♥of.furry.&.me.♥

4 days back, while I was immersed in deep slumber(I was initially on bed watching the umpteenth rerun of Hannibal but I mysteriously fell asleep), something furry jumped onto my bed and I could feel its furriness brushing against my feet.

The initial reaction was like
"Whaddaaa heck? Is this supposed to be the after-effect of falling asleep whilst watching a movie of cannibalism?"

Yes, the very thought ran through my mind and I still kept my eyes closed whilst trying to fathom bout what on earth the furry creature might be. This felt nothing like one of those ghost stories told by my older cousin where the gurl in her school was pressed down by some huge furry black creature whilst sleeping, the furry creature that was on my bed was merely brushing itself against my feet and purred.

Did I say purred?

Yes, the creature purred. So my 5 minutes nightmare was over, it was a cat. An orange medium sized cat and before I could bring myself out of the bed, the cat somehow got itself under my bed. So yea, few minutes past 2am and I was still trying to pull out a cat underneath my bed,like a mad woman. Thanks to the half-asleep state of mind, the simple task somehow felt like I was trying to catch an endangered crocodile from the Amazon or something.

Long story short, I finally managed to get my hands on the cat and shoved it out through the window, my bedroom window which happened to be on the 4th floor and I resumed my disturbed sleep.

The end.

What? You're expecting me to tell you that I woke up the next morning only to realize that I've killed a cat by throwing it out from the 4th floor and the cat actually belongs to my housemate?

Well, I sure hope that I could feed you with such ending, but no. I didn't kill the cat tho I successfully shoved it out right through the window. There is a mini balcony outside my window (ya know, the place where you should place your air conditioner compressor so it won't be exposed and whatnot) and I happened to live on the 4th floor otherwise known as the playground floor, so yea my mini balcony is somehow connected to the wall of the pathway that connects the block with the play ground.

So you see, the cat didn't fall flat on the ground or something, I merely let it out through where it came in. Case closed - I'm not a cat killer and the cat doesn't belongs to the housemate either.

Yea,I sleep with the window ajar. Closed room without an air conditioner adelah kepam dan rimas. I couldn't be bothered to install one since I have no issues with the heat plus it's not like I own the place or something. Fret not, I keep my blind shut all time. :P

Talking about blind, I should get myself a new one, perhaps it should be purple this time and owh, C*** got his parcel regardless the incomplete address. Yey for the Pacik postman in the land of rising sun.

On the lighter note, I have a whole bunch of stuff to do this weekend. I need to send the bf for a wash,I just noticed how nasty it looks this morning. I also need to do some shopping, the paycheque is burning a hole in my pocket. I need to get myself a new tudung to match the purple baju kurung that I'm going to wear to Munnie's sis engagement (which means I'm going to Seremban and I'm pretty clueless with the roads and whatnot, must be reminded to look for the location in gog*gle map else me and my former uni-housemate gonna be there by the time everything is over).

I'm off now, have a good weekend okies? I'll be enjoying mine.

Later.

♥of.tagged.&.me.♥

I've been tagged by Kakna bebeh - like days back. Pardon moi for the deeelay but here goes nothing.

Name the latest book you bought?
Owh..hmpp..It's the Russian concubine by some author.

What is your fullname?
N*r Madihah Abd Rahman(yes people,this is the name,without the asterisk of coz :P )

Name the person you want to meet in real life or the first time?
John Smith. hahaha.

Christina or Britney?
Christina

Do you do your own laundry?
Of course, tho I truly detest the folding part.

The most exciting place you wanna go?
Owh,I can't decide. Anywhere with loads of enchanting castles would be nice.

Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.

8 things I am passionate about?

1. - Family - of coz.
   
2. - The chatter box aka mon petit ami.
   
3. - Programming.
   
4. - Little kids with the owh so adorable smiles and chubby cheeks.
   
5. - Shopping.
6. - Great buddies.
   
7. - Good books.
   
8. - Goood food.
   

8 things you say too often?

1. - Sooo?
2. - Well
3. - Owh yea
   
4. - Owh?
5. - Shoot.
6. - Owh okie.
   
