| | |.of.sweet.freedom.&.cute.faces.| | |

I'm FREE!!!

Alhamdulillah.

Good start,good ending but there's somethin so-so between the good starting and the endin point.Well,Ive tried my best as good as I could or so I thought,so help me GOD.

Hope for the best,and prepare for the worse eh?

Well,Ive finished with the packin.Just hafta make sure that I dont leave anythin behind.Eh..where's my things-to-drag-back-home list?

You know whut?I actually feel like someone or somethin just lifted up the super gigantic rock that Ive been carryin around on the top of my head for the past few weeks.Utter bliss!

Off to my couz's place soon.

Tomorrow?Off to my beloved home sweet home.

Wowee..Im hopin for a safe journey,back to the people that I love.

Well..to whom it may concern.

Enjoy your holiday coz Im sure that Im goin to enjoy mine.

Guess that I wont be bloggin for quite sometime later and if you miss me,I bet you know whut you gotta do :P

Mucho love.

| | |.of.shared.pain.&.happiness.| | |

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time



Sharing is caring.Dont you think?

There are tons of stuff to be shared in this blessed world.Its just a matter of - share,or not to share? Isnt it?

Well..I just realized that shared pain keeps you movin on though you feel like its pointless to keep on trying and you might as well back off from the "endless-war" if you are on your own.

Hee..There's somethin unique bout this shared pain that make you feel less pathetic and less vulnerable.

Am I not right?

Err..whuts up with the sharing thingy?Well,it's a loooonng story and I dont have any intention of cuttin it short so I might as well keep it to my self or all of you hafta wait for another year of two for the summerized version of it. :P Im 110% sure that the particular someone gonna cut my head off coz of this.heho!Like I care!haha!

Okie.enough of the sharin thingy.

Woowee..ONE more paper to go, then Im free forever for the next 3 weeks.Cant wait!

Hope that the last paper gonna be okie dokie.Help me GOD.

Owh yeah,thx to you-know-who-you-are for the thoughts of the year last nite.You are the BOOM!You are the sweeetest!You are the 'bestest' buddy of all!Me love you to bits.Owh..what would I do without you.Now Im startin to sound like a drama queen.haha! :P

I better stop now,b4 that someone pukes over those "extreme mushiness".

Later ppl,till then wish me luck!
Mucho Love.

| | |.of.last.paper.&.home.sweet.home.| | |

4 down,ONE more to go.

Im runnin out of things to say.

Nuthin much to say,really.

Ive been stuffin my mind with the sufficient info for the last paper and the ever wonderful thought of me goin back home.Owh..whut a bliss.

My friend gonna come over from Malacca on 26 Aug and we are goin back to Kedah along with my beloved fav couz on Saturday 28th - another wonderful long drive,back to the place that I belong,back to the ppl that I love to bits,back to the wonderful loving faces that I miss.

Ive jot down tons of stuff for my things-to-do list.Hee..1 of em?Retail theraphy!

Owh..cuti2 Malaysia! :P

*nerd-mode activated*

urgh?Hafta study..later ppl.

Till then,wish me well!*winks*

| | |.of.major.bliss.&.disaster.| | |

Oh semangat-rajin-to-study, oh semangat-rajin-to-study, where art thou?

Err..Errmm..

Owh yeah,Im still alive. :P

Lemme just summerize things up,

The Kenduri
Ermm..lemme put it this way,
We went,we cuci mata,we ate,we balik. :P

Wish that I could do somethin with the weird lookin guy,he made me feel like pulling his eyes out of the sockets.haha!

The 1st paper,OS

1 word
Alhamdulillah.

It's a MAJOR bliss.hoho!
Bak kata pepatah yg menjadi kegilaan my housemates, "usaha tangga kejayaan".*roll eyes*

Neway,1 down.4 more to go.*faints*

Uh oh,2 killer subs are comin this Saturday.Bet that I need all the luck in the world to get through those WONDERLFUL subjects.hoho!

Wish me luck.Wish me luck. :P
If I happen to be lucky later,you can have all of my chocs.Promise!

