of.breaking the news.&.me.

I finally broke the news that I'm getting married to the boss today - whilst sitting in his room discussing on the pre-mid year appraisal.

& I hafta say that I'm happy with his reaction tho I chose to break the news quite dramatically by telling him I have a bad news for him( consider bad lah as I would be away for the long break and he would need to find someone to cover up for me kerana project tengah bertimbun-timbun).

He initially thought I'm gonna quit the job. ha ha.

No lah boss, I like this job. Honestly.

So yea, I got the green light for 2 weeks off (5 days off from the bank & 5 days off from my block leave). Now I just hafta finalize then date for the break then I'm good to go.

*exhales*

I hafta admit it's such a relief to be able to break the news to the boss and getting a positive feedback in return. Apekah akan jadi kalau dia tak kasi cuti? he he.

Owh, saya sudah dapat the invitation cards, they are lovely. Rasa fluttery jer dalam perot.he he. No point in guessing, yer lah I'm feeling giddy. :P

Ciou.

of.2 cents.&.me.

C***'s on his way to KK right now(sob! but he promised to bring me packs of kuih cicin) and here I am, with a sizzling brain.

I'm mentally tired from the prototyping phase, meetings and excessive complaints from the users(saya rasa my paycheque should be doubled as saya pon selalu double up as helpdesk sebab ade problem jer cari saya,apekah? Boleh goyang kaki lah orang helpdesk kalau macam ni. Tsk tsk).

Sizzling brain aside.

Well..my solemnization dress's ready! Went for the final fitting session yesterday and everything seems to be good including the matching veil. Owh..I can't help it, tetiba rasa excited. ha ha. Bukan excited nak kawen(okay lah fine,excited la jugak) but I'm more excited to have all those pretty fancy dresses as I'm not much of a gurly gurl lah - tho I love good bags and shoes.

Looking at how the solemnization dress turned out. I hafta admit that it serves as a good justification to myself on why I didn't opt for one in white.

I mean, what's the fuss on making something so beautiful if you're just going to wear it once? I know the putih itu suci and you gonna look more pengantin in white cliche but I don't know,I'm a cheapskate and I'm planning to have something worthy, buat ape beli kain and upah mahal-mahal setakat nak pakai sekali? Alang-alang dah mahal biar pakai sampai lunyai, no? Just my 2 cents.

Yea yea,I feel like I'm contradicting myself sometimes. he he. Bila membazir tak ingat,tapi sekarang konon berjimat la pulak. :P

Owh well, it's my moolah and I'll do what I want with it. Dah takde duit nanti,duduk diam-diam. he he.

Talking about the dress, it reminded me that I should book an appointment with the tudung-maker as I promised her that we'll meet up once my dress is ready. Hmpp..

On a lighter note, the invitation cards sudah siap! Woot! Gonna pick em up tomorrow and I would send em out latest by mid June as I'm still compiling the addresses and whatnot. :)

On another lighter note, I'm half way done with the packing. It's hard to decide on which to keep and which to chuck out. Susah woh. Last night I managed to filter through my rack of shoes and successfully sorted out a bunch of shoes untuk disedekahkan kepada tong sampah, reasons being, they are too big(beli silap size and couldn't find any reason to wear em dan sudah buruk collecting dust) and worn out(sebab terlalu best la katakan, sampai dah seasoned so it's time to say goodbye).

Haih.Let's hope I'm rajin enough to continue packing tonight. Berusahalah!

That's about it.

Ciou.

of.wedding, foodie weekend .&.me.

Here I am, ready as ever to ramble about my eventful weekend.

We managed to work on

01. Our reception attires.It's brand new. Woot! & I hafta admit C*** looked owh so good in it, but don't tell him that. Nanti kembang semangkuk.

02. A super traditional songket attires for malam berinai with sanggul lintang(MIL insisted on this and I initially thought I gonna look hilarious, but owh well bila lagi? he he) . Yea mind you, I'm not kidding about the super traditional part as it really is. Rasa macam puteri zaman hang tuah ke apa bila pakai. ha ha.

03. The persalinan attires. We decided that we gonna have another songket, a cute looking baju jawa and a nice vietnam traditional dress for me. Yea, rasa macam main dress up kena tukar-tukar baju banyak kali, but since it's a once in a lifetime thingy, so whaddaheck aight?

