♥of.kids.&.me.♥

If there's one thing in life that never fail to amaze me these days is the fact that my younger cousins and lil bro are waaaay ahead of me in the relationship department. It seems like they jumped into the high tech sophisticated love wagon while I hitched a ride on an old beat-up one. Yea, I just can't get over it.

Well, where do I start? Lets see, the lil cousins already went out and about on dates and whatnot whilst they are still in high school. The lil brother's promising of undying love to the girlfriend right about now. Like yea,how normal coz as far as I can remember, I was on the verge of confusion and still contemplating between my various array of ambitions when I was 16/17. Mostly out of the fear that I would not be up to the beloved parents' standard (tho I know that they love me anyhow), the inability to be on the same par as the successful cousins(how I detest the comparison,but this is something rather unavoidable) and most of all the ultimate fear that my dad gonna play the malas sangat study result teruk apa kata kawen je terus card on me - which of coz was irrelevant then and even now, he's not that type. It's just the paranoia talking. Typically me.

Moving on, as much as I would like to think that these kiddos are heavily influenced by the endless supply of wonderful, sappy, unconditional, unrealistic love stories thus triggered their curiosity to actually be in one. I just can't ignore the fact that it's also due to their freedom. Parents these days are rather mellowed,at least mine did compared to the time when I was younger.

Like yea, my lil brother was granted with the permission to go out on the various school trips and later on the first and official or at least the first one known to the parents date(which was happily sponsored by the beloved dad,so that the couple could have a proper meal at a chick restaurant instead of a mamak,ceh!) whilst me on the other hand was denied on most of the requests(school trips or not) especially if it has something to do with the ocean,recreational forest,seaside and the sorts. So no wonder I've never been out camping before. (note: Whoever my infinite other half gonna be.He automatically owes me a camping trip.Bonfire, tent and all. Okie? He better be feeling adventurous.Ehem.)

Hmpp..what else? My permission to date? Owh well, I never get any, at least not literally or officially.It's not like my dad gonna set me a date and hand over a letter with "From this date onward,you're allowed to date my dear.Enjoy!" written on it. :P

Well, I would like to think that I was granted with it when I graduated - at least I could get away from the jangan la nak bercinta-cinta masa study ni,study kasi habis dulu card - since it's no longer valid on me. Nowadays, my mum would casually ask whether I'm going out on a date during the weekend, when C*** is coming back and such, which I replied with my ecstatic and elongated details(on whichever possible), so I bet that she got the drift. Plus, my parents would be worried if I'm not. Like yea, the haunting Adekah anak ku seorang yang normal? or Was I too harsh on her? issues gonna exist, so I might as well spare them from the trouble and tell them that I'm actually seeing someone,kan? kan? he he.

Call me conservative. I'm a late bloomer in this particular department,so yea it scares the living daylight out of me seeing those lil kids not even old enough to shave going out on a date and holding hands.

Like, what they were thinking? Seluar dalam pon parents yang belikan, perasan dah besar. Cey.

Well I'm off. Terlebih ramble pulak harini.

Later.

♥of.news.&.me.♥

The good news.

Life's been good to me lately.

Hassle free deployment. A mon petit ami who's willing to be bullied and whined at tho he's on the other side of world (love love). An acceptable amount of workload - which gives me a pretty decent space of time to roam the net, update the blog blog-stalking and whatnot.I still have a good sum of moolah to be spent on clothes and other stuff that I might get on impulse. Appraisal is coming! Woowee. God willing,moreee moolah for me.

& I'm going home this weekend. Whoppie!

The bad news

The housemate aka the nice akak is leaving. She got herself transferred back to her hometown which means that I won't have anyone to ramble with after a long day at work (Tho there's another warden akak,but she doesn't count since the only proof of her existent in the house are the hand-written notes in RED warning us not to do this and that. Duh!), also means that there won't be any Amazing Race sessions and abundant stock of Vitagen anymore since the owner is moving out. Dragging along the idiot box, the huge fridge and left me with an old crazy tv and a small bar fridge that belongs to the warden other akak.

