♥of.going.&.me.♥



Tomorrow I'm going to

o1. move out!Yey!

The day after tomorrow I'm going to

o1. IKEA's sale!

o2. catch The curious case of Benjamin Button.

o3. treat C*** to a nice lunch/dinner for being such a darling,helpful and all.

Have a great weekend,I'm going to enjoy mine.

Tata.

♥of.wishes.&.me.♥



I wish that I'm not that terrified of uncooked fresh pineapples. Like, they sure do look all juicy and tempting and yellow and cooling and whatnot BUT I just cannot tolerate them.

Normally I would cringe in horror just by watching someone munching on those yellow fruit whilst having this ticklish imaginary itchy-tongue feeling in my mouth BUT today I bought a slice of the yellow fruit, bit on it and ended up having this absurd sensations in my mouth (tho it was sorta sweet,juicy and all).

I shall not eat pineapple again, at least not the raw one.

I wish that I have a love letter enthusiast kind of boyfriend. Ya know, the amuse me with your artsy words type. The one that writes you all sort of letters that you would later laugh your ass off just by reading the corny lines whilst feeling flattered all at the same time? Yea,ayat tak bersyukur but luckily I got myself an amusing boyfriend,but of a different kind. he he.(Yer C***, I'm being thankful over here,despite the you know what but I still love your gross stories all the same :P)

I wish that everything gonna go well for my loved ones this year. I reckon that more and more knots going to be tied this year which calls for a bunch of new baju kurung for me(yes, I don't wear much baju kurung except for EID and kenduri and..hmpp.. kenduri).

Truthfully I can't help but to feel sorta freaked out about the amount of time and money that you hafta spend in order to get yourself tangled in the knots(like seriously, these 2 months hafta be the most informative months about tying the knots ever) but in the end, I bet it worths it - with all those expanding family trees, more people to love and hate you(sometimes you just can't win them all) and whatnot.What's there to be unhappy about eh? :P

I wish that I know what to get my Mum for her birthday. I don't know what's up with me and my whaddaheck am I suppose to get for my loved ones birthday issues. It's hard to think of something for someone who seems to have everything - tho it doesn't necessarily mean that they already got themselves a jet plane and the sort and of coz even if they don't,andakah anda rasa saya mampu nak beliii? Tentunya tidak.

I wish that someone won't go and mess up my database again.

I wish that I could get a roof over my bf head at the new place. Help me God - else I hafta get a new tyre cover/protector. Haih.

I wish that everything gonna be great for me this month.

I wish.

♥of.randomness.&.me.♥



I promised to write once I got my hands on the pix,but since it's still no where to be seen(my darling is a busy bee) and my hands itch to write, so here goes - some random brief updates.

o1. I'm moving out this weekend(finally!) - this deserves a celebration, kenduri kesyukuran and the sort(and guess who's going to be dragged around for that?).

o2. The bad thing about moving out is the packing up and stuff. Packing up is not my idea of fun after a looong tiring day at work you see? It triggers my ultimate kemalasan just by looking at the abundance harta karun in the room and I'm yet to write out my check list that I've been creating in my head since last month.

I must not tertinggal my beloved metallic ironing board, it's vital for my living & I don't blardy care if she thinks that I'm a cheapskate for taking everything, it is mine right? Plus, she doesn't really give me a reason to be that open-handed.Emo pulak tetiba.

o3. I sooo wanna catch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Must drag C*** to watch it. >:)

o4. Me moving out + IKEA sales = yey! Hafta get myself the nice looking rug & perhaps a new blind & a little pokok.

05. The workload is piling up like Mt.Everest and someone(or something if a mouse could actually execute a bunch of delete commands) corrupted my database(okie it's not mine but it's for my applications therefore it's indirectly mine).Bummer. Why lahhhh??? Why do you have to blardy use my db? *glares at the suspected guys*

o6. Despite the utter kemalasan, I managed to pack up my shoes last nite dan rasa macam ada terlalu banyak unused kasut and was like, when did I get myself these? T__T

C*** is sooo gonna mock me for that. I should hide half of it in the car before he sees them this weekend.Hmmppp..

Okie,back to work now.

Later.

♥of.the.darlings.&.me.♥



I had an awesome(do people still use the word awesome these days? he he) weekend.

