| | |.of.weird.&.me.| | |

Mid term BREAK!!!!

Goin back home tomorrow,off to Kedah on the 1st flight out. :)

Miss my parents.Miss the homely-feeling and I surely miss bullyin my baby bro.

(mental note:Dont get too carried away over the temp. relief.I still have to study.Hafta study.Hafta study.Hafta study. *chants*)

Well,Ive been feelin a lil weird lately - a lil bit too weird than the usual.Comin to an extend where I actually went clueless and speechless though my extremely-talkactive-and-excited-over-nothin mode was turned on. Talkin like there's no tomorrow now and feelin all out-of-words the next min.Mon dieu,how did I manage that?

Sometimes I tried to think bout how I really feel and why,but of coz - I always stumbled into the dead end.No clear answers to satisfy the curiosity of my own feelin.So I might as well stop thinkin about it before I go haywire.

God,this is gettin weird.Im feelin weird over the fact that Im weird?How weird is that?

WARNING:Weirdo on the loose

Hmpp..

Darlings,thx for copin up with me aight?You surely have no idea bout how thankful I am now.

Terima kasih.Thank you.Mucho gracias.Merci.

p/s:How did I get so off-topic?Im supposed to talk bout the fun midterm break,dammit.

| | |.of.love.is.only.a.feelin.&.me.| | |

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing (It's here to stay)
'Cos love is only a feeling
Anyway.

The Darkness - Love is only a feeling

A friend of mine just couldnt stop singin to that song everytime he called since a week back.

I used to wonder why,but not anymore.I finally got to know what happened - I pressed him for the details and apparently he just been cheated by his gf. They were together for 3 freakin years.Phew! 3 years gone down the drain.So being the friend that I am - I tried to tell him that he'll find someone better, he deserves someone better.

I tried, thats all that I could do anyway - since its not like my non-existant love life is any better than what he's goin through right now.

Well,at least Im not heart broken.

Hmmpp..

Love is surely just a feelin,a weird one.

Dont you think?

| | |.of.new.layout.&.me.| | |

NEW layout - at last!!

Ive been dying to change the layout since God-knows-when but I was BB-less before - so the urge hafta be blocked/delayed for a lil while.

Owh well,its finally done.Alhamdulillah.

Nothin fancy,nothin to shout about - coz Im runnin out of the creative juices and its not like Im that creative anyway.

Do gimme some feedback aight?

Hope that it wont sore up your eyes. ;)

| | |.of.life.&.me.| | |

Done with another I-feel-like-jumpin-from-the-5th floor week.

Lots of stuff happened since the last few days and I fairly hate all the headache that it had given me.

Well,I started off the week with a major disappointment.

My bf gave up on me though it has been fixed a month ago and I just hate the squeaky sounds that it makes everytime I steer the steering wheel.Grrrr!Hafta fix it up soon - but thx to Bro Shazuan :P for the help with the fuse thingy.Yea,bukan senang nak dpt mechanic delivary aight?hehe!Much appreciated.Mucho gracias.Merci.

Over and done with Maths 2,French and TRM test.

Went out to catch a movie with Bro Kecik on Thursday which made possible by skipping the French class,the Fantastic 4.Its quite okie I guess - since Im not really a big fan of heroes in costumes,Im childish but heroes in costumes are a lil bit too childish for me. =P

Well,right after the movie,met up with Muaz and Bro Shahar for dinner.Muaz bebeh,enjoy your summer break and keep on stuffin yourself aight?Owh yea,your cousin's surely a lil bit different than what Ive expected and isnt he a lil bit too old for the malu-malu kucing thingy?hihi!Cakap jer lebih kan?

Tons of assignments comin up and Im supposed to be all hectic and miserable but somehow,none of em really bothers me much.

Perhaps Ive turned into stone,emotionally.

Hmmmp..

Enough rambling,I hafta go and pay up the bills or we wont be havin any water supply later

Ive turned in a stone and I surely dont need to turn into a goat.

Tata.

| | |.of.wishes.&.me.| | |

I wish that the thought had never come to me.

I wish none of this had ever happened.

Mon dieu,help me.

| | |.of.promises.&.me.| | |

Everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this faith
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all done
As my anger reigns

Dear,I appreciate your good will but always is too strong a word for you.So enough with all those promises aight?

I'll live,promise.

| | |.of.21.&.me.| | |

Well,happy birthday sweet 21 to Munie dearie.

Hope that everythin gonna be okie dokie for you darlin & thx for being such a great friend aight? Me luv you much. *hugs*

| | |.of.today.&.me.| | |

Tak perlu seribu bintang
Yang bertaburan dilangit sana
'Tuk malam-malam mu
Ku ada disini

Tak perlu seribu sahabat
Dengan senyum sapa dan hangat cinta
Cukup satu alasan indah
Ku ada disini

Saat semua lelahmu
Tak terbuangkan lagi
Usah kau simpan sendiri
Ku ada disini

Saat semua cintamu
Pergi dan tak kembali
Usah kau tangisi lagi
Ku ada disini

Rio Febrian - Ku ada disini

Simple and sweet,dont ya think? Neway,its just a part of the song,full lyric?Carik sendiri :P

Thx to the darlings for playin this song in an ended loop since few days back - now I just cant get it outta my head.Poor me.

Haih.. *sighs*

I crave for a major rainy-peaceful-curling-in-the-mid-of-the-bed day or I might as well be prepared for another nose-bleed-like-there's-no-tomorrow day to gimme a visit again soon.

Whats new?

Well,lots of stuff happened since few days back, 2nd thought - I have nothin to do with them,directly - but somehow, Im trapped within those massive circle of disasters which are pretty depressing.

I wanna break free,but I cant - or I wont?

Enough said bout all those depressing thought.

I had a tiring day today,feelin kinda gloomy and so were the darlings, so we had a super-heavy dinner - consist of three unknown-mispronounced-weird-lookin Iranian food.They're suprisingly good,sinfully good - with all those beef,creamy mayo and all.

Now Im feelin blary fat!

Hee..Im off to burn the xtra calories. =P