♥of.cars.&.me.♥

I finally went through my 1st let's learn how to drive a manual transmission car again session last Saturday - courtesy of C***, he turned out to be one hell of a teacher. A MEAN one. He made me drove the car around and refused to tell me what I did wrong when I put the car to a sudden halt - much to my dismays but the minute we switched places, he profusely apologized and turned all I'm a sweet mon petit ami so please don't be mad at me again.

Hmmpp....all forgiven dearest.

Err..where was I? Owh well, it felt rather weird to actually drive one of those manual cars after gazillions years and I really sux at it, big time. It's awkward to use both legs when you are too accustomed to automatic cars. I just can't see myself being good at it soon. I need a hundred sessions more before I could swiftly drive one of those and not having the urge to look at the gearshift while shifting into the next gear. Pathetic. I should learn to be good at it before my beloved instructor being sent off somewhere for a training and return only in 6 months.

Sob.

Back to work.

♥of.refuse.&.me.♥

Lemme tell you something..

I'm truly demotivated right now hence the towering amount of workload.Tre, sangat kurang rajin.

It's like my shitty mind, owkay fine. It's actually me. I somehow refuse to think about anything else (especially the workload) but..

o1.: The weekend. The good food. C***. The paycheque and more shoes (& the unnecessary accessories, clothes ) hunting.

o2.: The looong weekend next week, okie it's not THAT loooong but I'll be able to spend 4 days at home(read:K.E.D.A.H.home sweet home and blardy good home-cooked food.) - which is twice as long compared to the normal weekend right? Right. How come? Go figure. :P

o3.: There's a nagging pain & kesengalan at the wrist. I've developed CTS(CTS what? google it) or what? Hmmppp...(mental note:I need to replace the battery of my fav watch. I've been watch-less for a week now just because it feels rather absurd to wear the other watches. Favoritism.)

o4.: More shoes and I need a batch of new tudung for.... hmmpp..nothing.

o5.: Going for dates hunting. No. Not the "I love dating" dates. It's the dates, the fruit of the date palm dates. Geddit? Owkay, dad seems to love those stuff nowadays - mostly due to his gastric and I'm going to get him every type of dates that I could get my hands on.

o6.: Another trip of silk hunting at the silk road (read:Jalan TAR). Mummy gonna love a suit or two.

Owh well,I'm off.

Better try to get some work done now.

Tata.

♥of.ruined.&.me.♥

Everything just went down the drain.

Ruined. Destroyed. Kaput. Nada. None.

Well, sometimes you just cannot hope too much.

Now I have to plan out yet another thing or two for the weekend.

Sangat malas dan menyedihkan.

*sighs*

Whatcha gonna do?

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Mon petit ami apologized profusely (like 10 000 millions times along with his one million dollar question that I, for once failed to answer).

I'm not blaming him really, he's truly sorry - torn between his promises and obligations. It's just that I couldn’t help but feel a teeny weeny bit of melancholy dan bahasa bakunya kesedihan (dan yer saya marah).ha ha. I'm easily frustrated, just like that.

Owh well,I'll get over it,like..soon?

♥of.catching-up.&.me.♥

It has been ages since the last time we chatted,so I was delighted when we managed to catch up with each other yesterday - tho I'm supposed to catch up with my tight deadlines tapi masih sempat lagi berborak, sangat mithali.

Owh,I'm talking bout my pet bro, not an ex or an old flame. Sheesh!Ingat nak ke borak dengan the ex? Kirim salam. Nama dia pon dah pura-pura tak ingat.

Anyway, it's funny about how our topics that used to range from subjects sem ni susah nak mati, lecturer ni memang tak best macam lecturer from hell, makan ape yang best, nanti dah grad nak keje kat mane to I just went for an interview kt yada yada, nak kena bayar balik scholar, keje sekarang tak best, my next career move and relationships.

Owh!Talking bout the relationships,rasa sangat lah grown-up. Ehem!Well...he whined bout how hard it is to meet up with his other half since they are states-apart and whatnot.

Pet bro:"Jumpe once in a blue moon je,kesian kan?"
Me:"Owh,been there done that,biasa la tu."
Pet bro:"How come sis?"
Me:"How come whut?"
Pet bro:"How come jarang jumpe? Bukan ke people in love supposely jumpa like every minute of everyday?"
Me:"I'm too lorat,unpredictable and weird all at the same time,so if tetiap hari jumpa he might as well jadi gila, turn gay and run away with a jambu guy.Sekarang pon dah ada ciri-ciri."
Pet bro:"Owh *speechless* "

Hmmpphh...

Isn't it lucky to have a mon cher who (jokingly) claimed to swing both ways and love to crack a gay joke when we're out on a date?

How err...amusing.Am I lucky or what?