Being around those darlings(minus the C*** darling) during Nanie's bridal shower brought back all those sweet, crazy, hilarious memories of my undergrad years.

I hafta admit that I truly miss their crazy antics, their silly jokes, their blunt explicit remarks, their making fun of our unfortunate silly embarrassing events and whatnot.

Rindu laaah!

Haih, will write more once I got my hands on the pictures.

Gotta run now.

Please pray for my sanity will ya? I have another production deployment tonite, what a computer-slave to do?

Tata.

♥of.day.off.&.me.♥

I was on leave yesterday and since C***'s still on his break, I dragged him to catch Slumdog Millionaire. I must say that it's very interesting. Funny and amusing,yet loaded with a bunch of heart-breaking truths - surely not something that you usually get from a typical Hindi movie, ya know the rich man's son living in Europe or USA,living a posh life and somehow got himself attracted to a slut or naive girl sorta thing.Well,it's not a Bollywood's movie anyway,tho the story was adapted from a novel from an Indian writer.

Anyway,I'm happy to say that the money was well spent and utterly thankful coz C*** didn't get the chance to shoot me with those you've wasted my time with a crappy movie glances. Pheww!

Owh did you get yourself trapped in McD latest promo yet?

The whole lunch hour low price but our quality stays the same thing?

We did!

Well, yes,it's cheap but it's not like we intentionally got ourselves into it, it's just that we decided to catch an earlier show than the one that I've booked and we only had an hour to be spent and it's not like you could enjoy a romantic lunch at a chic restaurant within a hour right? So off to the fast food we went and ended up with 2 sets of not so happy meal.

With the lower price, the burgers came with as if it's going to be stale tomorrow buns. Sooo much of the lower price,same quality thingy. The fries and drinks somehow stayed the same, thank God. So no more al-chepo lunch hour promo thing for me.

Moving on, the rest of the day was filled with jalan-jalan (rasa macam berdating ketika zaman sekolah tho I don't date whilst I was in school but that's how it feels),Juicework, asam laksa, apple juice with aloe vera, a quarter plate of rice with masak lemak and whatnot.

On a lighter note,I got myself a bunch of souvenirs and I finally got my hands on the detox health pads thing. It's like one of the stuff that I shamelessly asked from C***. Like yea, the Kinohimitsu gonna cost me RM24/pair over here( mind you, I rather spend 24 bucks on 3 cups of JuiceWorks, yer agak cheapskate tapi adelah macam rugi spending 24 bucks on something to be pasted on the soles of your feet for merely 8 hours) & C*** got me tons of those for a way cheaper price and I of coz got it for free. Free ke? :P

Well, yesterday hafta be the happiest weekday so far tho C*** managed to trap me(like rat) and dengan muka malu macam tembok I got myself into terpaksa makan nasi walaupon sangat kenyang drama. Haih. Lets not go there.

Besides the sunshine and rainbows, C*** texted me earlier this morning at 5 and told me that his uncle passed away.

Al-Fatihah.

♥of.sickening.&.me.♥



Yesterday was a looooong tiring day.

I got myself stuck with an error that refused to be gone( and the error messages showed were not even helpful) whilst I was trying to deploy my new application on the UAT server.

It was sickening.Very sickening I tell ya but after 7 hours of headache and countless bottles of water and toilet trips later, we(yes we, I hafta drag one of my colleagues to help me out) managed to spot the problem. Well, apparently I have the stupid db to blame,there were some issues with the the db version. Haih. I felt like pulling my hair off. Like how come it works fine on my machine but goes haywire on the UAT? Yeah, no thank to you database, I had to reconstruct my codes. Grrrr...

Okie, enough of the geeky story.

Earlier this morning, after I got into the office and realized that I left my cellphone in the car, I walked back to the parking only to discover that someone ran over a squirrel. Tsk. By the look of the fresh pool of blood and innards, it must have been new and when I texted C*** about it, he was like

"Tupai kena langgar pon report eh dear or sebenarnya awak yang pijak?"

and one of the guys in the office was like

"Yea, that's such a big loss."(I could sense his sarcasm.)

T__T

Typically guys.

