♥of.pet.peeves.&.me.♥

What's up with certain guys and untrimmed nose hair? WHY? Why do they have to act like having those unsightly hair flaring out of their nostrils thingy is the sexiest, owh so cool thing on earth? Please, even if you looove & adore it so much, keep it to yourself & well-hidden, will ya? You'll be doing me (& others) a favour, a huge one.

Like...c'mon dude, have you ever heard of nose hair trimmer? No? The blunt-nosed scissors? No? Well, if you don't have any of those, any trustworthy old pair of scissors will do if you're a cheapskate & not a klutz, else you'll bleed yourself to death.

*sighs*

Pardon me, but it's gross & terrifying to see those flaring thingy move every time you speak and whatnot, ya know?

Well, forgive my limited knowledge on nose hair (as if I need to get a degree on this), for me it serves as a filter for the air we breathed, to filter out the inhaled particles - so we won't be sucking all of those harmful stuff into our respiratory system. I don't know if you are planning to keep it long & flaring wildly(enough)- so it could act as an appetite booster or charmer or tangkal untuk memikat hati wanita for others, but not moi. You know better eh?

*shivers*

So yea, don't blame me if I find it hard to look you in the nose eyes while talking.

I just cannot stand it,kegelian yang agak melampau. Period.

p/s: What a topic to write about pre-EID, haih!

♥of.solitary.&.me.♥

I'm going back home for EID in 3 days. Whoppie!! - BUT workload keeps on towering, haunting like a bad karma. Utterly depressing.

*sighs*

I have to prepare for a deployment,proceed with the 3rd phase of the newly signed off module, brief the so called assistant bout the system & work on a whole new different project today.

My nose is starting to bleed,again.

Tsk.

Well,workload aside.Lets talk about the weekend.Shall we?

Lets see,hmpp..I did a little spring cleaning last Saturday, I was supposed to pick up C*** digicam at Sony KLCC but ended up feeling a wee bit mellow to even step out of the house,kemalasan. I only budged to the nearby bazaar after being dragged by the housemate for iftar's food hunt. A girl's gotta eat,aight? Dah comel macam ni patutnya diet,whatever.

Moving on, the Sunday. Yes, the Sunday. Perhaps it was the day for an endless cravings. I woke up that morning for sahur with bestnya Famous Amos double choc chip cookies dengan Juicework Lychee Paradise plastered on my head. So I dragged myself to KLCC after Zohor to pick up C*** digicam that was sent for a service job 2 weeks back which surprisingly didn't cost an arm or leg(C***'s arm & leg lah kan? not mine. he he)Murah,ingatkan dah ratus-ratus aritu.Selamat duit kan dear? :P Will proceed with the testing once I got myself an adaptor for the 2-pin continental plug,takde la pulak the adaptor for the charger. Tsk.

Anyway, since I haven't start with my EID shopping, I decided to get myself a new Stila lipstick, lip glaze & loads of those cooling face mask for starters. *sighs in contentment* I don't do much lipstick/gloss,I hardly use any coz I'm more into eyeliners & whatnot but seeing the tubes of pretty colors are somehow therapeutic. A mystery that I'm yet to solve. *sengih kepada C*** yang menggeleng sebab saya suka membazir*

Owh yes,I bought myself the craved bag of cookies minus the Lychee Paradise - getting a cup of smoothies hours before the iftar is a wee bit fishy ya know? Lain la ade bawak budak ke ape,boleh la jugak berlakon.he he.

Hmpp..that's about it.

Not bad for the 1st solitary weekend eh? Tho I must admit that I'll never like the whole lone ranger thingy, was not born for it - but well, I'll live.

Good day, later!

♥of.stalker.&.me.♥

Apparently C*** IS stalking me, digging into the archive. My once avid stalker, is back. I bet he's having a real good laugh over my emotional lebih-lebih tah sebab ape posts. he he. Yea, now I can't blame you for knowing me too much, can I dearest?

& owh, I don't mean to kutuk-kutuk you in my posts. It's just that you give me plenty of stuff to ramble about, you're the source of my amusement,remember? *raises eyebrow*

Hmpp..

