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cold-hearted...heartless...heart of gold??
Sunday, February 29, 2004 | | 0 Comments
tralalalalala
In a lil while I'll be thinkin bout u!
In a lil while I'll still be here without u..
U never gave me a reason to doubt u...
duh~Im addicted to the song.
Hows the test dd?Test?Okie dokie.Superb*grins* haha!My victim of the sem pun ade.hoho!awak sgt unique!! :P~
Well..it has been quite sometime since the all-alone-weekend-in-jurassic-park.Is it good or bad? I kinda like to be alone!I kinda like to be alone with nobody else around.duh!dd..u r startin to sound creepy
erm..since few days back, Ive been gettin this friend finder confirmation sms from maxis
You have a request from 012******* to access your location information.To accept , reply with: 'OK' to 32001
hoho!me baru ingat nak try those thingy,rupenya the owner of the number goin to be informed bout saper yg request for the location n kena kasi permission 1st b4 Maxis boleh kasi the location of the number dekat org yg request tu.haha!cancel! :P~ There's no way dat Im goin to expose myself.haha! Desperado's act.Its just not for me. *geleng2*:P~
Rupenya2 Isa telah meng-exposekan dirinyeh,haha!U better quit sendin that friend finder thingy bro.That method aint gonna work.Stalker ape camtu :P~ sungguh tidak pakar.
Well,1 of my lil couz dapat his SPM's result today.hoho!Got a call tadi from him,but suddenly my cell phone ran out of batt.kong!Then me?Im runnin out of credit.haha!So Im goin to wait for him to gimme a call.I bet his result must be superb or else he wont be callin.haha!Am I not right?We just dont go n call ppl up to tell em bout our bad result right?haha!
After all this while,his parents was like "U have to get a better result than kak Anak, kot tak malu jer kat dia.".Oh yes,as if my result was so damn good.It was okie but not dat flatterin,(at least not for me).Im thxful but its just not good enough.But whut the heck,Im over n done with it.It was somethin dat happened almost 2 years ago.hoho!So lets not talk bout it.
heh..My one n only bro's goin to sit for his SPM next year.I hope dat he's goin to do okie dokie.I hope dat he's goin to get a better result than me.though it might even goin to ruin my ever so damn good reputation..He must get himself a blardy good result.My dad is spendin hundreds a week just for his private tuition fees.and me?I didnt even go for tuition durin my high skool.haha!so dunt u even dare to compare ur future result with me lil bro. U have all the stuff dat u want and Dad rarely say no to ur request so be thxful, stop whinin n jangan memaleh study. :P~ or I'll get back home n cekik nanti.haha!Im such a good sis.mithalinyer dd!
Monster&Martian:DD!!we r proud of u!
dd:*sobsob* thx
happy weekend ppl.smile for me!
Saturday, February 28, 2004 | | 0 Comments
in a lil while...I'll be..
its rainin!!!woweee...kiss the rain!muachh!
in a lil while.. :P~
Friday, February 27, 2004 | | 0 Comments
feelin u take over me!haha :P~
owh kemalasan! somebody!save me!!!
Well...few hours more to go b4 the 2nd test for IS dev!hoho!I hope dat its gonna be GOOD,as good as the 1st test or even better.heee... *wink*
Slept at 3.30am last nite.Got a msg from Gie a few mins b4 me titun.Ish..ish..my dearie demam. :( Hope u gonna get well soon eh darlin.Cakap kat ur bf aka my bro yg pervert tu supaye take care of u elok2.hihi :P~ be good okies!
oh yeah!Tetiba teringat pasal weather,I actually like this kinda weather.Sunny,but somehow its rather cold.Baik utk mencomelkan diri.ZzZZzZzZ marilah kiter bersama2 mencomelkan diri!mari!mari! haha! :P~
While I was blog hoppin last nite, ade this guy dah beli his ticket for Incubus's concert!!And 2 days back,my friend was like "dd,if u really wanna go,i'll give u a free ticket!its on me".erk?eh?Did i get him right?Free ticket??*rolleyes*
*sigh*Brandon Boyd!!I like him,I really do.But still,I dunt have the urge nak pegi the concert.duh!*garu2kepale* maybe its just not my cup of tea.Its just like, mad bout someone and do nothin bout it.Weird eh? takper lah.Maybe next time.Next time?Tah2,theres no 'next time'.It might even be their 1st n last time in my ever so wonderful Malaysia. Takpe lah..takde jodoh ngan Brandon Boyot kot :P~ haha! ape nak jadi ni dd?test tonite.sempat lagi merepek yer dd?
heh,I need to rob the bank kuarkan some money for somethin,malasnyer nak gi atm tu.hee..ingat nak amik last nite.Tapi my uncle came over to gimme a visit.So dapat la angpau.haha! :P~ I think its goin to last for another week.Mucho gracias to my Pak Ngah.
Since sekarang ni ramai yg cibuk2 with their tests.Break a leg or two!:P~ Hope for the best n prepare for the worst!*winks*
Izrul:Thx for ur help!I owe u one okies :P~ ur the man!!
Im not crazy,Im just a lil unwell and obviously crappy,plz forgive my crappy-ness
Friday, February 27, 2004 | | 0 Comments
♥of.terato.&.me.♥
pics!!!pics!!
hehe!the unique pics durin the Terato's gath kat KLCC last Saturday. enjoy!! :P~
haha!Thats me n Bro Kecik.yeah..Im doin my part in promotin the World Peace hoho!
Kekanak Ribena remaja riang ria!hoho!!see..Im still promotin the World Peace thingy!*wink*
Tak lain n tak bukan Pacik Kulat and JJ tgh cibuk2 membaca my sms.ish ish*geleng2*
Bro Kecik & ehem2-nyer.haha!Too bad tak clear sgt :P~
Isnt it lovely?hoho!cake yg chumil.nyum nyum~*droolin*
credit to JJ for the pics!*grins*
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 | Labels: Event and Incident, Photos, Weekend/Holiday | 0 Comments
im only happy when it rains
Managed to wake up this morn though im deadly tired.haha!rajin betul bangun awal2 pagi buta gi class maths yer dd!