The Vietnam traditional dress but mine gonna be in Purple. :D

We hafta go for the 2nd fitting session later next month. Can't wait to see how it gonna turn out.

Hmpp..remember the serunding that I was salivating about? The MIL made tonnes of em and I managed to tapau a tupperware(filled to the brim) of it thanks to MIL & C***(sebab dia tukang kasitau mak dia that I love those stuff so much. he he). Slurrp. I never thought it would be so tedious to produce such wonderful serunding tho the ingredients are rather common.

Imagine you hafta kopek the kelapa and later cubed the flesh. Chopped numerous sort of herbs - lemongrass, kaffir lime leaves, daun kunyit, daun cekur(apekah namenya in English?),tonnes of this kidney-bean look alike, 10kg of brown sugar, chili paste etc etc.

It's mega tedious as everything hafta be fried 1st, ya including the herbs(sampai jadi macam rumput yang crispy) before they are combined together and cooked for ages(okay I'm exaggerating, saya rasa macam ages sebab dah terliur nak makan. he he)

So yea, the waiting was exhilarating and I came back home yesterday with scarred knuckles(sebab dengan tidak skilled-nya cuba mengopek kelapa. :P Owh well, at least I tried) and scratched arm(sebab terkena daun serai) buuutt it's all worth it in the end. Nanti boleh balik makan dengan roti.Yum.

Ya think that's all I have to write about my foodie weekend? Well, nope.

On Saturday night we went for seafood in Muar. Like pegi gila jauh for dinner. The main attractions were asam pedas, steamed mussels and chili mussels. So fresh, so yummy and yet soo blardy cheap. There were 7 of us and we had two servings of everything but the bill was just a little over RM80.

Owh, talking about food. C*** brought me to a pasar malam last night to hunt for his favorite murtabak. The self-proclaimed murtabak lover is a die-hard fan of the pacik as he's a loyal customer since the murtabak was being sold for RM1.80/piece(approximately 15 years ago) sampai lah the price hiked to RM3.50 now. C*** has been telling me about it since forever but I was rather skeptical about it, after all, how nice a murtabak could be? Sedap sangat kee?

True to his words, C*** was not lying lah. It's gooood. Loaded with minced beef and double layered with eggs. Owh sungguh sedap tho it's obviously not a diet-friendly food tapi memang boleh lah kalau nak makan the whole piece kalau tak malu. he he. No, saya tak malu-malu semalam but I was torn between the murtabak and the kaya pau yang equally sedap, okay I lied, not as sedap tapi sedap jugak lah and I could never say no to kuih pau. :P

Owh yea, the nice pacar also brought me to the beaches, jangan kata beaches, Makam Hang Tuah pon dia nak bawak pegi tengok. T_T

Didn't he know I'm not a big fan of history?- tho absurdly I love museum and some historical places lah kan? Eh, does it mean that I actually like history?

That's about it lah. I hafta get back home and start packing (& panicking).

Have a good week. Ciou.

of.wedding thoughts.&.me.

Halloooww people, Happy Friday!

Yea, tak sabar-sabar for today to end so I could proceed with the weekend - plus I'm waiting for my uncooperative users to work on the UAT so yeah, I'm left with pretty much nothing to do, hence the restlessness. he he.

So let's blabber about the wedding (this gonna be boring, so I've warned ya).

Hmpp..well, I'm done with the glass jars issues. Paid for it on Monday(setelah sesat barat mencari the sales office) and mum called to inform that those glass jars already reached home yesterday. One word, great. Now I have one less thing to worry about. Now lets go crazy over the fact that I hafta find a way to beautify those stuff, alone. Haih, this is when I feel like having 10 younger sisters or the sort, so I could have my own array of kuli. :P Tapiii.. I don't have any, so how lah?

This is exactly how I want it to look like, less is more, no? Tak payah la bunga-bunga bagai.(Yea, no paper bag for me as if I do, mum would find a way to stuff 1001 things innit).