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥



If my petit ami showed up in leather jacket with that sorta look on his face, I bet my dad gonna be truly uneasy. :P

Anyway,the weekend was eventful. One of my favorite person in the world is back. *blow bubbles*

Yea C***'s back on Saturday. I drove to KLIA at 3.45pm and got there 15 mins before his flight landed and after waiting for the longest 45 minutes, he finally emerged(dramatic sungguh) from the international arrival gate. I managed to hide myself from his sight, sneaked up behind his back and pulled at his backpack.(Hey,it rhymes!)

Anyway, he didn't forget my favorite chocolates so I have like tons of calories to be consumed for the next 1 week or maybe two whilst he on the other hand, had lost 10 kg since the last time we met which is like totally unfair,hmmppp. However, I'm still thankful that he's still much heavier than me else I hafta go on a crash diet just to balance things out. Tsk tsk.

Regardless the weight issues,yours truly still dragged C*** for a craved dose of ABC. Nyum! We later went jalan-jalan in Alamanda which brought back the memories of my undergrad years except for the fact that the mall is super crowded now. We had light dinner, talked and if it were not for C***'s usual QA inspection, I would have bought myself a new bag(he pointed out some flaws on the leather bag) or a pair of shoes if he didn't go "Tak payah jeling-jeling kedai tu,tak boleh". He must have read my mind. T__T

Moving on, we went out on Sunday for my moving out to a new place shopping. I bought myself a decent quilt cover set(after lingering at the bedroom department for ages,torn between the choice of colors, thread count and whatnot. Thank God C*** was there else I would come back home empty-handed) and was tempted to grab a good looking rug but was advised to get it later instead, so yea, that calls for another round of shopping spree. Right darling?

It's going to be a hella busy week but hopefully I'll be able to pull everything off by Thursday so I'll get to take a day off on Friday,we'll see.

I'm off to check on the UAT now.

Have a great week. Tata.

p/s:Kakna biler pulak nak balik? Balikk laaaa...

♥of.random.&.me.♥



This gonna be a brief random update.

o1: Bitter guys are incurable, I don't know what he has against me but could you please do not question the way I work? Is it my fault that I know how to blardy multitask? Is it my fault that I could PM my friends on YM whilst being able to meet my deadlines? Is it my fault that the boss thinks that you are still not ready to code therefore you hafta be the functional spec's boy instead? Is it my fault? Is it? Bleh.

o2: Seeing an old makcik reading a Malay jiwang novel titled Kau Kekasihku is waaay too weird.

o3: The dinner with the colleagues last nite's great. We had fun sampling each others food and making fun stupid lame jokes. The boss should belanja us more often. :P

o4: I found myself a new house to live in! Yey me! Hafta start packing now and I got C*** to help with the moving out! Double yey!

o5: A dear friend bridal shower is coming. It gonna be fun, fun ,fun but I'm still unsure whether I'll be able to make it to her wedding. *sighs*

o6: Someone deleted me from her YM - coz she was mad(both crazy and angry all together) - and requested to add me back and acted like nothing happen. I appreciated the friendly gesture but I still have a clear memory of what she did and said. Who are you trying to kid? I'm not a goldfish ya know?

o7: The car needs a bubble bath like,pronto!

o8: C***'s coming back home tomorrow! Yey! Guess who's going to be bullied? Ehem.

Okie,I'm off.

Have a greeeat weekend,I'm so going to enjoy mine.

Tata.

♥of.25.&.me.♥



25? No, I'm not 25 - yet.

Well,I've been meaning to update ever since I got myself back home - but I was a tad tooo lazy.

Lazying at home is simply wonderful. I've been doing nothing but stuffing myself silly, watch tv, satisfying my list of cravings, out jalan-jalan with mum and the sort.

Heaven!

On a lighter note, I owe a friend a tag in facebo*k - but since my posts here are accessible thru the notes stuff, might as well do it here ey? :P


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.