Haha!It seems like its goin to rain cats n dogs soon.Whoa!Beshnyer...*jumpinjumpin*sejuk.Rase cam malas lak nak gi class ptg nanti.:P~
Well,Ive changed the bloggie's theme song again. It's Better than Ezra - Under You.
Oh yeah,saper yg nak my previous background music.Its in the Strange-Luv pull down menu.Its in wma format.
Im goin to get somethin to eat.duh..starvin*tummy-growlin*
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 | | 0 Comments
secret revealed..
owh..happy day!Im totally worn out!*sengal2*right after my last class,got a call from Gie.She was on her way to Jurassic Park with Fada.
so...I waited for a good few mins before they finally arrived.We went to KLCC(again!). haha!Had our lunch,merayau2 kejap,bought some lil stuff.Then, we went for a movie.Mona Lisa Smile, not bad..not bad at all.*grins*
pehtu,singgah Kinokuniya jap.Duh~heaven, if only its just a walkin distance away from Jurassic Park..Im goin to bertapa kat situ everytime Im bored.haha!I dunt mind to be there all day long.Belek2 buku,there's ton of books dat I wish to see standin proudly on my shelf.If only Im richer.haha!someday..someday..I hope.
ermm...bought a birthday card for my lovely mummy,its very flowery and nice.The moment I lay my eyes on it.I just knew it,dats the card dat Im goin to send to my mum this year.Oh yeah, its pink!haha!sweet *wink*
A friend of mine used to help me to find a birthday card for my dad last year.I was so damn bz I almost forgot to get him a card.I just realized it 2 days b4 the his birthday.I freaked out coz sendin a birthday card to my parents n my lil bro on their birthday is a must!No matter how,now matter whut.I thought Im goin to screw up,I was in the middle of Jurassic Park, and the greetings card at the campus's bookshop r way out of style.It seems like all of em were printed years ago or somethin and there's no way that Im goin to send my dad 1 of those outdated cards.:P~
So back to the story,this friend of mine who happened to be a guy and someone who always luv to annoy me turned to be my savior!haha!He helped me to find the card and the post office.I always keep some extra stamps if I feel like writin or somethin,but suddenly..all of em dissapeared!haha!We had a hard time to locate the damn post office.It's in the mid of nowhere n its so damn small, sungguh tersorok as if it's a hiding place or macam tempat jual memende haram instead of a post office.I think the McD's Snack Booth is much more bigger than the post office that we have here in Jurassic Park.Thx to the blardy bijak nice ppl yg decided to locate the post office kat situ.duh~ so I owe him one. From dat very moment,I keep on tellin myself that he's a nice fella, but he's just plain annoyin sometimes.Well,he's still nice in a way.jgn la ade budak kembang biler baca nih.haha!kalau meletup,its not my fault!
Well,today..a secret was revealed.haha!2nd thought,its never really a secret and Im not even suprise or somethin.Coz I knew bout it already, I have a very good intuition but I keep on playin along,pretending that Im clueless coz I just wanna hear it from em.Directly from Fada and Gie.haha!Finally,they blurted it all out!They r now an item!haha!:P~ My best buddy and my so called bro.Isnt it cute?Ppl used to think that Fada and me r siblings.haha!They said we look alike and since we turned into buddies, he's my bro in campus.haha!Its kinda funny though, but its good to know that they r together,they can look after each other and stuff.*grins*
hee...They were suprised coz Im not even suprise. :P~ Im not dat clueless la macik n pacik.Each time they came to gimme a visit since I moved to Jurassic Park, they have been wearin the hey-we-are-couple matchin clothes,yada yada and they even wear those matching rings.haha!Though Im not an expert in this kinda thingy,but Ive learned lots of stuff from my observations and I can tell that there's somethin fishy goin in a jiffy or maybe a lil bit longer than that.Jgn ingat me tatau ek!Me ade magic,remember?haha!Hopefully Gie boleh tahan la perangai my bro yg pervert tu.haha!
I'll post some pic later,my cam punye batt dah kong...tadi luper beli.hoho!Now i need to mandi.Feelin all sticky and rimas.haha!Owh yeah.theres un-endin list of works yg lum siap.I can hear their voices callin out for me dd!dd!!stop la crappin tu! start workin on us!!quick quick!u have to submit us soon!!.arghh!!!nooo...me tak dengar ape!!
*tutuptinger*
tralalalala...
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 | | 0 Comments
woowee.....i'll be right here waitin for u
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women usea day.30,000 to a man's 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men.The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"
haha!how true!isnt it ppl?Quote that from 1 of the topics posted in Terato's forum.
Well,Im goin to be extra free tomorrow.My 1st class gonna be at 8am,then by 10am.I'll be over n done with the classes for the day!hoho!lucky me.
Yeah!Good news!Gie sms-ed me just now.She's comin over tomorrow!wooweee..*jumpin*All the way from Malacca to visit me!*sobsob* terharunyer.Fada is goin to tag along too.Hehe!It has been quite sometime since the last time I met em.Really miss em,a lot.
I guess dat I need to get some sleep.Ive been crackin up my head all day long for the sake of the wonderful assignments and reports.*sigh*Im tired,physically + mentally.I really hope dat tomorrow gonna be great.I wanna give myself some treat,ice blended choc,Famous Amos's cookies or maybe a dose of my fav sushi.nyum~
Cant wait to see my dearies tomorrow.*grins*luv ya guys!
Wherever u go..Whutever u do..I'll be right here..waitin for u.
Tuesday, February 24, 2004 | | 0 Comments
i want my mummy!!!
yes..thats my lovely mummy and me
Well...Im extremely bored n jaded!*sobsob* me nak balik umah gak :'( uwaaa....
isk isk...still have tons of stuff to do
- IS dev report (again!)
- study for the 2nd test for maths and IS dev(wish me luck!!)
- assigments
- etc
feelin a lil bit dizzy rite now.i hate headache.urgh!
I think I need to get myself a dose of ribena n choc.
Sunday, February 22, 2004 | | 0 Comments
alive n kickin
alhamdulillah,im still alive for another year!
to all the Muslims out there!