♥of.great.&.me.♥

I had a great weekend Saturday. Met up with Mun for lunch. Had a series of good laughs that almost made me choke on my generous portion of fattening lunch. We even had cendol under the rain, well okie we were taking cover under the huge umbrella while sipping on our cendol - but my skirt was half soaked anyway, so no point. Yes darling, I blardy love the rain. I somehow hoped that we're somewhere else, a place with a vast open field - so I could just kick off my shoes and run on bare feet. How idyllic.

On the other note, someone actually left me feeling bitter throughout Sunday. How ironic.

Phbbbttt!!

Owh,I'm still waiting for the GOOOOOD news.

♥of.hope.&.me.♥

The "talk" was great.

He even walked me out of the office, opened the door for me and casually said

"I'll see you soon."

There must be hope aight?

Owh,God please.Aidez moi.

p/s: Happy weekend darlings. I truly hope to enjoy mine.

♥of.bitterness.&.me.♥

What does not kill you makes you stronger eh?

No?

Okay, let me rephrase. What does not kill you makes you stronger and sometimes bitter.

Yea, I'm feeling a wee bit bitter, tho I have none of those what does not kill you makes you stronger thingy happening so far. At least not yet.

No, dedicating a song such as the ever so crappy what the hell were you thinking "Makhluk Tuhan Paling Sexy" song to me is truly not helping. I shall not be flattered by such disgrace. It's so degrading. Sangat memalukan.

Try Michael Buble - Everything instead.

You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.

Yeaaaaa,right.

♥of.job.&.me.♥

Someone called me on Tuesday - telling me that I got myself shortlisted for an interview - when I was on my way back home from a dreadful day at work.

*smirks*

Nothing's better than a good news at the end of a crappy day.

Delighted? Sure do.

Surprised? Very - because I actually applied for it without much thought or in other words - saje nak test market.

Well..it's for an IT position in a blardy bank.

Owh,nampaknya impian untuk merompak berkerja di sebuah bank mungkin akan tercapai, boleh la saya menjadi lebih kaya dan meneruskan aktiviti amal(read:shopping) terhadap diri sendiri.

It's gonna be my 3rd interview and a dearest told me that it's going to be kacang putih asam masin(I still wonder how you actually came up with this one darling) since the 3rd of everything supposed to be the pelengkap & afdal one - so I'm counting on it.Owh,Tidak.I'm not supersitious

Till then, wish me luck.

Will ya?

Please?

p/s:It's freaking the hell outta me.*sighs*

♥of.productive.&.me.♥

It has been a hell of a weekend and a MondayBlues-less Monday. The most productive ever.

o1. Accompanied a dearie for a very dreadful mission - which ended up to be good. I am happy for you - please keep it that way, else I hafta give him a knock on the head myself, twice as hard. :P

o2. Dragged to Tjg.Malim for a wedding and who knows there were like loads of good looking guys(sadly minus the baju melayu) to...err feast your eyes upon - but with much caution since the other half was just 10 inches away. :P

o3. Went for a shopping spree with C*** since he wanted a new batch of shirts and whatnot. Easy breezy I tell ya, it felt like I'm shopping for a 5 y/o since I'm the one to do all the choosing and he'll just stand there for the fitting and the nodding. How convenience. Perhaps he needs more of those how to feel jiggy while shopping tips, 2nd thought..nevermind. Don't worry hun,I'll do the shopping for you. :D

o4. Took a half day off on Monday. Went to MMU Cj with C*** to collect my owh how I've suffered for you degree and the Pacik at the ERU asked why on earth I've waited for so long after the convocation to actually come over to collect it while showering me with all those usual what,where,when questions - & apparently after knowing that I already got myself a job and whatnot, the Pacik casually added "Ooo..dah keje.Nak datang ambik degree buat kenang-kenangan lah nih?". Right, one freaking hell of a kenangan on a paper (and in my case on a web and cd as well). I shall cherish it till the day I die.Thank you but no thank you for the debts.Sheesh!

o5. Had a dose of my fav Teh botol and the hot and fresh from the oven roti sampan aka the Turkish Pizza - C*** actually ate more than I could but he somehow decided to be all mengade-ngade and refused to budge from his seat to place the 2nd order and the pacik arab looked at me like I'm some sort of monster since I already asked for a medium roti sampan and showed up again at the counter 15 minutes later for a large one pulak. Owh, image-kegemokan yang ketara. I was tempted to say "No uncle,it's not for me,it's for the monsterous pacar you see?". Tsk tsk.

o6. We(moi & C***) went to the GSC Alamanda for a free movie (after I'm done with my stuff in MMU) - I happened to bump into the banner bout the free screening thingy while I was browsing their website - so I decided to print out the coupon and dragged C*** to catch a movie to kill the time since we didn't have any other plan for the evening.Well,C*** gave me the "See dear,org tu kasut buruk dah koyak,tapi nak fix balik.Awak tu asyik-asyik beli kasut je" - his reaction upon seeing one of the characters who tried to fix a battered pair of shoes dengan penuh kesedihan. Yes,point taken dearest. Saya akan mengurangkan tabiat membeli kasut dengan excessively,I'll try okay?

Well,need to get back to the codings.I'm off.