*sighs*

Now it seems like a good time for me to forcefully spend the moolah on something essential rather than clothes and more shoes hunt for my own idiotic box (or perhaps I could just grab one from home.he he) and a fridge. A mini bar fridge sounds idyllic just about now.

Then my own lil nation would be complete.

Then I'll be a geek without the need to get out of her room except when she needs to pee that is.

Tsk. Pathetic.

Well,later.

♥of.eyeliner.&.me.♥

Kakna bebeh, since you asked. Ini la dia bendanyer that I'm missing right now.



The eyeliner or otherwise known as celak(kot?). It's supposed to bring your eyes out,giving you the big-eyed effects and whatnot. he he. Tapi sebenarnye mata ku tetap jua sepet.Bummer.



It's not obvious, unless I decided to put it on like this



or this




which of coz too obvious for someone as geeky as me plus I don't fancy the menjadi panda selepas 5 jam memakai eyeliner yg tebal look, since my eyes are kinda watery (Pakailah eyeliner ape proof sekali pon, mahal murah,cap ayam sume pon akan cair. he he. Patut lah asyik hilang je eyeliner, it's not meant for me.) dan adelah benci kerana susah nak cuci bila nak amek wuduk.

Tetiba dah jadi a dedicated post pasal eyeliner pulak.Tsk tsk.

Moving on.

Well, I'm going to have my umpteenth production deployment tomorrow. Boy, it's going to be a loooong night. I hope it gonna be breezy, fast and I'll be able to finish up everything before I start to faint from sleepiness. What a geek to do?

Owh well,I'm off. Work's calling.

Later.

♥of.true.&.me.♥

The weekend was a handful one for me. I only got to sleep for a mere 2 hours on Saturday before driving all the way to KJ from KL at 3a.m to sent an uncle and his wife to the Komplek Tabung Haji along with the clan - his flight to Makkah was on the same day 4 hours later.

Well,it was like lightyears ago since the last time I slept that little or that late for that matter, so you missed out on seeing me looking like a panda. T_T

Hmpp..I got back home by noon feeling woozy(due to the lack of sleep) after a hearty brunch at my uncle's place only to realize that my room was a total disaster and not wanting to risk the chance of having a sudden visit by whoever that might faint by just a glimpse of it, so a gurl gotta do what a gurl gotta do & I was done with the laundry, the sweeping, organizing, ironing and whatnot by 5p.m. Just about time for me to have a dose of Vitagen and cartoons. Utter bliss. Yes, I love Vitagen, it's good to keep the tummy happy. Too bad someone is not around to share my weekly stock of Vitagen. Now I get to have all 15 bottles for myself. Yum! :P

Owh,I slept like a log that night,double bliss.

Moving on, I went out on Sunday on a date,like yea, NO details or whatsoever on the date outing since C*** might be reading this. ha ha. I was contemplating whether I should get myself a new eyeliner or not coz I lost or somehow misplaced my Dior eyeliner. *sighs* Like why on earth do I have to misplace or lose my must have eyeliner and not others? Pbbtt..this is like me losing the same eyeliner from the same brand for the second time. I'm such a klutz or perhaps this is an omen or God's way of telling me to quit wasting money.

Well, what else? Owh yea, C*** asked me to look around for a brand new watch for him and myself tu pon kalau ade yang best and orang tu sanggup nak belikan. I'm supposed to look for an array of interesting watches, get him the model numbers and the selling price and he'll search for it in the land of the rising sun since he claimed that they are a wee bit cheaper there. I was supposed to go around looking for it yesterday and I failed miserably. he he.

Okie,my bad. I just managed to glance at a good looking Tissot that gonna cost him quite a lot of dough and I didn't even get the model number or whatsoever & today, he blamed me for "pegi berdating sampai tak ingat bf" when I told him about my ruined plan & accused me of having the evil eyes for picking out the most expensive watch between all of the watches that he asked me to look for on the net earlier today. Yer la kan dear, you asked me to choose mane yang paling cantik not mana yang nampak paling murah in my eyes and it's not like the others are that cheap either. Pardon the expensive taste, but you can't blame me for being true kan? Fret not darling, I won't tell you to get me a mickey mouse bag when all I want is a Fendi or something. I'm honest, just like that. :P

Well, I'm off.

