| | |.of.errr??.&.me.| | |

You are so tempting my dear
You strip away my useless fears
No you don't care that I'm weird
And that's amazing yeah

Why that hafta sound sooo familiar? :
Neway,its still rainin outside.Cats and dogs.

A week to go before the final xm.

3 blardy wonderful assignments to be submitted.

2 excitin presentations more to go.Wah wah..bahagienye.

Another bank-robbery to be planned.Me need another 8k by May.Heehoo!
(Note:Sesape yg duit lebey tu,derma lah kat me.Me sgt desperate ni.Serious. :|)

Owh,another friendly reminder.

Enough of those dont-forget-to-eat reminder thingy.Dont worry darlings,Ive been eatin well since Mun is around - you can actually tell that Ive been tellin the truth just by lookin at my scary face.Honest.

Im off.

Time to finish up all those owh-so-wonderful assignments.

Fear not my love.I shall return. :P

| | |.of.eppy.&.me.| | |

It was rainin cats and dogs earlier today.Alhamdulillah.What a bliss. :D

Well,went out with my darlings yesterday for our desperately-needed dose of retail therapy.Managed to spend some of the hard-earned cash while heedin my Dad's magical words in mind - which magically made me feel less quilty.

A new thing or two wouldnt hurt right Dad?But I got myself..err..2..or maybe 3 or..4 new stuff? Ampun.

Roxy bag.
I-dont-know-why-I-bought-it-but-it-looks-kinda-cute bracelets.
Bunch of cds.
A shirt.

Plus..

Fattylicious lunch at Dave's Deli and sushi for dinner.

Now Im feelin better.Infact,much much more better.(Even though someone forgot to wish me well for ages.Gah gah gah.Saye dah xkisah lagi) :D

Hee..though Im feelin berbunga-bunga and all rainbow-ish inside,some of the people that I know happened to be feelin all whiny and miserable today - my whiny virus dah berpindah rumah nampaknye.

"Me demam :("
"Sis,Im bored.Humor me"
"Uwaa...akak..yada yada"
"Dear,Im fcukin sick x-)"

Err..Sabar yer semua. Everythin gonna be okie dokie soon.Sooner or later.

Take a chill pill.

Tenyum cikit. :D

Jom titun. T_T

Nite.

| | |.of.under.the.weather.&.me.| | |

Feelin a lil bit under the weather today,so was everybody.It must have been the misty murky-I-feel-like-faintin air.I was desperately waitin for a miracle,a sudden downfall.Tapi xde pon :(

Erm..today hafta be the be-good-and-duduk-rumah-dediam day kerana saya telah duduk rumah dengan mithalinye hari ini,lunch & dinner pon ade org yang belikan.Baik kan saya?

Heee..apart of my being the mithali one today,I actually think that my trichotillomania is gettin worse,I hafta do somethin about it before I ended up with a bald-shiny-mirror-like head.Owh well,2nd thought - whats the fuss?My tudung is always there to the rescue.So who knows aight?Shhhh... :P

Woooo..so whuts next?

Owh..

Well,Fada called for no particular reason like always.*suprise suprise* Told me that Im the second best thing on the list after Gie.haha!How flatterin bro.Im glad that Im the runner up,coz its gonna be really fishy if Im the first(jeng je jeng :P) - heedin the fact that she's ur gf and Im pet sis AND yea,I miss you too - though I surely dont feel like tellin you that as much as I do to Gie.It surely sounds so blardy a lil bit weird and I actually suprised myself by sayin that.(Note:that hafta be my super-frank evil twin).hehe!If being frank only gives you a heart attack,I'll never ever repeat that again.Promise.

Ey..wait a sec,talkin about that frankly thingy - why does it sounds so normal when it comes to you,Gie and everybody?Why does it hafta be all weird and wrong when it comes to me? :
Utterly weird.

*shrugs*

Ermm..just a thought.

Perhaps from this moment on,I should be more self-centered since too much of considerin,toleratin,missin,thinkin bout someone else rather than myself doesnt really bring me any good,be it for now or the near future.

Dont you think?

that i would be grand, even if i'm not all-knowing
that i would be loved, even when i'm not myself
that i would be good, even when i'm overwhelmed

| | |.of.more.than.words.&.me.| | |

Sayin I love you..
Its not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say,but if you only knew how easy
It would be to show me how you feel..
(Translation:Sangat senang,contoh yang terbaik -siapkan those blardy wonderful assignments for me.)

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know
(Translation:Assigments dah siap?Sayang me?Dah agak dah.I knew it!)

Sheesh...

Suke betul menghilang when Im feelin so blardy crappy.Owh,sukenye dier kat saya. T_T

*sob sob*

Im touched.Terharu.

Rase sangat disayangi. o_O

p/s:Its the maniac Monday.Have fun my love.

| | |.of.memories.&.me.| | |

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.


Its almost 5am,and Im still wide awake.

All these endless assignments are takin its toll on me.

Sleepless nite.
Panda's eyes.
Massive headache.
Unexpected mood swing.

You name it,I got it.

Earlier today,Tila told me that Im being selfish,Tedd told me that Im insensitive.

Well dearies,its a bit frustratin to hear that from both of you,though I bet you know why I do these things that I do.

