♥of.thought.&.me.♥



I got back to work yesterday with how on earth am I going to finish up my accumulated leaves before 31st March stuck in my mind. Ya sungguh mithali,I know. Baru start keje after a long weekend dah start thinking pasal cuti - well, do blame the office and the whole building are rather void and sunyi sebab semua orang still sakan bercuti dan makan limau atmosphere.

It's so not motivating.

Anyway, I have 4 and a half days more to be spent so I better start planning now .

Hmppp...

Owh,on a lighter note.

Kakna bebeh!!!!!!!!!!!
Kenape delete blog?
Kenapeeeeeeeeeee?????

I love your writing, plus it's good to see another side of you that could be rather tough to dig in. Like, have you ever thought that I could be this....hmmppp.. wacky? :P

Yeah, I couldn't believe myself sometimes, but well, whaddaheck?

Okie, back to work now.

p/s: Someone's soo going to be bullied once he's back later. Guess who? :P

♥of.tupai.&.me.♥

I was playing with mum's all-in-one printer,copier,scanner thingy when I had the urge to go thru my old (crumpled) pics and I found this!



This hafta be one of my favourite poses when I was smaller, it made me looked like a tupai but at least saya adelah budak yang kurus back then.

& this!



Note the uneven fringe/bang, I cut it myself! he he. Owh sungguh berbakat. :P

Well,I'm going back to KL tomorrow,back to work by Wednesday. Boooriinnggg.

Off to bed now. Tata.

p/s:Bila la nak kurus lagi. :P

♥of.in.awe.&.me.♥



Apparently I'm not as expressive as I thought when it comes to relationship - regardless of the fact that I am a self-proclaimed sentimental junkie - I'll be like totally awe-strucked every time the other half comes up with his occasional kejiwangan.

Him: *insert ayat jiwang here*
Me: .......*in awe tak tau nak jawab ape*
Him:*waiting*
Me: *laugh animatedly untuk cover malu*
Him: T_____________T

Hopeless. Utterly hopeless.

Perhaps I need a love-guru or something, to cure this malu tak bertempat and whatnot.

We've know each other for like 5++ years now, so malu tak bertempat kah??

*shrugs*

You tell me.

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On a lighter note, HAPPY CNY.

I'll be taking my half day leave today so I'll be able to head up north before every creatures in KL decided to flood the roads.

Yey to a looong weekend.

I'm off to backup my codes now.

Tata.

♥of.distance.&.me.♥

Distance makes the heart♥ grow fonder?

Memang tak, period.

p/s: I need a fast forward button,may I borrow yours?

♥of.monday.&.me.♥



I hate Mondays especially if it's loaded with the whadda heck am I supposed to do today feelings only to find out that you have another indigestible project to work on and later shoved into a long, inconclusive talk with the petit ami.

Well dear,I hate to sound illogical but that's like the fact okie. I'm not making it up you see? I know it made me sound like someone living in the '70s or something but that's how it goes for me. Heck, I think that's how things are for the entire family, therefore I'm not planning to risk it.

So bear with me,will ya darling?

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On a lighter note, I'm going to have my umpteenth production deployment tonite. Which is like sangat mengundang rasa malas yang melampau, but since I'm the breadwinner for hmm... myself untuk memboros. Ok nevermind.


Well, will right more later, or maybe not(this phrase irritatingly reminded me of something).

Tata.

♥of.romance.&.me.♥



A dear friend told me bout something that her sweetheart did for her, tho it couldn't be categorized as one of those I'm singing under your balcony whilst strumming the guitar sorta romantic, but I think that it kinda nice nevertheless.

I mean, quit dreaming of those balcony singing already - tho Kakna bebeh apparently used to have one of those saya bernyanyi sambil bermain guitar moment,kaannnnnnn? See? I remember. What's up with me and remembering others' romantic moments? Why don't I have one of those moments of my own? Owh I did, I accidentally asked him to shut up.Opps.

Anyway,where was I? Owh well,guys these days were not born with the romantic bones, at least not much. Its like they were born with 10/300 romantic bones and when they finally turned into an adult with 206 bones. The 10 romantic bones are almost non existent.

This however, doesn't apply to all. I used to know some guy who oozes with this romantic thing that it's suffocating. Like, I am hopelessly romantic - perhaps I had too much of oldies and all of those happily ever after thingy - so having someone that's way too romantic is like adding a pinch of salt to a snail(It's fun to sprinkle the garden snails with salt,I like to watch it melts.Uuuuu). It's like the romance killer or something ya know?

Too much of something is not good ya see?