Happy Maal Hijrah
hopefully,its goin to be a better year *grins*
Sunday, February 22, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hoho..hafta sleep!!
well...hows the day dd?good good.happy?sure do.tired??a lil bit.
haha :P~ its a good day after all.
sampai KLCC around 2.15pm. saw some familiar faces doin the usual terato's ritual of berdiri-sampai-lenguh-kaki-thingy in front of the Burgers King. and me,joined the unique ritual for quite sometime b4 decided to save myself from the utter starvation.hoho...went straight into the burger king with Sis Lienz and Akmal to have our lunch.hee...we were observin the teratorians doin the unique ritual while stuffin ourself with the food.haha!wonderful.damn!i thought i was starvin.but i couldnt finish up the burger.duh~ape la membazir ni dd.
then,after...an hour or so.all those guys pegi food court.then later on.kitaorg pun itut la sekali.went there.lepak2 while watchin the teratorianz stuffin themself up.haha!
right after the lunch-tea session.we were off to the open air!breath-in,breath-out!uhuks..uhuks....smokers!and it was drizzlin.headed to a spot for the suai-kenal thingy.hoho...n i was not dat lucky today.got picked.duh~this is my least fav part of the gath.i hate to introduce myself.hi im dd.im a horrible monster n im a martian too.so plz run for ur life now!!
just few of the lucky teratorianz managed to introduce themself lucky them,but not for me coz right after the 7th or the 8th guy finished introducin himself.brooom!!!it was rainin cats n dogs.hoho..im only happy when it rains.i was singin..dats the reason y it rained!shhhhh!!*secret*
we went back to the food court.managed to bully bro kecik!!haha!i got the treat!ice blended choc.terima kasih daun keladi :P~ its supposed to be ice cream.but it turned into ice blended choc?magic?ish ish.. it was cold n i was glupin down the freezin ice blended choc.i almost got the brain freeze simply great!haha :P~
and this's a snap of monster me and Sis Lienz
i hate takin photos.its seems like a good way to see the monster in me.haha!in the pics,i ended up lookin like a monster instead of a human!hoho!so no more pic for the next few weeks,or months :P~
owh yeah,mucho love to Sis Nad for the cute soft toy.its not a teddy bear,its a ladybird!hoho!im goin to call it Beebee. she told me dats its a belated birthday gift!how sweet!*sobsob* too bad tak sempat nak borak lamer2. dia kena pegi itut her sisters gi tgk Xgames. :( hope to see her again soon.
Beebee was tryin to give my ever so wonderful Brandon a kiss!notty notty!and she was caught red-handed!haha!gotcha!!
okie,back to the gath thingy.after dah penat2 beborak.n my face mucles pon dah nak cramp - too much of talkin,laughin n smilin.semua pun balik.-the end- :P~
eh..oh yeah.the other budak kecik pencuri misteri! damn!he fooled us with his magic trick!haha!poyos!!!sabar jer la. bijaknyeh bebudak sekarang yer.tarik tinger baru tau.*geleng2*
8.05pm. im back to my beloved Jurassic Park. thx to Akmal for the ride.haha!cian kena bully eh!biler lagi kan dude?haha :P~ thx God takde ape2 tadi kan?haha!takot ler tu..if ade somethin at the back seat!dunt look back!!haha!!!hantuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!! :P~ i swear i heard somethin cam jatuh.musykil2!
got online.then few mins after dat.Bro Siluman msged me through Ym!well bro,stop freakin me out la..isk isk.mmg rugi tak cekik tadi.if u ever dare to scare me again.jumpe lagi nanti me cekik bebetul!no kiddin! :P~ n me tak takot air!!and mamam lah ice cream mase headache.superb punye healer - taken from DD's alternative healers 99th edition.
urgh..its time to sleep!i have a lunch date at 12pm.
off to slumberland!!!
Sunday, February 22, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hoho....
hoho...sooner or later..im off to KLCC!
assignments....assignments..hoho..screw em! :P~
Saturday, February 21, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hoho..my ever so wonderful Brandon Boyd
hoho..Ive changed the background music again. Its Incubus - Here In My Room. 1 of the songs from Incubus's latest album Megalomaniac.hoho...sweet!
note:at this particular moment, 3 lucky ppl owe me ice creams!!hoho!*winks*
Friday, February 20, 2004 | | 0 Comments
have i told u lately dat i....
well,i woke up this mornin feelin all refreshed and thxful.whuts up with the thxful thingy? im not quite sure.
just wanna thx Teddy and Isa for the call. when everythin seems so wrong.there's nuthin better than hearin the familiar voices at the end of the line. thx for ur time dearies.much appreaciated.and stop singin the queen of rain song. :P~ tak sedap!sumbang laaa...
really have to admit dat a good talk is 1 of the stuff dat keep me goin on.
some ppl might think dat im nuthin but crappy-ness.well..its just an indication dat i dunt feel like talkin bout anythin serious with that particular person.:P~
im not really dat funny.ppl dat dunt know me dat much might even think dat im so blardy sombong or just simply boring.heh..whutever.i couldnt careless. i just couldnt be bothered dat easy.im not dat pathetic.i dont go n change myself just bcoz ppl dont like me for me n rather be hated than being phony.does it make me less human coz i just wanna be me??
hoho..back to the good talk thingy.my parents called.talked to my parents at the same time.pening2*rolleyes*both of them byk sgt tanye memacam,at the same time lak tu.i had a hard time to decide soalan mane to be answered 1st.hoho..my most beloved parents. :P~ yes mummy,i'll eat well.sampai gumuk!haha!yes mummy,me cuti early april nanti.hehe!soalan wajib from my mum everytime she gimme a ring "when's is ur next break??".haha! :P~ and my dad's fav question gonna be "bby dah makan lum?".haha!takot anak dia kurus!kurus yer dd?not!!
owh,luper lak there's goin to be a replacement class for machine lab.hoho..sukenyer saya(read:save me!!)
hoho..time to get somethin to eat.nyum nyum~makan bebyk yer dd!
