o1. I'm currently in the office. Mind you, it's 9.40pm! Yes, I hafta brace through all the kemalasan in the world in order to submit moi annual appraisal online. No thanks to the fact that they shut down the internet url for that particular system so I hafta come over and do it at the office instead. Blurghh. Moi bonus better be good. Owh, fret now. I'm not alone, darling C*** is here with me. Later boleh pegi dating. he he.

o2. Yes, I'm in the midst of moi training this week. Hence the malas-ness to update. It's just wonderful to be able to reach home before 7pm these days. Heaven owh. Tapi the morning traffic that I hafta go through whilst heading to MV every morning is torture.

o3. Our 2nd checkup went smoothly.Alhamdulillah. Yes, we waited for hours still but after seeing the lil precious adelah kurang sikit kemarahan. Terubat lah kot sakit hati. Cey cey..he he. :P Will try to load the pics later. The baby's now as big as an avocado! Woot.

o4. My blood is low in iron, so I hafta take this big-ass pink pill everyday. Sungguh tak best.

o5. C*** is the best nasi goreng cook ever. he he. Like yea, he's awesome when it comes to nasi goreng. Nyum.

Tata :P

The boss approved my leave application in a blink - without any question being asked tho I just applied for em a day earlier. he he. Having an awesome boss is a great. Owh I love my job.

We had a big dinner last night to celebrate C***'s birthday. It was not fine dining since I got to choose what and where to eat(Aci tak? Orang lain punya besdey,orang lain yang sebok nak pilih) - hence the Chinese food. We had steamed Garupa aka Kerapu(which was too big for two), buttered squid and mixed veges.

Yes, I stopped eating half way tho the steamed fish's to die for - yer, mari lah berhenti sebelum muntah, elok-elok dapat makan sepinggan, jangan lah sampai macam tak makan yer dak? he he. Owh, C*** managed to finish up everything, ALONE. Yea, my darling husband is an eating machine. No doubt about that.

C*** actually said something about dragging me to MAHA. He claimed that he always like em. he he. Mimpi apakah semua ini?

We are going to Zue's daughter's akikah on Saturday. Owh, I can't wait to pecet her daughter's chubby cheeks. Dah lama macik geram.

I'm craving for cheese baked oysters. God, how could I be this random. T_T

We are going for our 2nd checkup tomorrow. I hope it gonna be great - minus the long wait.

Stepping into the 2nd trimester of moi pregnancy, I think my all-day sickness is subsiding tho didn't vanish altogether.

I could finally finish a plate of food without the sudden urge to puke. I feel like cooking more often. Could finally tolerate a wee bit of curry, sambal and masak lemak. Backache is still there more often than not(bummer!). Still a big fan of fruits and veges. Still can't tolerate dairy stuff - especially fresh milk tapi I'm still big on yogurts and Vitagen(yey!).


Still need to go to the loo few times before bed(ini sangat penat!). Whenever I feel like a wee wee coming, I need to go, like ASAP. I'm still as gassy as ever that sometimes C*** has to burp me(like a baby) after meal.

Am religiously using the anti-stretchmarks lotion and cream on moi almost-non-existent-baby-bump before I turn into a tiger. Tahap mengada adelah tinggi especially after 10pm( that's when I need a back rub la, hot tea la, apa la. Yes mengada is nice. Especially when C*** is around. he he)

I received a parcel yesterday. Went over to pick it up at the reception whilst wondering whether there's a possibility of me forgetting something that I purchased online - it ended up to be a sample bottle of J&J baby powder together with a greeting ala-ala keibuan - "Hope it's going to help to soothe the baby and you yada yada". Err..thanks. When did I ever sign up for such sample? Sungguh misteri.

Am soo going to spend the RM500 on optical stuff this weekend. A must. Apekah yang bleh dibeli with mere 500 bucks?Hmppp...

C*** need to get a new cellphone(so do I), might as well get it for him - as a birthday gift. Tapi apakah? :P No Iphone and fancy celly please. My darling is ganas ya know? Scratch that,it's just that his nature of work won't allow anything fancy. Cars, engines, engine oil(which reminded me that the shirt he wore yesterday adelah stained dengan jayanya) and fancy celly just don't go together.

That's about it, randomness at its best.

Ciou.

We've known each other for 7 years.

We've been together for 3 years & we've been blissfully tied to to each other for 5 months tomorrow. he he.

Ya, if you haven't notice, I'm talking about my friend, my other half, the love of my life(ha ha, it feels awfully cheesy saying this, but well, it's true) otherwise known as my darling C***.

He turned 27 years young today.



There was no cake, candles or card last night as both of us were tired from the long day at work - only wishes, hugs, kisses and a birthday video - but fret not,we'll get it covered soon. Like real soon. he he.

So yea, I think I should ramble bout C*** for a bit.

o1. He's still not the most romantic lover in the whole universe. he he. Not that I'm complaining as he could be rather wonderful with his sudden outburst of romance. ha ha. Owh well, you can't have em all.

o2. Tho he's lacking in the romance department, he's not the one to shy away from PDAs. Like yea, apparently planting kisses on your wife could be casually done anytime anywhere, including when you're in the kitchen together with your mother(and she aka the MIL would just laugh at the PDAs dan saya adalah segan). *gasp* Yes, ianya sudah berlaku like berjuta kali that I lost count and the will to be embarrassed anymore. Perhaps I should just be thankful for having a loving husband. Yes? he he.

o3. He reads me like a dog-eared book as it's getting harder to hide my feeling from him. He could still tell that something is amiss tho I'm all smiley and whatever not. Yea, wonder what happened to the old inscrutable-me.

o4. He's big on DIY stuff so he's my MR DIY as he'd fix most of everything around the house and the cars. Like yea, I owned a car for the past 8 years but my knowledge on em is rather limited to the basic stuff. Yea, I'm ignorant just like that, so I'm so very thankful for a car-fanatic engineer husband. He could tell if there's something wrong by the sound of it. he he. Me? I'll be like, what sound? Dah roboh keta tu baru perasan agaknya. :P

o5. He's pretty rajin when it comes to house chores. You could really rely on him to bring out the trash, cook,load the washing machine, fold the laundry(much better than I do) and that's about it. He can't stand ironing(but he'd do it anyway when I started to whine like a sick puppy and when he saw me ironing his jeans, he thought that I'm crazy. ha ha) or washing the dishes.

o6. He'd never say no to food unless it's really really sucky. Like yea, he has a high tolerance for nasty food so when he finally pushed one aside,ya bet it must be really really tak sodap. he he. So far he's doing fine with my cooking(Yea, looking at your husband makan dengan gembira is happiness). Adakah saya masak sedap? Perhaps not lah, but I swear it's not nasty either(since my fussy lil brother pon never complaint. ha ha. Adik mengada itu memang suka complaint, abehla kalau dapat bini tak reti masak. Yer adik, I'm not kidding here kerana your lorat-ness cannot be helped.).

o7. He doesn't really know how to shop for himself - especially clothing - but there's no doubt that he's an expert when it comes to buying stuff for his cars. Yea, apparently spending thousands on a set of TEIN(TEIN what? Google it!) is normal. he he. Passion katanya. he he. Whatever you say lah darling.