Moving on,

well being fickle-minded me, I changed my mind about the dais again. I'm going for the panel dais this time, I dying for the chandelier and all that(& thank God the kakak at the bridal boutique is ever sooo ready to handle someone like moi. he he). So yea, let's see how long this one gonna last.

I got half of my bunga pahar from SSF, ya, I bought those stuff yang dah siap, no customized bunga pahar whatsoever. I'm not much of DIY bride remember? and I'm not crazy bout bunga pahar either, so yea, asal ade sudah, most of em gonna end up in the bin anyway, so what's the fuss? :P

Owh, bought 100 pieces of this cute organza bag for VIP(my VIPs may not be putera raja or dato or the sort, they are the important bunch, personally not politically. he he) goodies pack. It comes with white laces and all. Think it gonna be cute for eggs or even sweets.

I would bag tonnes of em if they don't blardy cost that much. Like, how could something so small comes with such a big price tag? Yea, I'm a cheapskate plus I rather splurge the money on myself(lain lah if ada orang nak sponsor :P), thankyouverymuch.

Talking about the door gift, I'm yet to find the lollies for the kids, yup lollies as the idea of repacking tonnes of sweet into small boxes doesn't appeal to me plus I don't have the workforce for that so yea,dimanakah kan ku cariii cute lollies? A medium sized lollies would be perfect, we wouldn't want the kids to be too high on sugar, no?

Ini adalah color lollies idaman kalbu, of coz lah takkan dapat. haha.

Moving on to the crucial stuff,

I'm yet to see the outcome of my solemnization and reception dress, will double check with the tailor soon as I'm yet to panic. Takpe, still got time kaaaaan? Kan?

Still on a hunt for C***'s watch organizer. We have few options in hand but yet to finalize on yang mana satu idaman kalbu.

Got the bag which I ordered online for hantaran. Owh, it's gorgeous. The buttery dark leather tapi lagi 2 bulan lagi baru boleh pakai. Tsk tsk.

I'm yet to set another appointment to discuss on the tudung and yet to find myself the suitable heels for solemnization and reception, however I've decided that it gonna be a peep-toe slingback, like this

Sila doakan saya tak tersungkur. he he.


I think it gonna be fab to have a slingback as I wouldn't survive a minute in pumps, it would gives me blisters like crazy. So bye bye classic white pumps, helloo slingback.

Hmpp..talking about wedding procedures, C***'s done with his but I'm yet to start with mine. I'm not even sure what I need to prepare besides the basic stuff plus the forms hafta be submitted a month before the wedding, so I reckon I still have ample time la kan?(Ini adelah contoh kerja last minute, jangan ikot) he he.

We are going for a serious house-hunt beginning next month(yer,baru nak gelabah). Found this duplex apartment and think it's pretty decent for our first lair. he he. Yet to decide on the renting or buying part yet, as most of the dough is being channeled to the wedding for the time being.

The wedding invitation cards are on its way. Should be ready by the end of the month and it would be delivered personally and by mail earliest by May & latest by June as I'm in the midst of collecting the recipients details . So dear stalkers, do lemme know if you wanna come, tapi sanggup ke? Rumah saya jauhh woh.(Tapi for BFsF you have no option whatsoever, wajib datang) :P

On a lighter note, I'm wondering whether I'm too laid back when it comes to the wedding as I don't think much of it and I don't have that sense of urgency innit. I mean, based on my checklist, I should be alright as everything seems to be on track but when other B2B rambles like crazy over their endless to do list, it triggers my did I missed out something why on earth am I not panicking mode.

Ya know those familiar feeling you had masa zaman muda-muda dulu, when everybody around you is panicking like a headless chicken, esok nak exam malam ni baru nak study but you're all calm and composed thinking that you've finished it all tapi lepas tu mula la panic jugak. Thinking what I've missed, like diorang ni tau something I don't ke? Adekah ade soalan bocor that they are not sharing? That sorta thing. ha ha.

I'm paranoid. I know.

Owh yes,I'm going to Malacca with C*** tomorrow to sort out some stuff for the wedding andd to learn(& to makan and tapau bawak balik kalau tak malu) how to make whaddheck is it called serunding. I'm blaming C*** for introducing it to me, now I'm dying to have more of it. Owh sedap.

That's about it lah. Have a great weekend. I'm almost certain that I'll enjoy mine.