7. - Okie dokie.
   
8. - Alrighty.

8 books I've read recently?(But I only got 3, yes THREE)

1. Leslie's story
   
2. Russian concubine
   
3. The keeper's daughter
   

8 songs I could listen to over and over again?

1. Goodbye - Air supply.
   
2. Save the best for last - Vaneesa Williams
   
3. Ocean Size Love - Leigh Nash
4. It's good to be in love - Frou Frou
   
5. You give me something - James Morrison
   
6. Your Song - Elton John
   
7. Only Hope - Switchfoot.
   
8. I miss you - Incubus.
   

8 things I learned last year?

1. Live with a fussy housemate.
   
2. Cook more edible foods.
   
3. Having a mon petit ami is rather amusing.
   
4. How to stay alive whilst using the public transports.
   
5. Double the ability to multitask.
   
6. Walk,a whole lot.
   
7. Menabung.(as if)
   
8. Be really really thankful for what I've got.
   

Tag 8 people

Malas lah.hehe


Owh yea, I have a story to tell but that gotta wait.

I'm off now.

Later.

♥of.whaddaaaa.&.me.♥

As much as I long to get back home after a looong and freezing day at work, I hafta admit that I'm starting to loath the fact that I HAVE TO drag myself back home at the end of the day, like orang yang confused,ya know? Dying to get home tapi bila balik macam bosan nak mati. Macam stress pulak balik rumah - to this rented place that I call home. Nothing but empty,lifeless and soulless house. Thanks to the fact that there are only 2 of us in the house and the other person that I'm living with is a workaholic and no fun either, no fun with a capital, fat N.

Perhaps it's the age gap. Living with a 30+ gurl could be rather complicated or is it just her or me? I doubt the age factor coz the other akak that moved out 2 weeks ago is a person oozing with fun and I could be my usual crazy-self when I'm with her.

How depressing.

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On a lighter(but still sorta depressing) note, I think that I (might) wrote an incomplete address for the parcel that I sent to C***.This is what we call careless,cuai or otherwise known as merangah(this is like a hella well known word among my cousins). Hnss..hopefully pandai-pandai la postman jepun tu deliver the parcel.

The last thing that I want is to have it delivered back to me after a month or whatnot.

Sungguh tak menggumbirakan.

Owh later.

p/s:Have a good week, mine is...pbbttt.

♥of.mon.cher.&.me.♥

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

Bonne anniversaire darling, I wish for your happiness this year and many more years to come.

Hope you like the scrap book alike birthday card. :D

See you when you're back okie?

Love love. :x

♥of.random.&.me.♥

Apparently, I'm in the midst of the feel good season. Most probably due to the fact that I'm done with the coding and testing of the current module that I'm working on annnnd just because.

Regardless of the good mood, I'm not really in the writing mood. So this gonna be a random pictures of my life post. How's that for a change?

Lets get it on, shall we?(Click for bigger pics)



The yummy juicy mango is in season again! Woowee..boleh didapati di pasar-pasar malam terdekat thus my last night dinner consist of mango and the strawberry cubes in a bowl. Nyum! I could eat bowls of this until my tummy aches.


This picture was taken when Eyes of Malaysia's still in Titiwangsa(it's like 5 mins from my place) - during one of my deployment nights. It's like a quick date/walk at the park with C*** before he was forced to accompany me to work. he he.


I'm such a sentimental junkie that it shows on my food. Well, I was stuffing myself with a plate of chicken-mushroom scramble eggs when I realized that the ketchup resembled a heart shape. A romantic meal,sadly for one.


My usual dose of liquid at work - a mug of green tea with jasmine petals and a whole lot of plain water. Did I tell you that I drink like a gold fish?

If a picture worth a thousand words, I got 4! Do the maths.

So later :P.

♥of.songs.&.me.♥

A friend of mine called when I was busy humming to Enrique Iglesis - Takin Back My Love whilst playing on my newly discovered game last nite. She then asked why does it sounds so..hmpp..gay. Like well, it's Enrique,so whaddaya expect? - tho I never heard of any rumor bout him being gay,adeke? Dengar pasal him going out with a huge-boobed chix ade la.hehe.

