♥of.furry.&.me.♥

4 days back, while I was immersed in deep slumber(I was initially on bed watching the umpteenth rerun of Hannibal but I mysteriously fell asleep), something furry jumped onto my bed and I could feel its furriness brushing against my feet.

The initial reaction was like
"Whaddaaa heck? Is this supposed to be the after-effect of falling asleep whilst watching a movie of cannibalism?"

Yes, the very thought ran through my mind and I still kept my eyes closed whilst trying to fathom bout what on earth the furry creature might be. This felt nothing like one of those ghost stories told by my older cousin where the gurl in her school was pressed down by some huge furry black creature whilst sleeping, the furry creature that was on my bed was merely brushing itself against my feet and purred.

Did I say purred?

Yes, the creature purred. So my 5 minutes nightmare was over, it was a cat. An orange medium sized cat and before I could bring myself out of the bed, the cat somehow got itself under my bed. So yea, few minutes past 2am and I was still trying to pull out a cat underneath my bed,like a mad woman. Thanks to the half-asleep state of mind, the simple task somehow felt like I was trying to catch an endangered crocodile from the Amazon or something.

Long story short, I finally managed to get my hands on the cat and shoved it out through the window, my bedroom window which happened to be on the 4th floor and I resumed my disturbed sleep.

The end.

What? You're expecting me to tell you that I woke up the next morning only to realize that I've killed a cat by throwing it out from the 4th floor and the cat actually belongs to my housemate?

Well, I sure hope that I could feed you with such ending, but no. I didn't kill the cat tho I successfully shoved it out right through the window. There is a mini balcony outside my window (ya know, the place where you should place your air conditioner compressor so it won't be exposed and whatnot) and I happened to live on the 4th floor otherwise known as the playground floor, so yea my mini balcony is somehow connected to the wall of the pathway that connects the block with the play ground.

So you see, the cat didn't fall flat on the ground or something, I merely let it out through where it came in. Case closed - I'm not a cat killer and the cat doesn't belongs to the housemate either.

Yea,I sleep with the window ajar. Closed room without an air conditioner adelah kepam dan rimas. I couldn't be bothered to install one since I have no issues with the heat plus it's not like I own the place or something. Fret not, I keep my blind shut all time. :P

Talking about blind, I should get myself a new one, perhaps it should be purple this time and owh, C*** got his parcel regardless the incomplete address. Yey for the Pacik postman in the land of rising sun.

On the lighter note, I have a whole bunch of stuff to do this weekend. I need to send the bf for a wash,I just noticed how nasty it looks this morning. I also need to do some shopping, the paycheque is burning a hole in my pocket. I need to get myself a new tudung to match the purple baju kurung that I'm going to wear to Munnie's sis engagement (which means I'm going to Seremban and I'm pretty clueless with the roads and whatnot, must be reminded to look for the location in gog*gle map else me and my former uni-housemate gonna be there by the time everything is over).

I'm off now, have a good weekend okies? I'll be enjoying mine.

Later.

♥of.tagged.&.me.♥

I've been tagged by Kakna bebeh - like days back. Pardon moi for the deeelay but here goes nothing.

Name the latest book you bought?
Owh..hmpp..It's the Russian concubine by some author.

What is your fullname?
N*r Madihah Abd Rahman(yes people,this is the name,without the asterisk of coz :P )

Name the person you want to meet in real life or the first time?
John Smith. hahaha.

Christina or Britney?
Christina

Do you do your own laundry?
Of course, tho I truly detest the folding part.

The most exciting place you wanna go?
Owh,I can't decide. Anywhere with loads of enchanting castles would be nice.

Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.

8 things I am passionate about?

1. - Family - of coz.
   
2. - The chatter box aka mon petit ami.
   
3. - Programming.
   
4. - Little kids with the owh so adorable smiles and chubby cheeks.
   
5. - Shopping.
6. - Great buddies.
   
7. - Good books.
   
8. - Goood food.
   

8 things you say too often?

1. - Sooo?
2. - Well
3. - Owh yea
   
4. - Owh?
5. - Shoot.
6. - Owh okie.
   
7. - Okie dokie.
   
8. - Alrighty.

8 books I've read recently?(But I only got 3, yes THREE)

1. Leslie's story
   
2. Russian concubine
   
3. The keeper's daughter
   

8 songs I could listen to over and over again?