Tata. *waves*

of.domestic goddess.&.me.


I have approximately 2 months more to go before I hafta turn myself into a programmer cum wife cum domestic goddess

annnnddd I'm freaking out. Panic panic panic.

Like I've been having this nagging voice at the back of my mind saying "Are you ready? Are you sure you know how to do the house chores? Will you be able to cook and not poison anybody?". Ya know, that sorta things.

So yea, it got me thinking. I need to have a checklist on this particular issue to determine where I stand.

Lets get it on, shall we?

o1. Cook.
A way to a man's heart is thru his tummy(especially when you have a pacar like mine yang akan moody kalau lapar.he he). Well..I could safely say that I do know how to cook as I'm the eldest and the only daughter in the family, it would be too humiliating not to. he he.

In fact I sorta like em - provided I have a well equipped kitchen - but I hafta admit that saya tak reti masak makanan bersantan, eg :kari. Laugh all you want tapi itu lah kebenarannya, saya practically tak reti (tho theoretically saya tau) and never have the will to really learn. Mati lah kalau C*** suka kari,which unfortunately he does. Owh nooooooo. Yer, mari belajar masak kari nanti but dunno when lah. Err..darling, lets belajar masak kari? he he. :P

o2. Laundry part 1.
I'm a bit fussy on how I do my laundry. I'd usually separate them based on colors,type of fabric & type of clothing. he he. I'm kiasu just like that. Owh ya, I hate the hanging the clothes to dry part, like apekah malasnye nak sidai. Therefore, I hope to own a washing machine cum dryer someday, that's what I call convenience (& that's what C*** would call mengada). he he.Btw, saya malas lipat baju jugak, that's why I appreciate a big ass closet as I could just iron most of the clothes and put it on a hanger and it would be sedia utk dipakai anytime.

o3.Laundry part 2 - the ironing.
The good news is I'm big on ironing. I would iron most of everything iron-able(such word?) minus the underwear kerana saya bukan Mr.Bean thankyouverymuch. I won't be caught outside the house wearing a crumpled clothing as I think it's just nasty - as it gonna look like you just picked em out from yesterday's laundry basket and it spells utter kemalasan to me.

The bad news is I'm never good in ironing men's clothes especially the pants lah. I don't have the patience to make it wrinkle free and later iron on those sharp lines on the front(whaddaheck is it called?), owh well nevermind. :P

o4. Buat air utk diminooommmm.
Don't laugh as this is crucial. I've once met someone who doesn't know how to make coffee or tea or anything from scratch tho everyone in their right mind would like to think it's a piece of cake. Saya tak tipu. Okay, back to me. I'd like to think that I'm good with coffee lah, as I've spent most of my life being the official human coffee-maker of the house - which is good tapiiii as I'm so used of making em to suit my dad taste bud(he loves strong coffee,the kaw kaw type) it may not suit others. Yer lah, kalau nak minum coffee cair,baik xpayah. :P

o5. Mengemas rumah.
I believe this is something everyone would manage unless you live in a mansion or a huge castle. Kalau rumah sekangkang kera pon tak reti-reti nak kemas then dunno what to say la hoh? Duduk rumah bujang lain cerita (as not everyone shares the same virtue) but once it's a family house and you're the one in charge - cleanliness is something we hafta strive for. Chaiyok!

o6. Gardening.
Does watering the plants count? he he.

o7. Sewing.
I can't sew even if my life depends on it. I mean the proper sewing lah, jahit baju segala. Setakat tampal small tears boleh lah,however I love beading(it's fun tapi menyakitkan mata and leher) and if only I'm not a full time programmer, I think I could make a good living out of it. ha ha. Wishful thinking.

That's about it.

On a lighter note, I need to start packing as I'm moving out soon, but each time I'm home after a long day at work, I'm either too tired or too malas to do anything. I still hafta sort out some of the stuff, to filter out all the junks as I can't afford to drag them around this time.

Owh, we still dunno where to stay comes July. Ini lah bahananyer when our offices are fairly far from each other, mine in KL and his company is in Rawang. So yea, we hafta find a place somewhere in between. Berusahalah!

Okie, I'm off.

Have a great week,well, mid week. he he.