Have a good week okies?

Later

♥of.noticed.&.me.♥

I noticed that some people seem to drop by once or twice everyday just to read my crap or even stalk on me. Owh well, I'm flattered. Tehee.

It's not like I ran out of stuff to rant about, the list is endless. It's just that I'm caught in this monstrous batch of workload and I'm just plain lazy to write tho sempat melayan C*** yang kebosanan outta his mind berborak on YM everyday,talking about multitasking ey? Ghee..I'm good at it. *giving myself a pat on the shoulder*

Anyway, for those who dropped by to check on me, well I'm pretty much alive you see? Fret not. More whine and dine coming later, once I manage to get my head and hands off work & stuff. We'll see.

Owh yea.

Hieeeee Kakna bebeh! *waves*
I missssssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu like crazeh.
Dengan ucapan, bila nak balikkk?

Owh well, I'm off. Nak balik rumah & unwind.

Later.

♥of.rummaging.&.me.♥

I'm going back home tonight! Whoppie! So yea, lets be easy on the whiny department okie? I had enough whine and dine this week.

Since I'm in the good mood(for no apparent reason). I'm going to rummage my handbag for everybody to see, like yea, it's a tag where I'm supposed to show everybody what's the isi perot of my bag - a request from someone (which I'm not quite sure who is it anymore).

Owh well, here goes nothing.(Click for bigger pix)

• o1: The must have mints. It's like breathe freshener,ubat tahan mengantuk dan tahan bosan all in one. Good stuff comes in small package ey?


• o2: The handyplast for the unexpected events, blisters and whatnot. When I was younger I used to collect those handyplast with the colorful patterns,sekarang semua dah buang.
  



• o3: My Anna Sui butterfly mirror, like.. I'm not quite sure why I have it at the 1st place. It's not like I'm the I like touching up my makeup on the go type, so vain.



• o4: The ladybird clip, I dunno how it got there at the 1st place, I usually used it to clip my apsal asyik-asyik nak terslip from the hanger baju. It's cute and all that plus it won't leave a mark on the baju yang dikepit.



• o5: Loose change, it's just there, hasil daripada insignificant transactions.



• o6: Lancome Miracle miniature, don't know why it's there since I don't really fancy the smell, just simply heret je kemana-mana,bukan berat pon. Just in case.



• o7: Small brooches for backup, in case the one that I'm wearing patah ke hilang ke ape.



• o8:A small pen, in case I feel like doodling or write my number on some good looking guy's palm or something.Opps :P



• 09: The Bobbi Brown lips pallete which takes forever to finish.Owh bosan.



• 10: My hand sanitizer that actually smells like sumi orange. (Sumi what? Ya know,the jelly in those cone-shaped little container yang like sangat popular when I was little,skarang pon ade je lagi. ) This is a must have item since my hands like to do the mari mengembang dan rasa gatal-gatal acts. I don't really know why, but it happens especially when I hold onto something yang berkuman(duh!) like kasut kat kedai yang dah 10 ribu orang test on or something. Weird.
  



• 11: My eyeliners, the el-chepo pink Pearl eyeliner and my must have Dior black eyeliner.



• 12: Body lotion which happened to have a history related to C***. Well, I stole got it from him and he gave me the "Eee..tak malu mintak/curik" or something like that kinda remarks but I took it anyway.hehe. It's not because of the lotion coz I already flushed the whole content into the toilet( coz it smells like man's perfume), it's the bottle that I want so that I could fill it with my favorite lotion instead . :P



• 13: The L'Occitane en Provence hand cream, I simply like the cream and the packaging, the bigger version of it actually look like a tube of over-sized water color.
  



• 14: The lippies, just like the lips pallete, both Loreal & Lancome lippies tak jugak abis-abis, nanti dah bau semacam,terus buang.



• 15: Nivea lip care, I actually love using this in the office, working in the fridge office gimme chapped lips. Eee...