1. Goodbye - Air supply.
   
2. Save the best for last - Vaneesa Williams
   
3. Ocean Size Love - Leigh Nash
4. It's good to be in love - Frou Frou
   
5. You give me something - James Morrison
   
6. Your Song - Elton John
   
7. Only Hope - Switchfoot.
   
8. I miss you - Incubus.
   

8 things I learned last year?

1. Live with a fussy housemate.
   
2. Cook more edible foods.
   
3. Having a mon petit ami is rather amusing.
   
4. How to stay alive whilst using the public transports.
   
5. Double the ability to multitask.
   
6. Walk,a whole lot.
   
7. Menabung.(as if)
   
8. Be really really thankful for what I've got.
   

Tag 8 people

Malas lah.hehe


Owh yea, I have a story to tell but that gotta wait.

I'm off now.

Later.

♥of.whaddaaaa.&.me.♥

As much as I long to get back home after a looong and freezing day at work, I hafta admit that I'm starting to loath the fact that I HAVE TO drag myself back home at the end of the day, like orang yang confused,ya know? Dying to get home tapi bila balik macam bosan nak mati. Macam stress pulak balik rumah - to this rented place that I call home. Nothing but empty,lifeless and soulless house. Thanks to the fact that there are only 2 of us in the house and the other person that I'm living with is a workaholic and no fun either, no fun with a capital, fat N.

Perhaps it's the age gap. Living with a 30+ gurl could be rather complicated or is it just her or me? I doubt the age factor coz the other akak that moved out 2 weeks ago is a person oozing with fun and I could be my usual crazy-self when I'm with her.

How depressing.

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On a lighter(but still sorta depressing) note, I think that I (might) wrote an incomplete address for the parcel that I sent to C***.This is what we call careless,cuai or otherwise known as merangah(this is like a hella well known word among my cousins). Hnss..hopefully pandai-pandai la postman jepun tu deliver the parcel.

The last thing that I want is to have it delivered back to me after a month or whatnot.

Sungguh tak menggumbirakan.

Owh later.

p/s:Have a good week, mine is...pbbttt.

♥of.mon.cher.&.me.♥

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

Bonne anniversaire darling, I wish for your happiness this year and many more years to come.

Hope you like the scrap book alike birthday card. :D

See you when you're back okie?

Love love. :x

♥of.random.&.me.♥

Apparently, I'm in the midst of the feel good season. Most probably due to the fact that I'm done with the coding and testing of the current module that I'm working on annnnd just because.

Regardless of the good mood, I'm not really in the writing mood. So this gonna be a random pictures of my life post. How's that for a change?

Lets get it on, shall we?(Click for bigger pics)



The yummy juicy mango is in season again! Woowee..boleh didapati di pasar-pasar malam terdekat thus my last night dinner consist of mango and the strawberry cubes in a bowl. Nyum! I could eat bowls of this until my tummy aches.


This picture was taken when Eyes of Malaysia's still in Titiwangsa(it's like 5 mins from my place) - during one of my deployment nights. It's like a quick date/walk at the park with C*** before he was forced to accompany me to work. he he.


I'm such a sentimental junkie that it shows on my food. Well, I was stuffing myself with a plate of chicken-mushroom scramble eggs when I realized that the ketchup resembled a heart shape. A romantic meal,sadly for one.


My usual dose of liquid at work - a mug of green tea with jasmine petals and a whole lot of plain water. Did I tell you that I drink like a gold fish?

If a picture worth a thousand words, I got 4! Do the maths.

So later :P.

♥of.songs.&.me.♥

A friend of mine called when I was busy humming to Enrique Iglesis - Takin Back My Love whilst playing on my newly discovered game last nite. She then asked why does it sounds so..hmpp..gay. Like well, it's Enrique,so whaddaya expect? - tho I never heard of any rumor bout him being gay,adeke? Dengar pasal him going out with a huge-boobed chix ade la.hehe.

I go at your speed, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt

I'll give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

Anyway,well yea,looking at the lyric,it looks like a song for the broken-hearted (fortunately I'm not) but if you actually listen to it,it sounds sorta fun. Ya know, ala-ala lagu I will survive, a broken-hearted song but with a twist and not in the usual sappy,melodramatic way.

Where was I? Owh yes, at the end of the conversation, this friend of mind recommended me a song.

T:"You should listen to Brandy's new song."
Me:"Ape la? She came out with a new album already eh? I thought 'the boy is mine' era is over."
T:"Dengar ler, tajuk dia 'Long distance',it suits you."
Me:"Long distance?Okie that hit a sore spot.Okie esok cari la."

