.owh.ho.

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...

Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong

'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to, honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter
does it matter?

Adia I thought that we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter,
does it matter?

'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia
we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter,
but does it matter?
believe me Adia
we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
oh Adia
we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter,
does it matter?


wah..malasnyer nak update.

doneeh tag board sudah kembali tidak waras,begitu juge saya.

er..im still alive n kickin if u happened to wonder bout that.

bersambung di lain waktu.

terima kasih *bows*

.Plz.tell.me.that.Im.dreamin.

If Im dreamin.Plz plz dont wake me up.

Hee..Im goin back tu JP later today, 3.15pm to be exact.Today's the last day of my midterm break.Haih..a week is waay to short,I need another month or two
week or two.

Well,went to visit my grandparents yesterday.Hee..wonderful.There's nothin better than stuffin myself up with my grandma's cookin.It was my lucky day,she happened to make this God-knows-whut kuih.Its so hella GOOD but,err..I couldnt even remember the name of the "wonderful invention".hehe!Yeah yeah..I should at least remember the name since I dont even have the slightest idea bout the steps to make it(read:no idea at all bout how to make it).Perhaps,I was too bz savourin the taste of it till I dont even bother to force my brain to remember the name.Haha!Buruknyer perangai.I know. :P

I wish that I could stay over at my grandparents place for a while.I like it there.I like to be surrounded by my cute lil cousins.I like to have someone tellin me that I should eat up coz she thinks that Im not eatin well (note:it makes me feelin less guilty bout stuffin myself up like there's no tomorrow.haha!)

Hee..yesterday,my grandma was like..

"cukup ka tuh?tambah2.Makan byk sikit.Nanti dah balik nanti dah tak dak menda nih."

Me? "err..dah byk nih tok.Kenyang dah.Nanti meletup lak perut.Hee..*sengih2*"

Hee..My beloved grandma.She thinks that Im still the skinny lil gurl that I used to be before.skinny?yeah,damn skinny.but..err..that was like,5 years ago.Haih..right,Im soo deadly skinny.I need to stuff myself up.Hafta!Hafta or I'll starve to death.Malnutrition!Hee...NOT!

Right now,I guess that I'll be the perfect meal for a starving dinosaur lion.haha!

*yawns*

Time to blast off to La La Land.

Have a GREAT week ppl.*winks*

.tried.to.warn.you.but.u.ignored.me.

Hee..Im sick being the one to push someone back up to face the reality.I had enough.

*sigh*

Im all mixed up.

*shrugs*

Well..I hafta work on my programmin 2nd assignment,a week more to go before the deadline and 4 days more to go before the end of my midterm break then I'll be back in JP,back to the wonderful hectic life and my beloved bf.

Hows my break?Its okie.I wish that it could be better.

I wish.

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
Im riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you

.u.r.still.not.seein.anybody?.

Well NO,not yet anyway.haha!

bro:why not dear?
me:err..coz I dont want to?Its not like its a must.Im hardly 20 :P
bro:haha!lucky you dear,hope that im 20.Its my turn to ask.Mind to switch place?
me:hehehe!No way jose!Not even a chance :P

Had a long talk with 1 of my pet bro last nite.He couldnt stop tellin me that he's annoyed.(His parents asked him to get back home this weekend so that he can meet up with another one of their so called potential future daughter-in-law)Pity you bro.Though it's not the 80's(but at least his parents still think so),he surely feels like livin in those good old days when his parents keep on botherin and actin like the world gonna come to a stop coz he's still not married though he's 26.hehe!Alaa bro,chill!My dad got married when he's 28!(note:he got married durin the 80's.)See?I guess its not the 80's anymore,you must be livin in the 70's or 60's.haha!Owh yeah,dont worry bout me.I like being like this for now.haha!Im goin to cherish and enjoy it while it last.Double is trouble(kot?).Owh Im straight.hehe!Do I hafta mention that everytime they ask why Im not seeing anyone?Heee..you twisted-mind ppl.Shame on you :P

Hee..Im still waitin for my prince.Remember?He's lost!Perhaps he's still too blady sombong or just plain stupid to ask for the direction.No wonder he's not here yet.Err..maybe he had been cursed.He might as well looks like a frog or worse,*screams in terror* cockroach!!!Eww..there goes my prince,you just stepped on him.*sobs* Hopeless.Ah..nevermind.