Well, if you're wondering. I don't do the menghitung hari whilst striking off the dates on my calendar, counting the days till you're back thingy. Itu adelah macam constantly menyakitkan hati sendiri & it feels like forever, so I rather let the time flies & only be reminded of it every now & then, but it's not like I'm not thinking about it at all,ya know? Ignorance is bliss tapi saya tidak lah sekejam & sombong seperti yang disangka.he he.

I'm still looking forward to the day you'll be back, which is like..in 4 months & 26(?) days?

See, I've told ya I'm not really counting the days,I'm counting it by the hours instead. :P

Work's calling.

I'm off.

Happy weekend okie? Well,I'm not quite sure how to spend mine nowadays, but lets not go there.

Later.

p/s:Hi dear! *waves* Miss me yet? :P

♥of.gift.&.me.♥

C*** left for Japan last night,like 30 minutes before my birthday.

I gave him nothing but a tube of Palmer's cocoa butter, a pack of Strepsils and a lousy card - to compensate the awkward moments, for the lack of better words, I suck at goodbyes. I do hope he likes it anyway ♥ - regardless the fact that it went astray from the usual conventional gift list. Apehal tetiba kasi cocoa butter pulak ni? - to keep all the flaky & rough skins at bay you see?. he he. He somehow asked for it(I'm a sucker for lotions,maybe fetish itu telah berjangkit) and it's the thought that counts aight? I'm practical just like that.

........

Owh yes, the birthday. I'm 24 years young. Thanks,terima kasih,merci for all the birthday wishes & presents. Parents called to wish me well & mummy even asked what I’d like for my birthday. A-ha! Akan difikirkan dengan teliti,err..decided.How about a new car ma? This programmer cabuk would love to have a spanking new car,very much.The old one boleh la diwariskan kepada adik secara rasmi. Thank you. he he.

Moving on, I got a lovely gift from C*** few days in advance & a box of jigsaw puzzle from Mun dearest this morning. Apekah ini cara untuk defy the gravity & the adding age? Dengan bermain jigsaw puzzle? Will absolutely send you a snapshot once it's done babe, which is like..don't know when lah. hoh!

Well, hafta get back to work.

There's no such thing as a anda boleh bermalas-malasan sesuka hati day - tho it's on your birthday.

Booohoo.

Later.

♥of.surprise.&.me.♥

I have a gut feeling that my cousins are stalking on me. he he. Hi cousins! *waves*

This is me, in the good & mostly sane mood.You wouldn't want to see me otherwise.

Anyway, workload keeps on towering like hel.... like you wouldn't believe. Hoh! Sangat membebankan perasaan, I'm starting to have this sucky vision that I wouldn't be able to be off for EID on the 25th.Jangan dibuatnya ade deployment sudah. I'm totally tired to the bones. I need to unwind & the 10 days off for EID might be sufficient.

On a lighter,happier notes - C*** came over to the office during lunch-break to see me. Like..owh sungguh terharu tahap gaban, he'll be leaving for Japan tonight but yet still managed to come over to see me macam la tak jumpa kat airport nanti. *smirks*

*inhales*

*exhales*

Nothing better than a nice surprise eh?

Owh later.

♥of.rambling.&.me.♥

I woke up this morning with "I'm going to finish all the debugging for the UAT and I'm going home at 5,sharp!" engraved on my brain.

I got to the office, checked the UAT problem log and proceed with my coding & when I'm done with the codes & when I requested to checkout the source files from the UAT server, the new QA took foreveeeeeeeeeer ever after to checkout my source files(9 files ONLY,mind you!) & another lightyear to complete the deployment. Dammit!

It's like the most no-brainer job ever & yet some of them still couldn't stop from being all terhegeh-hegeh, nak kuarkan 9 files pon sejam ke?

Hnnssss...

& I have another deployment tomorrow nite.

Balik lambat lagi lah nampaknye.

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

♥of.workload.&.me.♥

When I told ya that I'm getting back to my towering amount of workload. I'm not kidding nor lying. It's the plain truth & not something that I wrote out of a mere possibility that my boss gonna be reading it dan terbukti lah saya seorang yang rajin bagai yang disangka-sangka or whatsoever.