Perhaps that why I ended up with the not so romantic C***.He's not the one to shower you with poetic words,surat chenta 10 kajang or whatsoever so don't expect him to do the balcony singing for sure, not in a thousand years (or perhaps he couldn't do it because I don't have any balcony.Hmmpp..must find a house with a balcony then :P). He's more like the buat-buat tak layan type tho he could sometimes comes up with the unexpected surprises which is very puzzling(it gives you the ni tetiba buat baik ni mesti ada ape-ape thought), unusual but undeniable sweet. Terharu la jugak sekejap kan? :P

Owh well, bak kata Britney through her latest song

Sweet surprise, I could get used to - unusual you

Come to think of it, tho I didn't get myself a romantic petit ami, I would like to think that I got myself a realistic one.

Ya know?
The one that laugh at your jokes you,
nags bout eating right when your parents is not around to do that to you,
listen to your endless whining,
talks bout everything under the sun,
turn normal stories into a disgusting one,
nags(again) about your obsession with shoes,
laugh at you(again) when you're panicking like a headless chicken,
tell you not to worry and gelabah ayam too much

and the sort.

I should just be thankful for what I've got ey? Yea,perhaps I should.

Okie that's it. I'm off now.

Later.

♥of.lessons.&.me.♥



How's your weekend? Mine has been one hella educating weekend. I never thought that I could learn this much over a weekend(okie, I'm exaggerating. I used to learn more but that's like another story altogether).

Anyway, care to know what I've learned?

Lets get it on,shall we?

o1. I've learned to jump start a car. Occay, it was not me who jump start the car, it was the kind Kurnia Express guy who came to the rescue, but hey, now I know.(Okie,this is sorta vain,but whadda heck?)

o2. I've learned not to text the car fanatic all technical engineer boyfriend when you failed to start the car's engine, don't give him any clue that you're panicking like a headless chicken.

o3. Again, refrain from from calling C*** and tell him about your ignorance - of not knowing how to jump start a car else he'll laugh his head off as if jump starting a car is the most natural daily basis stuff that you do everyday similar to clothes ironing or something. Like yea darling, I jump start the car everyday, I might as well put it on my resume or make some money out of it. Bweek :P

o4. Do not leave your car for a week like some abandoned tukun else you'll be stuck at home when you actually need to go out coz the engine won't start.

o5. Do not go for groceries shopping with a hungry tummy and an impulsive mind, else you'll spend hundreds in less than 30 mins whilst feeling sorta clueless bout stuff that you bought an hour later. Remind me again why did I buy the static brush?

o6. Do text and call up the boyfriend and act like a headless chicken tho he's on the other side of the world. He would later call up and you could just leisurely borak bout food, the belated birthday dinner, his car's break pad, his company,the new car, yada yada, everything but the car jump starting thingy. Taktik keji nak suruh call dan mengabiskan duit. Yey! Love love.

o7. Do not forget to start the engine once in a while, please be reminded to take the car out for a spin,jalan-jalan cari pasal or something and owh, the car need a bubble bath, like ASAP?

o8. The jump-starting service is free! Owh,now I know.

I'm off now. Have a good, fun week okies?

Owh owh, Kakna bebeh! Chaiyuk chaiyuk!Dah habis exam ke belum? Updateeeeeee!!!

Tata.

p/s:C***'s coming back home soon. Yey! I hope it's tomorrow soon, owh well,too bad it's not that soon.

♥of.break.&.me.♥



Dad called last nite & asked about my CNY break. He thought that I should get my passport ready coz he wanna fly us off somewhere for a short break.

Like where???

Paris in 4 days? Naah.

Bangkok? for tiger shows?

Where now? Where?

I somehow think I rather stay home during the CNY break whilst stuffing myself with mum's cooking. Mummy nak karipap daging lagiiii.

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I've been really busy. Work's piling like Mount Everest but I've never been happier, not because of the piling work(obviously) but for some kind of absurd reasons, I feel at ease.

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I'm currently room-hunting. I'm moooving out of the so called boarding school, finally! It's not amusing to live with someone who treats you like you're 15 ya know? So what if she's like 9 years older? I had enough of fussy cleanliness freak(especially if it involves others but herself) self proclaimed warden housemate. I had enough of red notes reading sessions to last me a life time. I'm so glad that she's finally getting married that I wanna congratulate her soon to be husband. Good luck to you dude and make sure to rub off the slapped mosquito from the wall ya? ;)

Well I'm off. Gonna meet up an old friend tomorrow. I hope it gonna be a blast.

Have a good weekend.

Later.

♥of.date.&.me.♥

I noticed that I didn't write bout my new year's date with Munie.

Well, what could I say? It's a day where I ended up feeling like a walking aquarium, ya know the ticklish feeling when you could actually feel the air berkocak dalam perut? Yup, that's exactly how we felt after the big lunch at Chilis, thanks to the waiter who couldn't stop asking "You want another refill?" and each time he asked, I actually said yes - which is like 3 kali. he he. So I had my usual chicken dish and 3 glasses of juice - mango,guava & lemonade(I've told ya that I drink like goldfish) but I gave up half way on the lemonade since my tummy was already screaming for mercy.