Friday, February 20, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hohoh...here come my sunshine!
im feelin a OKIE!haha!pms pms! :P~ blame the hormones
stalker-mode <--- activated
hoho..here comes dd the stalker.haha!
after a good few days of missin in action.at last nampak jugak my victim of the sem.phew~i thought dat im not goin to see u again.*geleng2*ape pakai baju merah nih?ive told u to wear black.BLACK!!!
n when i was on my way back from class,a group of seniors nih asik tertoleh2..heh?ape tgk2?tau ler monster dah extinct kat jurassic park nih?jakun sgt ke?hoho..rambut kopok lekor anda tidak langsung menarik perhatian saya.tapi membuatkan saya lapar sila pandangan ke hadapan.ade lembu melintas!(read:pacik..jaga depan ade longkang!)
oh yeah...my friend called last nite,mase me tgh titun.isk isk...sleep-talkin again
B:dd,i know u might think that im crazy.but im gettin married!
dd:u r gettin whut?
B:married!
dd:define getttin married?
B:im goin to tie the knot!isnt it awesome sis?
dd:awesome?err..yeah..guess so.when?
B:30th feb.ur comin rite?plz come yada yada...
dd:ermm..aa?owh okie*mamai*
B:later dear.nite2
30 feb?hari ape?apsal tetiba nak kawen?kena tangkap basah ke mende bro sorang ni???
haha!mmg dikau harus dicekik wahai kawan ku yg bijak bestari.kenape la dikau mengganggu daku titun hah?cakap!cakap!!!macam mane la dikau nak kawen kalau ari tu d.n.e??bijak yer bro.bijak bijak.masa mu akan tiba.tunggu laa nanti.
the tribe has spoken : dikau akan didenda banjer ice cream 4 weeks berturut2!haha!get ready with ur cash okie dear?dan juga hadiah ganti rugi sebab mengacau queen of crap titun!!berkuatkuasa next week!
hoho..have to finish up the lab report tonite!demmit!tanak dahhhh partner ngan senior!!tanak tanak!!!pegi laaa pegi!!!tak suke!!!bengong!!nak bully me??now way jose!!hell noooooo...
breath in for luck,the air is free..the air dat u share with me!hoho!giler!
martian&monster:10.18pm, dd is officially half-crazy!!
Thursday, February 19, 2004 | | 0 Comments
whutever...
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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angelic?yeah rite..
Thursday, February 19, 2004 | | 0 Comments
rainin...
its rainin..kiss the rain n keep ur mouth shut dear.
i wish dat i could curl up in my bed,roll myself in the blankie n sleep.but right after subuh i dunt feel the urge to get back to sleep.though gettin back to sleep b4 wakin up again for class is 1 of my fav things on earth
brain:dd!get back to sleep!its such a nice weather to sleep.isnt it dear?sleeeppp..sleeeeepp!!!
dd:err..sleep?
well okie,im feelin kinda numb n weird the weird part is not dat weird,after all.. im weird.i dont feel like talkin.i dont feel like listenin to anybody.cut short,i dunt feel like doin anythin.i feel like i wanna lay on my bed playin dead.
but i wanna study!!!goin to sit for my ethics n pro conduct test later on tonite.at 8pm
my modes r drivin me insane.i need to get rid of it!now..it seems like im officially stressed out. dammit superb!thats just whut i need.great great!couldnt ask for more.if u dunt know whut im crappin about.dunt try to figure out.
God,help me!
-fin-
Thursday, February 19, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hoho..its Jason Mraz and its 7.07am in the morn.
mornin ppl!im ur dj for this mornin n now u r listenin to im-so-sleepy-dot-fm. (read:hope dat u r not as sleepy as me!!me nak titun!!titun lagiii!!!takmo quizz!!!!)
monster&martian:wake up wake up sleepyhead!!!!rise n shine!!!maths quiz!!!math quiz!!isnt it excitin??
dd:aaa?*yawns*
there's goin to be a quiz for maths later on this morn.erk?later?its at 8am!!!
n right now,i can hardly open up my eyes.ngantuknyer!!!uwaa..i wanna get back to sleep!!! i feel like bringin along my teddy to class today.bleh ke??
im feelin sleepy,till then...wish me luck!!
monster&martian: go dd!go dd!!
dd:zzzZzZZzZZZzZ
Wednesday, February 18, 2004 | | 0 Comments
scars???
Your goth name is:Angelic Scars
scars??better get myself the scar treatment thingy..hohooh
Monday, February 16, 2004 | | 0 Comments
its rainin man!
alhamdulillah..its rainin!another soothin day in jurassic park.*doinTheRainDance*
ohoho..dah abis class n its rainin.how wonderful is dat?
err..pagi tadi lambat gi class.i dunt know y but i felt like there's a huge rock on my eyelids.woke up for subuh.n kong titun again for 55 mins.got up again n at err... 9.14am gi class.
okie..so im 14 mins late.but thats not whut i wanna highlight over here.
sampai2 jer class,it was half fulled.it seems like most of the ppl were havin a hard time to get off their bed.but me still managed to bangun.hohoho...baiknyer dd.rajin yer dd?perasan!perasan!
then...after the grand enterence,i just hurried to find a seat.but suddenly my bag tersangkut kat stacks of meja2 yg bleh lipat2 yg diorg letak tepi wall tuh.n to make things worse, 1 of them jatuh!gedengang!!!semua org tgkthough i didnt look back,me still rase all the eyes were on me.duh~ n my bag macam stucked pulak between the tables.owh..indah sungguh hari ini.*sobsob*i wasnt feelin helpless or somethin.tapi geram,1 of the malay guys yg happened to sit dedekat situ just looked at me n sengih!wtf!
then tetiba muncul lah my savior!haha!a chinese guy.ermm...familiar face.err..my groupmate for database durin 1st sem??hohoh.he helped me to pick up the stuff.n since there was a seat situ.me just duduk.didnt bother to turn around or search for another seat.
so there goes another series of utter humiliations.hohooh..naah,it didnt effect me dat much.it could has been worse.if it wasnt the table dat jatuh.it might even be me.hee..dats whut i call a disaster!alhamdulillah tak jadi camtu!hoho..God luv me.*grins*
n after all dat happened today,i finally wanna conclude dat most of the malay guys r more interested in watchin rather than helpin.