I go at your speed, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt

I'll give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

Anyway,well yea,looking at the lyric,it looks like a song for the broken-hearted (fortunately I'm not) but if you actually listen to it,it sounds sorta fun. Ya know, ala-ala lagu I will survive, a broken-hearted song but with a twist and not in the usual sappy,melodramatic way.

Where was I? Owh yes, at the end of the conversation, this friend of mind recommended me a song.

T:"You should listen to Brandy's new song."
Me:"Ape la? She came out with a new album already eh? I thought 'the boy is mine' era is over."
T:"Dengar ler, tajuk dia 'Long distance',it suits you."
Me:"Long distance?Okie that hit a sore spot.Okie esok cari la."

So today,being the good(ehem~) friend that I am,beria la cari and I ended up with this

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind
All I have is this picture in a frame
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where I'd rather be,
but we're stuck where we are.
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me,
but we're stuck where we are
it's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.

Now the minutes feel like hours
and the hours feel like days..
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon
Coming home soon..
All I have is this picture in a frame
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where i'd rather be (where I'd rather be..),
but we're stuck where we are
It's so hard,you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me (you are here with me),
but we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far..

Can you hear me crying?

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time...

Okay!

Well,it suits me? Err..maybe not. It's a wee bit too dramatic for me(tho I'm an incurable sentimental junkie).

Like,saya tidak la melihat gambar dalam frame hari-hari. I don't even have his pic in a frame for God's sake(absurd,I know). hehe. I kept the pictures somewhere else(read:In a locked folder somewhere so I'll be the only one who gets to see it,ada ciri-ciri seorang geek disitu) but not in a frame or my purse,for that matter. Later perhaps? :P

However, it's true that time seems to slow down,a lot. It's an absurd feeling not to have that particular someone around to cling to and whatnot,like yea what's new with that,kan?

Tapii... for the crying part,tak la kot.Drama la pulak.he he. *glares at imaginary C*** *

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time

Owh,true indeed.

I'm off now.

Later

♥of.missing.&.me.♥

I'm going to start the week with my rambling, about..things.

Things, that I miss a lot lately.

I miss the carefree feeling of being a student. Yes, tho it was not all rainbow and sunshine - I was at least worry-free financially(hence the impulse-shopper and old habits die hard) and there's no risk of being sacked if I accidentally deleted the bank's crucial data or whatnot. Scary.

I miss the cerita hantu sessions with my cousins (plus the geli-geli or cari rambut gatal sessions with Kakna bebeh.Ingat tak Kakna? Bila nak balik? Tetiba je. he he). Especially the one that we had during EID whilst snugging in our makeshift bed at Tok's place. That is something, that sadly, might not happen again.

I miss having a pet cat waiting for me at the door every time I'm back home (I never really have a pet cat - at least not the one that you eat and sleep with, but I used to have a bunch of adopted stray cats that somehow refused to leave me in peace. I'm such a catnip.). Well, I just love the soothing feeling that someone/something is patiently & longingly waiting for you - tho in this case,the cat merely needs you for nothing but a good head-pat and a bowl of food & warm milk.

I miss having the luxury of going out with my friends without the need of a week notice or an appointment (yang sometimes ended up tak jadi jugak). I miss the time where you could just go "Jom tengok movie" and receive an approval nod the next second. Now that most of them are attached to someone or something,it somehow turned into a luxury that I could rarely afford.Boohoo.

I miss having C*** - to be dragged around,bullied & whined at.Cepat balik. Ya hear?

Tiba-tiba dah jadi melodramatic pulak.

I'm off now. Have a good week.

Later.

♥of.kids.&.me.♥

If there's one thing in life that never fail to amaze me these days is the fact that my younger cousins and lil bro are waaaay ahead of me in the relationship department. It seems like they jumped into the high tech sophisticated love wagon while I hitched a ride on an old beat-up one. Yea, I just can't get over it.