So today,being the good(ehem~) friend that I am,beria la cari and I ended up with this

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind
All I have is this picture in a frame
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where I'd rather be,
but we're stuck where we are.
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me,
but we're stuck where we are
it's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.

Now the minutes feel like hours
and the hours feel like days..
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon
Coming home soon..
All I have is this picture in a frame
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where i'd rather be (where I'd rather be..),
but we're stuck where we are
It's so hard,you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me (you are here with me),
but we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far..

Can you hear me crying?

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time...

Okay!

Well,it suits me? Err..maybe not. It's a wee bit too dramatic for me(tho I'm an incurable sentimental junkie).

Like,saya tidak la melihat gambar dalam frame hari-hari. I don't even have his pic in a frame for God's sake(absurd,I know). hehe. I kept the pictures somewhere else(read:In a locked folder somewhere so I'll be the only one who gets to see it,ada ciri-ciri seorang geek disitu) but not in a frame or my purse,for that matter. Later perhaps? :P

However, it's true that time seems to slow down,a lot. It's an absurd feeling not to have that particular someone around to cling to and whatnot,like yea what's new with that,kan?

Tapii... for the crying part,tak la kot.Drama la pulak.he he. *glares at imaginary C*** *

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time

Owh,true indeed.

I'm off now.

Later

♥of.missing.&.me.♥

I'm going to start the week with my rambling, about..things.

Things, that I miss a lot lately.

I miss the carefree feeling of being a student. Yes, tho it was not all rainbow and sunshine - I was at least worry-free financially(hence the impulse-shopper and old habits die hard) and there's no risk of being sacked if I accidentally deleted the bank's crucial data or whatnot. Scary.

I miss the cerita hantu sessions with my cousins (plus the geli-geli or cari rambut gatal sessions with Kakna bebeh.Ingat tak Kakna? Bila nak balik? Tetiba je. he he). Especially the one that we had during EID whilst snugging in our makeshift bed at Tok's place. That is something, that sadly, might not happen again.

I miss having a pet cat waiting for me at the door every time I'm back home (I never really have a pet cat - at least not the one that you eat and sleep with, but I used to have a bunch of adopted stray cats that somehow refused to leave me in peace. I'm such a catnip.). Well, I just love the soothing feeling that someone/something is patiently & longingly waiting for you - tho in this case,the cat merely needs you for nothing but a good head-pat and a bowl of food & warm milk.

I miss having the luxury of going out with my friends without the need of a week notice or an appointment (yang sometimes ended up tak jadi jugak). I miss the time where you could just go "Jom tengok movie" and receive an approval nod the next second. Now that most of them are attached to someone or something,it somehow turned into a luxury that I could rarely afford.Boohoo.

I miss having C*** - to be dragged around,bullied & whined at.Cepat balik. Ya hear?

Tiba-tiba dah jadi melodramatic pulak.

I'm off now. Have a good week.

Later.

♥of.kids.&.me.♥

If there's one thing in life that never fail to amaze me these days is the fact that my younger cousins and lil bro are waaaay ahead of me in the relationship department. It seems like they jumped into the high tech sophisticated love wagon while I hitched a ride on an old beat-up one. Yea, I just can't get over it.

Well, where do I start? Lets see, the lil cousins already went out and about on dates and whatnot whilst they are still in high school. The lil brother's promising of undying love to the girlfriend right about now. Like yea,how normal coz as far as I can remember, I was on the verge of confusion and still contemplating between my various array of ambitions when I was 16/17. Mostly out of the fear that I would not be up to the beloved parents' standard (tho I know that they love me anyhow), the inability to be on the same par as the successful cousins(how I detest the comparison,but this is something rather unavoidable) and most of all the ultimate fear that my dad gonna play the malas sangat study result teruk apa kata kawen je terus card on me - which of coz was irrelevant then and even now, he's not that type. It's just the paranoia talking. Typically me.

Moving on, as much as I would like to think that these kiddos are heavily influenced by the endless supply of wonderful, sappy, unconditional, unrealistic love stories thus triggered their curiosity to actually be in one. I just can't ignore the fact that it's also due to their freedom. Parents these days are rather mellowed,at least mine did compared to the time when I was younger.