• 16: The easy on the pocket Guess wallet, my precious wallet was stolen earlier this year so yea, now I settle with a cheap one sudah la, kot apa-apa takde la meroyan.



• 17: Since I happened to rummage my handbag on a weekday, of coz lah ade my staff id. I intentionally wrap it that way so you won't be looking at the scary picture of me. hehe.



• 18: The oil blotter. My face can actually be used as a frying pan sometimes,so yea. You don't want the food to be way too oily, would you?



• 19: My must have cellphone, yea not a 3G phone or whatnot, tho I'm a self-proclaimed geek. Owh well, it's a replacement for the one that was stolen. I hafta thank C*** for his monthly installment scheme.hehe . :x



• 20: A lil bag for the celly that I bought on an impulse. Like yea,what's new with that? Plus it's cheap,so yea.No biggie.

Some other stuff that are usually in the bag tapi tah mana dicampak dan disembunyi kerana terlalu private when I took this pic gotta be

• 21: The house and car keys.



• 22: The thumb-drive.A geek's must have.



• 23: My monthly travel card.



• 24: Some stuff :P

Ghee..those stuff in my bag make me look like a gurly girl, when I'm actually not - at least not really coz I used to give my mum the "tapi baju/kasut tu macam perempuan sangat :( " line which she replied with "Dah tu? Anak bukan perempuan?". Those were the days. Now I wear & collect skirts like nobody's business, perhaps my mum prayed for it out of the ultimate fear that she would have 2 sons instead of 1. :P

Owh I'm off.

Happy weekend.

♥of.unfortunate.&.me.♥

Today hafta be the day when I start whining about writing my very own series of unfortunate event. It's like waking up on the wrong side of the bed. So not amusing.

Hmppp..what's up with the series of unfortunate event you ask?

Let me count the ways.

o1: I got myself a parking ticket. Blame it to the...err whatever.

o2: Someone tried to steal my blardy spare tyre last night, the moron managed to break the tyre protector but too bad for him coz he got himself spotted by the guard. Alhamdulillah. Lucky me. Well yea, who can blame him, the beloved idiotic sucker? The spare tyre stucked on the sexy bontot of my bf(the car that is, not C*** :P ) is undeniably tempting. Now without the protector on, I'm so going to take off the tyre and keep it in the house(giler paranoid dibuatnya) tho C*** suggested for me to just keep it in the boot and cover it up but since the moron successfully triggered my paranoia jadi biar lah nampak togel kereta itu asalkan selamat. Tsk, now when on earth am I going to get my own parking space? *sighs*

o3: The office phone lines went dead on us. Like..wtfish? I have tonnes of works to do and calls to make. I have a deployment coming up and I need to blardy communicate. Owh, the email is not an option for those on the go and whatnot and there's no way I'm going to use my cellphone.Cheapskate betul.

o4: I broke my bling bling sandal last nite. Like yea, it's the most fragile sandal with a nonsense price tag I've ever bought(thanks to my impulsive-shopper self) and ia telah terputus dalam sekelip mata whilst I was doing the mari berlari di dalam hujan ke kereta scene. I've should have known better not to wear the over the top sandal to work. Great. Yer C***, strappy sandal merah berbatu permata bagai itu telah putus.Sekian.

I'm off now,before I start to curse like a sailor.

Wish me luck with the parking & pray for me,will ya?

Thanks.

♥of.annoyed.&.me.♥

I got myself a parking ticket from the D*KL yesterday coz I parked the beloved bf at the roadside in front of the guard house, a crime that I was forced to commit. Like seriously, do they think that I prefer to park that poor machine on the roadside when I could just pay 80 bucks per month to put a roof under its head and a peace of mind?

*sighs*

I seriously can't fathom why the waiting list for renting a goddam parking space is as long as my mum's grocery list tho the vast parking place is not even half full. Yea yea, those parking spaces belong to those empty houses or those without cars and the management can't simply rent it off, I got the drift BUT It's just blardy annoying to see those empty parking spaces whilst my bf hafta be parked OUTSIDE. Vulnerable to scratches, bird's poo and other sort of misfortunes. Now my vision of getting a new car is somehow blurred and I hafta part with a hundred bucks that I rather spend on an eyeliner or a sandal instead. Shheessh!