Ciou.

of.questions.&.me.

Someone, upon looking at my status in FB asked

"In a relationship? So is there a bf involved?"(Soalan apekah ini?)

I would like to say "No, I'm such a narcissist that I decided to be in a relationship with myself since nobody is good enough for me." but of coz I didn't. I told that someone that not only there's a bf involved but the bf has been upgraded to Fiance 1.1 too.

I thought some stuff are just plain obvious, but obviously not for everyone.

Yea talking about people and their inability to ask proper questions yang membuatkan saya rasa membara. Yup, I'm easily ticked off just like that.

I mean, I don't really mind(to an extend) if someone decided to interrogate me on the status and whatnot, asking the right question is the key ya know?

of.pain.&.me.

Currently I'm feeling like a 40 years old macik.

My hand aches from the brick-breaking.

Brick breaking what?

Yup, brick breaking THAT!

Okay I lied, it's brick breaking but not as dramatic as that lah, it was not layers of brick but a layer of plywood and a plastic brick which you could put back together after you broke it. Geddit?

Nevermind, I'm not writing bout the brick but I'm just here to whine about the pain. he he.

The aching hand is one thing, the aching legs are another. Imagine me running few lapses in the field. Hoh, it was excruciating. I felt like I one those guys in the Biggest Loser or something tho I'm not as big but ya get the drift,

me = geek = rooted to my work station most of the time.

when me + a handful sessions of running = sakit kaki nak mati.

Yea, I should be ashamed of myself for being sorta unhealthy as the only ehem..exercise that I've been doing is walking toward the stuff that I wanna buy in the mall. he he.

Owh, if you're wondering, I've been away on a so-called motivation camp. It's excruciating tho it's been held at one of those 5 stars hotel. Tak guna duduk 5 stars hotel with a great pool view and whatnot when they only thing that you look forward to every night is the bed, sebab penat macam nak pengsan. Hoh. Takpe lah, at least I got to be miserable at a nice place. he he. The food was good tho I was too tired to eat most of the time.

Enough whining.

Ciou.

of.another pet peeves.&.me.

This morning I found another item to add to my stuff that annoy the hell outta me in the morning list.

Drum roll please...

Woke up only to find out there's no water supply!! Like heck, I'm brushing my teeth over here, macam mana nak rinse nih?
Tersedak on toothpaste dibuatnya, thank God I had a bottle of water to be used.

So yea, I bet you already know by now that I was late for work today. he he. Tu pon nasib baik mandi(kerana tetiba air ada), kalauu tidaaakkk? :P

No, don't gimme that nasty look, it's not like I'll go thru my day without a shower, I was planning to head straight to the office and take a shower at the office's sauna mind you. he he.

Moving on, let's blabber about the weekend.

So, my rendezvous with C*** started off pretty early on Saturday, we were already out by 10am and headed straight to Rawang to drop off my 4wd for its scheduled fix and later we spent the rest of the day in OU and The Curve doing nothing but shopped and stuffed ourselves with good food.

Come Sunday, we had pasta for lunch and I later badgered C*** for a quick trip to the museum. Yea, I was pretty much intrigued by the coffin exhibition and I thought I was the only one, tetapi tidaakk, rupanya ramai jugak orang Malaysia suka gi museum.

So we circled the parking lot for a bunch of times in search of a parking space and fortunately, a sec before C*** almost wanted to decide that we should head off somewhere(kerana dia dah sakit hati nak mencari parking), we managed to find a space to park, so saya dapat lah pegi museum tengok the exhibition.

The exhibition was okie, the entrance fee is dirt cheap but the crowds were unbelievable, there was a looong queue to enter the hall but thankfully we didn't have to wait for ages to get in but it was pretty stuffy inside. Well, I bet the crowds were partly excited about the gold coffin whilst me on the other hand couldn't careless.

I mean, it's not like I'm a potential buyer or anything. What am I supposed to do with a gold coffin anyway? Kalau dapat free, maybe I'll sell it for moneh which I would spend to jalan-jalan cari pasal. :P

Tapi boleh dapat ke a freaking RM500K coffin for free? he he.Guess not. :P

After we're done with the exhibition(as the crowd was getting bigger and the atmosphere was getting stuffier) we ended up in The Gardens to resume our hunt dannnn berjaya to find a decent belt for C***.

