errr...i think its somewhere in Muar. :) nice scenery~

next!!

okie..this is the printsc that i took from the Shrek2 trailer..woowee..cute huh?but later...this lil cutie gonna turn into a cowboy(or is it cowcat??) :P
nak tgk!!!!

next!!

well...dunt know y i feel like puttin up this pic...heheh..its my not-so-lil bro..hihihi..hes gettin taller n taller everyday..n vice versa for me...
his PMR result gonna come out soon...hope that he gonna be okie dokie..
i still remember that this lil bro of mine used to give me a very fancy ruler...ihih..though its just a ruler..its still a big deal to get somethin like that from ur lil bro when hes still in primary skool...maybe its much more better to get himself some ice cream rather than spendin his money on a fancy ruler for me...hehe..my sweet lil bro~(note:he can b annoyin sometimes)

aimless...

everythin so blurry...

i wonder whether theres somethin wrong with my eyes...diorg dah paint the hostel blocks with a new coat of paint ke??yellow??creamy yellow??(reminded me of vanilla ice cream..nyum~)yer ker?or is it just another amnesia...3 weeks of break...erm..long enough to create lots of doubtful thoughts in my head...weird~
(martian:yes..u r weird DD)
Mr.H:DD, pakai contact lens?
yeah rite...contact lens..as if la kan...me pakai contact lense?me??i dont even dare to watch my friend put on that thingy on her eyeballs..how come nak pakai?takde keje tul nak pakai memende tu...ade spec pun simpan wat pekasam...beria2 jer buat..then...simpan...good 4 me~
Monster:DD,thats my eyes...my red glowing eyes..not urs..

here i am.....me,myself n i...enjoyin myself(huh??) in the Jurassic Park...how wonderful(read:terrible)~
but then again...its rainin...thx Allah for that...seems like the clouds just cant hold back their tears...maybe they r cryin for me...no wonder i never feel like cryin though life sux at times...theres always somethin to cover up everythin for me...maybe thats y im always happy when it rains..

there r somethin in my head...its somethin dat i wish i could say aloud...screamin at the top of my lugs without hurtin anybody...then again..im not sayin that im livin a horrible life- im not whinin..infact..i think mine is wonderful...though sometimes its a lil bit bumpy now n then.....its just that ppl nowadays are less considerate...buat sesedap rase...n im just sick of being the one to tolerate with everythin (just bcoz i hate it when ppl merajuk)..the one who always have to act like someone heartless(just bcoz im inscrutable...my bad)...and the only person yg need to be questioned for everythin that happened(yeah..im the prof serba tahu)..-giler~
ey...HELLO!im 1 the only person livin on earth rite now?yang lain tu ape??mummies??

my dad called twice today...asked bout my weekend..yeah dad..im still here..not goin anywhere...
dad: buat apa?dah lunch?
me: duduk tgk cartoon..hee..dah brunch
dad:apsai senyap jer..wheres ur roomies?
me:sume balik umah...
dad:aha..dok elok2..jgn sedih2 lak..jgn luper study...
me:sure...ok jer nih...

uwaaaa...nak balik!!!if someday ade org tanye whuts the worst part of being in jurassic park..it gonna be spendin the long boring weekend alone..when everybody balik umah..~sometimes i even wonder camne i managed to survive...yeah...im the monster..martian...n they combined to be CAPTAIN PLANET!!haahahaha...used to b crazy bout that cartoon when i was younger..ehhe..that captain planet is surely cute~

enough of crappin...maybe its time for the next cartoon! :P
monster & martian:not another cartoon*sigh*
dd: bwekk...tak kire :P

the darkside of me??....

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martian:monster...ur so mean!!!
monster: no no..it wasnt me :P

sweetest goodbye....ghee...

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

Maroon5- Sweetest Goodbye

apsai senget?

hah???apsai camtu??haaa...mane blog??bloggiee....mane???uwaaaaaaa....bring back my bloggie...sob sob...

uwaaaa..WARNING: NEVER update ur blog mase tengah mamaii...see whut happened???sume ilang!!!uwaaaa...mummyy...sob sob..
dd:mane tissue nih
sniff..sniff....bloww~eww..gross..sob sob

well...maybe i do need to have a new start for the new sem???(ade ke org wat camtu?new blog every year??)
martian:hahah...ive told u not to do anythin when ur mamai!
monster:padan muke..tadek keje..cari keje..now..bleh spend ur weekend fixin ur blog..baguih2...
dd:$%$^&&^#@$$%(*&&%% *sigh*

since i dunt have any backup files(thx to my over-confident-me)so..malaih tul nak create pic2 sendiri...then ended up
surfing..then...taddaaaaaaa!!!i the new skin!...isnt it lovely??
hehe..thx Mr.SkinMaker...i owe u one..hiih...mmg sesuai betui utk org2 pemaleh...
martian:yer2...bijaknyer dd*clapclap*
dd: i know*bow*

dah la...nak mamam...isk..my peyut is not feelin dat good since few days back..pedih2 semacam jer..mummyy...*sobsob*
monster:wheres my choc???
nak mamam sat...cornflakes..nyum2~

semakin ari semakin sayang<---slogan ape erk?

Out on a limb.

Pics that worth thousand words..

aimless...

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