♥.of.time.&.me.♥

Me:"Wah semua jiwang2 aa sekarang?"
Couz:"Mesti la,jiwang org2 tua lain sikit,lebih open.Straight to the point"
Me:"Alaa..tu bukan ape,time's running out :P"

Couz dearest,bonne chance!

♥.of.dilemmas.&.me.♥

There are two dilemmas that rattle the human skull: How do you hang on to someone who won't stay? And how do you get rid of someone who won't go?

Danny DeVito

p/s:& how do you strip away someone's self-determination? *shrugs*

♥.of.need.&.me.♥

After 4 years,sleepless nights,a series of suprising good grades,mind-numbing projects and all the unexpected nerve wrecking cobaan that I've been through,why is it at the end of the road, I still need to earn a thumbs up approval from people?

For whutever reason,sometimes I just feel out of place and having to live with the facts that most of them (read:relatives,cousins,friends) live with a glorious achievement in life is simply very 'amusing'.

I've gained my own scores and strength throughout the years,so why then, do I still feel like a 10 years old that has to make her dad proud?

Pourquoi?Why am I doing this to myself? It's such a bad thinking,I know.

It's so blardy sickening.

I hafta snap myself out of this,vite.