Like yea, my lil brother was granted with the permission to go out on the various school trips and later on the first and official or at least the first one known to the parents date(which was happily sponsored by the beloved dad,so that the couple could have a proper meal at a chick restaurant instead of a mamak,ceh!) whilst me on the other hand was denied on most of the requests(school trips or not) especially if it has something to do with the ocean,recreational forest,seaside and the sorts. So no wonder I've never been out camping before. (note: Whoever my infinite other half gonna be.He automatically owes me a camping trip.Bonfire, tent and all. Okie? He better be feeling adventurous.Ehem.)

Hmpp..what else? My permission to date? Owh well, I never get any, at least not literally or officially.It's not like my dad gonna set me a date and hand over a letter with "From this date onward,you're allowed to date my dear.Enjoy!" written on it. :P

Well, I would like to think that I was granted with it when I graduated - at least I could get away from the jangan la nak bercinta-cinta masa study ni,study kasi habis dulu card - since it's no longer valid on me. Nowadays, my mum would casually ask whether I'm going out on a date during the weekend, when C*** is coming back and such, which I replied with my ecstatic and elongated details(on whichever possible), so I bet that she got the drift. Plus, my parents would be worried if I'm not. Like yea, the haunting Adekah anak ku seorang yang normal? or Was I too harsh on her? issues gonna exist, so I might as well spare them from the trouble and tell them that I'm actually seeing someone,kan? kan? he he.

Call me conservative. I'm a late bloomer in this particular department,so yea it scares the living daylight out of me seeing those lil kids not even old enough to shave going out on a date and holding hands.

Like, what they were thinking? Seluar dalam pon parents yang belikan, perasan dah besar. Cey.

Well I'm off. Terlebih ramble pulak harini.

Later.

♥of.news.&.me.♥

The good news.

Life's been good to me lately.

Hassle free deployment. A mon petit ami who's willing to be bullied and whined at tho he's on the other side of world (love love). An acceptable amount of workload - which gives me a pretty decent space of time to roam the net, update the blog blog-stalking and whatnot.I still have a good sum of moolah to be spent on clothes and other stuff that I might get on impulse. Appraisal is coming! Woowee. God willing,moreee moolah for me.

& I'm going home this weekend. Whoppie!

The bad news

The housemate aka the nice akak is leaving. She got herself transferred back to her hometown which means that I won't have anyone to ramble with after a long day at work (Tho there's another warden akak,but she doesn't count since the only proof of her existent in the house are the hand-written notes in RED warning us not to do this and that. Duh!), also means that there won't be any Amazing Race sessions and abundant stock of Vitagen anymore since the owner is moving out. Dragging along the idiot box, the huge fridge and left me with an old crazy tv and a small bar fridge that belongs to the warden other akak.

*sighs*

Now it seems like a good time for me to forcefully spend the moolah on something essential rather than clothes and more shoes hunt for my own idiotic box (or perhaps I could just grab one from home.he he) and a fridge. A mini bar fridge sounds idyllic just about now.

Then my own lil nation would be complete.

Then I'll be a geek without the need to get out of her room except when she needs to pee that is.

Tsk. Pathetic.

Well,later.

♥of.eyeliner.&.me.♥

Kakna bebeh, since you asked. Ini la dia bendanyer that I'm missing right now.



The eyeliner or otherwise known as celak(kot?). It's supposed to bring your eyes out,giving you the big-eyed effects and whatnot. he he. Tapi sebenarnye mata ku tetap jua sepet.Bummer.



It's not obvious, unless I decided to put it on like this



or this




which of coz too obvious for someone as geeky as me plus I don't fancy the menjadi panda selepas 5 jam memakai eyeliner yg tebal look, since my eyes are kinda watery (Pakailah eyeliner ape proof sekali pon, mahal murah,cap ayam sume pon akan cair. he he. Patut lah asyik hilang je eyeliner, it's not meant for me.) dan adelah benci kerana susah nak cuci bila nak amek wuduk.

Tetiba dah jadi a dedicated post pasal eyeliner pulak.Tsk tsk.

Moving on.

Well, I'm going to have my umpteenth production deployment tomorrow. Boy, it's going to be a loooong night. I hope it gonna be breezy, fast and I'll be able to finish up everything before I start to faint from sleepiness. What a geek to do?

Owh well,I'm off. Work's calling.

Later.

♥of.true.&.me.♥

The weekend was a handful one for me. I only got to sleep for a mere 2 hours on Saturday before driving all the way to KJ from KL at 3a.m to sent an uncle and his wife to the Komplek Tabung Haji along with the clan - his flight to Makkah was on the same day 4 hours later.