CASE 1
a lecturer was walkin with a huge pile of papers.toward the lift.then tetiba some of them terjatuh n few secs lepas tu.most of it scattered on the floor.at the same time ade bunch of malay guys n chinese guys.the malay guys boleh tengok jer as if its some sort of show.the chinese guys jugak yg tolong kutip.it was a malay lecturer.adekah diorg terlalu busy fikir nak tolong ke tak?nak tolong ke tak?agaknye sampai everythin dah over n done.baru lah berjaya memutuskan bahawa diorg nak tolong kot.n mase tu bile tgk everythin dah abis.they'll be like "loh..dah ke?baru ingat nak tolong".
CASE 2
durin the class in lecturer hall.tetiba ade sorang gurl dropped her pencil case n abis semua mende terabur.n she was sittin between 2 guys.malay n chinese guy.the chinese guy tolong to pick up the stuff.tapi the malay guy,acted as if its none of his business though 1 of the gurl's stuff terjatuh kat tepi kaki dia jer.does it hurt to spend few secs to pick up dat lil stuff?
(note:based on my observations n believe me,i didnt make it up)
im not discriminatin my own ppl.but thats the truth!face the music!
okies..enuff said.
i rest my case.*bow*
Monday, February 16, 2004 | | 0 Comments
so lil time...so much to do..
gosh!it seems like i'll go through another hectic week!duh~
- lab report for machine arch*clueless*
- need to study for ethics *yawns*
- have to refresh my mind bout the previous chaps of maths.quiz!
- maths assignment
- need to finish up IS dev project!
- gotta rob the bank get some money for the week :P~ show me da money!
OMG!didnt realise dat theres so many things to do*faint*
wonderin whether im goin to be free durin the weekend!gath?duh~
may ALLAH bless me!
have a good week ppl!
Monday, February 16, 2004 | | 0 Comments
if u wanna know...
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright...
hee....i feel like whinin.2nd thought,maybe i'll keep it to myself.well....how about another dosage of my crappyness?can u handle dat bloggie?
watched William Hung's American Idol video clip again.i have to admit dat i had a good laugh everytime i watch the video.but besides whut we see on the surface - a-geek-rickymartian-wannabe-dat-sux, i actually amazed by him(minus the fact dat he's a total disaster when it comes to the singin n dancin thingy).
he has the guts!im not sure whether this civil engin student woke up after a deep slumber n decided to kick some ass on 1 of the most popular shows ever.he gave his best at the audition though its not even near to okay.(she bangs she bangs!haha!)my lil niece can do better than dat!.shhhshh..tak baik betul kutuk dia >:)
well....though he didnt make it, its still sort of inspiring n i do think dat he's gonna be a good entertainer coz he's hillarious n surely can shake dat thang, in a very ewwww way!haha!:P~
err..am i givin him a credit or whut?well...both*grins* i wish dat i have that kinda guts too but without the utter humiliation as a free gift of coz.*winkS*
hee..well,i need to get myself somethin to eat.i skipped my dinner last nite.n right now....im starvin!.
later ppl....
Sunday, February 15, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hohohoho..Barbie and Ken 'Split'??
Associated Press
Just like J.Lo and Ben, the romance is over for Barbie and Ken.
After 43 years as one of the world's prettiest pairs, the perfect plastic couple is breaking up. The couple's "business manager," Russell Arons, vice president of marketing at Mattel, said that Barbie and Ken "feel it's time to spend some quality time - apart."
"Like other celebrity couples, their Hollywood romance has come to an end," said Arons, who quickly added that the duo "will remain friends."
Arons denied that there was any truth to rumors that the breakup was linked to the Cali (as in California) Girl Barbie, arriving in stores now.
To better reflect her single status, Cali Barbie will wear board shorts and a bikini top, metal hoop earrings, and have a deeper tan.
This new style already has attracted a new admirer, Blaine the Australian boogie boarder.
Barbie - the most popular fashion doll in the world, according to toy maker Mattel - met Ken on the set of a TV commercial in 1961, and they have been inseparable ever since.
Arons hinted Wednesday that the separation may be partially because of Ken's reluctance to get married. All those bridal Barbie dolls in toy chests around the globe are really just examples of Barbie's wishful thinking, she explained.
Another possible factor is Barbie's career. The doll who was "born" Barbie Millicent Roberts in 1959 has been everything from a rock star to a military medic, and she's currently marketed in more than 150 countries. According to Mattel, every second, three Barbie dolls are sold somewhere in the world.
So where does that leave Ken? Said Arons: "He will head for other waves."
haha!its hilarious.ppl r actin as if those couple of plastic toys r homosapiens.*lol*
when i was younger,used to have those barbie dolls...2 or 3 of em...or is it 4 or 5? :P~ my barbie dolls surely didnt managed to survive through the "happy-time" with their ever so beloved monster master.
i still remember how Kak Ila(my wonderfull baby-sitter) had to pick up the scattered legs n hands of the poor barbie dolls.haha!
the good old days...*grins*
Saturday, February 14, 2004 | | 0 Comments
feb 14?so whut?
dear bloggie,
well...to tell ya the truth bloggie,i dunt give a damn whether its v day or whutever u wanna call it.whats the use?
y on earth do u have to wait for a day that comes once in year to show dat u really luv somebody?it doesnt make any sense.if u love someone,u gotta show it not once in a week,or month n totally not once a year!
y on earth ppl have to be all extra mushy2 n sappy on the v day?why on v day?when u can do it everyday!haha!
everyday i love you... thats more like it!*grins*
if u r wonderin whether im writin this kinda stuff just bcoz im a lone ranger.well...u r absolutely
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WRONG
no offence,its just whut i think.its rather sad to think bout how ppl get all excited bout one particular day.as if its some sort of taboo to do all those hopelessly-romantic thingy on any other odinary days.
sometimes we r not suppose to wait for a particular moment to show dat we care.we just cant be sure whether we r still gonna be alive n kickin when the moment comes.