To my beloved friends,GOOD LUCK

Break a leg or two *winks*

Off to the Nothin-but-studies land.

Later!

p/s:To whom it may concern,thx for the msges.Thx for wishin me well.You guys are the sweetest.Mucho love :D

.of.final.xm.&.baju.kurung.

When you are blessed with a wonderful life,be thxful.

When you are being left behind,move on.

When the final exam is comin,STUDY! T_T

haha.Few days more to go before the 1st paper,and here I am,doin the most crappy thing in the whole universe - bloggin crappin. :P

Hafta study some of the chaps for OS(read:Owh-SOboring).11 chaps.JOY.

Well,goin to my roomie's place tomorrow,her beloved sis kawen,so I might as well go there,stuff myself up sambil mencuci mata tolong ape2 yang patut.*roll eyes*

It has been quite a while since the last weddin that me pegi and Im still waitin for my beloved couz and makcu to tie the knot.Biler diorg nak kawen nih??Are they waitin for me or whut?

Owh yeah,hafta find my baju kurung first.I dont know whether they are still exist or not.The last time I saw em,err..must be 3 months back while I was movin from the hostel to Cyberia. :P Im so not a big fan of baju kurung(read:I rarely wear baju kurung.One of my friend actually told me that its a major bliss to see me in baju kurung.haha.How amusing).Its not like I dont like em,but..err..its unexplainable.

Ermm..One thing for sure,it wont be anythin fancy tomorrow,coz Im 110% sure that I didnt bring any of my fancy baju kurung - those glitterin,eyes blinding baju kurung. :P

So I'll just settle down with a simple one tomorrow.But not as simple as I dont have to iron them :P haha!There's nothin simple with baju kurung,especially mine - my mum is a HUGE fan of baju kurung.She has tons of em.Guess that I might be able to swim in the sea of my mummy's baju kurung just like whut I did when I was younger.Its fun,trust me.Nothin better than "swimmin" in the silky sea except for the part bile kena marah lah :P.

Hee..I rather spend my money on a new high-tech gadget rather then buyin a fancy baju kurung,but obviously not my mum.Italian silk,korean silk..yada yada.Whutever.

Regardless the fact that I rarely wear baju kurung,my mum still keeps on makin em for me. :P I still have 2 brand new baju kurung waitin for me at home.Mucho gracias.Rezeki jgn ditolak but why baju kurung? :P

Enough crappin.Im off.

Time to study o_O

*nerd-mode activated*

.of.bomba.and.penyelamat.

How I wish that they can help me with the programmin assignment.haha!Im in a big mess.Utter mess.Major Mess.

All I need right now is a savior,knight in shinin armor or whoever that can drag me out of this ultimate blurry-ness.haha!Cut short,I need someone to help me with the programmin assignment :P

Is that too much to ask? *raise eyebrow*

Owh,before I start to forget everythin,I hafta thx the lecturer for makin my life like a livin hell addin the joy to my pretty-much-mundane life.Mucho gracias.Hope that its goin to benefit me somewhere in the future.I hope.

Heh..no more time to be wasted.Off to scare the livin daylite out of the lecture err..off to work on my excitin assignment.

Wish me well.

.not.crazy.just.a.lil.unwell.

So okie,bumped into someone who can be considered as 1 of my we-are-not-talkin-to-each-other-anymore-bcoz-of-God-knows-whut-but-we-are-still-friends friends.*rolleyes* Dont gimme that look.Im confused too.o_O Took quite a while for me to actually unjumble the jumbled image of God-knows-who and find the right name to go with it. haha!Thats how serious the situation is right now.When you hafta take ages to recall bout the person that's wavin frantically in front of you,meaning,there must be somethin wrong with your brain or the person almost vanish from your people-that-Im-familiar-with list.In my recent case,it must be the 2nd option though my pity brain might as well contributed to the super blurry-ness state that Im in right now

note to self:
Ppl change and there's nuthin much that I could do to rewind and recover everythin back to its normal state.Perhaps I should accept it as it is and go with the flow.