Well,it was like lightyears ago since the last time I slept that little or that late for that matter, so you missed out on seeing me looking like a panda. T_T

Hmpp..I got back home by noon feeling woozy(due to the lack of sleep) after a hearty brunch at my uncle's place only to realize that my room was a total disaster and not wanting to risk the chance of having a sudden visit by whoever that might faint by just a glimpse of it, so a gurl gotta do what a gurl gotta do & I was done with the laundry, the sweeping, organizing, ironing and whatnot by 5p.m. Just about time for me to have a dose of Vitagen and cartoons. Utter bliss. Yes, I love Vitagen, it's good to keep the tummy happy. Too bad someone is not around to share my weekly stock of Vitagen. Now I get to have all 15 bottles for myself. Yum! :P

Owh,I slept like a log that night,double bliss.

Moving on, I went out on Sunday on a date,like yea, NO details or whatsoever on the date outing since C*** might be reading this. ha ha. I was contemplating whether I should get myself a new eyeliner or not coz I lost or somehow misplaced my Dior eyeliner. *sighs* Like why on earth do I have to misplace or lose my must have eyeliner and not others? Pbbtt..this is like me losing the same eyeliner from the same brand for the second time. I'm such a klutz or perhaps this is an omen or God's way of telling me to quit wasting money.

Well, what else? Owh yea, C*** asked me to look around for a brand new watch for him and myself tu pon kalau ade yang best and orang tu sanggup nak belikan. I'm supposed to look for an array of interesting watches, get him the model numbers and the selling price and he'll search for it in the land of the rising sun since he claimed that they are a wee bit cheaper there. I was supposed to go around looking for it yesterday and I failed miserably. he he.

Okie,my bad. I just managed to glance at a good looking Tissot that gonna cost him quite a lot of dough and I didn't even get the model number or whatsoever & today, he blamed me for "pegi berdating sampai tak ingat bf" when I told him about my ruined plan & accused me of having the evil eyes for picking out the most expensive watch between all of the watches that he asked me to look for on the net earlier today. Yer la kan dear, you asked me to choose mane yang paling cantik not mana yang nampak paling murah in my eyes and it's not like the others are that cheap either. Pardon the expensive taste, but you can't blame me for being true kan? Fret not darling, I won't tell you to get me a mickey mouse bag when all I want is a Fendi or something. I'm honest, just like that. :P

Well, I'm off.

Have a good week okies?

Later

♥of.noticed.&.me.♥

I noticed that some people seem to drop by once or twice everyday just to read my crap or even stalk on me. Owh well, I'm flattered. Tehee.

It's not like I ran out of stuff to rant about, the list is endless. It's just that I'm caught in this monstrous batch of workload and I'm just plain lazy to write tho sempat melayan C*** yang kebosanan outta his mind berborak on YM everyday,talking about multitasking ey? Ghee..I'm good at it. *giving myself a pat on the shoulder*

Anyway, for those who dropped by to check on me, well I'm pretty much alive you see? Fret not. More whine and dine coming later, once I manage to get my head and hands off work & stuff. We'll see.

Owh yea.

Hieeeee Kakna bebeh! *waves*
I missssssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu like crazeh.
Dengan ucapan, bila nak balikkk?

Owh well, I'm off. Nak balik rumah & unwind.

Later.

♥of.rummaging.&.me.♥

I'm going back home tonight! Whoppie! So yea, lets be easy on the whiny department okie? I had enough whine and dine this week.

Since I'm in the good mood(for no apparent reason). I'm going to rummage my handbag for everybody to see, like yea, it's a tag where I'm supposed to show everybody what's the isi perot of my bag - a request from someone (which I'm not quite sure who is it anymore).

Owh well, here goes nothing.(Click for bigger pix)

• o1: The must have mints. It's like breathe freshener,ubat tahan mengantuk dan tahan bosan all in one. Good stuff comes in small package ey?


• o2: The handyplast for the unexpected events, blisters and whatnot. When I was younger I used to collect those handyplast with the colorful patterns,sekarang semua dah buang.
  



• o3: My Anna Sui butterfly mirror, like.. I'm not quite sure why I have it at the 1st place. It's not like I'm the I like touching up my makeup on the go type, so vain.



• o4: The ladybird clip, I dunno how it got there at the 1st place, I usually used it to clip my apsal asyik-asyik nak terslip from the hanger baju. It's cute and all that plus it won't leave a mark on the baju yang dikepit.



• o5: Loose change, it's just there, hasil daripada insignificant transactions.