It was my eureka moment, like tadaaa! Itu lah belt yang selama ini ku cariiii *cue running toward the belt in slow-mo* Seriously sungguh susah nak membeli barang untuk this pacar, he's rather fussy about the details(I blame his work, him being a QA engineer is taking its toll on me) , saya pulak yang sakit hati..err..I mean saya sakit kaki kerana dok berjalan sana sini. he he)

Takpe darling, I'm happy when you're happy. * cough cough*

So yea, we continued to lepak for a bit whilst waiting for the e foreman to call so we could go to Rawang to pick up my 4wd but sadly the car tak sempat siap, sooo yesterday I had no choice but to take the lrt + cab to work.

Very exhausting, due to the fact that I had to walk to the lrt, sat in the lrt for 30 loooong minutes and later hailed a cab. The sitting and doing nothing for the longest 30 minutes were the worst parts lah, no thank you to the fact that I cannot read in a moving transport sebab saya cepat pening. Boredom kills, nasib baik dah dapat my 4wd balik. Woot!

Enough blabbering, have a great week.

Be good aight?

Ciou.

of.everything into one.&.me.

I like being random these days, let's get it on, shall we?

It's funny bout how I'll whine about me dying to lose weight to C***( & my mum & the BFF) tapiiii when C*** came over for a quick visit on Wednesday night( on his way back from the airport) he handed me a little souvenir from his work trip.What is it? Well, he bought me 2 huge bars of my favorite chocs at the airport.

How sweet tapii darling kenapakah beli chocolates when I'm trying to lose weight and when I only have 77 days left? ha ha. *panic attack* Kalau C*** tau saya complained mesti dia tamau beli dah nih.

We're done with the HIV test! Woot! It was sorta breezy but I sorta detest the doc, she's like owh so kerek and I think the gov should do something with their clinic, I mean, I know that they provides free meds and whatnot but could you please do some appropriate upgrades on the clinic? It seems like there's nothing new about the clinic since 1980s, perhaps except for the meds and some stuff lah.

Like apekah guna kipas yang antik dan memang tak sejuk langsung and the waiting area is so freaking crowded and sempit (that you hafta duduk dengan sopan and don't ever think of stretching your legs else you'll trip someone down sebab tersadung). To top that the atmosphere macam sungguh lah tak sihat, like owh sungguh gembira to be confined together with sick people in a space with a bad ventilation.

Thank God we're done with it so we don't need to be there again and even if we're down with something later, we could always go to a better clinic for meds, but still, it's kinda sad for the less fortunate people without options, macam nenek tua semalam yang hafta wait for nearly an hour in discomfort for her checkup.

The baby brother got into an accident last night,on his way back home from campus. The car skidded and crashed into the highway divider. Fortunately, he escaped without a scratch, Alhamdulillah.

He claimed that he was not speeding(since it's raining), and when I heard of that, I was like, yeaaaaa right. It's his 2nd mishap since he got his license(The 1st one took its toll on my 4wd,kereta itu tergolek masuk a big ass longkang but got stuck half way down, thank God the car is sorta big and tinggi, if it was a kancil or the like, memang selamat masuk ke dasar. Itu pasal la dok ngok ngek sikit keta tu, that's why I need a new ride ya see?).

So yea, I'm soo going to give him a piece of my mind later, bak kata my mum last night "let's basuh dia bersama-sama". he he.

The whole office is going for a celebratory dinner right after the office hour. I plan to eat up, borak-borak, head to the carrefour or cold storage for some condiment for my weekend sandwich(lum ape2 dah fikir pasal esok dah ;p) and perhaps lepak with C*** for a bit to discuss on my never ending dilemma.

Owh yea, I'm dropping off the lil 4wd for a fix tomorrow. It has been so good to me and I just couldn't neglect it by not giving it a proper care walaupon dalam hati dah berbunga-bunga nak grab a new ride & it was surprising to have C*** saying,"kesian pulak tak kasi awk beli keta baru" as he was not keen on the idea at first, saying that I should save the money for something else(read: a house) since he already have two of em(tapii they are yours darling, I want a new one to call my own.he he)

Well, whatever it is, I think that hafta wait until I'm done with the big day stuff as I'm trying not to rely on the parents for everything tho obviously they don't mind, tapi I think it's gonna be more self-satisfactory to contribute as much as I could, after all, it is my wedding,no?