That's about it lah. I could go on for days rambling about him, but then again, you people gonna be puking blood lah kot. he he.

Yes, I wish him an endless happiness(with me obviously) and a blessed prosperous life, now and here after.


I thank Allah for bringing him into my life. He's an awesome other half for being with me this far - crazy, kiasu, OCD, paranoid or not and I love him to bits for that.

Enough of mushiness.

Ciou.

We headed back to Malacca on Friday's noon after receiving a call from MIL. C***'s uncle was hospitalized and his condition was deteriorating.

We reached Malacca sometimes after 4pm and went over to the hospital for a visit. Stayed there for a while before being whisked back home by BIL who insisted that I shouldn't be in the hospital (aka the bacteria silo) too long, given my condition.

So we went back home and I had an early night since I was terribly tired( It's absurd, really, I'm like tired all the time) and my back was aching from the 2 hours drive.

The PIL went to the hospital for another visit next day, without us - as I was not allowed to go and C*** was forced to stay home with me.

Well, on Sunday as we were lazing around after lunch before heading back to KL, we received the dreaded call - Ayah(the name which C***'s uncle was fondly called) passed away - so we canceled our plan and waited for everything to settle.

It's sadden me to see the red-eyed cousins & relatives. I can't say that I know how it feels to lose a father but at least I know it sure hurts to lose a loved one.

Well, the body was ready for burial sometimes after 6. I even followed everyone to the cemetery(tho some of the older cousins told me not to,but heck I'm not superstitious. ). We walked there(it was more tiring than I thought, but who am I kidding la kan? Walking to the car park from the office pon penat these days.)

Everything went well and we only came back to KL yesterday - to a tunggang-terbalik ala kapal karam crib.

Darling C*** help to load the laundry(he mastered the how-to-sort-the-laundry-based-on-my-ocd-wife's-way ), picked up the dry ones from the yard and folded em whilst I made us hot drinks and sweet potatoes fritters for tea(I craved for them, so balik jer terus buat, tak menyempat2) and fried pasta for dinner. After dinner I was too tired for anything, so C*** had to iron his uniforms himself - which he did without complaint, for that I'm so very thankful.

Today, as I'm back in the office, piles of work are waiting to be sorted out and just now the boss came in only to tell me that I'll be sent off for a week-long training - next freaking week - just when I thought that I'll have a well scheduled week ahead of me. Nampaknya tidak.

Now I have to finish up the stress test, prepare the deployment documents and instructions for the production deployment on the 3rd and double check the db scripts. All within hmppp...2 and a half days(as I would be on a half day off on Friday for my monthly checkup).

One word, great.

Now please excuse me whilst I drag myself to a corner and cry.

Sob.

I'm tireeeeeeeeeeeeeed.

Got home around midnite only to find out the freshly-made pickled mango(yummeh!) that MIL packed for us spilled in the car.

Well, I was too sleepy and tired to bother much but C*** was terrified.

o1. It's HIS car.
o2. The liquid is acidic for God's sake - it would seep into the carpet and later gnaw at the metal part of the car and the car would be berlubang!(Okay exaggerating much?)
o3. The liquid would leave a pungent smell if not being cleaned ASAP.

Yea, so guess who spent hours cleaning em last night? Well, absolutely not me. I need to sleeeep since I have to wake up for work the next day remember?

I didn't realize when he got into bed, but I bet it was late since he was mumbling "mengantok mengantok" in his sleep when I was kissing him goodbye before dragging my lazy butt to work. Cey..tengah tidoq pon bleh complaint mengantok ka? Tsk tsk.

Anyway, my EID-Adha's a good one. Went for the semayang raya at the nearby mosque(which is like 15 steps away from the house). Had ketupat nasi and kuah kacang for breakfast since I couldn't bring myself to sample the rest of food spread thanks to my limited palate. (Yer, strategy untuk tidak muntah telah berjaya selama 4 hari. Yey me!)

Had yummy lunch afterward and a quick nap kerana tetiba pening tanpa sebab. Woke up and watched some tv with C*** and the rest of the families. Had hot tea, otak-otak and pomegranate for tea. Went out for a quick shopping-trip with C***. After maghrib, we ate some more and headed back home.

Yer, cuti yang memang bagus. We did nothing much but eat.

Well, Raya korban is rather incomplete without the meaty bits aight? So MIL even packed kilos of beef and bones for us to cook back home. Bones ey? Maybe I should turn it into soup tulang. Sounds appetizing but we'll see lah whether I could stomach it later or not. The mind is still playing tricks on me ya know? It's like when I think of some food, adelah rasa macam "owh sedapnyaaaa kalau dapat makan,sedapppp...sedapppp" but I'll ended up feeling nauseous when the food sudah terhidang depan mata. It's just frustrating.

Hmppp..talking bout food, last 2 days I felt like eating porridge so C*** cooked em (with excessive amount of love. :P Sila muntah.) for me. Nothing beats a hot bowl of mushroom-laden chicken porridge with crispy fried anchovies and tempe(tetiba ada tempe, I felt like eating tempe remember?) on the side (especially if you don't have to cook em yourself).


Sungguh gembira. THAT is my kind of food these days. Yes, I forced C*** to eat em too, walaupon kelihatan forced tapi makan bertambah jugak, so my kind of food is not bad after all ey? (Taking credits macam masak sendiri pulak :P).

That's about it lah,lunch's time over.(You should look at my lunch, it's just sad and I just shoved it down my throat for nutrition's sake. Sob.)

Tata.

Here I am, minding my own business in the office whilst my SAHH(Stay At Home Husband), C*** is sleeping/watching tv/______(insert any relaxing activity here) at home.

Yea, he's in the midst of his week-long break and I'm workinnnggg. Hmppph..

Well, I shouldn't whine much since C*** has been awesome these days, okay scratch that, he's been awesome for like forever. Even more so yesterday since he went out to buy groceries, gutted the fishes(& prawns), took out the trash and cooked for dinner all by himself. How wonderful of you darling, I could absolutely get used to that. :P

On a lighter note, my tummy is showing - just a teeny weeny bit lah(or so I thought) - especially if I'm wearing a snug outfit at home. C***, the ever so wonderful C*** actually think my buncit-ness is amusing, as he would mock me with a fishy look plastered on his face whilst mouthing "budak buncit". Ces..I'm buncit for a reason ya know? At least I have a super valid reason to be buncit and all my jeans still fit.