Besides the food, I could say that we had fun talking - like usual. Talked bout life, future, petit ami's drama and whatnot. It has been quite sometimes since the last time we actually talk and laugh that much. I hafta admit that it feels good to know that you have such good friend to laugh with and whine at.(Termushy la pulak.)

After lunch, we even dropped by at the Gallery Petronas for a dose of artistry. It's my 2nd time, the 1st time was with C*** last year. It was good tho I could hardly digest the images of the so called artistic pictures thingy. Like yea, an image of a creepy looking guy in an odd and creepy looking closet. I felt like I'm watching a scene from an Asian horror movie or something(no offense), but yea, who am I to judge? I'm a technical person, so I'm sorta lack of the artistic touch. So please forgive my ignorant, but it was fun nevertheless.

Moving on, we proceed to oohh and ahhh over the makeups and nice colored lipsticks. he he. What a gurl to do? I managed to refrain myself from getting another lipstick,tho I accidentally got myself a mascara (macam la pakai mascara) and a nice looking body brush which is like totally not worthy sebab berus sangat tajam macam kuku harimau ke ape? Spoil betul. It's not even good for dry body brushing. I suspect that they used it on buaya or something and claimed that it's soft. There's no way to exfoliate one's skin with those brush,kasi terkeluar kulit boleh la. Now it's going to be my tapak kaki brush instead. That's like the only part of the body that could actually bear the stinging from the bristles. *sighs*

Owh okie,where was I? Yes, after all of the above. We headed back to Avenue K, got ourselves a fresh cup of apple and honey dew juice each, a slice of Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana cake for me and drove back home. Fin.

All in all it was fun, we should do it more often. hehe. :P

Later.

♥of.milestones.&.me.♥

Someone reminded me to update. Well, okie. I'm updating. It's not like my new year's resolution is to stop blogging right? :P

Anyway, I'm thinking of listing down the stuff that did and learned over the year - in case I got myself an amnesia or something,ya know?

So here goes.

2008's milestones.

o1. I got myself a good job at the bank.Good paycheque. Good bunch of crazy guys to be around with & no formal attires! I'm sooo thankful that it's a job so flexible that I couldn't believe my luck and rezeki. Alhamdulillah.

o2. I learned to survive living with a super fussy housemate. Like ya, you better not leave the mosquito that you slapped plastered on the bathroom wall else the next time you get home,you gonna be greeted with a blardy red note. Macam la bangkai nyamuk kat dinding tu sebesaq gajah & tho the other housemates happily left to lead their lives elsewhere, I'm still stuck here but fret not, it won't be long now.

o3. Managed to make C*** stick with me for 2 ++ years(or did he managed to make me stick with him? hmmppp..) regardless all the keloratan & incidents (handbag kena curi, jadi ceti & tolong pindah rumah like dah 2 kali). he he. love love :x

o4. I started to have my very own saving, as in real saving - not the one that went missing at the end of each month. Well, it's not like I'm that boros or openhanded, it's just that...hmpp...err..the money just go poooff and gone. he he.Ok alasan, saya memang boros sikit,sekarang tidak lagi dah kurang.

o5. I realized that I'm truly hopeless when it comes to manual transmission cars & if my life happened to depend on it, I better start mengucap now. Yea, sangat hopeless & there's nothing C*** can do about it either.Sooo dearest,nanti dah kaya,me nak keta automatic satu, make it an X6 okie? :P

o6. Learned not to waste money on an over-priced pencil(read:eyeliner) coz it gonna go MIA after a few weeks, like sememangnyer takde jodoh(tapi sebenarnye careless), so I'm going for the not so over priced pencil from now on.

o7. I noticed that I could be easily annoyed when people failed to fulfill their promises(tho it's not entirely their fault) & solitary sucks. Perhaps the growing old and alone with 20 cats and countless flower pots life is not for me.(tho I'd loveeee to have a cat someday. *hint hint*)

o8. Learned not to trust strangers tho you're in a surau - like ya go ahead,trust them and ended up being stripped of your identity like me(read:handbag kena curi lalu menjadi sehelai sepinggang,for that particular time at least). Now you're a Malaysian citizen the next minute you're a person without a valid identification and might be accused of being an illegal immigrant. Ya pak,saya baruin ke sini naikin tongkang.

Well,that's about it. Others are too private to be shared or totally bleh so it shall not be written here. :P

Owh yea, the resolutions. Decided to stick with my previous resolution.

o1. Attitude.
o2. Attitude.
o3. Attitude.

To appreciate - attitude.
To refrain myself from bullying C*** - attitude.
To strive for the better - attitude.


Good attitude will determine how far one can go in life. No?

I'm planning to go far this year, so wish me luck.

I'm off now. Have a great week okies?

Later.