That's about it.

Have a great weekend.

Ciou.

of..&.me.


Let's be random for a bit.

  1. I like..well, I love blogging. I'm always myself when I write. It's easier to be yourself when you're blabbering to strangers(well, not entirely total stranger lah, since some of the readers stalkers are friends and *gulp* families. Err.. hi! *waves*). Sometimes it's rather absurd to bare my soul out in the open, tapi takpe lah, for me it serves as a good therapy as I'm not the one to pop the feeling-suppressant pills. I don't mind sounding crazy as long as I don't act like one. he he.

  2. I'm moving out of the current place by the end of the month and I'm moving in with Kakna bebeh *waves* (then later pindah lagi to move in with C***, ha ha, that sounds weird,but ya, come to think of it, rumah pon tak jumpa lagi,tsk tsk. Darling, rumah bila nak belii?). Owh ya,nantikan kedatangan ku kakna bebeh, tapi.. satu ape pon lum pack nih and I have like loads of stuff!

    The truth is,I'm trying to throw all the junk out,so I could buy more stuff when my new life starts I won't be moving around with a bunch of useless stuff in tow. Haih. This is the thing about me, I keep loads of junk coz I think that they somehow serve as a token of remembrance for something.

    Like owh the old movie tickets, can't chuck that, it reminded me of the umpteenth date with C***. The arrays of coke glasses? Hafta keep em, C*** bought em for me. The various paper bags? Hmpp..they might come in handy to err..bag some stuff. Hehe. The gift boxes, urgh..aa..hmpp..to pack a gift for someone else? :P

  3. I'm having issues with the glass jars which I'm going to buy for the door gift. I initially thought it gonna come in one(or maybe two) huge box then I would be able to keep it somewhere before my next trip home but it turns out that it gonna comes in cartons. So yea, 12 jars/carton. 1200 jars = 100 freaking cartons. The seller even reminded me to come with a van or a small lorry, ELSE it gonna take 2 cars to pick up everything . T_T

    Wait, that's not the issue. Masalahnya sekarang, I'm going to move out soon and I hafta pick up those jars this weekend. Apekah saya perlu menyusahkan diri angkut all those boxes to my 12th floor crib then angkut keluar pulak when I wanna move out? Apekah??? In this case, I might as well ended up with glass powder. Yelah, dok angkut pi mai pi mai. Mau hancur glass jar ituuu. Tsk tsk.

    The last time I moved, my stuff alone pon dah penuh both C***'s mpv and my lil 4wd, skrang mau sumbat glass jar pulak? Dimanakah??? So how now? Tsk tsk. Hafta try to arrange a courier service or might as well ask the seller to keep the jars first if he doesn't mind. Haih, we'll see.

  4. I'm going for the blood test tomorrow. T.A.K.O.T.

  5. I'm sleepy as I hafta wake up at 5am today to wake C*** up so he could catch a morning flight to KK, dan selepas itu saya tido-tido ayam.

  6. Today's my baby bro 22th birthday! Happy birthday dik, belajar rajin-rajin for your LLB. Jangan asyik nak berdating dengan awek jer. Hadiah kejap2 lagi la yer, kindly check your account balance tapi jangan memboros.

Okie, ciou.

of.mixed feeling.&.me.

Halloowww..well, how's the weekend?

Mine has been a mixed, of fun time and not so fun time.

Let's proceed to the not so fun department 1st.

Well, where do I start?

Hmpp..well, Saturday started off at a good pace for me, C*** came over, we headed straight to our card-maker to confirm on the final draft(which means that they gonna start the printing today! Woot!) andddd somewhere in between,we got tangled up in an ugly mess, so to cut the story short, adelah bergaduh otherwise known as us getting upset at each other for some unknown reason.

Like seriously,I'm not quite sure what we were fighting for as the reasons seemed to be sorta invalid. I thought that I'm the only one with the hormonal imbalance.he he.