25?? Tsk tsk. T__T

o1: I'll tend to blabber in a high-pitched voice whenever I'm excited and I won't notice it unless someone ask me to slow down a lil.

o2: I'm in denial when it comes to my eyesight. My left eye is kinda weak(thanks to the countless hours of staring at the screen at home & work) and I need glasses(and I actually have one) but whaddaheck? hihi.

o3: As much as I love the whole IT thingy, I never thought that I would actually make a living out of it, specifically programming - tho I'm infinitely grateful that I'm not turning into a living zombie(yet).

o4: It only takes a moment to be loved, a whole life long. - I'm a hopeless sentimental junkie. I don't know whether it's genetic, but it can't be cured. Believe me, I've tried, real hard.

o5: Talk is cheap - I hate people that said something just for the sake of saying it tho they didn't mean it. Like, what's your problem? Messing with others' heads? Why don't you just move your big fat ass and do something to prove it instead?

o6: I'm paranoid. God knows how I suffer.Period.

o7: I'm a incurable shoe-addict and C***'s my constant reminder of it. Like yea dear, I just bought myself another pair of shoes yesterday.Err..did I tell you that? No? Opsss.. :P

o8: I sometimes wish that I have more siblings, not for the fun really, it's more of how merrier it would be for my parents when one of us is not around. Now that I'm in KL and the lil bro is off to campus. The house is sorta,hmpp..empty.

o9: I'd love to have tons of pet. Cats, hamsters, iguana, squirrels, turtles etc. I wanna have my own version of mini zoo or the sort. ha ha. My future other half is soo going to suffer if that vision is materialized. Guess sape kena mandikan kucing? Ehem.

10: I'm not a health freak, but I keep my toothbrush outside the bathroom - especially if the bathroom is not spacey. I have this bacterias flying out of the toilet every time it's being flushed and those microscopic creatures gonna land on my toothbrush and I'm going to put it in my mouth thought stuck in my head. Gross I tell ya, I know it sounds crazy but I just can't get over it.

10: My maths sucks - tho it's sorta satisfying to be able to solve those complicated equations and stuff. I do not know how I managed to pull myself thru all those calculus, statistics and whatnot during my undergrad years. Miracle.

11: I'm a Vitagen-addict. Mum introduced me to it when I was a kiddo and I got myself hooked ever since. Nowadays,I would buy 3 packs of those each week.I just can't get enough of those bacteria infested drink. Isn't it ironic?

12: I love bubbles. My dad used to get me bottles of those liquid bubbles thingy when I was smaller. Now at 24, I still get excited over those bubbles machines, guns, blowers and the sort when I bumped into them in the toy stores. I would have bought it if C*** didn't go "Eeee..macam budak-budak". :P

13: I miss my childhood moments. Especially those time spent with my cousins, the main-main bunga api sessions, the Eid's yearly birthday parties etc. Life seems to be simple but really happy back then.

14: Cockroaches scare the the living daylight out of me. Those sharp hairy legs give me nightmares. *shivers* I can't stand lizards too. Tsk.

15: I've been to 7 different schools throughout my school years. No, I didn't have any disciplinary problems and whatnot, but we used to be nomad years back - just minus the camels and the makeshift tents. he he. 2nd thought, camels would be cool ey? Giddy up!

16: I loveee food. I'm thankful coz I'm not a fussy-eater coz I'll get to eat everything humanly possible. I'm also thankful for having a petit ami cum eating machine. Life's just wonderful. :D (someone owes me dinner. Yey!)

17: I grew up listening to all sort of oldies,thanks to my dad. I could swiftly sing along to a whole bunch of em. Ocean Deep hafta be one of my favourites.

18: I loathes people who can't seem to blardy shut up at movies. Could you please save your reviews, made-up story lines, exaggerated gedik-gedik giggles or cringe in terror shrieks for later? (I could truly tolerate the the whole theater is shocked shriek, not the kau jer lebih-lebih menjerit padahal takde apa-apa shriek). I didn't spent 11 bucks for that,ya know?

19: I hope that someday I could go for an adventurous trip. The sleeping beneath the moon-lit sky whilst listening to the waves sorta trip. I would like to experience that for once,for a change.

20: I couldn't stand the I'm so innocent and naive and I only do the good stuff type of people.Like, even if you ARE that good, do have to so-called unconsciously let the whole blardy world know bout it? What are you trying to prove? I'm a goodie good person,so love me? Get a life.

21: I like to see guys in baju melayu, some of them somehow would look dashingly good, especially those with songkok and all. Simply adorable.

22: I love tea - coz I couldn't really stand coffee. Sipping on a hot cup of Jasmine or mint tea whilst your head is boiling due to the workload is bliss I tell ya.

23: I hope that I've grown into a person that my parents wanted me to be tho even if I didn't, they won't love me any less.