• o6: Lancome Miracle miniature, don't know why it's there since I don't really fancy the smell, just simply heret je kemana-mana,bukan berat pon. Just in case.



• o7: Small brooches for backup, in case the one that I'm wearing patah ke hilang ke ape.



• o8:A small pen, in case I feel like doodling or write my number on some good looking guy's palm or something.Opps :P



• 09: The Bobbi Brown lips pallete which takes forever to finish.Owh bosan.



• 10: My hand sanitizer that actually smells like sumi orange. (Sumi what? Ya know,the jelly in those cone-shaped little container yang like sangat popular when I was little,skarang pon ade je lagi. ) This is a must have item since my hands like to do the mari mengembang dan rasa gatal-gatal acts. I don't really know why, but it happens especially when I hold onto something yang berkuman(duh!) like kasut kat kedai yang dah 10 ribu orang test on or something. Weird.
  



• 11: My eyeliners, the el-chepo pink Pearl eyeliner and my must have Dior black eyeliner.



• 12: Body lotion which happened to have a history related to C***. Well, I stole got it from him and he gave me the "Eee..tak malu mintak/curik" or something like that kinda remarks but I took it anyway.hehe. It's not because of the lotion coz I already flushed the whole content into the toilet( coz it smells like man's perfume), it's the bottle that I want so that I could fill it with my favorite lotion instead . :P



• 13: The L'Occitane en Provence hand cream, I simply like the cream and the packaging, the bigger version of it actually look like a tube of over-sized water color.
  



• 14: The lippies, just like the lips pallete, both Loreal & Lancome lippies tak jugak abis-abis, nanti dah bau semacam,terus buang.



• 15: Nivea lip care, I actually love using this in the office, working in the fridge office gimme chapped lips. Eee...



• 16: The easy on the pocket Guess wallet, my precious wallet was stolen earlier this year so yea, now I settle with a cheap one sudah la, kot apa-apa takde la meroyan.



• 17: Since I happened to rummage my handbag on a weekday, of coz lah ade my staff id. I intentionally wrap it that way so you won't be looking at the scary picture of me. hehe.



• 18: The oil blotter. My face can actually be used as a frying pan sometimes,so yea. You don't want the food to be way too oily, would you?



• 19: My must have cellphone, yea not a 3G phone or whatnot, tho I'm a self-proclaimed geek. Owh well, it's a replacement for the one that was stolen. I hafta thank C*** for his monthly installment scheme.hehe . :x



• 20: A lil bag for the celly that I bought on an impulse. Like yea,what's new with that? Plus it's cheap,so yea.No biggie.

Some other stuff that are usually in the bag tapi tah mana dicampak dan disembunyi kerana terlalu private when I took this pic gotta be

• 21: The house and car keys.



• 22: The thumb-drive.A geek's must have.



• 23: My monthly travel card.



• 24: Some stuff :P

Ghee..those stuff in my bag make me look like a gurly girl, when I'm actually not - at least not really coz I used to give my mum the "tapi baju/kasut tu macam perempuan sangat :( " line which she replied with "Dah tu? Anak bukan perempuan?". Those were the days. Now I wear & collect skirts like nobody's business, perhaps my mum prayed for it out of the ultimate fear that she would have 2 sons instead of 1. :P

Owh I'm off.

Happy weekend.

♥of.unfortunate.&.me.♥

Today hafta be the day when I start whining about writing my very own series of unfortunate event. It's like waking up on the wrong side of the bed. So not amusing.

Hmppp..what's up with the series of unfortunate event you ask?

Let me count the ways.

o1: I got myself a parking ticket. Blame it to the...err whatever.

o2: Someone tried to steal my blardy spare tyre last night, the moron managed to break the tyre protector but too bad for him coz he got himself spotted by the guard. Alhamdulillah. Lucky me. Well yea, who can blame him, the beloved idiotic sucker? The spare tyre stucked on the sexy bontot of my bf(the car that is, not C*** :P ) is undeniably tempting. Now without the protector on, I'm so going to take off the tyre and keep it in the house(giler paranoid dibuatnya) tho C*** suggested for me to just keep it in the boot and cover it up but since the moron successfully triggered my paranoia jadi biar lah nampak togel kereta itu asalkan selamat. Tsk, now when on earth am I going to get my own parking space? *sighs*

o3: The office phone lines went dead on us. Like..wtfish? I have tonnes of works to do and calls to make. I have a deployment coming up and I need to blardy communicate. Owh, the email is not an option for those on the go and whatnot and there's no way I'm going to use my cellphone.Cheapskate betul.

o4: I broke my bling bling sandal last nite. Like yea, it's the most fragile sandal with a nonsense price tag I've ever bought(thanks to my impulsive-shopper self) and ia telah terputus dalam sekelip mata whilst I was doing the mari berlari di dalam hujan ke kereta scene. I've should have known better not to wear the over the top sandal to work. Great. Yer C***, strappy sandal merah berbatu permata bagai itu telah putus.Sekian.

