| | |.of.nothin.&.me.| | |

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

3 doors Down - Love Me When Im Gone

Duh,love me when Im gone?

Sure.Tata.

| | |.of.weekend.&.me.| | |

WEEKEND!!

Okie,its not like Ive been workin my a$$ off all week long to deserve a weekend and it's not like the weekend gonna bring any different for someone who's still in the mid of the long-endless break.

But WEEKEND sounds like fun.Cmon ppl,lets say it together..

W E E K E N D!

Again.

W E E K E N D!!!!

Yes,thats more like it.

Isnt it fun?hehe!Im having fun already.huhu!Im goin mad,I know.Tell me somethin that I didnt know.

Well,Im bored over here.Humor me.Uh?That line sounds familiar?

Hmpp..

Well,my dad said that we should fly off somewhere - for a vacation since my mum and lil bro gonna be free for the next two weeks.Yea,easy for him to say - FREE in my family's dictionary doesnt mean that there-are-nothin-to-do-coz-we-r-free-from-work-or-school.It actually means we-dont-have-to-go-to-work-or-school-but-ur-brother-need-to-attend-his-tuition-and-there-are-some-other-undefined-things-to-think-of-and-to-be-settled-on-the-last-minutes.Right,the bottomline is - I'll just stay at home like usual.Fine with me,I wouldnt want it the other way either.

*roll eyes*

Okie,the whiny-me is tryin to break free.

So Im off.Tata.

| | |.of.tiring.weekend.&.me.| | |

I had a loong,fun but tiring weekend.

I had my share of being bullied by a bunch of kekanak ribena.

I had been forced to play BASKETBALL *roll eyes* by my 6 years old niece (note: she still couldnt stop calling me kakak after all those reminders from her mum "Itu aunty bukan kakak..".)Yes yes..keep on with the kakak thingy okie darlin?Im too young to be a macik. =p

Hmpp..

Gosh,I need someone to be bullied.

Off to find my victim.

Tata!

| | |.of.wishes.&.me.| | |

I wish that Im livin somewhere in North Uganda and from the Hima tribe,where nobody gonna bother if Im turnin into a blardy fat hippo coz thats just the way they like it there.They intentionally fatten up the brides and turn them into a walkin fat for the wedding - being there surely gonna shot dead every single fiber of guilt bout being fat but being so doesnt turn you into a pretty sight either.*shivers*

Owh 2nd thought,beauty is skin deep aight?

Well,whats new?

Hmm..

1 of my dearies is goin insane and it seems like there's nothin much that I can do bout it - obviously.

Be strong bro,it's all in your head.U've been through this once and it wont be that bad to run through it once again.Isnt it?Hang in there,you'll be okie.If you are readin this,gimme a call aight?Someone is worry sick bout you and Im not your PA you see?Puhhhleeeeseeee,spare me some peace of mind will ya? Im gettin sick in the head over here too.

Owh I know you love this,you always do aight? :P

You were there for summer dreaming
And you are a friend indeed
And I know you'll find your freedom

Eventually

For eternity...


p/s:I cant promise I'll heal you,but if you want to I will try - like always.Call me ASAP or else.(This is a blackmail for sure.) :P

| | |.of.someone.&.me.| | |

At this very minute~~

someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love isunconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much theycare.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you

and

someone wants you to get the hell outta here coz you bore him/her to death.

Right,Im outta here. :P

p/s::An update - at last.Im not that malas after all you see?

| | |.of.boredom.&.me.| | |

Im GLAD.

Im thankful.

But bored.

Haih..

*sighs*

Now where are my lalings when I need em?

Lalings ooo..lalings..where are you? :(

Owh,another of this questionaire thingy - seems to act as a drivin force for me to write.

So here it goes.

1. what do your friends call you?
Dd,Dihah,Nur,Madihah,Darling,Di,Ice Queen,Martian,Monster,Iris and the latest hafta be Dit dit.

2. is your bestfriend a girl?
1 of em?Yeah.

3. do you wear make-up?
Yea,to improve the already-horrible features.

4. do you wear shoes with high heels?
I'll sprain my ankle just by thinkin of it.

5. do you like wearing dresses?
Used too.haha!Now Im too blardy fat for dresses.

6. do you have short or long hair?
Why bother?Im bald :P

7. one length or layered?
*roll eyes*

8. how long does it take you to fix yourself up?
Depends,it can be 10 mins or forever. :P

9. do you have a "makeup" kit?
Urgh?Sorta - nothin grand.Im not a moving makeup artist like my lalings.

10. if yes, what's inside?
Eyeliner & of coz the it-doesnt-make-much-different gloss.huhu!

11. how long do you take a bath?
Owh,I forgot to turn on the timer.Remind me bout it later.

12. do you use conditioner?
Only when I feel like usin one.

13. how do you dry your hair?
Uh?I'll take it off and hang it at the balcony.Shhhessh.