It was silly as later that night we're all good macam biasa(note: C*** sudah pandai pujuk,waahhhh, I should jot this down. ha ha), kenapakah nak gaduh main-main? Kalau nak gaduh mari gaduh betul-betul. :P

Okie fine, I lied. I don't have the guts for it as I'm big on dwelling on my dissatisfaction so adelah takot mende kecik pon jadi besar(I've learned my lesson,the hard way).

I hate arguing, be it betul-betul or not. I prefer to spend my time being happy(& crazy) with C*** rather than feeling like slapping each other on the face. Sungguh tak best, kerana my sarcasm mode will be at its best(sungguh merbahaya, my sarcasm could kill) and I'll be bitter. I don't even like myself when I'm bitter.

So come Sunday, everything was all fine and dandy(yea, here's the fun part).

C*** came over to pick me up(tapi lambat sejam T_T, his alarm was set to 9PM instead of AM), we had cubed mangoes for breakfast and headed straight to Nilai 3.

I secretly hated it since it was freaking hot(padahal sebelum tu adelah excited nak pegi,padan muka) and C*** was being a good sport by diligently stopping at every single wedding craft shops whilst doing his usual QC inspection on every single stuff that I was buying - that's what my QC engineer pacar is for. he he.

So I was thousands poorer in 2 days, but it's good to scratch some stuff out of the list, but yea, I still couldn't find any decent belt and watch organizer(sebenarnya sudah jumpa tapi apekah organizer jer beratus2 lemon? Might as well add up the moneh and get another watch.)

So that's about it, we're planning to go for the HIV test on Thursday(woh, I hate needles).

More shopping to do during the next weekend(otherwise known as the weekly torture as it's sickening not to find what I want, like owh I've seen it somewhere before, tapi dimana mau beliii?), send the car for a fix(it's mine but C*** hafta take care of it since I'm rather clueless).

So yea, that's about it. Have a great week.

Ciou.

of.contemplating.&.me.

Did you hear that?

The owh so wonderful sound of Friday?

Okie fine,I made that up. Nothing sounds different, except for the beats of my excited heart - as I get to contemplate on what to do during the weekend.

Time is gold and I'm running out of it at an alarming speed so I might as well pack the weekend into a productive one.

So yea, we have to go for our umpteenth shopping spree. A bunch of stuff more to hunt for C***. I'm aiming for something useful, say...a sejadah, a nice leather belt(as he couldn't live without em, pakai baju melayu pon pakai belt. :P) and a watch organizer - as he's a self-proclaimed watch collector and he'll get a new watch for the hantaran, so I might as well give him a proper place to keep his old and new babies.

Nanti takde la bersepah jam di merata-rata tempat
, that would be a cue for me to nag nag nag, like beli mahal-mahal kenapa letak merata-rata sayaannngg? Not good.

Talking about hantaran, I'm not much of DIY bride2be(tho I'd love to), so I hafta hunt for the trays, flowers and whatnot and send it over to the decorator. I wish I could be more artistic so I could put my own vibe into it and make it more,well, personal but whaddaheck? I ain't got time for that, so sila kembali ke bumi yang nyata and lets leave it to the expert shall we?

Moving on,

hantaran aside, we hafta go and finalize our invitation cards this weekend(selepas 10 kali dok tukar macam-macam),with the hope that we could get our hands on em by next month. It's nothing fancy but I hope it gonna be nice. *shivers*

Well...dimanakah mau cari customized stickers? I'm yet to find a place to do my door gifts stickers(which gonna have our logo printed on it,okay logo ni saya buat sendiri. :P ).

I need a square one for the so-called VIP gift boxes(I'm a cheapskate, I'll just make 100 of em) and 1200 pieces of round ones to be plastered on the top of my spice jars(which's mum's idea, yea, she loves the whole spice jars thing) - pengsan nak angkut balik kedah glass jar banyak-banyak, kerana ibunda ku turutkan jua, please note that being derhaka by saying no to her wish is not an option. he he.

Owh yea, I wanna have a nice dinner whilst hectoring C*** and catch AliceInTheWonderland (masih belum tengok,sungguh kesian).

That's about it. Wish me luck. :P

Have a wonderful weekend.

Ciou.

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