Woowee..Im goin home tonite.My flight gonna be at 8.05pm.So Im off to KLIA at 5 or 6.Depends.

*sigh*

Pity my bf.Haih..dont miss me sweetie.I'll be back in a jiffy(read:in a week).Be good okies?Promise?

*flop poppy - masih is playin in the background*

"separation is a norm in love"

haha!That sounds familiar.(click here!for your long lost love.haha!) :P

okie..Im off!Need to pack up my stuff and then I need to say hi and bye to my bf.

Happy midterm break to me.Happy weekend and SELAMAT KEMBALI KE SKOLAH(to whom it may concern)!!

hehe!

p/s:Got ur haircut yet?Im gettin mine.

.SICK.

Im..S-I-C-K!

Feelin like Im bleedin to death.

Tired

Cramps

and..

Got an awful cut on my right thumb,didnt realize bout how bad it is til I got into the shower.Stayed under the shower while stickin out my right hand and feelin pathetic at the same time

If pain is pleasure,Im havin a blast.

Wanna share the "excitement"?I dont mind.Really.

I hafta sit for Data Com 1st test tomorrow,have 2 more chaps to dig into
but my hand hurts and I cant even write without havin a God-knows-whut kinda pain creepin through my spine.

*sigh*

Wish that Im left-handed.

Dearies,mind to switch place with me?

Just for tomorrow.Promise.

I'll give you my chocs.All of em!

Plz pretty plz..

p/s: BACK button doesnt exist in my life browser.Can I borrow urs?

.bulan.yang.sama

"D,biar kita berjauhan.Namun kita tetap merenung bulan yang sama"

Intuition!

Jun,13 - I wrote an entry bout forgettin her birthday and a day after that,I got that msg from her.haha!

Thats scary :P

Im off to Kedah this Saturday - by flight.

Pity my bf for the all-alone-in-the-JurassicPark midterm break.The big BOSS has spoken,"takde kawan nak drive balik,leave ur car.Get urself a ticket n balik naik flight"

Damn!

*sigh*

.friends.and.things.that.they.do.

Sometimes ppl tend to be very forgetful,includin me.Yeah I happened to forget my cyber pet sis's birthday that I met online 4 years ago.Blame it to my pity brain and my 'backup-brain' that failed to remind me of it - the beloved cellphone, that's already half bengong due to major accessive activities of 'free falling' from the higher places(read:selalu jatuh).

Besides the guilt of forgettin her birthday,I have another thing to worry about.I couldnt recall when on earth is the birthday of someone who used to send me cards n stuff for 3 years in a row without fail.Err..aa..I really feel like knockin my head rite now.Damn!*knocks head* Ouch!Err..its not workin.Double damn.I'm confused.I dont know why I dont even have the slightest idea bout it.It used to stuck somewhere in my brain,but where is it now?

*amnesia*

Err..*recallin*

Owh..aahh..its somewhere in July.Err...I guess.

Maybe I should give her a call and casually joke bout it.
me:"haha!ur birthday is comin soon rite?u gonna be older than me!!hee..dah tua!"

If she happen to say "yes" or bring up anythin to show that Im right bout it.I'll just blindy send her a card without really knowin when's the exact date.Playin safe.

Im so pathetic.yeah..I know.Its not somethin that a GOOD friend gonna do,but...

I dont have any choice.I'll try to find out about it and try NOT to forget about it, ever again!(note the 'try')Promise!

Urgh..I hafta study.Prob & Stat 1st test is waitin for me.

Till then,wish me loads of luck!

.through.the.wire.

Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall
For just to be with you I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire, through whatever come what may
For a chance at loving you, I'd take it all the way...
Right down to the wire, even through the fire.


haha!How sweet.Im feelin so..err poetic??Maybe I should write a poem or somethin.

Roses are red,
Violet are blue,
Im feelin so damn bored,
Do you feel it too??


Well..okie,Shakespears Im not,so drop the poem thingy.Im a hopeless poet.haha!