I ended up going back home at 8 p.m last night with a growling tummy & arrived home with zero appetite but not wanting to starve myself to death. I gobbled down 2 mandarin oranges,scramble egg and washed them down with a mug of orange-mango yogurt drink & OJ and later took my medication for the flu and kong out.

& I woke up this morning with a heavy head but somehow magically managed to drag my lazy butt to work at 8 a.m. I should give myself a pat on the shoulder.

Hmpp..

I'm going back home at 6 p.m today, sharp.

Provided that I managed to finish up everything that is.

*sighs*

♥of.mixed.feelings.&.me.♥

Alhamdulillah. The migration was a breeze. I didn't screw up & C***'s proven to be a good sport once again. What would I do without you? Yea, I better start thinking of what would I do without him,like..now? He'll be leaving for Japan next week & I'm still in my pura-pura tak ingat that he's leaving soon mode. Pure denial. Sangat pathetic.

I even acted like I'm all cool and composed when he showered me with

"Nanti saper nak temankan awak dinner on Friday?"

"Saper nak temankan awak gi deployment?"

"Nanti saper nak temankan awak shopping?"

"Nanti saper nak temankan awak minum Juicework ? Owh nanti minum share dengan perempuan je takpe,lelaki tak boleh."

Hehe.Sempat lagi tu.

The truth is, the dramatic side of me feels like chocking & bursting out into tears. But then again. Me, being the stubborn(konon) person that he came to know and love(ceh perasan) over the years, of coz lah saya berlagak cool dan tidak menangis macam meroyan ke ape kan. I just flashed him a smile and told him that I'll live.

*sighs*

Lets not get too depressed now. Shall we?

Okie back to the weekend.

I had a great hectic weekend. Yes great yes, hectic yes - since we didn't have any of those err..nak watpe eh skarang ni? moments. We went to C***'s place on Saturday to take his closet & the bed frame and drag it to my place. Thank God for a tough mon petit ami,I only helped a bit,dalam erti kata lain,tolong jangan kata tak tolong,amek syarat je to move the closet into my room, I merely pushed it in, letting it slides throughout the way while scratching the white tiles & complained that I had a sore back later that night. he he. Mengade je lebih. Now I might as well need to do more shopping since my new closet looks somewhat bare. :P

.......

On Sunday we went to Maxis KLCC since C*** needed to suspend his line coz he wanna keep his number & the Maxis guy told us that the line could be suspended only for 3 months, max - but there are like a bunch of other ways to do the trick minus the hassles & eventually C***(after much persuasion from yours truly) decided to convert his postpaid to prepaid and opt for the Hotlink 365 thingy, problem solved.

*grins*

So clever.

Back to the towering amount of work.

Later.

♥of.sickly.&.me.♥

My sore throat finally turned into the flu + cough combo and I still sound like a toad. Wanna sample the sound of the utterly fabulous voice? Call me :P. Not!

Well, the workload is towering like hell. Proven by the fact that I haven't got the chance to feed my dying neopets, let alone blog-stalking. Hoooowww pathetic.

*cough cough*

*sneeze*

Thank Allah it's Friday.

I'll get to berpoya-poya by tomorrow and C*** darling is giving away his closet to me. *grins*

BUT...

Yes, there's a but. But not until I'm done with my program migration tonite(bohoo!What a geek to do) and help C*** with his packing tomorrow.

*pengsan*

I'm off.

Owh. Happy Weekend.

♥of.sore.&.me.♥

I've been having this miserably itchy and sharp stinging sore throat since the 1st day of Ramadhan and I'm starting to sound like a toad, a huge toad clad in jeans and pink shirt.It sucks I tell ya,nak angkat phone pon naik segan.Cobaaan.

Lets not whine too much okie?

Owh, I have loads of work to do. No thank you fussy users.

How I lofffffff youu.

Not!

Later.

♥of.trip.&.me.♥

I'll be leaving for Kedah in 5 hours & I'm not done with the packing and whatnot for my trip back home. Well, fret not. I'm taking a half day leave today so there's no need to be hasty.

.....

Ramadhan is just around the corner so Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all. Please forgive me for my unintentional(yes,seriously) bad words and doings. May you have a blessed Ramadhan.