Owh, I don't know whether it's too early to hunt for the baby stuff but I've been doing some research(cey..research) on some of the crucial stuff. Especially one of those gadgets that would help in the dairy department(I survived solely on BF when I was younger. Kudos to moi mum). ha ha.

Yea, who would have thought that those stuff are freaking expensive. Like, a decent gadget would set me back almost half of my monthly paycheque - as I'd need to find a good one since I'll be working full time and whatnot, so something mobile and efficient is a must. Adekah anda tahu what on earth am I talking about? he he :P

So yea, a research wouldn't be complete without the paperwork. Yes, I have to prepare a so- called paperwork for C***, he's the financier ya know? Jadi haruslah membodek tuan tanah itu so he would get me the one that I WANT. he he. Yea, he's one particular engineer(yang ala-ala OCD at times) so I hafta list out the specs, the advantages and whatnot for each model that I've shortlisted.

Anyway, we're going back to Malacca tonight. I wonder how EID-adha in Malacca gonna be like. he he. :D

Owh, C*** bought everything that I craved for last weekend. We actually went to MidV(to get the asam laksa, cream puff, Juicework etc) and hang out at the Gardens for a bit before heading for a pasar malam for yet another session of fooood hunt. I still can't eat much tho I feel like having loads of stuff these days. If makan jugak in the normal quantity, I'd puke my guts out and feel sorta bitter afterward. Kesedihan sebab makan tapi termuntah pulak. So now I'd usually have some of everything and hand over the rest to C*** to finish. Yey C***! :D

On another lighter note, I need to buy something optical. I have RM500 to spend before the end of this month. Hmppp...apekah apekah? Yes, I'm rabun(there I said it) but am too proud for glasses. I don't look good with glasses, sungguh nerdy & old.( Who needs to be reminded that they are 26 anyway? :P). Glasses just don't gimme the sophisticated-or-whatever-you-wanna-call-it look so perhaps I should go for lasik(tapi mungkin patut tunggu sampai I'm super rabun, as saya sekarang hanyalah slightly rabun). We'll see la hoh?

That's about it lah, suddenly I feel like eating tempe. he he. :P

Have a blessed EID-Adha. Be safe.

Tata.

So, it's Thursday already and I'm still in midst of stress test yang sememangnya membuatkan saya stress. he he. Yer, bila nak perform stress test on a system, developernya turut menumpang stress which is not good.

To add up to the fun, one of the users called this morning(whilst I was driving to work) to invite me to one of their system briefings(yea, the system which I made myself dengan menderita hati lara kerana the users were hard to work with) . Kononnyer I hafta be there to enlighten them on the technical stuff whilst they are doing the walk-through. Haih, now I hafta go and dig the closet for my formal working attires to make sure they still fit(kerana I dress casually to work). he he.

Anyway work aside, I made C*** promised to take me to the Big Bad Wolf this weekend. It has been ageeees since the last time I got myself some good books, so it's time to splurge a little. Budak yang tamak dan suka habiskan baca buku laju-laju memang suka buku murah supaya boleh beli banyaaaaakk-banyaaaak. Why? I used to feel sorta hmppp...rugi, to finish up reading a blardy expensive book within a day since I'll be like "Eh..dah abis baca,nak baca apa lagi? I should reread supaya lebih worthy" :P.

Yea, I'm a cheapskate just like that(especially when I just started working - with a teeny weeny paycheque, like apekah gila membeli buku mahal dengan banyaknya when you should be spending on some other necessities). So yea, habits die hard, which explains why I'm currently reading Stephen King's Leslie Story for the umpteenth time - besides being cheapskate tanak beli buku baru, it's also due to the fact that I love this book. It has a dark story line tapi berunsur kejiwangan - tho of coz you can't compare Stephen King's kejiwangan with Nicholas Spark's. he he.

Talking about book, it reminds me that I should drag all my books that I keep in the office(under my desk to be exact) back home. Plus I also made C*** promised that he'll read this one particular book yang sangat lah best. he he. Yea, he used to read a lot those days, tapi sekarang dia adelah malas, but the other day whilst we were back in Kedah. He had a sleepless night kerana he insisted on reading a particular book from cover to cover malam tuuu jugak. Hoh, kalau malas tu, malas sangat, tapi dah start baca, tak menyempat nyempat nak abehkan. Tsk tsk. Yea, no point in guessing, he was looking like a zombie the next day. :P

On a lighter note, I cooked for C*** last night and I didn't puke! Woot! Yea, how pathetic is that? Cooking a simple dinner for the other half feels like a huge achievement these days. The fact that C*** complimented moi cooking dan makan dengan gembira adelah membuatkan saya emosi seperti nak menangis kerana terharu. ha ha ha. Yea, I'm laughing now, but seriously, I felt like crying last night. ha ha.(Note:Please note the hormonal imbalance, I'm not usually this mushy). :P

Hmpp..C*** gonna be on a week off next week. Kenapa? Kerana his company adelah baek hati so he got himself a week off for Raya Haji whilst yours truly on the other hand adelah cuti satu hari. Yer, I hear ya, sungguh tidak adil! I'm planning to force C*** to do some spring cleaning but mungkin tidak, kerana kekasih hati adelah tidak begitu rajin, but who knows kan? Mungkin dia akan rajin kerana kebosanan. he he.

Owh, on another lighter note, I'm currently craving for cream puff (Papa Beard's or Sun Moulin's would do), cinnamon rolls and asam laksa. Owh nyum. Must drag C*** to get em this weekend. he he.

That's about it, lunch time's over.

Ciou.

I'm back from my long weekend. So let's be random for a bit.(Yea yea, I'm repeating the same intro again and again, but guess what? Why on earth should I care? he he.)

o1. Enjoyed a lazy long weekend at home. As usual we did nothing but ate a whole blardy lot. Yea, just when I thought that I won't be eating much due to my current limited palate, but who would have thought that mum could whipped up like 1001 of awesome stuff to fit my taste buds. Ayah tercinta juga turun padang untuk masak for his daughter and SIL(walaupon selepas itu the kitchen bagaikan dilanggar garuda, tapi masakan adelah sedap). Owh I love you mum. Owh I love you dad.Sob sob.

o2. Besides feeding moi tummy, mum also cooked a lot to feed her beloved son in law as if he's as skinny as a stick. he he. Yea, mungkin takot menantunya kurus kerana anaknya yang tercinta adelah tidak rajin memasak sekarang. Well once I'm over these whole hormonal imbalance thing, I'll try to get back to my normal I-cook-everyday self. I'm feeling guilty too for not being able to cook for C*** as often as I should ya know? Tsk tsk, bilakah the kitchen-nausea akan hilang? Bilaaaaa?

o3. I'm still on everything-soupy-and-everything-yang-digoreng-garing-minus-the-oil diet. Yea, still no curry, masak lemak or creamy oily stuff for me. Thankyouverymuch.(Hoh, with this sorta diet, perhaps I could lose 10 pounds...or maybe not).


o4. The other day, I craved for cinnamon rolls. Did I tell ya I love cinnamon? Especially cinnamon rolls, cinnamon sugar sprinkled on hot toast and I absolutely love my hot chocolate with cinnamon. Owh, sodap. Anyway, when I was craving for cinnamon rolls the other day, adelah impian yang tidak menjadi kenyataan since the nearest place with a decent cinnamon rolls are like lightyears away.