Midterm break is comin!!!wooweeee!!!*jumpin*

Im goin home next week,durin the weekend to be specific.Yeah,Im goin home with my ever so beloved bf,Cyrus Comot.His name supposed to be Cyrus Comel but since he's in a BIG mess right now,dah jadi comot.*sob sob*(credits to the stoopid "dinosaurs" for the very much artistic drawin on my bf,my Dad gonna love
it).

Hee..Im gonna be soo dead next week.
_/Prob & stat 1st test & quiz
_/Data Com midterm test
_/OS quiz

How wonderful.A huge wave is comin!Ahhh..run!!!Run to safety!!!

*runnin*

.GOD.bless.

Yeah..Happy 50th birthday to my beloved Dad.The coolest Dad on Earth and Mars :P

I wish there was a way
to repay you for all
you've done for me;
All the caring, all the love,
all the sacrifice and concern.
I always knew you would be
there for me and that your love
never depended on
what I did or didn't do.
I wish that I could buy the world for you.


Thx for everythin Dad,you are simply the BEST.:DMay Allah bless you always.Me love you much!Muahh!!

Heee... :P

Went to the customer service office right after I got back from campus an hour ago.

sis:"Sorry lah dik,diorg lum kasi sewa lagi parkin tuh.Mintak lah kat owner the master card"
me:Owner ilang!Err..biler diorg nak kasi?Guard tu kat depan tu dah bising2 dah.Me tak larat nak wat muke baik dah.
sis:"Akak tak sure la dik.Sabar kejap lah dik,ade gak org lain tgh bising2 pasal parking ni
me:"Takpe lah kak,nanti me dtg balik.Thx eh"

Thx God that kakak happened to be nice n soft-spoken,kot tak..I'll turn on my monster mode and eat her for tea.hehe!

Hee..it seems like I hafta put on the innocent-extraSweet-smile on my pretty-much-scary face and some eye lashes battin action(read:ngorat guard2 endon tuh) for the next few weeks in order to get myself into the basement parkin.Owh well,patience is virtue.Smilee..smilee..senyum seindah suriiiaa...

Well..Im off!Till then..wish me luck!

.im.only.happy.when.it.rains.

Kiss the rain whenever you need me :P

Hehe!Its rainin cats n dogs outside.Perfect weather to curl in bed and wrap urself up in the warm silky cocoon(read:blankie) while sailin in the ship of dream.Haih,thats exactly what I have in mind right now,the picture of me sleepin the day away in my lair.Ahh..how wonderful!

monster:cut it out dd!
martian:dream on dear :P

Hee..I have another class at 2pm.So it seems like the imaginary thingy wont even have a chance to reborn as a reality after all.4pm is waaay to late for an evenin nap.(mental note:mummy cakap jgn titun lepas Asar).Yeah..dont doze off after Asar.

Erm..bet that Im goin to have a bz week after all..

Things to do:
_/send a birthday-cum-fathersDay card to dad.
_/study for upcomin prob n stat 1st test.
_/choose the right company for the Cyber.ship project
_/make sure that my bf is doin okie dokie
_/get an access card for the basement parkin.
_/hafta start to figure out how to sort out OS programmin assignment.
_/study for data com midterm.

Owh yeah,hows my bf?He's super.Thx for askin.Naah,dia tak sesat aritu.I taught him well.hehe!He's in a GOOD hand. :P

Okie..gotta split.Need to d/l some stuff n then off to class!

Have a great week ppl.Mucho Love!

.blessed.

Well..Im blessed with a great parents.Thx Allah for that.

Whuts up with that?Guess that its just one of my I-feel-like-I-hafta-be-extra-thxful day.(note that extra) :P

Just got back from Kedah earlier this eve.Hee..my 1st long-distance drive.It's good though it feels a lil bit weird.haha!Drove all the way from Kedah to Jurassic Park.After 4 hour or so of drivin,I finally back in JP.Credits to my couz-cum-lil-bf for the company.

Though I do hope that time gonna move a lil bit slower so that I'll be able to spend more time at home.It seems like time n tide wait for no man.Time flies and it left me with no choice.I hafta be back in JP(read:Jurassic Park) so that I'll be able to finish up my programmin assignment.

So..Here I am,back in JP.Spendin the rest of my weekend.