& owh..SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEBANGSAAN,I'll be at home - stuffing myself up like an oink oink or perhaps out on a shopping spree with mummy dearest, she already told me bout her endless plan last night. he he.

I'm off. Don't miss me (as if). :P

♥of.craving.&.me.♥

C*** messaged me yesterday when I was still in the fridge office - asking me out for dinner cause he was staying over at his bro's place, which is 15 minutes away from my place,maka boleh la pergi dinner bersama - sama which is rare during weekdays.

Well,whenever we eat out(obviously la asyik-asyik eat out kan? Nak makan kat rumah camne pon?) it's my call when it comes to decide about the food cause he's not really fussy about his food, he's the ultimate asal makan sudah type. So,I always get to choose what and where to eat.Yey me!

Initially, I was craving - yes craving coz I was fasting yesterday,dah nak masuk Ramadhan pon puasa lagi you might ask. The truth is I lost count on how many days that I need to qada so berpuasa lebih untuk keselamatan dan ketenteraman fikiran dan perasaan - okie back to the food. I was craving for nasi + daging masak merah + telur dadar + hot soup + honey dew juice but it was raining cats and dogs so tetiba je ended up in front of the Pizza Hut.

He he. Okay, I lied. It was not really a spontaneous decision since I've actually thought of it. The hot pizza oozing with melted cheese images ran through my mind and I eventually succumbed to it.

*sighs*

Macam mana la tak comel? Takpe,comel sikit pon ada orang suka. Err..suka kan? T__T

p/s: Off to home sweet home - Kedah tomorrow. Wohhhooo!!

Back for the weekend update.

With the intention of not over-stuffing ourselves before the dinner, we had Paramesan Cheese pretzels washed down with Lychee Paradise from Juicework and Côte d’Or chocolate with hazelnuts for tea. Tehee...

& when C*** hinted that he needed a quick nicotine fix, I excused myself to the washroom and later told him that I'm going to the surau for my Asar prayer and tetiba teringat that I'm short of cash so I headed to the ATM machines first and whilst I was there, C*** suddenly popped up next to me whilst mouthing "Dah semayang ke?", I looked at him and gave him a quick shrug. He then walked to the surau only to come back to me 2 minutes later saying
"Dia tulis the surau is closed for renovation, so harini semua orang kat KLCC takyah semayang sehingga further notice. he he".

Tak yah semayang hingga further notice?Riiighhtttt. he he.

So we headed to the surau in Mandarin Oriental Hotel.Aman tenteram dan tidak crowded - infact it was void from any traces of human existence, for that particular moment at least. :P

Then,whilst waiting for Maghrib, we went to Sony cause C*** needed to find out something about his digicam and I somehow managed to grab myself a new Dior eyeliner.

Mission accomplished.

......

Later after Maghrib, we had our fattening Saturday's dinner at Chilis - the possibly final dinner together before he leaves for Japan as claimed by C***(since he's blardy busy nowadays,it seems impossible for him to stay at one place now) but somehow I have this vision that it won't be the final one, not this one, not yet *denial mode* - cause I'll bug him for another dinner or two and perhaps we'll be able to have our iftar together.Owh..we'll see.

So where was I? Chilis, yes the dinner. We decided to go for the huge plate of BBQ ribs and Monterey Chicken, starting off with the Triple Play for the starter. Owh how I love the mashed potato,sangat creamy dan mengemokan. Thanks for the treat dearest.Asyik nak makan best jer yer?

Hmpp..since it's been ages since I posted something with pictures, how bout a post with a bunch of gambar yang blur ala-ala romantic sebab gelap dan tak guna flash sbb my cell phone didn't come with a flash pictures for a change?

Yes,I love my fingers tho I wish I had longer fingers which reflect the utter image of keayuan.Wtf?(C***'s fingers are way longer.Jari cam pompuan, tsk tsk)


C*** di ambang kelaparan. Sure glad that I got myself an eating machine for a pacar. He makes it worth every penny. ^__^


He's slurping on his 1st glass of juice.We had orange + mango for our 2nd refill. C*** finally gave up after his 2nd glass while I went for my 3rd refill. I drink like a goldfish. Blup blup.