What a weekend.

p/s:Owh tak sabar nak cuti Deepavali.Over excited macam menyambut pulak.

♥of.crashed.&.me.♥

Last nite at midnite(eh it rhymes :P), when I was about to step out from the house with the car keys in my hand and a trusted organizer in another, I got a call from the boss saying

"Where are you? OTW already? Don't come. I'm calling off the deployment tonite, the db server is not up yet."

My initial reaction?

a:Pheww..thank God

b:WHAT? I'm all dressed up ready to get this over with, the users are killing me. WHY? WHY the server hafta crash now? Pbbhttt!!

It's the latter.

Well, yea sure. I must admit that I'm glad that I wouldn't have to proceed with the deployment since I was feeling sucky coz C*** takde untuk temankan tho memanglah dia tak tolong membuat keje dan kesian sebab membosankan diri dia sendiri je tapi.. like I'm going to kong out any second and I just got back home at 9.30 p.m so imagine the lack of motivation BUT postponing the deployment only gonna elongate my suffering. It's killing me, like rasa cam nak sneeze tapi tak jadi or rasa gatal kat tekak tapi tatau camne nak garu.

*sighs*

So as expected, this morning I came to work to a bunch of emails asking

"Why the yada yada is still not working? I thought you're supposed to patch it last night"

"The batch is not running"

"Could you please make the batch process runs faster?"

Like HELLOOOOOOO! How on earth am I supposed to make it runs faster? Blame it to the db server for committing suicide on us last night and drag the batch processes along with it and now we hafta run the batch during the operation hours. Do you have any idea of how many transactions that we have everyday? Like millions gazillions (no wonder you could be blardy rich just by stealing a few cents per transaction). Have mercy on the poor server and me. Will ya? Will ya?

Haih, I'm off to check on the batch now.

Tata.

p/s: Don't get me wrong. I love my job & C*** & my parents & my family & my friends & ...okie enuf.

♥of.stuck.&.me.♥

It's raining cats and dogs outside, and I'm stuck in the fridge office. Huwaaa..nak balikkkkkk!

This is what happened when you're trying to be a goody good citizen by using the public transport and all that. Tsk, I should have followed my instinct and drive to the office, but did I succumb to my gut feeling? Hell NO. I like being a cheapskate stubborn and pemalas untuk mengadap traffic jam and couldn't afford to lose the great parking spot(else my baby hafta be parked at some scary back alley,okie okie I exaggerate).

*sighs*

Now it's like very very dark outside and the idea of going out and wait for the cab is scary. Like seriously, I work in a place where technology and nature come together(so they claimed) or otherwise known as technology centre di dalam hutan dan kebun buah-buahan, sape nak cempedak sila lah datang curi(at your own risk).Ehem . Well yea, I could actually get a glimpse of the monitor lizards sedang berjalan-jalan, squirrels sedang lompat-lompat or lil monkeys sedang bermanja-manja on a car roof top on my way to work or vice versa.

Yea people, highly entertaining. Now I don't have to go to the zoo that often - as if I'm willing to fork out my hard-earned moolah for the zoo lah kan?. The last time I went there was like ages ago and it was on someone's treat. :P

Owh well,I'm going to have another deployment tonite & there's no C*** to accompany me. Bohoo. :(

Hmpppp...I better start doing the rain rain go away dance.

I'm off.

Finally meeting up with someone after 6 long years of knowing each other is absurd. Having the unexplainable familiarity as if you've known them forever is rather funny. It's weird but pleasingly surprising all at the same time.

*shrugs*

Okie this is not the post where I secretly blabber about a secret love affair that I'm currently into since C*** is not here. :P Well,fret not. I have no such story to tell, I have to create one if I wanted to. Wanted to write about the non-existent affair that is,bukannyer nak ade secret love affair. he he.

So C***, don't do something that I wouldn't do. Okies? *raises eyebrow*

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The non-existent secret love affair aside.