ALONE

Dont worry.Im not goin to whine about it.My previous days are much t0o precious and way too powerful compared to the misery of the all-alone-weekend.The 'happiness' in me is surely HUGE enough to eat up the patheticness side of me.

Cut short,Im content and there's no way that Im goin to ruin it for myself.haha! :P

Owh yeah,a lil summery of my movie trip on Thurs.

Hows it?

GOOD

I actually managed to "score" myself an extra ice blended choc at Coffee Bean for FREE with my God-knows-whut spell.haha!Buy 1 free 1?*shrugs*

When the guy placed 2 ice blended chocs on the counter top and pushed it toward my direction,I decided not to argue though I was like WTF?.2nd thought,I have nuthin to lose,its not like I hafta give anythin back in return.Right after he said "The other one is on me,saya belanja.Ikhlas." with a funny lookin smile. I was like "err..well..Thanks" while flashin a whuts-goin-on?-ahh-whutever smile on my face to him and with a speed of lightnin,I turned around and blasted off.No turnin back. :P

I also managed to cure up my cravin for Dave's Deli potato salad and sushi :P

Conclusion:Its a great trip after all.

Hee..once again.Im very thxful.I really am.*grins*

mental note:hafta finish up the programmin assignment.

Ohoo..the mental note is here again.Great! :P

martian:assignment!assignment!hafta finish up the assignment!
monster:where's my choc?

.my.miracle.

The sun is shinin,the wind is blowin and Im feelin amazingly content.

Everybody I know seems to be in such a GOOD mood too.Isnt it wonderful??

Case study for today:

When someone is being extra sweet for no specific reason after Ive rewarded him with the major-freak-of-the-year award.It surely a nice suprise.Bet that he's finally 'insaf' and decided not to piss me off again.Well,I'll just work on that assumption that he had changed for the better,though who knows that he could be throwin darts at my pic durin his free time and poking pins and all sort of sharp things into the voodoo doll.

Conclusion : Get a voodoo for dummies book and voodoo set for beginners - just in case,if he happened to do so.

Okie,Monster's talkin. :P

dd:Whut a superb imagination.
martian:haih,u r sooo mean.

Owh well,it doesnt matter.The weekend is comin and I wont be bumpin into him for the next 3 days.Thx God.

Mental note : I need to finish up the programmin 1st assignment b4 tomorrow.

Im goin to watch Harry Potter tonite!*jumpin* Ive booked my ticket and Im off to Mars tomorrow morn.My spaceship(read:flight) gonna blast off at 11.50am so I hafta be in KLIA by 10am.

Hee..its goin to be such a great week n weekend after all.*grins*

*singin*

mental note: ...(void)...

erk?where on earth is the mental note?Gone?

whutever...*roll eyes*

*continue singin*

.www.uh-uh.com.

Someone actually looked really charming today.*winks*

No,its not me (of coz).Haha!It happened to be someone who managed to turn on the charms whenever he wanted to.Keep it up bro!Im proud of you.

Hee..1 of the fellow teratorians msged me just now.Haha!Its not his usual "hi" or "wat per tuh?".Its just a row of smileys and it reminded me of this particular song..so I started to crack my head - to recall the lyric of the song.

Haha!Guess that my brain didnt fail me this time.

So here it goes...

senyum seindah suria..yg membawa cahaya
senyumlah dari hati..duniamu berseri
senyum umpama titian dalam kehidupan
kau tersenyum...ku tersenyum
kemesraan menguntum

senyum...kepada semua
senyumanmu...amatlah berharga
senyum...membahagiakan
dengan senyuman...terjalinlah ikatan


Haih..simple but nice.Isnt it?

Things dont have to be complicated in order to be meaningful.Sometimes the smallest,taken for granted,neglected thingy can turned out to be the most wonderful thing ever.

Hee..another good-for-nuthin thought of the day from DD the monster.

To whom it may concern:
My life,its a life without regret or at least not yet.I wanna keep it that way.NO turnin back.

Right now ....

I just wanna dig my teeth into a bowl of creamy potato salad and sushi if possible.

"If you are the burger in McDonald,I'll call you McMissUnpredictablyAmazin"(quoted from God-knows-who)

How flattering.Haha!

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