So yea, the next best thing that I could think of was the Cinnastix from Dominos - so darling C*** drove me to the nearest Dominos for that dan saya makan dengan gembira, tho it's just breadsticks smothered with cinnamon sugar. I'm so easy to please. Maybe we should be more adventurous next time,yes? :P

o5. Yan is recovering, tho he's complaining bout his limited daily menu - since his food hafta come from the low in sugar, carb, salt and whatnot variety. He even claimed that some the food from his limited menu,especially the oat porridge or high fiber biscuit soaked in milk adelah rasa seperti dedak ayam. he he. I'm glad that he still has his funny bone intact but healthy food are just like that, agak kurang menyelerakan but they're good for you.

Please get well soon. It sadden me to see him immobilized as he always been out and about doing his thing - planting and looking after his pokok, solat at the nearby mosque etc. (The last time I saw him being himself was sometime before puasa, that's like a month after my wedding. Sekarang adelah kesedihan since I hardly know how to react to his condition whilst feeling helpless since I couldn't do much but pray for his well being.)


o6. I was bored last night and I couldn't help but notice the blackheads sprouting on C***'s nose. he he. Like yea, I've pestered him to use the scrub that I placed in his bathroom, tapi seperti biasa, pacar itu adelah malas. Soooo, I gave him a home facial instead.Yes, I'm bored and the sight of blackheads adelah sangat irritating(I'm a bit ocd sometimes) and knowing C***, he just gave in(kerana his other half yang mengalami hormonal imbalance ini memang suka berkelakuan pelik). he he. Yea, stuff that C*** would do to amuse me(I heart you darling and being nice to your wife won't make you any less of a man or a husband.Ustaz Mohd Kazim Elias pon ada cakap.he he)

o7. It's the 1st day for me to drive my naga to work after a week. I didn't realize how easy it was to drive C***'s big car until I drove my naga to work this morning. I was like "Mengapakah rasa berat? Why didn't it go faster faster?" Ya get what I mean? he he. Yer, ini adelah ciri-ciri lupa diri, mungkin patut seriously consider getting myself a new ride.I've procrastinated for far too long. he he. Darling, if GTI tak boleh, Polo also can ah. Yer, mari menabung. :P

That's about it, have a great week.

Tata.

Mum's currently in Langkawi for a seminar and lil bro tagged along tho he's supposed to turn on his geeky mood since he's in the midst of his study week. Phbbttt....kids these days, adelah sungguh tak melepaskan peluang untuk merayap. Thanks to Dad(who arranged a rental car for him and whatnot) he's now driving around the island dengan gembira la la la instead of studying. Okay, I'm jealous walaupon it's just Langkawi. ha ha. How did I get so bitter?

Dad, could you please arrange something for me too? Please please please? Four Seasons hotel like last time can ah?

Well, bitterness asides, at least mum promised to buy me tonnes of chocs.

Anyway, moi naga is all good now, but I'm like a quarter of the paycheque poorer since the we couldn't find any local spare parts and hafta opt for the imported stuff. Haih, pity my 8 days old paycheque and me. I could get a decent designer handbag..errrr..diaper bag(?) with that moneh. Yea, moneh flows like water these days so let's hope for a better increment and bonus this year. InsyaAllah the rezeki would come.

On a lighter note, we're almost done with the last cycle of the UAT. Thank God. I'm getting pretty sick of it already. By next week or later today, we might as well start with the stress test. I hope my reporting module would survive the whole ordeal, else I'd have to alter the reporting queries which would be a major pain in the ass. Thanks to its complexity, calculations and whatnot.

Did I tell ya I hate maths? I've been running away from em like forever but who would have thought that a programmer pon kena mengadap maths formulas jugakkkkk(Who am I kidding? Saya adelah seorang geek in the banking sector, of coz it involves a whole blardy lot of numbers). Tsk tsk. Yea, I didn't know how did I make it through all those calculus and statistics papers either. he he. Maybe zaman study adalah sangat gigih, sekarang adalah malas lipas. Not good.

Okay lah, enough rambling.

I can't wait to balik kg, balik kg, balik kg, balik kg!(Annoyed much?he he)

Later then.

Tata.

It has been three days since I hafta drive C***'s big car to work - all thanks to the fact that my naga is currently hospitalized for some leaking issues(duit duit dimana kau duit) and I won't be able to drive C***'s small car tho my life depends on it(read: it's a manual car, oleh itu saya hanya reti tengok.)

Honestly,the idea of driving C***'s car scares the hell outta me. Like yea, who am I kidding? I don't usually drive such big and equally low mpv (plus it has those fancy schmancy body kit and whatnot,apekah akan jadi kalau terlanggar curb?Hee..let's not go there) - tho I've adjusted the height of the driver seat, it still won't give me a full front view of that big machine(Yes, I'm not blessed with lengthy legs or body). Jenuh la saya terjengok-jengok or I'd sometimes trust my guts and agak-agak whenever possible(which is scary).

Besides the scary factor, C***'s big car is not money-friendly either, considering the fact that the car is not made for town driving. Yea, just when I thought that my naga is the worst ever(among the cars that we own) when it comes to fuel efficiency. Surprise surprise. he he.

Okay, fine. Takde lah surprise sangat sebenarnye since it has a bigger engine compared to my naga, tapi....mengapakah telan minyak as if the oil tank is as big as a bottle of Vitagen(okay, I'm exaggerating). he he. Darling, I can claim the money I've spent on your car or not? :P

On a lighter note, the weekend was a breezy one. We lazed around, we went out for good food, we cooked(okay, I cooked, twice! hah!), cleaned the house whilst C*** was trying to force down liters of fresh milk down my throat the whole time. So much so that he'd go "Dear, drink your milk now!" each time I'm drinking something else but milk.