Yes, I'm supposed to write about the EID with loads of colorful pictures to lace the wonderful stories, but I'm just not in the mood. I might as well admit that I'm already half way out of the EID mood. I have multiple open house invites & I've been to none of it. Yea, I sound ungrateful but the thing is, I was totally occupied with my workload last week and I was feeling jaded by the end of the week, so I spent my weekend at home, catching up with my it's going haywire sleep, a few session of I don't know why I'm watching those stupid movies marathon and a lunch date with a darling which was filled with kenapakah hidup ini penuh dengan drama, can't it just be normal for once issues. Life's like that. You just hafta hang in there and keep your head up high, InsyaAllah you'll do just fine. ;)

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Since I'm not going to really write about the EID, how bout a pic?



A pic taken during the 2nd day of EID at my uncle's place. On the left, budak comel kecik tapi macam budak besaq Naufal & budak comel yang konon-konon jual mahal Azra. Both are the rugrats of my older cousins, aren't they cute? Owh they make me feel old. Tsk.

I'm off. Will write more about the EID later.

Buhbye :P

♥of.klutzy.&.me.♥

I accidentally blew someone's cover. It might as well turns into a huge misfortune or a plain relief for someone. I don't know. Who am I to tell? - cause when you thought you knew someone well enough, you might be wrong.

& to make it rather annoying is the fact the it gave me this complicated indigestible mixed feeling. I don't know whether I should smirk or be feeling suspicious, uneasy and turn green with envy or simply brush everything off my mind and act like nothing happened.

Life's complicated,just like that eh?

*sighs*

I sound depressed.

This can't be good, the last thing I need is to be piled with something that triggers my paranoia.

God, dugaan post-EID apekah ini?

♥of.break.&.me.♥

If there's one absurd thing about me ever since I turned myself into an avid-blogger, it hafta be the fact that I do the mind-blogging,quite often. Especially when I couldn't get myself connected - I'll be thinking of how should I put my thought in words and whatnot once I could get my hands on the computer.

This is how my escapism actually turning into an obsession. Freaky.

Owh well, I'm back.Miss me?.

Back to blogging (whenever time permits) & back to work.

Yea, it's my first day at work after my 11 days EID break, yer saya beraya sakan. I came to work this morning to an endless Exceeding Quota warning messages in my office inbox plus those blinding pending messages from the users,boldly highlighted in red - how welcoming, screaming "Where the hell have you been?" right into my brain. Memang sangat menenangkan perasaan.Those users finally realized that I'm not around & they miss messing up with my brain cells,you see? Yea, I feel needed. Thanks people. :P

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Owh, to those who asked whether I got myself involved in the LRT accident thingy(cerita dah basi skarang baru nak tulis), well I'm sorry to disappoint ya babe, but I didn't get myself involve so there's no dramatic tragic stories update for that. I left the office 30 minutes after 7 p.m and by the time I got to the train station, it was already closed due to the incident. So yea, I was saved by the workload & to C*** who called to check on me, after failing to catch me on YM the next day, yea I'm alive and kicking dearest.Fret not. Rugi sebab called and tengok-tengok budak tu still alive and bukan dekat hospital.he he. Kidding. I still expect you to call darling dan semestinye bukan 2-3 minggu sekali okies? :P

On the lighter note,

HAPPY EID-FITRI, Maaf zahir batin

It's better late than never aight? Raya sebulan kan?

Will write more about the EID and whatnot.

Till then,work's calling.I'm off.

p/s:Macam tau-tau je orang suh call,tetiba call pulak si C*** ni. :x

♥of.pet.peeves.&.me.♥

What's up with certain guys and untrimmed nose hair? WHY? Why do they have to act like having those unsightly hair flaring out of their nostrils thingy is the sexiest, owh so cool thing on earth? Please, even if you looove & adore it so much, keep it to yourself & well-hidden, will ya? You'll be doing me (& others) a favour, a huge one.

Like...c'mon dude, have you ever heard of nose hair trimmer? No? The blunt-nosed scissors? No? Well, if you don't have any of those, any trustworthy old pair of scissors will do if you're a cheapskate & not a klutz, else you'll bleed yourself to death.