Initially,I wanted to capture our reflections on the window but somehow I got a wee bit self-centered and ended up with a reflection of myself jerr.he he. :P

Food? What food? The pic of the food izzit?

Ade ade, dalam perot.Nak tengok ke?(Err..ade lagi ke?) :P

Back to work.

♥of.Monday.&.me.♥

I have a gigantic Monday blues - well it's due to the hari hujan jadi mari lah kita bersama-sama tido sambil memeluk bantal busuk/ teddy bear/ ____ weather
& not because I had a shitty weekend,mind you.

Yes,I had a great weekend tho I only managed to bully C*** on Saturday since he hafta leave for Sarawak yesterday and he's off to KK by today - Sarawak? KK? Ini tidak adil! Tsk..lets not go there.

Well,will write more bout the Saturday later, am toooo busy now.

Later,okay?

p/s:Owh..Hiieeeee stalkers!!! *waves*

♥of.smile.&.me.♥

Me:*Standing next to his chair whilst looking at his monitor screen*
Colleague:"You're going back home already?"
Me:"Erm...nope,not yet - still have something to debug.Why?"
Colleague:"You have that smile plastered on your face"
Me:"Err...owh. The I'm going back home now smile?"
Colleague:"Hehe!Exactly."

So yea,apparently I have this distinct, one of a kind smile that resurfaces every time I'm about to turn off my work station and leave for the day.

Ghee..am I too obvious?

---

C***'s away for his work trip(again!)& I'm starting to miss him already, he left for Japan last Sunday and scheduled to be back by Friday & we'll be off for another good food hunt this weekend. I neeeeed a Lychee Paradise fix & a new Dior eyeliner & Laura Mercier Loose powder & a new backpack untuk balik kg.

*sighs*

How come? How come he gets to travel abroad twice within a month and I'm stuck here in this fridge cold mind numbing office - going no where? Sob.

What a geeky programmer to do.

*double sighs*

Must.work.hard.and.gain.more.moolah.to.travel.more.often. *chants*

Back to work.

p/s:The Bank is giving away extra moolah aka the Interim Bonus to everyone but me.(Padan muka sebab ade lagi 2 months before my confirmation) Owh nevermind!Dammit!

♥of.game.&.me.♥

Even tho I actually work for a bank, I don't actually look or feel like one coz I go to work each and everyday dengan berlenggang-lenggang secara relax whilst wearing my casual outfits & C*** used to give me the "Awak ni baru balik keje ke pegi jejalan?" remark. Yea, being a part of the geeky programmer team is a plus point for me, the freedom of buat lah ape-ape sesuka hati kau asalkan the program siap kot tak kau mampus, owkay?.

Isn't it lovely?

Anyway, the freedom aside. I've been meaning to write bout my colleagues that were severely infected by the lets buat-buat pekak and not pick up the blardy phone sebab kita memang pemalas diseases. I usually gonna ignore the ringing since most of my users gonna reach me on my mobile, but since a week back I've turned into the programmer cum receptionist cause I just couldn't stand the endless ringing whilst the guys merely acted like the ringing only existed in my head and by this week, my kerajinan dan kebaikan sejati melted away - yea,it's annoying to take off your earphone every 10 mins to answer the call when it's not even yours.

So how now brown cow?

Well, in the spirit of the 2008 Olympic,lets the game buat-buat pekak begins.

Cheers!

♥of.great.&.me.♥

I had a great weekend.

Craving for Oyster/Mussels - checked!♥
Managed to stuff myself at Manhattan Fish Market with C***. Was craving for oysters but sadly, they only serve deep friend oysters, so decided to go for the mussels with the garlic butter sauce instead. Nyum! & yea, the what's the name again? platter for two. It took us an hour to finish up everything.Owkay, C*** was the one in-charged of the finish up part since I was already half full by the time I'm done with the mussels and the french loaf that came along with the starter.

JuiceWork - Lychee Paradise - checked!♥
Not to forget my favorite dose of Lychee Paradise from JuiceWork, simply refreshing - but it was a wee bit bitter this time. Thank God I was in not in my complaining mood, else their staff gonna get a piece of my mind.