Well, where do I start? Lets see, the lil cousins already went out and about on dates and whatnot whilst they are still in high school. The lil brother's promising of undying love to the girlfriend right about now. Like yea,how normal coz as far as I can remember, I was on the verge of confusion and still contemplating between my various array of ambitions when I was 16/17. Mostly out of the fear that I would not be up to the beloved parents' standard (tho I know that they love me anyhow), the inability to be on the same par as the successful cousins(how I detest the comparison,but this is something rather unavoidable) and most of all the ultimate fear that my dad gonna play the malas sangat study result teruk apa kata kawen je terus card on me - which of coz was irrelevant then and even now, he's not that type. It's just the paranoia talking. Typically me.

Moving on, as much as I would like to think that these kiddos are heavily influenced by the endless supply of wonderful, sappy, unconditional, unrealistic love stories thus triggered their curiosity to actually be in one. I just can't ignore the fact that it's also due to their freedom. Parents these days are rather mellowed,at least mine did compared to the time when I was younger.

Like yea, my lil brother was granted with the permission to go out on the various school trips and later on the first and official or at least the first one known to the parents date(which was happily sponsored by the beloved dad,so that the couple could have a proper meal at a chick restaurant instead of a mamak,ceh!) whilst me on the other hand was denied on most of the requests(school trips or not) especially if it has something to do with the ocean,recreational forest,seaside and the sorts. So no wonder I've never been out camping before. (note: Whoever my infinite other half gonna be.He automatically owes me a camping trip.Bonfire, tent and all. Okie? He better be feeling adventurous.Ehem.)

Hmpp..what else? My permission to date? Owh well, I never get any, at least not literally or officially.It's not like my dad gonna set me a date and hand over a letter with "From this date onward,you're allowed to date my dear.Enjoy!" written on it. :P

Well, I would like to think that I was granted with it when I graduated - at least I could get away from the jangan la nak bercinta-cinta masa study ni,study kasi habis dulu card - since it's no longer valid on me. Nowadays, my mum would casually ask whether I'm going out on a date during the weekend, when C*** is coming back and such, which I replied with my ecstatic and elongated details(on whichever possible), so I bet that she got the drift. Plus, my parents would be worried if I'm not. Like yea, the haunting Adekah anak ku seorang yang normal? or Was I too harsh on her? issues gonna exist, so I might as well spare them from the trouble and tell them that I'm actually seeing someone,kan? kan? he he.

Call me conservative. I'm a late bloomer in this particular department,so yea it scares the living daylight out of me seeing those lil kids not even old enough to shave going out on a date and holding hands.

Like, what they were thinking? Seluar dalam pon parents yang belikan, perasan dah besar. Cey.

Well I'm off. Terlebih ramble pulak harini.

Later.

♥of.news.&.me.♥

The good news.

Life's been good to me lately.

Hassle free deployment. A mon petit ami who's willing to be bullied and whined at tho he's on the other side of world (love love). An acceptable amount of workload - which gives me a pretty decent space of time to roam the net, update the blog blog-stalking and whatnot.I still have a good sum of moolah to be spent on clothes and other stuff that I might get on impulse. Appraisal is coming! Woowee. God willing,moreee moolah for me.

& I'm going home this weekend. Whoppie!

The bad news

The housemate aka the nice akak is leaving. She got herself transferred back to her hometown which means that I won't have anyone to ramble with after a long day at work (Tho there's another warden akak,but she doesn't count since the only proof of her existent in the house are the hand-written notes in RED warning us not to do this and that. Duh!), also means that there won't be any Amazing Race sessions and abundant stock of Vitagen anymore since the owner is moving out. Dragging along the idiot box, the huge fridge and left me with an old crazy tv and a small bar fridge that belongs to the warden other akak.

*sighs*

Now it seems like a good time for me to forcefully spend the moolah on something essential rather than clothes and more shoes hunt for my own idiotic box (or perhaps I could just grab one from home.he he) and a fridge. A mini bar fridge sounds idyllic just about now.