14. what's your usual hairstyle?
Im a freestyler hun.

15. do you panic if you have a pimple?
Panic?Are you kiddin?I fainted at the very 1st glimpse of it.hahahaha!

16. do you often go to the salon?
What salon?

17. when was the last time you went to the salon?
Uh?

18. what did you do in the salon?
Err?

19. have you ever colored your hair?
Nope.I like it black.

20. relax? rebond? have you tried those?
What?

21. do you paint your nails?
Yea - out of boredom - for fun.Gah gah.

22. what's your usual get up?
*yawns*

23. rubber shoes or sandals?
Sandals plz.Make it unique.

24. how many piercings do you have?
2

26. what brand do you use?
Cap Kaki Tiga & not to forget the beloved Kipas Udang.hahaha!

27. do you have "rituals" before sleeping?
Yea.

28. do you put cucumber on your eyes?
No,coz all em always ended up with thousand islands instead.

29. do you fix yourself anywhere?
Im not that vain - yet.haha!

31. do you have lots of crushes and share them with friends?
Lots of crushes?Yea.Share em with friends?Ambik,ambik semua.NOT!Urgh..dont mess with my crushes aight?They are all miiineeee.Thx you. =P

32. do you blush whenever you see that special person?
Special person who?

33. what do you like in a guy?
Good brain?Humor?Talkactive?

34. is it fun being a girl?
Yea,except for the fact that - there r so many stuff to cope with includin the fact that its hard to find the right stuff to wear when everythin in store nowadays looks like they are tailored for kids and partly done and the list of probs can go on and on.

35. what do you feel answering this?
*yawns* Now where's my blankie?

| | |.of.result.&.me.| | |

My result gonna come out tomorrow.*SCREAMS in terror*

I feel like dying.

Save me.

Owh,Im bored.So here goes nothin.

1) brand of ur hand phone?
SE

2) wat'll u do if u see your gf/bf hugging a girl/boy?
*waves* Walk over to them and say hi. =P

3) hav a gf/bf?
The last sec I checked - nope.

4) have ur own room?
Yea,I have my own dungeon too.Wanna see?

5) fav pet ?
Cats.

6) One thing u cant live without?
Air?haha!

7) where do u live?
In a torture chamber.Gah gah..

8) wat wud u do if sumone tells u he/she likes u?
Faint? :P

9) how are you feelin now?
Blardy scared.

10)where do you hangout?
Wherever hangable(such word?)

11) what are you good at?
Crapping

12) what is it bout a person you cant stand?
Lemme think..

13) what do you want?
Endless happiness

14) a word that describes you?
Unique? =P

15) what is ur dream?
Its P&C

16) day/nite?
Both?

17) sunset/sunrise?
Sunset

18) like a romantic bf/gf?
Why not? - not too sappy plz

19) what is it about a girl/boy thats attracts u
Dazzling-sweet-like-chocs smile?haha!

20) are you an independent person?
Positive

21) do you like school?
Yea,guess so.

22) are you stubborn?
Yea?

23) believe in God?
Absolutely

24)ur favourite sport?
None?haha!Err..skipping?Does it count?

25) believe in fate?
Yea.

26) get pissed off easily?
Depends.

27) like ur parents?
No,I LOVE my parents.

28) r u a materialistic person?
Yes and no. =P

29) believe in love?
Perhaps.

30) will u get a tattoo?
Never.

31)smoke?
Nope - I still plan to live for another 100 years.Thx u.

32) club / pub?
Neither?

33) wil u forgive ur gf/bf if he/she cheats on u?
We'll see bout that hun.

35) were u on a trip recently?
Yea.

36) fave country?
Malaysia?haha!

37) r u impatient?
Depends

38) r u horny?
No.

39) do u organise parties often?
No.

40)do u hav good friends?
Hell ya.

41) do u think u r good-looking?
Maybe not.

42) do u care about your looks?
Perhaps.

43) do you think that you're a good gf/bf?
Haha!I'll think of that later.

45) do you quarrel with people easily?
Well,I like to argue with ppl for fun.Gah gah..

46) are you forgiving?
Sort of.

47) do you get hurt easily?
Depends.

48) do you prefer girls wit long/short hair?
Err..

49) do u prefer guys wid long/short hair?
Either.

50) is ur hair colored?
Uu..aa..its green. =:P

51) are you a romantic?
At times.Eww.. =P

52) do you wear a watch?
Sure.I feel naked without it.

53) what color clothes do you like?
Black?

54) will you chose love or money?
Both?

55) do u prefer eat or sleep?
Me luv eatin.

56) white or black?
Black plz.

57) pink or red?
Red.

58) fav flower?
No idea.Roses?

59) brand of ur watch?
Swatch

60) brand of ur car?
Perodua - bloodsuckin kembara.Haha!

Done.
Im off.

P/s:Wish me luck will ya?