Owh yeah.The xm-fever is in the air.Hee..eerie.

Final xm is comin next week(my 1st paper starts on Aug 17 to be exact).Maybe thats the major reason why Im feelin all feverish and bothered.

Huuu..breath in..breath out.

Im gonna be okie.Okie dokie.
Everythin gonna be okie.
(note:sign of a soon-to-be-mad student.Be prepared to run to safety - courtesy of my yet-to-be-mad self.)

Well..Over and done with most of my classes except Data Com, a class and a quiz more to go,and not to forget the excitin programmin assignment that hafta be submitted on Friday.Owh JOY!

Suddenly I feel like cryin.*sob sob*

Uwaaa..nak mummy!

Everybody around me is literally SICK.

Flu,fever,crazy,mad..etc etc.*sob sob* Hope that I'll be strong enough to stand tough till the end of my last final xm paper.I dont wanna get sick,mentally or physically.Help me GOD.

Isk.isk..Dont feel like writin anymore.

Till then,wish me well.

p/s:Guess whut Im listenin to rite now?Its NKOTB - Step By Step.(^_-)

.yada.yada.

The most idiotic least fav question to be showered with when you are struggling to stay online during the kejap-online-kejap-offline moment - due to the wonderful net connection, is..

*drumrolls*

"Apsal asyik kuar masuk?Online,offline cam tak senang duduk jer?"

Yeah,sajer jer.

Dont you know that I like to get disconnected every now and then?

Dont you know that it gives me an unexplainable pleasure to get dc?

Dont you know that I LOVE to annoy you with the endless alert sounds when my YM goes online and offline?

NOT!

Grrr..

Whats the point of gettin online and get dc the next sec,even before you managed to say hi to your not-so-long-lost online friends?

Whats the point of typing an endless streams of questions to someone,only to realise that you've been talkin to yourself coz your messenger are no longer connected?

haha!Gettin dc in the mid on a chat is nothin but a pure pleasure,isnt?

Owh,Im so lucky.Terharunyer saya. *sob sob*

Guess that Ive been bitten by a LUCKY bug or somethin.

Dont you think?

(note:My final xm is comin SOON!Wish me luck - the lucky bug is not enough)

.me.feel.like.writing.

Whuts up with me?Tah.

Am I okie dokie?Tah.

hehe!Ever feel like you really want somethin badly but then again you dont have the urge to do somethin bout it?

Bolehkah itu diconsiderkan sebagai banggang?haha!

Remember how I missed the Incubus concert?haha!Thats exactly how am I feelin right now.

Feel like I hafta do somethin badly,but still,Im doin nuthin.

haha!Tomorrow nite,another Prob&Stat test and look at whut Im doin right now.*knocks head*

Life is weird kan?Or is it me?

I dont know if you notice it or not,but I actually think that Ive turned into a hella boring monster person.*shrugs*

Am I not right?

Hehe.Last nite,few mins after I was off to la-la land.Suddenly,I woke up and I was WIDE awake that I couldnt get myself to sleep again.haha!I wonder if anyone was thinkin of me. :P

I dont know bout you people,but are you familiar with all those assumptions like
_/ there's a weird feelin on ur eyelid - you gonna meet someone
_/ there's a eyelash stuck somewhere on ur face - someone is missin u.
_/ woke up in the mid of nite due to nuthin - someone is thinkin of you.

yada yada,the list goes on and on.

I know,I know..its kinda silly stupid to believe in all those stuff and of coz you SHOULDNT believe in those stuff.Tak baik! *geleng2* :P

Neway,Im NOT writin this to prove that it actually happens or we should believe in this kinda thingy.Hell no la kan.But tah,its the only thing that my mentally ill self could relate to right now.haha!

Perhaps, its just another way to make me feelin less bad about not being able to get back to sleep.haha!A way to tell myself that Im okie,there's nothing to worry about though I know that Im in the mid of a massive mess.

Hee..me luv like my sleep.Cant people think of me during other times of the day?? :P

p/s:Happy Friendship day ppl and yeah,Happy August. :D