♥of.conclude.&.me.♥

2007 is ending in few hours.

So lemme just briefly conclude my 2007.

o1.Academic - I graduated. I'm done with my degree and managed to squeeze my brain for a pro.certificate. What's next? We shall wait and see.

o2.Financially - I earned my own dough for the past few months - tho my dad's duit kesian is much appreciated.he he.

o3.Physically - My relatives mentioned that I shrunk(possible?) a lil. I truly hope that I shrunk a lot. But it's a far cry from the reality since I'm pretty sure that I didn't lose any much weight. Sob.

o4.Love life - Owh,need I say more darlings? *winks*

o5.Emotionally - I would say that I'm emotionally stable now. I gained my confidence. I discovered my virtues. I found my padi. Enough said.

o6.Family - Being away from em make me cherish and love them even more. Distance makes the heart grow fonder eh? So I thought.

I'm off!

Happy New Year.Hope we'll have a blessed one

p/s: Going to bully C***. Yey!

♥of.anniversary.&.me.♥

Happy 4th anniversary my dear escapism.

You've been a darling to me.

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2007 is ending(already?) in few days.I hafta admit that this year is truly loaded with I didn't see it coming personal growths. I nailed my 1st & 2nd job. I graduated. I've been tremendously maju in some aspect of life which is unbelievable to name a few.

I'm thankful. Very.

Alhamdulillah.

♥of.dilemma.&.me.♥

Owh..

I think that I actually missed talking to someone. *sighs*

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Well,hope that it's not too late for me to wish all of you a Happy EID Adha. Did you have a great one? I sure do. I ate a lot, like nobody's business - like I didn't bother bout all the fat that I'm consuming,like mon cher didn't actually poke at my tummy saying that I'm fat,tho I'm yet to develop any love handles and whatnot - well darling,it's a lil bit too late to complaint. What you see is absolutely what you'll get and I've seen enough of what I'm getting.At least I'm 25kg lighter. yey me! :P

Owh yea,I'm still at home whilst most of everybody at work gonna be start working tomorrow. I'm just taking my chances(of getting fired?) - especially when it's rare for you to have a long break from work and it only gets better when your dear cousin is a doc. See the connection? Brilliant.

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On a lighter note, dad is actually offering something.Something that's supposedly hard,tremendously hard to resist. Something that I've been waiting for like..forever? - or since I've learned that Europe exists, but somehow I think that it just popped at the wrong moment. I hate to be hasty,especially for something that I've been craving for.Something that I truly madly deeply want - besides the new car,lappy and whatnot. *sighs*

Dilemma, and all I need now is a decision.

Decision. Decision.

Ya Allah please,shed some light.Aidez moi

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& I still missed talking to someone. *sob*

♥of.cleanliness.&.me.♥

I believed that I'm someone that's easy to live with. Tho I'm not particularly categorized as the neat freak,(note: programmers are bound to be a lil bit messy sometimes,especially during the I feel like pulling all my hair off phases.Ya know whut I mean?)but I would consider myself to be pretty okie since I don't actually left a pile of dirty laundry at the back of the bedroom door(I truly know someone who does) or things like that.

So,with that note in mind, here comes the main story of my post. I just REALIZED that I'm living with 32 years old unmarried neat freak.Owh lucky! I'm not disturbed with the fact that she really appreciates cleanliness, but to leave a note on the white board(that's placed inside the bathroom,ehem!) to remind you that you hafta do this and that is a lil bit phbbbtt for me & to jot down the date when she actually cleansed and re-cleansed the sink? Haih, I scrub the sink every time I'm done with my morning ritual(gosok gigi,basuh muka & whatnot) cause I hate to have a tooth-paste/cream cleanser stained sink,so does it mean that I hafta jot it down too? Just to let her know that I did it? *shrugs*

Well,all in all. It's better to live in such state rather than living with the we only talk behind your back bunch. It's a breath of fresh (or is it the Dettol antiseptic I smell?) air.

*inhaling*

I'm truly glad that I'm not sharing the room with anybody. At least there's enough space for messy-ness individuality. :P

Don't ya agree?

♥of.donut.&.me.♥

How inconsiderate of me,being too swept away in my crabby-ness(such word?) thus forgetting the good food part of the weekend. Just like my stubbornness and C***'s kemengadaan that go hand in hand, the same goes to my weekend and fattening food. They just clicked together.

So what's my menu for the weekend? Hmmpp..let's see,nothing fancy.Just loads of fast foods and half a dozen of J.Co donuts - and mind you,we waited in a loooooong queue which seemed to go on forever - for a good 45 minutes(for donuts?Yes,we are THAT crazy sometimes) just to get em. Pity C***, I bet he wouldn't be bothered to be in such hassle if his cherie(yang terkenal dengan keloratannyer(?)) wasn't that curious and whatnot. he he.

Well,tho we got home that nite with an aching feet - due to excessive walking + queuing, at least we got a bunch of wonderful donuts.Right?

So dearest, mind for another queue? :P

♥of.ultimate.&.me.♥

We finally had it(& it's not like I asked for it),the ultimate one so far. Not much of the heated argument thingy. It's more of him asking me why and me being ME, will stick to my it's nothing automated response like my life depends on it.Duh!

Yer saya sememangnye degil ditambah pula dgn kemengadaan anda.See?We are so for each other.ha ha ha.

But tell ya what darling, I'm sorry if I made you lose it. Can't promise that it won't happen again, but I will truly try to go easy on my automated response.

Well,moi heart you still.

♥of.detest.&.me.♥

I hate to be taken for granted.

I hate to feel like I'm the eager one in making a relationship works, be it with the other half or my buddies.

I hate it when the other half gave me the why are you being so clingy you never complaint before remarks, when all I need is a stupid it takes less than 30 secs to type message every now and then to lemme know that you're blardy alive and okay.

Is that too much to ask?

Owh,perhaps it is way too much.I shall not waste your precious time.

Nevermind.

♥of.missing.&.me.♥

I LOST MY BLARDY NOTEBOOK POWER ADAPTER.

The big fat question is, how is it possible for the adapter to be missing when I didn't even take it out of the house or to be specific the room since God knows when?

Well,I don't actually know when the adapter disappeared, cause the last time I actually used it was 2-3 weeks back.

Kesian notebook saya, tak boleh di turn-on kan lagi,battery pon sudah flat.

Kesian saya sebab apabila kebosanan(di rumah baru),tidak boleh menonton movies dan bermain computer game.

Orang (ataupon mungkin tikus) yang mencuri notebook adapter saya itu memang kejam, jahat dan tidak berhati perut.Tak aman lah hidup anda, terima kasih.

*menangis*



p/s: Sob. Need to get a new adapter.PRONTO!