Yea, I'm having a hard time when it comes to the milk(I'm supposed to consume 1 liter of em everyday). I mean, I have no problem whatsoever when it comes to anything dairy related before, but these days, drinking a tiny mug of milk is simply excruciating.

Perhaps I should give my doc a call to update her on my 'situation'. Haih, so much of a situation lah. I blame the throat, it's not what it used to be. I can't stand anything too creamy or oily. It triggers an endless gag-reflex. That's why most of the time, you'd see me having too much of clear soup and soy sauce.

Hmpp..what else? Let's talk about my cravings. Not having much of em these days but on Saturday I craved for coconut juice, ya, tetiba rasa nak minum ayaq kelapa. I've heard so many rumors about ayaq kelapa before, bout how you're not suppose to have it during your 1st and 2nd trimester of pregnancy and whatnot.Tapiiii...mum gave me a green light on it, saying that's it's good and whatnot. Got the same bright green light from my gyne too, so yeah, with the restu from both of the expert. What the heck aight? he he.

So I had a refreshing treat thanks to C*** - of course lah dia join sekaki - and I'm doing finee. Alhamdulillah. :D

Anyway, I can't wait for our balik kampung trip this weekend. It has been soo long since the last time.

Rindu rindu rindu.

Have a great week aight?

Ciou.

C***'s back last night. Yea, I forgot to mention that he's away for a work trip(again).

He even bumped into his FIL (otherwise known as my dad.he he) whilst he was in the airport on Monday. Yea, dad is here in KL for some kind of seminar(I bet he must be tired, baru balik from China dah kena datang KL pulak). He thought that he'd surprise us by calling on Monday night, tengok-tengok menantu dia pulak takda in KL whilst he's around and if nak mengharapkan his daughter to come over to his hotel, it would be irrelevant as she's as blind as a bat when it comes to directions plus he wouldn't want his daughter to drive alone in KL at night, jadi rancangan surprise itu adalah tidak menjadi. he he.

C*** told me that moi dad even invited him to join his ciggie break since he got some time to kill before his departure. Yes, that's sorta awkward right darling? Especially if you're a smoker but neveeeer smoke in front of your FIL out of respect. he he. 2 words, padan muka. :P How bout quitting em altogether? he he. Yea, I'd never sympathize when it comes to smoking. I'm eeeviiil just like that.

On a lighter note, I can't wait to go home for Deepavali( he he,excited macam la sambut). It has been ages since the last time we went back to Kedah. I miss mum's home cooked food(especially her macaroni soup!) and I'm craving for this particular mee goreng mamak(note: mee goreng mamak di KL adelah gagal) and this one particular restaurant's awesome lunch spread, especially the ikan bakar. Owhhh...*salivates*

Last but not least, I wanna see my Yan, mum told me his health is improving bit by bit and I'm feeling bad for not being able to see him as often as I should. This is when I hope that Doraemon's pintu suka hati does exist. :(

Yea, I could be too childish at times for my own good.

Lunch time's over.

Tata.

Happy Monday! Not. he he.

I'm still feeling pretty sluggish from the I-did-nothing-much-but-I'm-still-tired-to-the-bones weekend.

The wedding's nice except for the facts that I couldn't really stomach the food due to the heat and the bad headache that I got after coming back from the wedding.

I slept the noon away only to wake up to C*** patting me on head like I'm a cat or something whilst asking me whether I wanna tag along to see Atok. Felt sober enough so I followed C***, FIL & BIL for a quick trip to the hospital around 6pm. I don't know about you, but I hate hospitals - especially those old government hospitals, too eerie for my liking. Tsk tsk.

Talking bout hospital. Let's ramble bout our 1st checkup for a bit.

Well, we reached the hospital a quarter after 3pm. Thanks to the heavy downpour and nasty KL traffic. The queue (to see the doc) was pretty long by the time we're done with the registration, urine test screening and whatnot.

We hafta wait for 2 freaking hours before seeing the doc. ha ha. The 1st checkup yang menguji kesabaran, but everything's dandy thanks to the awesome doc. She's owh so motherly and peramah that it helped to ease my nerves for a bit.

We went thru the some normal Q&A sessions, predict the EDD, went through the what-to -do and what-to-eat list and last but not least, a 4D ultrasound.

(note:this is when I'll start to sound cheesy)

Well, to tell ya the truth. I was about to pee in my pants when the gyne started to drizzle the cold gel on my pelvic area(the baby is still hiding somewhere in there since the fetus is still a wee bit on the super tiny side).

Once the transducer touched moi skin, we were able to see the baby as the lil precious was turning and twisting like nobody's business.(I think the gyne sounded more excited than us since she ohh-ed and ahh-ed all the way through the process whilst we on the other hand were too dumbstruck to say anything but "owh, the baby is soo tinnnny"). The gyne searched for the heartbeat and let us listen to it. She measured the baby, showed us the blood flow and whatever not.

The fetus already look like a baby alright, only super tiny as he/she is only 2 inches long at 11 weeks. The gyne even gave us our baby's 1st 3D image for keepsake and I also had my blood taken for blood screening. Owh joy! Not. It was nasty as I had an ugly bruise the next day. he he. I hate needles and I'm a scaredy cat just like that. :P

The next appointment gonna be sometime next month and till then, I have to eat tons of good fresh food(a big freaking no to fast food dan semua yang sewaktu dengannyer), drink tons of fresh milk(like a liter per day tho I'm yet to really start on it) etc.

I'm glad that everything seems to be great so far. Alhamdulillah.

I just hope that it stays that way. Nevermind the queasiness and the suffering - after all it's all in a good cause, we're having a mini-me! Err.. I mean, a mini-us. :P

So yea, I'd post a pic later, provided I'm in an extra rajin mode.

Eh..lupa. It's our 4 months anniversary today. ha ha.


Well, what can I say? I love ya more and more each day. Please love me 100 times more okay? Keep it up with your I'm-so-nice-to-my-wife-that-it's-unbelievable-sometimes attitude. Please don't mind me when it comes to my new and upcoming habit. Please bear with the occasional emotional roller-coaster, after all I'm feeling for two. Please mark your calendar for another romantic dinner this weekend and I want to jalan-jalan, anywhere will do as long as I'll get to bully be with you.(Hey it rhymes!) :P

Enough of mushiness.

Have a great week.

Ciou.

The other day, I was blabbering to C*** about work and traveling.

I mean, C*** travels a lot for his work trips and whatnot, whilst mine is like so mundane as I'd be in the office most of the time except for the occasional meeting and whatnot.(Like yea, whadayya expect, I'm a geek. The computer and I love each other.)

*pouts*

But..err.. I like the working-environment, the flexi hours and the paycheque.

So yea, I can't win em all.

