♥.of.all.at.sea.&.me.♥

Silence is empty, filled with breaths from mouths
that never move no more

she talked some more, she talks now

and all the lights went out in empty rooms
and now the empty hall

I talk alone, i talk now

And all I wanted was a Chance to see you anyway

hold me, fold me up in your arms
faster, my love, sinking and gone

I was aware the time, I was a son before i met you dear

I talk alone, i talk now

and all the lights go out in empty rooms
and now the dirty hall

I talked alone, I talk now
And all I wanted was a Chance to see you anyway

Hold me, fold me up in your arms
Faster, my love, shrinking and gone

Hold me, my love
Telling me don't be afraid
Wouldn't you want me to swim
Wouldn't you want me to stay?

Hold me my love
Telling me won't be afraid
Wouldn't you want me to swim
Wouldn't you want me to stay

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It has been quite sometime since I actually got addicted to a song,but today - I found a new addiction.Wowee..

I absolutely love All at Sea. o_O

I fell in love with this song the very first time I heard it in CSI Miami 421 and it has been killing me to find the mp3 - since the singer tu tak popular langsung is rather ehem..mysterious. :P

Owh well,another song in an endless loop coming up.Yey me.

p/s:I'm still not free for movies,so don't call,pray for me instead.

♥.of.dead.tired.&.me.♥

I've never been so TIRED in my life.Super penat. Sob.

I wish that everything gonna be over and done ASAP.

Owh,someone called me up just to sing this again

Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it

I wouldn't walk 500 miles, when I could fly coach
But almost anything
I wouldn't swim, across the nile
When I could get a amoebic disentary

I would do almost anything for you
Cause if there's anything you want
I'll probably get it
Just tell me what you need
I'll try not to forget it
You need someone to blame
I'll say I said it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it

I wouldn't climb the highest mountain
Could get a blister, but almost anything
I wouldn't throw coins in a fountain
I may be needing to make a phone call

I'd call you collect whenever I could
Cause if there's anything you want
I'll probably get it
Just tell me what you need
I'll try not to forget it
You need someone to blame
I'll say I said it
Whatever Didi wants she's gonna get it

You are so beautiful
You are so beautiful to me
We're gonna try an' get it right

It doesn't seem, like you're a million
Miles away, no. But maybe one or two
That doesn't mean, I never loved you
I love you long time, when you're on top of me

I love you as much as anyone could
Cause if there's anything you want
I'll probably get it
Just tell me what you need
I'll try not to forget it
You need someone to blame
I'll say I said it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it

Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it
Whatever Didi wants, she's gonna get it

How..err....sweet? No,that's not the word.Owh yea,how amusing coz you sounded a lil bit like the little frog that we used to catch when we were in school. :P

Well, I do need someone to be blamed and yell at.Do you mind?

♥.of. .&.me.♥

Throughout my blogging years, sometimes I find it hard to put the right title for some particular posting,BUT this is surely not the case for everybody(obviously).

So wonder why I decided to stick with of. .&.me. thingy? Mystery solved! :P

By the way,have you ever been in a situation when you're dead curious to find out bout the title of a catchy song that you heard on the way to school/work?

Well,the fastest solution, simply type any part of the lyric that was religiously repeated throughout the song,(e.g. type move along lyric for All American Reject - Move Along, the move along was repeated for 100 thousand times) then wallaaa!! Mystery solved again.

BUT(note:another BIG butt but again),what if, it is this song(yes,kindly click there - when no one is watching & make sure that you're 18 & above).Please note that the song title is Sunrise.

So,did you notice any sunrise being mentioned in the lyric? (do exclude the backup singer echo-ing thingy)

Yes?

No?

Once? Or twice?

That gonna be a tough one to catch eh? :P

p/s:Guys,I'm not asking you to watch the sexy video with intense concentration okie? Happy listening.

♥.of.40.&.me.♥

o1. What is it about you that people don't really notice?
I'm not good with words & sometimes I tend to be deadly sensitive over silly lil stuff which is rather weird.

o2. What do people commonly mistake you for?
Being a Chinese instead of a Malay when I was little & being school kid instead of a 21++ yrs old monster that I am.

o3. Are you insecure?
Nope,not really.Am feelin fairly safe. :P

o4. Do you think you deserve better?
Yes & no.

o5. Do you find it easy to trust people?
Not really.My trust is somethin hard to gain.

o6. Do you have a really big secret?
No, I guess.

o7. If yes, how many people have you told about it?
:P

o8. How are you when you get mad?
How?God knows.I rarely get mad at people but it won't be pretty if I do.I usually fade into the background until I'm feelin normal again.

o9. What do you do when you're bored?
Owh it depends,you might find me listening to my fav music or looking for someone to be bullied.Ehem.

10. Do you smoke?
Am sticking with my plan to live longer.

11.Do you mind smokers in your company?
Not really,as long as they don't smoke right in front of my face.