I'm off now,before I start to curse like a sailor.

Wish me luck with the parking & pray for me,will ya?

Thanks.

♥of.annoyed.&.me.♥

I got myself a parking ticket from the D*KL yesterday coz I parked the beloved bf at the roadside in front of the guard house, a crime that I was forced to commit. Like seriously, do they think that I prefer to park that poor machine on the roadside when I could just pay 80 bucks per month to put a roof under its head and a peace of mind?

*sighs*

I seriously can't fathom why the waiting list for renting a goddam parking space is as long as my mum's grocery list tho the vast parking place is not even half full. Yea yea, those parking spaces belong to those empty houses or those without cars and the management can't simply rent it off, I got the drift BUT It's just blardy annoying to see those empty parking spaces whilst my bf hafta be parked OUTSIDE. Vulnerable to scratches, bird's poo and other sort of misfortunes. Now my vision of getting a new car is somehow blurred and I hafta part with a hundred bucks that I rather spend on an eyeliner or a sandal instead. Shheessh!

What a weekend.

p/s:Owh tak sabar nak cuti Deepavali.Over excited macam menyambut pulak.

♥of.crashed.&.me.♥

Last nite at midnite(eh it rhymes :P), when I was about to step out from the house with the car keys in my hand and a trusted organizer in another, I got a call from the boss saying

"Where are you? OTW already? Don't come. I'm calling off the deployment tonite, the db server is not up yet."

My initial reaction?

a:Pheww..thank God

b:WHAT? I'm all dressed up ready to get this over with, the users are killing me. WHY? WHY the server hafta crash now? Pbbhttt!!

It's the latter.

Well, yea sure. I must admit that I'm glad that I wouldn't have to proceed with the deployment since I was feeling sucky coz C*** takde untuk temankan tho memanglah dia tak tolong membuat keje dan kesian sebab membosankan diri dia sendiri je tapi.. like I'm going to kong out any second and I just got back home at 9.30 p.m so imagine the lack of motivation BUT postponing the deployment only gonna elongate my suffering. It's killing me, like rasa cam nak sneeze tapi tak jadi or rasa gatal kat tekak tapi tatau camne nak garu.

*sighs*

So as expected, this morning I came to work to a bunch of emails asking

"Why the yada yada is still not working? I thought you're supposed to patch it last night"

"The batch is not running"

"Could you please make the batch process runs faster?"

Like HELLOOOOOOO! How on earth am I supposed to make it runs faster? Blame it to the db server for committing suicide on us last night and drag the batch processes along with it and now we hafta run the batch during the operation hours. Do you have any idea of how many transactions that we have everyday? Like millions gazillions (no wonder you could be blardy rich just by stealing a few cents per transaction). Have mercy on the poor server and me. Will ya? Will ya?

Haih, I'm off to check on the batch now.

Tata.

p/s: Don't get me wrong. I love my job & C*** & my parents & my family & my friends & ...okie enuf.

♥of.stuck.&.me.♥

It's raining cats and dogs outside, and I'm stuck in the fridge office. Huwaaa..nak balikkkkkk!

This is what happened when you're trying to be a goody good citizen by using the public transport and all that. Tsk, I should have followed my instinct and drive to the office, but did I succumb to my gut feeling? Hell NO. I like being a cheapskate stubborn and pemalas untuk mengadap traffic jam and couldn't afford to lose the great parking spot(else my baby hafta be parked at some scary back alley,okie okie I exaggerate).

*sighs*

Now it's like very very dark outside and the idea of going out and wait for the cab is scary. Like seriously, I work in a place where technology and nature come together(so they claimed) or otherwise known as technology centre di dalam hutan dan kebun buah-buahan, sape nak cempedak sila lah datang curi(at your own risk).Ehem . Well yea, I could actually get a glimpse of the monitor lizards sedang berjalan-jalan, squirrels sedang lompat-lompat or lil monkeys sedang bermanja-manja on a car roof top on my way to work or vice versa.