Anyway, I'm hoping for a getaway for us(tho obviously it won't be anytime soon *sighs*). I'd like to go somewhere new, beautiful and all that. C*** gave me a few options, one being his *cough* 2nd hometown *cough*, Japan.(Sabar jer lah orang tu sedikit perasan, but since he's such a darling, I'll give it to him). But come to think of it, it would be nice to have a travel partner cum tour guide since he's good with the language, places, food(what could be eaten and vice versa), custom and whatnot.

Senang sket macik nak bergumbira eh?

Well, let's leave it at that and come back to it once we're 3 - which is laaaambattt lagi. Must not whine bout it too much.

Anyway,

I'm feeling pretty much like an anorexic these days as more often than not, I'll puke my guts out after each meal including snacks. Aweeesome.(Yea, I used 'puke my guts out' quite often now. How niceee. Not.)

I was craving for koewteaw kerang last night so C*** tapau-ed em for dinner - only to find out that there's no kerang to be seen in moi plate(apekah maknanya semua ini?) but it was rather abundant in C***'s, so C*** had to give me his. he he.(Owh, C*** forced me to reheat everything before dinner, just to make sure those cockles were thoroughly cooked. He's my self-proclaimed dietitian now. )

Nowadays, my normal lunch normally consist of a quarter plate of rice + stir fried vege + vege. I just couldn't digest any curry, sambal, masak lemak or whatever not. The look of its gravy alone make me wanna puke. Haih.

We're going for our 1st checkup at Pusrawi on Friday. I can't wait. No, not really. I can. I'm actually sitting at the edge of my seat whilst thinking of it. Takot - for whatever reason that is, tho the girl who answered my call when I was trying to book for an appointment made it sounds fun.

We're going back to Malacca this weekend for a wedding. C***'s cousin's wedding to be specific. God, don't let me be as lembik as sayur bayam please. I'd like to be useful.

Heard a news bout a friend. It's heart breaking tho it's not like it matters anymore bout how I feel these days(one day you're in the loop, next thing ya know, you're out), but yea, I wish you well.

Everything is still pretty breezy for me, minus the backache and the anorexic thing. Not much of those emotional roller coaster for me(just yet) as I'm not much of a drama queen and yet to force C*** out to the store in the middle of the night to get me anything.

Dad is out of the country for a work trip. Mum's home alone for the past 2 days(but the lil bro's coming home today) so I make it a point to call her everyday(like usual) and blabber as much as I could. Yesterday we talked about her students Kajian Tempatan's written test.

Yea, moi mum is a teacher. She teaches English(but don't blame her when it comes to my crappy English) and recently Kajian Tempatan(as she used to teach high school geography before). Owh, back to the written test, Mum told me some of their answers and it's hilarious (& menyedihkan all at the same time).

Nyatakan perayaan utama untuk kaum-kaum di bawah
Melayu - raya Melayu. Cina - raya Cina. Iban - raya Iban.

Like yea, those came from a standard 4 student, how ignorant could he/she be? Adekah dia baru datang Malaysia naik tongkang?

Well, kids nowadays, they are either too smart or just plain malas.

I'm off.

Need to work on something tho I'm a bit of a sleepyhead today - C*** was in a super chatty mode last night(we still couldn't shut up even after all those chatty years) - tho we're already in bed by midnight, I only managed to take off to la la land sometime before 2am. Whatever for you darling.

Good day.

Ciou.

I called in sick yesterday as I was having a mean headache with multiple trips to the bathroom to puke my guts out(but nothing came out,so it was torture).

Slept the morning away, woke up to C***'s phone call sometime during midday. Took a shower, had biscuits and bottles of Vitagen.

Tried to do some ironing but my head failed me so I stayed in bed whilst watching a lame drama.

Yea, how's that for an awesome day off? :P

Anyway, am feeling much better now since I don't do morning sickness that often, mine is more of night sickness as I'd feel like throwing out each time after dinner and my back will aches(but thank God for a wonderful masseur but he's sorta ganas at times so I hafta ask him to be lemah lembut a bit and he would go "Dear, you want me to urut ke buat geli-geli?" Haih).

Well, let's be random bout the weekend for a bit.

o1. We went to Ikea for a shopping spree. Yea, we bought a sofa, a matching carpet, a floor lamp and an el-chepo wall-clock. he he. We didn't even need a delivery for that as everything was stuffed into C***'s big car and C*** solely carried em in and out of the car himself whilst I did pretty much nothing - except dragging those as light as a feather stuff, saya bukan malas, he won't let me. Katanya "awak tak payah tunjuk kuat". So who am I to say anything? Isteri mithali jangan derhaka. Yes?

o2. C*** managed to assemble everything within an hour whilst I did..err..still pretty much nothing but read out the instructions and handed over the screws and whatnot to him. he he.

o3. We had visitors that night. he he. The cousins together with their cute kids. Owh, kenapakah sudah hilang rambut helmet itu? he he. Their eldest kid was jumping up and down the sofa(sib baek mama anak dah beli sofa, kot tak naufal nak lompat ataih apa? ehehhe), all hyped up after a jar of M&M.

o4. We went to visit Zue darling on Saturday. She looked good, happy and all that. Her daughter is sooo tiny that I had to pass from taking my turn to hold her. Sangat lah keciknya, adelah takot untuk dukong. I'll wait for another month or two lah macik, later I'll come back to dukong2. :P

o5. We also went to scout for the potential hospital to do the checkup. So far I'm torn between Ampang Puteri and Pusrawi. We'll see how lah.

That's about it. We're having another cycle of SIT at work today.

Berusahalah!

Have a great week okie?

Ciou.

I had a tiring but productive weekend.

Went to a bunch of weddings, had fabulous food(tho I had an excruciating time to keep it down) and a wee bit of shopping spree for our crib.

Well, I don't know whether I should start to blabber about something or not, but I'd like to ramble about it in this blog for memories sake, so yea, here it goes..

we're pregnant. ha ha. How's that for an update?

Owh well, it has been quite a breezy journey for me so far, no morning sickness whatsoever(I got it from my mummy, hers was the same) except for the fact that I had a hard time to refrain myself from puking my guts out especially after dinner if I had too much to eat.

I'm hungry like all the time but I couldn't eat much else I'd throw out half of it half an hour later but I could still eat lah, like a lot.

Owh, I don't look pregnant, yet.

I have an endless craving list but there's nothing that C*** can't handle as he's sorta used to it already. I craved for weird food years before I'm married(& pregnant), it's a habit remember? So yea, nothing new with that.