12. Do you think watching the sunset or the stars is fun?
Perhaps.Me luv star gazing tho.

13. Do you like the rain?
Like them? Are you kidding? I LOVE them.

14. What can you say about poetry?
A nice thing to do when you're feeling all flowery and mushy inside. :P

15. Are you a phone person?
Perhaps.

16. Do you believe in fate and destiny?
Surely do.

17. What song best describes how you feel now?
Lionel Richie - Easy

18. What impossible thing do you want to do right now?
Finish up the FYP by tomorrow? :P

19. What is missing in your life right this moment?
Err..a pet?

20. Are you happy with the way things are going in your lovelife?
Lovelife? Do I even have one?

21. What do you have to say about your previous lovelife?
Nada.I'm just lame and kiddish so I don't really have any. :P

22. Where were you today?
The owh so wonderful campus.

23. What did you do today?
Went to class. *yawns*

24. Who were you with today?
Munie.

25. What are you planning to do now?
Keep of searching for the evil ISO certified companies for my TRQ assignment.

26. Star sign?
Virgo

27. Last night out? Where?
Nowhere.

28. Song playing now?
Alter Bridge - Open your eyes.

29. Before this song?
Brian Mcknight - Moody's mood for love

30. What were you doing before this?
Whined.

31. Now?
Still whining while filling these educational thingy.

32. Last movie watched?
Sleepy hollow.(yes,another rerun.)

33. Trusted someone whom you shouldn't have?
I've been real careful but did I?

34. Next big event?
Gettin out of school forever!

35. Best game ever played?
Err..hasee bounce on neopet. :P

36. Languages you can understand?
Malay,English & some French.

37. First thing you wanna do after your exams?
Retail theraphy.

38. The things you did there?
Err..shopping?

39. Best story ever read?
Sidney Sheldon - Master of the game.

40. What are you gonna do after this?
Whine some more.ha!

♥.of.shine.&.me.♥

Am singing to Shannon Noll - Shine though it's rainin cats and dogs over here. A song with a splash of we're goin to graduate soon aura in it.I just can't wait to finish school, but the idea of growing up is rather scary.

Owh,we (moi & Mun) had a good talk with Kayla and her sis yesterday during our shopping spree - which got me feelin all excited,anticipated and somehow creepy inside.

All those thoughts left me feelin jaded, dead tired - mentally.

On another note.I miss my parents,miserably.

This sem feels like the longest 4 months ever.Well,as much as I miss them, I'm not afraid to be far from them (I guess).I wanna go far,perhaps I could make it to places if God willing.Someday,I plan to see the world (but right now, I'd settle for writing about it). :P

I wish I could have a looooonger weekend, for me to kick back and do nothing(though there are piles of stuff to be done).

Am so not ready for Monday.

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Get up, get out, get out, get out and lift your head
Come on, come on, get up out of bed
Today's the day you hold the world with your song
Go now, go now, go now, help escalate
Angels come down, help with this parade
To hear your voice ring out
Come on and shout it
Let your song be heard

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine

Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now sing your hymn
This is the new national anthem
We will all stand on guard to let you be heard
Let go, let go, let go all the cannons
How beautiful this world has become
Now everyone will see what I believe
That these words should be sung

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world believes that you will shine

♥.of.prayer.&.me.♥

Somehow today feels like Dionne Warwick - I'll say a lil prayer day.Yeah, the oldies.

Oldies + studying for Expert System just don't click together,but then again,

w h o c a r e s? :P


The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little pray for you
While combing my hair now,
And wondering what dress to wear now,
I say a little prayer for you

Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, and ever, we never will part
Oh, how I love you
Together, forever, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.

Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, and ever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, forever, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me.


The notes are calling,Im off. :P

♥.of.today.&.me.♥



I woke up this morn feelin sleepy,dead sleepy.Pegi ke skolah dgn mata minda yang separa sedar.Feelin more or less the same until I got this one,particular text msg during the 5 mins break which amused me to the bones.Huha..the power of technology but its rather useless if you're being barred by the telco or once you ran out of credits/air time.

Well, I don't feel like writing,but thanks to a darl - for consistently reminding me of who I am - a crappy blogger.So this posting is for you. :P

So okie, I just finished watching Pet Sematary yesterday.I watched the 1st half of it ages ago and I seriously felt like I won't be watching the rest of it - I actually hate the movie because it's just plain creepy.Imagine,the once owh so adorable lil boy was brought back to life (he was dead,ran over by a HUGE truck) and turned into a pure evil.Keji betul tukar budak comel jadi jahat.Grrrr...Okie, it's an OLD movie & obviously not the 'in' thing anymore,but I have the right to crap bout anything that I (and not you) want,remember? :P

Owh yea,went to the Women's Week opening ceremony right after class earlier this morn.The opening was okie,just okie.Nothing more nothing less.If I'm not one of the comtt, there's no way that I'll drop by just to look at one of those Sendayu Tinggi,Nutrimetic(?) booths or listen to one of those typical talks.Boring.+ve. plus THE QUEEN of all despisedness is there. O_o

*sniff*

I smell hatred.Lets just not go there.

Aha,something to brighten your my day.

E S O K C U T I !

Tak payah gi skolah.Wee..

Lets say it together people.

E S O K C U T I!

p/s :Tapi tidak cuti kepade seorang budak mengade/ bonnie that lies over the sea itu.Jangan jeles. :P

♥.of.sept.&.me.♥

What my birth month say bout me? =P

Lets check it out,shall we?

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SEPTEMBER

Active and dynamic.

Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Sometimes,perhaps.

Attractive and affectionate to oneself.

Strong mentality.Owh,merci.

Loves attention.Who doesn't?

Diplomatic. :P

Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.I hope

Brave and fearless.err..really?

Adventurous.Owh,very

Loving and caring.Especially if they are cute and can be bullied

Suave and generous.Hee.. :P

Usually you have many friends. Thx God.

Emotional.Heee?Am I?

Stubborn.Hurahh!!

Hasty.Tralalala..hasty me

Good memory.With some occasional amnesia.

Moving, motivates oneself and others.Motivate me please

Loves to travel and explore.Owh yes,soon

Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.Me?Sexy?haha!

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Well okie,you got me.I'm bored.Maybe not that bored.I'm stressed out.Very.

So help me God.