*sighs*

Pardon me, but it's gross & terrifying to see those flaring thingy move every time you speak and whatnot, ya know?

Well, forgive my limited knowledge on nose hair (as if I need to get a degree on this), for me it serves as a filter for the air we breathed, to filter out the inhaled particles - so we won't be sucking all of those harmful stuff into our respiratory system. I don't know if you are planning to keep it long & flaring wildly(enough)- so it could act as an appetite booster or charmer or tangkal untuk memikat hati wanita for others, but not moi. You know better eh?

*shivers*

So yea, don't blame me if I find it hard to look you in the nose eyes while talking.

I just cannot stand it,kegelian yang agak melampau. Period.

p/s: What a topic to write about pre-EID, haih!

♥of.solitary.&.me.♥

I'm going back home for EID in 3 days. Whoppie!! - BUT workload keeps on towering, haunting like a bad karma. Utterly depressing.

*sighs*

I have to prepare for a deployment,proceed with the 3rd phase of the newly signed off module, brief the so called assistant bout the system & work on a whole new different project today.

My nose is starting to bleed,again.

Tsk.

Well,workload aside.Lets talk about the weekend.Shall we?

Lets see,hmpp..I did a little spring cleaning last Saturday, I was supposed to pick up C*** digicam at Sony KLCC but ended up feeling a wee bit mellow to even step out of the house,kemalasan. I only budged to the nearby bazaar after being dragged by the housemate for iftar's food hunt. A girl's gotta eat,aight? Dah comel macam ni patutnya diet,whatever.

Moving on, the Sunday. Yes, the Sunday. Perhaps it was the day for an endless cravings. I woke up that morning for sahur with bestnya Famous Amos double choc chip cookies dengan Juicework Lychee Paradise plastered on my head. So I dragged myself to KLCC after Zohor to pick up C*** digicam that was sent for a service job 2 weeks back which surprisingly didn't cost an arm or leg(C***'s arm & leg lah kan? not mine. he he)Murah,ingatkan dah ratus-ratus aritu.Selamat duit kan dear? :P Will proceed with the testing once I got myself an adaptor for the 2-pin continental plug,takde la pulak the adaptor for the charger. Tsk.

Anyway, since I haven't start with my EID shopping, I decided to get myself a new Stila lipstick, lip glaze & loads of those cooling face mask for starters. *sighs in contentment* I don't do much lipstick/gloss,I hardly use any coz I'm more into eyeliners & whatnot but seeing the tubes of pretty colors are somehow therapeutic. A mystery that I'm yet to solve. *sengih kepada C*** yang menggeleng sebab saya suka membazir*

Owh yes,I bought myself the craved bag of cookies minus the Lychee Paradise - getting a cup of smoothies hours before the iftar is a wee bit fishy ya know? Lain la ade bawak budak ke ape,boleh la jugak berlakon.he he.

Hmpp..that's about it.

Not bad for the 1st solitary weekend eh? Tho I must admit that I'll never like the whole lone ranger thingy, was not born for it - but well, I'll live.

Good day, later!

♥of.stalker.&.me.♥

Apparently C*** IS stalking me, digging into the archive. My once avid stalker, is back. I bet he's having a real good laugh over my emotional lebih-lebih tah sebab ape posts. he he. Yea, now I can't blame you for knowing me too much, can I dearest?

& owh, I don't mean to kutuk-kutuk you in my posts. It's just that you give me plenty of stuff to ramble about, you're the source of my amusement,remember? *raises eyebrow*

Hmpp..

Well, if you're wondering. I don't do the menghitung hari whilst striking off the dates on my calendar, counting the days till you're back thingy. Itu adelah macam constantly menyakitkan hati sendiri & it feels like forever, so I rather let the time flies & only be reminded of it every now & then, but it's not like I'm not thinking about it at all,ya know? Ignorance is bliss tapi saya tidak lah sekejam & sombong seperti yang disangka.he he.

I'm still looking forward to the day you'll be back, which is like..in 4 months & 26(?) days?

See, I've told ya I'm not really counting the days,I'm counting it by the hours instead. :P

Work's calling.

I'm off.