I'm officially malas when it comes to cooking. I rarely cook now as the smell of the hot oil and whatnot make me nauseous, but I'd still cook once or twice a week for C*** tho he's fine with eating in or out. Walaupon dah kasi chance tak payah masak, jangan la mengada sangat ye dok? :P

I'm fine with the house chores except for folding the laundry which has been officially handed over to C*** kerana saya memang malas lipat baju ya amat(He knew about it years before we're married, so it's not like I never warn him about it. he he). I'd wash and iron without complaints tapi melipat? No thank you. Darling, how about a walk-in closet so I could iron and hang everything please? :P

Owh, something funny happened last night.

Whilst we were watching tv whilst lying on the bed last night, I fell asleep(again), woke up sometime at 1am feeling all hot(not hot-mama hot, but panas-rimas-nak-mati hot) and bothered for some kind of reason(somehow the room smelled like ikan goreng,blurgh - something was terribly wrong with my nose or perhaps my mind) so I had a hard time to resume my sleep. Not wanting to disturb C***, I walked out of the room and ended up sleeping in front of the tv. he he.

The thing is, C*** actually got up sometime at 3am to look for his missing wife. It funny considering that C*** is not a light sleeper as it's sorta tough to wake him up as he'd only wake up to his alarm clock or my endless pestering else he'll sleep like a log.

So yea, how did he manage to realize that I was not around and got up to look for me is a mystery(I'm yet to interrogate him on this matter).

Yes, he dragged me back into bed(whilst blabbering bout me not getting a proper sleep and whatnot) and since my head was heavy with sleep, terus tido sampai pagi. he he.

How's that for hormonal imbalance? :P

I reckon there's more to come.

Hmpp..I'm running out of my liquid bacteria,err..Vitagen I mean. Hafta restock em today.

Owh, have a great week.

Tata.

Sorry for the lack of update. he he. Sorry? It's not like I have much readers(& stalkers to) to be sorry for. Well, I'm just being sorry for myself as I'm supposed to ramble bout everything in moi daily life so I could read it later on when I'm all wrinkly like a raisin.

Anyway, went out for dinner with the parents last night. Being dad he requested for "anything simple, pedas pedas, sate ke?". ha ha. Tetiba sate. So being the nice kid that I am, ehem. We decided to go for sate-kegemaran-family-turun-temurun somewhere along Jln Semarak. Yea, I couldn't even recall the name of the restaurant but it has been everyone's favourite for some kind of reason. he he.

We reached the kedai a quarter before 9pm only to be informed that they ran out of sate. Great, the only good stuff about that place is the freaking sate and they ran out of it. So how la?

I was thinking about dragging the parents to Keramat for another nice sate but thought better of it since the place's sorta crowded and I had one of those weird nagging feeling at the back of my head that the place adelah tutup.

He he. Don't ask me why, I just did. Plus dragging the parents all the way to a place only to find out that it's closed would be sorta bahaya, especially the fact that moi dad could be rather impatient when he's hungry. Owh, perangai adelah sama seperti C***. You won't like em when they're hungry. Sangat garang. he he.

So yea, the next option hafta be the sate kajang's shop at Tmn Melati. To be honest, I never fancy the sate, it has been too commercialized that it has lost the kick. Macam lagi sedap jer sate pasar malam.

Well, since that's the only and the final option for the night, we settled for it. We ordered 60 sticks of sate with 2 plates of ketupat. Mum quit eating after 4 sticks, yours truly after munching on 7, dad's 8 whilst C*** and dad's driver struggled to finish the rest. he he.

Itu pon we ended up with 7 leftovers which I tapau-ed. ha ha. Tah bila tahun nak reheat dan makan as it has been tossed into the freezer to be turned into sate-popsicle . Owh talking bout popsicle, the moment the plate of sate was placed on our table, it was iced cold, fine lah it was not iced cold, but it was cold alright, like sate-bakar-semalam-kot cold tho we waited for good 20 minutes for it to arrive.

Dad, being the menegakkan-hak-pelanggan guy that he is, complained about the cold sate and we had to wait for another 5-10 minutes for the sate to be reheated/exchanged.

Albeit the reheating or exchanging process, the sate was sorta sucky as it was on the tough side and was not grilled long enough. I like my sate on the garing side. he he. Tho takde lah sampai jadi arang, I like em all smoky and crispy on the outside and tender inside which was not the case last night. Sungguh keciwa.

We ate, we talked, mum gave me the new road tax(Thank youuu ayah! What would I do without you? :D) and the parents later headed for Putrajaya as they were staying at the Pullman. Yes kakna bebeh, adelah tidak logic for them to stay at my crib. he he. Kang kena tidoq atas lantai kot. :P

We went back home, watched a wee bit of tv(C*** wanted to watch Bruce Lee) and tidoq(I actually fell asleep whilst watching tv, watching tv whilst lying on bed memang selalu gagal).

Owh yea, I reckon my weekend gonna be pretty hectic as I have a friend to visit(Darling Zue already gave birth to a cute baby gurl) , some shopping to be done and a wedding to attend.

That's about it.

I'm craving for slices of crispy garlic bread dipped in mushroom soup. Hmpp..hafta.make.em.tonight.

So yea, have a great weekend aight? Tata.

So we've been married for the past 3 months and 10 days, we're still going through our learning curve - tho it's not as steep as before as it's getting pretty easy now to learn bout living and surviving with each other. he he. Not much of a bumpy ride(as we've known each other for the past 7 years) but not a super smooth-sailing either as I'd still argue bout his I-don't-mind attitude.

It drives me nuts sometimes.

Darling, what do you want to have for dinner?

Ape-ape pon tak kisah.

Darling, I'd like to eat out, mana nak makan?

Mana-mana pon okie, I'll eat whatever you crave for.

Darling, would you prefer ayam goreng or ayam masak kicap?


Mana yang paling senang?

Owh, it sounded like a dream comes true at times, tapi kadang-kadang adelah menyakitkan hati, especially when you actually need someone to decide for you. Well, nevermind lah darling, at least this is the kind of sakit hati I could absolutely live with, jangan sakit hati sebab lain-lain sudahh. Yes? :P

Hmpp..C***'s away on a work trip and he'll be back tonite, woh cepat lah balik.

On a lighter note, the Ipoh trip was a bit tiring whilst the darling bridal shower yesterday was great. It had been a while since the last time we meet up, so we had a blast catching up over wonderful spread of food whilst taking silly pictures and whatnot - tho I forgot to bring the candy-filled glass jars. T_T

Dah nak sampai baru perasan tertinggal. What a great timing to be utterly merangah (clutsy) .Haih. Would try to distribute it anyway during the darling's reception this weekend.

Hmpp..today I'm owh-so-free at work that it hurts, my brain that is. Adelah mati kutu when there's no bug to fix during the UAT period. C'mon people, sila lah test dengan pantas so I'll have something to code, the system couldn't be that perfect aight? I must have missed something somewhere(especially the reporting part as I loathe the calculations the most.he he - tho it's doesn't mean saya buat kerja cincai, mana laaaa tau tertinggal ape-ape. :P I'm not perfect ya know?).