Im hurt,rather than annoyed.Suprised,really.

Anyway,thx for telling.

What's better than a bunch of honest dearies aight?

p/s:Dear,thx for being insensitive too.

| | |.of.new.week.&.me.| | |

Back from my fattenin weekend - thx to my beloved couz - to the ever-so-wonderful-hectic week in JP.

Gonna sit for Com Audit test tomorrow,and TKM test on the next day.Almost 13 chaps to be covered for both of the subjects and Im done with none.hoho!

That hafta be the ultimate sign of a good student.No doubt. o_O

Owh,the acceptance test for software engin thingy is comin this week too and the best part of it - we are not even near to finish.Tralalala..

Erm..

My dad is somewhere in KL right now,attendin his tourism thingy.Kinda miss him regardless the fact that he call me up almost everyday and hopefully he gonna come over and drop me some extra bucks for shopping me to survive in JP coz my cash is runnin low and I hate goin to the ATM.I hate the long queue and lookin at the balance of $$$ in the account only trigger the thought of gettin a partner for a bank-robbery.

T_T

Sape wanna be my partner in crime?Angkat tangan.

Well Im off..

Hafta get ready for my 4 hours class.

Hafta get ready to face another interestin week.

Hafta get ready to be all mad and bothered.

Later!

p/s:You sing to me and its harmony.

| | |.of.GodKnowsWhut.2.&.me.| | |

Mintak nyawa!

Argh..life is soo..dead,lifeless.

Im feelin more or less like a computerized thingy since there's no space for all those crazy spontaneous stuff anymore.

*shivers*

Where's the fun of it when you can actually list out all the stuff that gonna happen daily? - hour by hour,minute by minute.

*shrugs*

I am...

so glued,

so busy of being sick of all these wonderful-endless stream of assignments.The more I work on it,the more they grow.

My antidote to this lifeless life is still missin.

My you-are-not-supposed-to-be-cavalier-coz-I-need-you-to-understand dearie surely doesnt make things better for me.

Someone think that I need a good fix in the head.

Gosh..

Owh,Did I tell you that I went out to catch a movie with my darlings 2 days back?Its the Lemony Snicket thingy.I SKIPPED a class for that.hoho!

Well..hows the movie?

Its cute,heart-warming.It tickles me to the bones.

It inspires me...

Inspires me to burn up the campus that is.

T_T

The madness tsunami is comin.

*runs*

| | |.of.GodKnowsWhut.&.me.| | |

Ive tried to be good.

Ive tried to knock some sense into that super-smart head of yours.

Ive tried to show you that I actually care.

Ive tried to be forgiving.

But..thx for stayin under that I-couldnt-careless-blankie of yours.

Thx for telling me that Ive been wasting my time for nothin,much appreciated.

Ive tried and Im done.

Well dear,we just can't win em all,can we?

| | |.of.today.&.me.| | |

Im tired..

The final xm is comin within a month but I still have 3 test and 5 assignments to be submitted.

*cries*

When on earth am I goin to start studyin for my blardy final xm?

*shrugs*

Well...

Still couldnt figure out bout how to make all those unlogical prolog program thingy to work.

Still havent finish studyin for the DSS quiz.

Hee..and this stupid ulcer is killin me.

Went out with Mr.Boolat(bukan name sebenar) earlier today for the ultimate adventure of finding the purrrfect jeans - but ended up with nothin since Mr.Boolat is too boolat for those jeans.Opss...Psst..pstt..I had a great time bullying you and owh..jgn lupe,banyak lagi mende dlm things-to-eat list yg lum di mamam :P

Tonite,supposed to go out with my fellow u-r-my-sunshine,to celebrate Kayla's birthday - but we ended up sittin in the room,chattin while kutuk-ing each other since we most of us were too tired.Jaded.

How bout esok? :P

Okies?Alritey.Keje berlonggok2 pun ade ati nak kuar lagi.tsk tsk.

Hee..Im off.Need to be all refreshed for those boring exicitin classes tomorrow.*

*Provided that I could find the right way to drag myself out of the bed - after not gettin a decent sleep for few days in a row. O_o

| | |.of.hatred.&.me.| | |

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

Papa Roach - Scars

I hate you for doin this to me.

x_X

| | |.of.beloved.mummy.&.me.| | |

Happy birthday Mummy.

Though there's no cheesy poem,

no heart-meltin pink card,

no eyes-blindin-glitterin brooch to add up to your huge collection like always.

Me still love you much.

Promise.

| | |.of.March.&.me.| | |

March!

Mum's birthday is comin within 3 days,but I still couldnt find the right time to get her a card or somethin.Tsk tsk..

All those assignments,reports and endless test are killin me and my antidote to this sickenin JP's life is missin. *cries*

Ehem..enough of the pathetic-ness.

Er...

Owh,I actually think that Ive been spendin too much time on YM.All those emoticons are hauntin me.

Look,its even on my food.

T_T I prefer the tongue smiley but I wasnt artistic enough,so a smiley will do.

And thx to Kayla,we got to spend sometime to play a barbie or two..or..err..4? :P
















Urgh..another CF meetin tonite,Im off!

P/s:Antidote WANTED,call me ASAP.*sob sob*