24: I have these weird I'm craving for this right now habit. One day I would crave for cherry bing ice cream, the next day I would kill to get a bite of roti sampan(read:beef pedi).

25: Ignorance is truly bliss,but I can't stand it. It kills me.

Gosh,I'm done.Finally.

I'm off to bed now, going back to KL tomorrow.

Lots of fun stuff awaiting this week, I can't wait. :D

Tata.

♥of.instant.&.me.♥



I just discovered that those instant noodles perasa kari bodoh(read: meggi kari kosong takde letak ape-ape kecuali the noodles and kuah semata-mata) make me gag. (Must remember to buy the chicken flavor instead. Chix flavor instant noodles + dried mushroom = yummeh! )

I made a bowl of those last night and I couldn't get myself to finish it so I hafta feed those meggi to the tong sampah instead. Membazir amalan syaitan betul. Tsk tsk. I ended up with a small pack of biscuit for dinner. Sungguh tak menyelerakan.

Perhaps my instant noodle's era is over, on second thought - I don't even think that I used to have one. I'm never keen of it, not even during my "zaman study yang miskin sebab membazir duit pegi tengok movies" phase. Thanks to mum who poisoned me with "makan meggi nanti cepat botak, banyak sangat ajinamoto" nags. Honestly, I'm truly amazed by those people who seems to survive on them - not due to the financial issues but more of love.

One of my former housemates used to come back from work and she would whip up a bowl of extra spicy curry instant noodles for dinner, every blardy day coz she's sorta addicted to it & when she told me that the doc requested her to go on a low sodium diet she eagerly claimed that she didn't take much salt.

Like apekahhh???

Lupa pulak saya meggi tu very "low" on sodium tho it's laden with MSG kan? Yer, makan la hari-hari. :P

Owh,fret not instant noodles lovers. Nowadays, the ever so competitive and sensitive people (which of coz are running after your money) in the instant noodles industry already came up with the light instant noodles - no MSG, low in fat and whatnot.

Makan hari-hari pon sedap kan? Not.

Rindunya mihun goreng putih Mummy. *sighs*

Well,later.

♥of.venting.&.me.♥


What am I about to write will truly be detested by C***, the related bunch of people and last but not least - my dad.

Earlier today, while having my lunch. One of colleagues pointed out at this image of a pair of black sunken creepy looking lugs on the newspaper - apparently it was printed out with the sole motive to scare the living daylight out of the smokers, the mocking "this is how you pity lugs look like suckers" invisibly printed all over it - but the smokers in the group just took a glimpse at it and laughed their asses off like a bunch of syaiton.

I hafta refrain myself from saying "Very funny fellas. Wait until that happened to you, bet you can't laugh as much then eh?".

I wish.Kang ade pulak kena cucuk dengan fork. :P

Anyway, if there's one thing I could say bout these people, especially those who happen to be dear to me. They are the toughest breed of people in denial. Like, why do people smoke even when they know its bad for them? Take my dad for instance, each time we try to drag him away from his ciggie, lo and behold, you'll be showered with his endless reasoning that range from ayah dulu terpengaruh dengan kawan-kawan masa kat campus to sekarang smoke main-main je,bukan banyak.

Yeaaa,right.

You could expect the same reasoning from C***, whom admit he doesn't smoke like a chimney(ye ke?) along with his sudah la saya malas nak layan awak bebel annoyed tone - which usually happen when these people ran out of their reasoning and they will start to play their I'm getting annoyed at you card so that you'll stop mocking them. he he. Dah takde alasan nak bagi untuk cover diri sendiri, boleh nak marah orang pulak. Ade ke patut?

Well,over the years, as much as I've grown to develop a high tolerance and ignorance over these type of addict. I must admit that at times, I loathe them(their addiction I mean) for not doing something to get rid of it. It's more of something that they want rather than something that they need, so why the hell can't you get yourself out of it?(Someone gonna go "Yea, easy for you to say." right about now.)

Mati ke tak smoke? Maybe kena tunggu zaman nak kebuluran ke ape, then when they hafta choose between spending the money on food or ciggie, then maybe they'll quit, or maybe not. Kang ada pulak buat weed sendiri ke ape.Hmppp...

Owh,I'm not mad.I'm just..hmpp..venting.

Enough said.

Tata.

p/s:WE SCARE BECAUSE WE CARE. Owh. Me heart you :x