It's true, too much FB and blog hopping and news-reading are sorta sickening, so faster lah, faster.

Owh, that's about it.

Have a great week. Be extremely good okie?

Ciou.

Forgive the mini hiatus as I'm not really in the mood to write. No, there's no problem at work or at home. I'm just malas. You could call it writer's block, but I'm not much of a writer, I would consider myself a super whiny programmer cum wife who happens to ramble a whole blardy lot. he he.

Yea, what's new with that? :P

Anyway, let's be random for a bit.

o1. We went for a shopping spree on Saturday but I ended up with nothing. I was dying for a new pair of shoes( tho it's not like I need any since I still have boxes of them in the back room, yea a failed attempt to hide it from C***). The fact that I've stopped buying myself shoes is unbelievable. It's weird when the last pair was the one that I bought for the wedding and that's like 4 freaking months ago. Perhaps I'm wiser now oleh itu berbelanja dengan lebih bijak. he he.

o2. Was supposed to go for our le-tour-de-rumah-sedara on Saturday, but most of em were out for open houses, kenduri and whatnot hence the unintentional and unsuccessful shopping spree. Shopping spree tanpa nafsu bershopping yang bergelora memang gagal.

o3. Sunday was the foodie-day. We went for C***'s cousin's wedding, stayed there until 3pm. Headed to Subang for moi uncle's open house and later another uncle's house in Cheras. We ate like there's no tomorrow, balik rumah terus menyesal as sleeping with a full tummy is excruciating, for me at least - sungguh uncomfortable.

o4. We were bitten by the health-conscious bug so our fridge is now laden with fruits, so much so that I served the PIL bowls of em when they dropped by last Saturday. he he. Okay ini bukan taktik malas masak but all of us just got back from dinner and everything else would be too heavy. :P Currently we have berries, melon, plums, apples, pears, oranges and pomegranate in stock. Maybe tonite boleh tambah lagi, it's not a waste to spend money on foood owh glorious food invest on healthy food. :P

05. I never really cooked since we're back from our long EID break. The fanciest menu hafta be the hokkien noodles for dinner last week. Adekah sudah malas? he he. Would try my best to cook something for C*** tonite.

06. C***'s currently a big fan of the gym. Please get that dashboard abs for me ya. :P Berusahalah!

o7. A lil cousin texted and asked if C*** is any good with gasing since he's from Malacca. he he. It's funny really, being a Malaccan doesn't make him any better in such traditional stuff than we do dear. C*** and gasing just don't go together. he he.

o8. We're heading up to Ipoh on Saturday for a wedding and there's a bridal shower going on on Sunday for one of the darlings. I'm planning to do something with the leftover glass jars from moi wedding. Hmppp..now I just hafta find something nice and sweet to fill it with. Apekah apekah?

o9. I just couldn't stop eating these days. I just can't skip breakfast else my tummy shall growl like crazy. Owh, apekah ini? Goodbye to losing-5kg fantasy.

10. Moi road tax is expiring within 2 weeks. Owh duit duit dimana kau duit. Ayah, belanja please? he he.

That's about it.

Have a err..great week? he he.

Tata.

This particular picture pretty much explains the owh-so-familiar scenarios within the field that I'm working in.

It could be so sickening at times, sungguh menyakitkan hati that you'd want to wring someone's neck wonder why you're still in the business after all these years. Kan bagus pegi cari keja yang no-brainer sket? he he. Ade ke?

Honestly I hope to be doing what I'm doing now for the next 3-4 years more before jumping into another related field as I love the thrill particularly the excitement when you're done with a huge bad ass project (& of course,the moneh :P, who doesn't?).

What up with the quitting talk? Well, I'm starting to feel the struggle whilst juggling between the endless programming codes (& not to forget the annoying users and demanding workload, apekah weekend pon kena keja? As C*** put it "Bangla pon cuti" he he.) and taking care of the family(okay lah, fine, our current family is just me & C***, but who knows nanti ada addition)

So there you have it, the work and me - we've been in the love and hate relationship thingy for so long. I love the thrill, I love doing things that most people couldn't fathom(C***'d usually roll his eyes every time he sees my codes) and again, the money.(It's the reason why most of us hafta work in the 1st place. Ada ke keja FOC? Sure, provided you already have the money to be used for 7 generations.)

Yea, it really pays to do stuff that people hate. In fact most of my friends during undergrad years are off working in some odd unrelated fields( with obvious happiness) except for me and a handful others. he he.

I don't know about you, but I think it's a waste not to love what you've learned. It's like getting a degree in engineering only to realize that you actually love writing. he he. Not the most appropriate example, but ya know, that sorta thing.

Owh well, I dunno lah. Perhaps it's just my luck, my rezeki.

So as for now, let's just code (a whole blardy lot) and be happy.

Okay enough of work talk.

Tata.

C*** shall be away for another work trip tomorrow, but fret not he'll be back the next day. Tapi kenapakah merasa kesedihan? ha ha. Perhaps all those spending-time-leisurely-with-each-other-for-2-freaking weeks will do this to you. Clingy terlebih. Not good.


Since C*** brought along his big car to our crib, his little car hafta be parked outside(for sun bathing and complimentary mandi bunga) kerana ada unsur-unsur pilih kasih antara the big car and little car so the big car managed to take over the little car's parking - whilst mine doesn't lose any privilege since I could still park mine in the basement parking.

So yours truly obviously doesn't have to walk uphill every morning toward the guard house to retrieve the car outside - unlike C*** since he still prefers to take the little car to work and simpan the big car buat pekasam, okay tipu, we're trying to save for something, so we hafta watch out the amount of our fuel consumption.Konon lah berjimat, tapi membazir dengan bebenda lain, takda maknanyer he he. Pagi-pagi senaman lah sikit yer darling.

We have a wedding to attend during the weekend and perhaps I could drag C*** to some of moi aunties' places for beraya after that. Apekah daripada pengantin baru sampai dah nak jadi pengantin tak berapa baru pon belum sempat bawak C*** to visit some of the relatives. Ini adelah bahaya.

One of my darlings is giving birth soon, still wondering what to get her. Hmppp...an array of baju yang comel kah?


If there's one thing I love about C*** is the fact that he would always give in to my cravings(note: my cravings is a habit thingy,as I would come up with random things that I want anytime during the day or nite which mainly consist of err...food :P ). Currently I'm crazy about melon, particularly rock and sun melon. No point in guessing who hafta scout around after work looking for it. he he. Om nom nom.

It's the 2nd day of work after my long break and I'm still sorta malas. *yawns*

Owh kerajinan, where are youu?