well..enuf of the v day thingy.i might be goin out tomorrow.just hangin out with my friends n stuff.they wanna bowl!haha..OMG!i need to salvage my reputation(or whutever i have left) from the utter humiliation of not knowin how to bowl!hihi..err..guys,can we go for ice skatin instead?*rolleyes*
happy weekend ppl! everyday i luv u!muahh!*winks*
Saturday, February 14, 2004 | | 0 Comments
childish me?
ive been thinkin bout somethin for quite sometime now.it's not like its such a big deal, but i still tend to think about it every now n then.just cant get it outta my mind.my hectic-abnormal-freaky-crazy-weird mind refused to kick it out.
i like to think though thinkin bout my studies r drivin me insane,i like puttin things into my things-to-think-of list.n sometimes i have to admit dat its just lil too much for me - a result of my endless curiosityreward your curiosity!- vanilla coke. :P~ haha!its sinful to have a good brain with nuthin to think about.God blessed us with a good brain.so use em!
well,its always good to be a lil curious.most of my previous curiosity ended up with a superb findings.the feelin?almost as good as discoverin a hidden treasure!obviously,the hidden treasure is a whole lot better!:P~then boleh shoppin,beli chocs,teddy bears,nice clothes...yada yadabut..being too curious bout the wrong stuff is utterly bad for ur health n especially ur ever so wonderful brain!
conclusion:be careful with ur curiosity!
haha!just over n done with my machine arch's midterm test.feelin relief i might say, but my brain is all worn out after the long hectic-mind-blowing day.i just cant think straight ,thats the reason behind the useless rambling of mine - if u ever wonder bout whut the heck am i crappin aboutso forgive my senseless-crappy-ness.
well,bump into this sweet yet touchin music video again.its from a korean trio.the ppl in teddy hill used to be mad about it.nuff said.just check it out.will ya?Kiss - bcoz im a gurl
im gettin sleepin.my system is runnin out of energy.
Ni.. ii ..iii...t..t..e..e..*faint*
Thursday, February 12, 2004 | | 0 Comments
haha!
As a Princess you recognize there is so much about the world you need to learn. You may sometimes be naive but other times you are wise beyond your years! You are sharp, observant, joyous, and interested in your own personal growth. You have a very caring heart, and are a sweet and beautiful woman.
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
princess??haha! :P~
Thursday, February 12, 2004 | | 0 Comments
bloggin...
talked to bro polt through ym n suddenly,he mentioned bout the blog with multiple users thingy.its surely somethin interestin.thats somethin dat im goin to do if only im in malacca.
if only im surrounded by the great ppl dat i knew way back in teddy hill.bunch of ppl dat diff from each other.but somehow..the chemistry is there all along.isnt it a wonder?its like a nice piece of hand painted batik.the colors r obviously contrast with each other but it seems so right!
n for the hundred thousand times,theres a tiny feelin of regret for makin the decision to move to jurassic park.sometimes i think dat im bad in makin decision,it seems like everythin gonna turn into disaster(or at least some of em)
well...when i was in malacca,gie n fada were always there for me.n now?the feelin is just a lil better than the fact that u r being ignored or even trapped in the invisible mode without knowin the way out.im being pathetic again.stop me!.
being ignored...
okie..lemme get it straight.its not like im totally ignored or somethin.its just that some of the ppl r makin me sick.some of them just a bunch of pretenders,liars or whutever u wanna call em.there r even ppl dat luv to get involve in my stuff just bcoz it might be advantageous for them or somethin.and im totally annoyed with their so called "polite sincerity"
life in jurassic park is just like a set of lego with missin pieces.y bother to patch n built it all up when u know its not goin to be completed?am i avoidin myself from lookin at the bright side of it?
well okie...think +ve.im tryin to be fair over here.so lets take a glimpse at the bright side.shall we?
- ive grown to be someone who doesnt bother much bout other ppls crap.
- i happened to be a superb observer.
- based on the previous experiences,sometimes i can detect liars!
- independent!(i finally know how to take a bus.haha!)
- dunt bother much bout being alone and pathetic
n there might be more in the list of the bright-side.heh...as much as i luv the bright side.it seems like i have to bear with the other side of it too eh?
monster&martian:everythin comes in a whole.
dd:yeah rite!
heh..enough of my senseless rambling.guess dat i need to get some sleep.
bro polt:jgn malas2 buat blog!hehe..kalau nak buat multiple users nanti.boleh me contribute my crappy-ness.haha!
Wednesday, February 11, 2004 | | 0 Comments
the good n the bad??
i'll start with the bad stuff 1st...
im goin to sit for my machine arch midterm xm tomorrow.n now i hate to admit that im feelin quite clueless every now n then.im not even sure how am i goin to sit for the test tomorrow.help help!isk isk...it scares the hell outta me!
while machine arch midterm test goin to gimme a visit tomorrow,ethic midterm test is just around the corner.somehow i can hear its voice callin out for me from afar.scary~(read:i hate ethic!)
well..thats the bad news,the good news..
err..i got 20.5/30 for my IS dev 1st test.so it means dat i got 5.13/7.5%. its not okie but not good enough.it could be better if im not dat careless.aaaaa...one sick careless-ness.seems like its not a good news after all
suddenly,im feelin quite pathetic again.wheres the buddies of mine when i need em?uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
teddy:thx for the ecard sis.hope dat ur week gonna be good darlin.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.
err..why nobody appears in my mind?haha! :P~
Tuesday, February 10, 2004 | | 0 Comments
haha!it must be the odd monday
special post --> especially for my clueless-buddy-on-the-odd-monday
haha!its all my fault???whut did i do??cam tadek lagu lain nak kasi kat org..bweekk
hee...im not quilty!NO! thats a big fat no!not even a bit.y should i be sorry??*geleng2*
was it just me or r u losin ur mind(or somethin) buddy?
err..plz stop showerin me with all those weird msges.adui la~gimme a break.
warning:if u dunt know whut am i talkin about.dunt try to figure out! :P~
monster&martian:haha!theres somethin fishy!
dd:cmon ppl..lets go fishin!(err..mind to show me how?haha!)
im feelin weird,till then..wish me well!!