Yea people, highly entertaining. Now I don't have to go to the zoo that often - as if I'm willing to fork out my hard-earned moolah for the zoo lah kan?. The last time I went there was like ages ago and it was on someone's treat. :P

Owh well,I'm going to have another deployment tonite & there's no C*** to accompany me. Bohoo. :(

Hmpppp...I better start doing the rain rain go away dance.

I'm off.

Finally meeting up with someone after 6 long years of knowing each other is absurd. Having the unexplainable familiarity as if you've known them forever is rather funny. It's weird but pleasingly surprising all at the same time.

*shrugs*

Okie this is not the post where I secretly blabber about a secret love affair that I'm currently into since C*** is not here. :P Well,fret not. I have no such story to tell, I have to create one if I wanted to. Wanted to write about the non-existent affair that is,bukannyer nak ade secret love affair. he he.

So C***, don't do something that I wouldn't do. Okies? *raises eyebrow*

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The non-existent secret love affair aside.

Yes, I'm supposed to write about the EID with loads of colorful pictures to lace the wonderful stories, but I'm just not in the mood. I might as well admit that I'm already half way out of the EID mood. I have multiple open house invites & I've been to none of it. Yea, I sound ungrateful but the thing is, I was totally occupied with my workload last week and I was feeling jaded by the end of the week, so I spent my weekend at home, catching up with my it's going haywire sleep, a few session of I don't know why I'm watching those stupid movies marathon and a lunch date with a darling which was filled with kenapakah hidup ini penuh dengan drama, can't it just be normal for once issues. Life's like that. You just hafta hang in there and keep your head up high, InsyaAllah you'll do just fine. ;)

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Since I'm not going to really write about the EID, how bout a pic?



A pic taken during the 2nd day of EID at my uncle's place. On the left, budak comel kecik tapi macam budak besaq Naufal & budak comel yang konon-konon jual mahal Azra. Both are the rugrats of my older cousins, aren't they cute? Owh they make me feel old. Tsk.

I'm off. Will write more about the EID later.

Buhbye :P

♥of.klutzy.&.me.♥

I accidentally blew someone's cover. It might as well turns into a huge misfortune or a plain relief for someone. I don't know. Who am I to tell? - cause when you thought you knew someone well enough, you might be wrong.

& to make it rather annoying is the fact the it gave me this complicated indigestible mixed feeling. I don't know whether I should smirk or be feeling suspicious, uneasy and turn green with envy or simply brush everything off my mind and act like nothing happened.

Life's complicated,just like that eh?

*sighs*

I sound depressed.

This can't be good, the last thing I need is to be piled with something that triggers my paranoia.

God, dugaan post-EID apekah ini?

♥of.break.&.me.♥

If there's one absurd thing about me ever since I turned myself into an avid-blogger, it hafta be the fact that I do the mind-blogging,quite often. Especially when I couldn't get myself connected - I'll be thinking of how should I put my thought in words and whatnot once I could get my hands on the computer.

This is how my escapism actually turning into an obsession. Freaky.

Owh well, I'm back.Miss me?.

Back to blogging (whenever time permits) & back to work.

Yea, it's my first day at work after my 11 days EID break, yer saya beraya sakan. I came to work this morning to an endless Exceeding Quota warning messages in my office inbox plus those blinding pending messages from the users,boldly highlighted in red - how welcoming, screaming "Where the hell have you been?" right into my brain. Memang sangat menenangkan perasaan.Those users finally realized that I'm not around & they miss messing up with my brain cells,you see? Yea, I feel needed. Thanks people. :P

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Owh, to those who asked whether I got myself involved in the LRT accident thingy(cerita dah basi skarang baru nak tulis), well I'm sorry to disappoint ya babe, but I didn't get myself involve so there's no dramatic tragic stories update for that. I left the office 30 minutes after 7 p.m and by the time I got to the train station, it was already closed due to the incident. So yea, I was saved by the workload & to C*** who called to check on me, after failing to catch me on YM the next day, yea I'm alive and kicking dearest.Fret not. Rugi sebab called and tengok-tengok budak tu still alive and bukan dekat hospital.he he. Kidding. I still expect you to call darling dan semestinye bukan 2-3 minggu sekali okies? :P

On the lighter note,

HAPPY EID-FITRI, Maaf zahir batin

It's better late than never aight? Raya sebulan kan?

Will write more about the EID and whatnot.

Till then,work's calling.I'm off.

p/s:Macam tau-tau je orang suh call,tetiba call pulak si C*** ni. :x