Happy weekend okie? Well,I'm not quite sure how to spend mine nowadays, but lets not go there.

Later.

p/s:Hi dear! *waves* Miss me yet? :P

♥of.gift.&.me.♥

C*** left for Japan last night,like 30 minutes before my birthday.

I gave him nothing but a tube of Palmer's cocoa butter, a pack of Strepsils and a lousy card - to compensate the awkward moments, for the lack of better words, I suck at goodbyes. I do hope he likes it anyway ♥ - regardless the fact that it went astray from the usual conventional gift list. Apehal tetiba kasi cocoa butter pulak ni? - to keep all the flaky & rough skins at bay you see?. he he. He somehow asked for it(I'm a sucker for lotions,maybe fetish itu telah berjangkit) and it's the thought that counts aight? I'm practical just like that.

........

Owh yes, the birthday. I'm 24 years young. Thanks,terima kasih,merci for all the birthday wishes & presents. Parents called to wish me well & mummy even asked what I’d like for my birthday. A-ha! Akan difikirkan dengan teliti,err..decided.How about a new car ma? This programmer cabuk would love to have a spanking new car,very much.The old one boleh la diwariskan kepada adik secara rasmi. Thank you. he he.

Moving on, I got a lovely gift from C*** few days in advance & a box of jigsaw puzzle from Mun dearest this morning. Apekah ini cara untuk defy the gravity & the adding age? Dengan bermain jigsaw puzzle? Will absolutely send you a snapshot once it's done babe, which is like..don't know when lah. hoh!

Well, hafta get back to work.

There's no such thing as a anda boleh bermalas-malasan sesuka hati day - tho it's on your birthday.

Booohoo.

Later.

♥of.surprise.&.me.♥

I have a gut feeling that my cousins are stalking on me. he he. Hi cousins! *waves*

This is me, in the good & mostly sane mood.You wouldn't want to see me otherwise.

Anyway, workload keeps on towering like hel.... like you wouldn't believe. Hoh! Sangat membebankan perasaan, I'm starting to have this sucky vision that I wouldn't be able to be off for EID on the 25th.Jangan dibuatnya ade deployment sudah. I'm totally tired to the bones. I need to unwind & the 10 days off for EID might be sufficient.

On a lighter,happier notes - C*** came over to the office during lunch-break to see me. Like..owh sungguh terharu tahap gaban, he'll be leaving for Japan tonight but yet still managed to come over to see me macam la tak jumpa kat airport nanti. *smirks*

*inhales*

*exhales*

Nothing better than a nice surprise eh?

Owh later.

♥of.rambling.&.me.♥

I woke up this morning with "I'm going to finish all the debugging for the UAT and I'm going home at 5,sharp!" engraved on my brain.

I got to the office, checked the UAT problem log and proceed with my coding & when I'm done with the codes & when I requested to checkout the source files from the UAT server, the new QA took foreveeeeeeeeeer ever after to checkout my source files(9 files ONLY,mind you!) & another lightyear to complete the deployment. Dammit!

It's like the most no-brainer job ever & yet some of them still couldn't stop from being all terhegeh-hegeh, nak kuarkan 9 files pon sejam ke?

Hnnssss...

& I have another deployment tomorrow nite.

Balik lambat lagi lah nampaknye.

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

♥of.workload.&.me.♥

When I told ya that I'm getting back to my towering amount of workload. I'm not kidding nor lying. It's the plain truth & not something that I wrote out of a mere possibility that my boss gonna be reading it dan terbukti lah saya seorang yang rajin bagai yang disangka-sangka or whatsoever.

I ended up going back home at 8 p.m last night with a growling tummy & arrived home with zero appetite but not wanting to starve myself to death. I gobbled down 2 mandarin oranges,scramble egg and washed them down with a mug of orange-mango yogurt drink & OJ and later took my medication for the flu and kong out.

& I woke up this morning with a heavy head but somehow magically managed to drag my lazy butt to work at 8 a.m. I should give myself a pat on the shoulder.

Hmpp..

I'm going back home at 6 p.m today, sharp.

Provided that I managed to finish up everything that is.

*sighs*