(note:still need to study for my machine arch n ethic duh~)
Tuesday, February 10, 2004 | | 0 Comments
tentang seseorang???
someone sent me this lyric.
well..whut can i say?*garu2kepale*
err...me tak paham mende yg lyric tu cube sampaikan..haha!indon seh..pening me baca but the song is quite jiwang nice.heee :P~
whuts imaji??? where's the indon-malay dictionary?huhu..
woowe...its rainin*winks* im only happy when it rains.owh la la!
Monday, February 09, 2004 | | 0 Comments
owh la la..
owh..where's the oh-so-adorable-cursor?*garu2kepale*
its gone with the wind!r u happy now?gosh!im being nice again..plz stop me!!
munstahh:no more oh-so-adorable-cursor.sorry mister!
well..ive changed the cursor into somethin else.whenever u click on a link (or simply click on the blank area).theres goin to be a bunch of spark!haha :P~
isnt it adorable??*roll eyes*
Sunday, February 08, 2004 | | 0 Comments
finally...
pada suatu mase dahulu,ade monster yang ingin nak beli com baru kerana teringin nak com baru.tiba2 muncul seorang pari2 lalu menyuruh si monster pegi merantau utk mencari com idamannyer & bermula lah pengembaraan monster itu dari satu tempat ke satu tempat utk mencari com idaman nyer.
setelah beberape light years mengembara dan hampir2 berputus asa n telah kehilangan 2kg(haha!) akibat pengembaraan yg dasyat,monster pun berjumpe lah dgn com yg dicari selame ini..dan mereke hidup happy ever after.
-the end-
well..i managed to get myself
- a 4.5 inggit brand new laptop :P~
- new sony headphone
- cute lil thumb drive
wah suke suke sukenyer com baru.besh..i like the feelin. :D
just came back from my couz's place.terima kasih daun keladi to my beloved cousins.next weekend dtg amik lagi!muah2~
last thurs,few mins after i got into my couz's car.my dad called...
dad:dah beli the com?
me:not yet la yah,still in the car..kakna just dtg.maybe esok
dad:okie..but make sure..yada yada
me:sure sure*anguk2*
next day....
dad:dah jumpe the com?
me:not yet la yah,still searchin..sabar laa..nak beli lah ni..sabaq2
dad:ok be..nanti ape2 call ayah.
me: ai ai sir!
*he kept on callin every now n then
n by the time i found the right com,i tried to call him but tak dapat2.called up my mum n she told me dat the beloved dad of mine dah gi main golf kat mane tah.a resort kat thailand kot.duh~
told my mum bout the com.n wallahh..its mine!
so thats my dad,he thought dat its easy for me to get the com n to hand over the 4.5 inggit in cash was a superb feelin.haha..i wish dat im richer. then i can get myself a car n pay for it cash on the spot!haha! cam dalam citer mafia lak.kasi duit longgok2.haa..amik kau! :P~
ape2 pun,alhamdulillah i finally bertemu jodoh ngan my new laptop.haha :P~ thx to the penaja kite my beloved dad
monster&martian:*clap2*
and semoga murah rezeki selalu..amin.. :D
n yeah..the new proton in town,GEN.2 glad dat the name is quite nice.haha..luckily its not proton enggang or proton utama or whutever..heh..malaysian cars selalunyer come with 'unique' names.hihi :P~
n the look is quite cute.though i think dat proton copy sikit the design from keta2 brand lain.but its still quite impressin.fresh look compared to the previous models.but dunt judge a car by its look.hehe..we wont know how good it is until we get it on the road.haha..so get urself 52k(or so) and grab the new car on the block!n pray hard dat it wont come up with lots of probs n end up faulty macam some of the previous models.huhuhu ~
okies..time to sleep?err... :P
owh la la..study..midterm xm!3 papers more to go !wish me luck!
Sunday, February 08, 2004 | | 0 Comments
owh la la...here it comes
well..well..my fav couz is comin!
wooweee..goin to spend 4 days at her place.thx God. i cant bear to go through another all-alone-weekend.
she's goin to pick me up at 11am n were r goin to KLCC for another series of shoppin jalan-jalan.heee...and yeah, im goin to look for my 4.5 inggit laptop in 4 days!*grins*
so...it seems like i wont be online for the next few days.i know dat some of u gonna miss me(perasan!)miss me not!!
oh yeah..happy thaipusam ppl! :D
time to..err..mandi!!hahah.. *rolleyes*:P~
(note:dak cik yg bucuk still lagiiii bucuk!!!ewwwww :P~)
monster&martian:no more crappin for da next few days.pheww~*whisperin*
dd: heh???
Thursday, February 05, 2004 | | 0 Comments
hehe...
Someday my prince will come.
He just took a wrong turn, got lost and too stubborn to ask for directions.
*grins*just thought dat its a lil bit funny..n true.
Thursday, February 05, 2004 | | 0 Comments
ermmm...
im lost!lost in my kingdom of boredom.isk isk..somebody,save me!
maybe u gonna be the 1 who saves me..n after all..u r my wonderwall
well..need to finish up 2 more reports for IS dev.owh lala..tons of stuff to do. n whut the heck am i doin rite now?crappin?adui la~
goin to look for a new laptop.erm..mane nak cari yg besh nih.any idea?
my budget.4.5 inggit.err..4 inggit n 50 posen sahaja.*rolleyes*adekeh?
saper yg bleh belikan me laptop at dat price?contact me ASAP.mari mari..saper cepat me kasi free gift.bluey ice cream for free??haha..sampai botak kepale pon cari tak jumpe.(bald is beautiful)okie la..4.5k inggit sahaja.combo drive,40gb.p4 2.x etc etc n takmo floppy disk drive.too ancient.i rarely gune dat thingy anymore.thumb drive!! :P~
okie la..time to relax get into serious matters.better continue workin on my stuff.owh la la..