Then my own lil nation would be complete.

Then I'll be a geek without the need to get out of her room except when she needs to pee that is.

Tsk. Pathetic.

Well,later.

♥of.eyeliner.&.me.♥

Kakna bebeh, since you asked. Ini la dia bendanyer that I'm missing right now.



The eyeliner or otherwise known as celak(kot?). It's supposed to bring your eyes out,giving you the big-eyed effects and whatnot. he he. Tapi sebenarnye mata ku tetap jua sepet.Bummer.



It's not obvious, unless I decided to put it on like this



or this




which of coz too obvious for someone as geeky as me plus I don't fancy the menjadi panda selepas 5 jam memakai eyeliner yg tebal look, since my eyes are kinda watery (Pakailah eyeliner ape proof sekali pon, mahal murah,cap ayam sume pon akan cair. he he. Patut lah asyik hilang je eyeliner, it's not meant for me.) dan adelah benci kerana susah nak cuci bila nak amek wuduk.

Tetiba dah jadi a dedicated post pasal eyeliner pulak.Tsk tsk.

Moving on.

Well, I'm going to have my umpteenth production deployment tomorrow. Boy, it's going to be a loooong night. I hope it gonna be breezy, fast and I'll be able to finish up everything before I start to faint from sleepiness. What a geek to do?

Owh well,I'm off. Work's calling.

Later.

♥of.true.&.me.♥

The weekend was a handful one for me. I only got to sleep for a mere 2 hours on Saturday before driving all the way to KJ from KL at 3a.m to sent an uncle and his wife to the Komplek Tabung Haji along with the clan - his flight to Makkah was on the same day 4 hours later.

Well,it was like lightyears ago since the last time I slept that little or that late for that matter, so you missed out on seeing me looking like a panda. T_T

Hmpp..I got back home by noon feeling woozy(due to the lack of sleep) after a hearty brunch at my uncle's place only to realize that my room was a total disaster and not wanting to risk the chance of having a sudden visit by whoever that might faint by just a glimpse of it, so a gurl gotta do what a gurl gotta do & I was done with the laundry, the sweeping, organizing, ironing and whatnot by 5p.m. Just about time for me to have a dose of Vitagen and cartoons. Utter bliss. Yes, I love Vitagen, it's good to keep the tummy happy. Too bad someone is not around to share my weekly stock of Vitagen. Now I get to have all 15 bottles for myself. Yum! :P

Owh,I slept like a log that night,double bliss.

Moving on, I went out on Sunday on a date,like yea, NO details or whatsoever on the date outing since C*** might be reading this. ha ha. I was contemplating whether I should get myself a new eyeliner or not coz I lost or somehow misplaced my Dior eyeliner. *sighs* Like why on earth do I have to misplace or lose my must have eyeliner and not others? Pbbtt..this is like me losing the same eyeliner from the same brand for the second time. I'm such a klutz or perhaps this is an omen or God's way of telling me to quit wasting money.

Well, what else? Owh yea, C*** asked me to look around for a brand new watch for him and myself tu pon kalau ade yang best and orang tu sanggup nak belikan. I'm supposed to look for an array of interesting watches, get him the model numbers and the selling price and he'll search for it in the land of the rising sun since he claimed that they are a wee bit cheaper there. I was supposed to go around looking for it yesterday and I failed miserably. he he.

Okie,my bad. I just managed to glance at a good looking Tissot that gonna cost him quite a lot of dough and I didn't even get the model number or whatsoever & today, he blamed me for "pegi berdating sampai tak ingat bf" when I told him about my ruined plan & accused me of having the evil eyes for picking out the most expensive watch between all of the watches that he asked me to look for on the net earlier today. Yer la kan dear, you asked me to choose mane yang paling cantik not mana yang nampak paling murah in my eyes and it's not like the others are that cheap either. Pardon the expensive taste, but you can't blame me for being true kan? Fret not darling, I won't tell you to get me a mickey mouse bag when all I want is a Fendi or something. I'm honest, just like that. :P

Well, I'm off.

Have a good week okies?

Later