(note:lookin at my level of boredom.i'll might end up postin more later :P)
Wednesday, February 04, 2004 | | 0 Comments
my view of luv?
got this somewhere..n since im bored to death..here it goes.. :P~
1) Do you have a first love?: duh~
2) Are you still with your first love? : *rolleyes*
3) Do you believe in the phrase: "first love never dies?":NO
4) Do you miss your first love ?: *eyesblinkin*
5) Do you think your first love misses you? : Hohohoh.. :P~
Other QUESTIONS
1) How long does it take for you to move on after a break-up?: in no time.im resilient.perhaps
2) Did you changed a lot after you and your first love broke up? : tralalala...
3) Do you think love is blind?: YES..or at least so it seems..
4) Do you believe in soul mates? : YES???
5) Have you met your soul mate? : obviously not!hahah..
6) Ideal mate or soul mate?: SOUL plz
7) Do you have any regret from your past relationships?: owh??
8) What if you and your gf/bf broke up because he had a third party, would you go back with him/her? : owh la la..no turnin back...
9) What if you and your gf/bf broke up because YOU were the one who had a third party, but then you realize that you still love your ex, would you go back together? : no third party,no break up..n still together??hahah..:P~
10) What if you're already in a relationship but then you realized that you met someone that you think is more special than your present bf/gf, what will you do?:haha..i'll sing.nuthin compares to u :P~*ignorance is bliss*
11) If you could choose someone you wanna be with, would you choose someone you love but that person doesn't love you back, or would you choose someone who loves you but you don't love them back?: obviously someone dat luv me.haha :P~me dunt luv them?i'll learn..*fast learner*.hihi
12) (for the girls) If you have a bf, will you still flirt with other guys.: nahh.. Im from the royal london circus! :D
13) (for the girls) What would you do if a guy who has a gf wants to be with you?:hell no..brainwash him for being bad..bad bad boy *geleng2*
14) (for the girls) What if you can't help flirting with that guy who has gf? :owh..he's just a friend *grins*
15) (for the girls) What if that guy's gf wants to fight with you for stealing her bf, what would you do? :eh?stealin ur bf?me??*lol*
16) (for the girls) What if the guy has a kid, would you still want to go out with him? : hoho..single parent..perhaps??
17) (for the boys) Would you ask a girl out even if she has a boyfriend? :
18) (for the boys) What if the girl’s boyfriend punches because you like her and you want to go out with the girl? :
19) (for the boys) What if the girl has a kid, would you still want to go out with her? :
20) (for the boys) In your opinion, do you believe that the girl's virginity is precious?:
21) (for the girls) Would you like someone who is a player?: no..but luv is a game dat ppl play..hoho*out of topic* i'll play along *grins*
another class at 6pm!owh la la...
Wednesday, February 04, 2004 | | 0 Comments
resilient-me..
I am fairly agile. I can bend and not break.
Or I can break and take it with a smile.
I am so resilient. I recover quickly.
I'll convince you soon that i am fine.
well...the lyric.its soo for me!heh...
1 word for today.BORING
and somehow i do feel like im in the invisible mode or somethin.at least i think dat i know how it feels.
being invisible....
well...its not as good as the idea of stalkin someone, tip-toe into their room,stay at the corner n watch them doin their stuff while stayin out of their sight n be unnoticed.
the right definition for my invisible mode for today is visible but somehow it seems like u cant be seen though u r there all along. weird isnt it?
martian:ive told u to fix the modes.u just wont listen.
dd:err..fix the mode??
monster:hafta hafta!
am i being ignored? or is it just me?
i can bend but not break or i can break n take it with a smile
Tuesday, February 03, 2004 | | 0 Comments
huhu...
woke up pepagi buta dengan niat suci lagi murni dengan pemeringkatan 2 kali sebab nak gi class machine arch at 8!!
then 2 mins past 8am.while i was headin to the FIT buildin.bumped into 1 of my classmates.
she was like,"goin for machine arch??today's lecture cancelled!"
me:*rolleyes while turnin into the hulk*
(Tuesday-3/2/2004) lecture and tutorial cancelled: : Dear TC102 and TC209 students: Sorry to inform you all that today's lecture and tutorial cancelled as your lecturer sick. We will discuss the replacement class later on.
spotted some of the familiar guys with the class-kul8-cancel-ek? look on their faces while i was walkin back to the hostel.owh lala..cobaaann!
huhu..takpe2.me still rajin.my next class at 9.
Maths tech II!
here i come!!
Tuesday, February 03, 2004 | | 0 Comments
here comes the weird feelin..
(note:the song has nuthin to do with the wierd feelin.i just happened to like the song.)
well,the very moment i opened the door of my room 'dungeon' in jurassic park,(yes im back)i lost the sense of belongin. somehow i feel like i dunt belong here.suddenly,i just cant wait to finish up my degree program n get the hell outta here ASAP.
the feelin just struck me like a lightnin, n somehow i feel rather annoyed and jaded.
annoyed by my own attitude.how i hate to think of how ive lost the trust and a bunch of good friends just bcoz im being too kind.just bcoz i was tryin not blurt out everythin n hurt someone's feelin.i thought that i could fix everythin n make it as good as it was before.i thought that i could change someone for the better so i wont be losing anythin (am i being selfish?).but i guess,ive been in the wrong path all along.perhaps,its true that we have to be cruel to be kind sometimes.
its always funny lil bit frustratin when u r tryin to see whether someone is fakin or not n she/he just tend to lie n act as if its nuthin.well..nuthin to them,sometimes they just dunt realise that it just could mean the world to others.
the truth hurts,but at times it gonna be appreciated.let the 'true' feelin runs free.
why do we have to convert it into somethin else b4 lettin it all out?often,our so called polite sincerity comes across as phony.
well..the glass is half full or half empty?neither,ive learned dat its always full.its half full water n half full of air.so its always full rite? life is always blessed with hopes n dunt give up on hopes.rite now i do hope dat things gonna be better.
keep on hopin,keep on prayin and as long as u dunt give up.Allah wont give up on u.
tomorrow gonna be another day in jurassic park. i bet dat it gonna be wonderful hectic like usual. i need to study for midterm xm.3 more papers to go. wish me luck.
p/s:the glass is half full?its surely gonna be better if its always full.ermm..full of ice blended choc with cream on top??haha..nyum~
Monday, February 02, 2004 | | 0 Comments
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