New tops - checked!♥
Yes,everything was on sale. I almost got myself blinded by the MEGA SALES signs but still managed to grab a bunch of cute tops anyway. Thanks to C*** for the patience - I tried on 6 tops whilst he waited outside.Whoops!

The Dark Knight - checked!♥
Finally managed to catch the movie. It's great. I love Christian Bale even more and yea the lunatic joker. :P

IKEA SALE - checked!♥
Got myself a bunch of pretty boxes from IKEA for my junks and a nice zig-zag hanger - the one that could actually hold 5 of my skirts at one time. I like! & owh a red shiny shredder for my hash-brown project. Owh sangat bersemangat.

Groceries shopping - checked!♥
I ended up stocking up on toothpaste and loads of fresh and dried mushrooms for my favorite vege soup. :D

End of the list. :P

Thanks,merci C*** for the nice black seluar tido bercorak gajah and the jade ring(tho it's a tad too big). Me ♥ you even more.

I'm off.

p/s: Can't wait for another trip of good food hunt. :D

♥of.not.to.&.me.♥

I hate, okie hate is a strong word. Well,when it comes to work, I prefer not to finish off or debug or enhance an application that's formerly solely belong to someone else. Programmers,like film directors have their very own way with the flow of the program/story, the programming, their very own style to actually instruct the machine to do something and when the style tend to be a wee bit peculiar or the application seems to steer into the owner dia sorang je paham sebab serabut sangat coding dia direction, it drives me nuts.

*sighs*

I'm not supposed to complaint,but heck I'm a human - I'm entitled to whine whenever I please, especially when my brain is starting to boil. I need to let off some steam. I need to stay sane for the upcoming projects,I need to stay motivated.

& I need to finish up this particular task in 2 blardy days.

Tsk, I think my nose is starting to bleed.

Help?

♥of.soft.spot.&.me.♥

C*** came back last night (^_^), looking exhausted and hungry,like really hungry - cause he messaged me at 9 p.m to ask me out for dinner. Since it was getting late and he needed a place with a free wifi so that I could help him with his card credit thingy, we settled for the nearest fattening fast food McD at Jalan Pahang which is like 5 mins from my place. The place was still kinda crowded when we got there, we went in and he headed straight to the counter for his food whilst I went for the perfect table hunt and I later discovered that the wifi was not available that night so instead of helping him to sort up his credit card thingy, I ended up watching him gobbled down his big mac while I munched on my nuggets.

Well, I must say that I have a soft spot for people yang makan dengan bersemangat, like watching them eating wholeheartedly actually make me feel content and full. ha ha. If I could only find someone like that every time I'm starving, then perhaps I won't have to eat that much so boleh la kurus sikit. Yerrrightt!Dream on. :P

Owh,on a lighter note, I still haven't watch The Dark Night, yea lame I know - especially when everyone is talking,commenting,praising it and a guy at work actually claimed that it's one of his all time favorite movies plus I loveeee Christian Bale. Tsk. So yea, I'll drag C*** to catch it this weekend & perhaps I could satisfy my craving for baked oyster with cheese.Yum!Owh if tak jumpa oyster pun,mussels will do.

---

Another news update.

A good friend of mine, Yusran otherwise known as Pacik(hehe!) just informed me that he gonna be off to Korea soon, as in within 2 weeks soon. He got accepted for a Korean Government sponsored program and he'll be there for 3 years. Wallawey!

Well,I'm happy for you bro. It seems like you are finally getting something that you truly wish for. If you are reading this, congratulation.You deserve it and I wish you well. Do let me know if we could actually meet up before your departure - it been ages since the last time we met eh? Like what? 2-3 years back? Mane tau if I could actually introduce C*** to you ke nanti? :P

Hmpp...back to the towering workload.

I'm off.

p/s: It seems like everybody is going abroad these days,leaving me behind. C***'s next. Sob.

♥of.touched.&.me.♥

Just got back from home yesterday.

I hope that I could stay longer, spend more time with my parents and indulge in the endless supply of seasonal fruits until my throat hoarse. I must say that I got all emotional when it's time to pack up my bag and head back to KL tho it's not like I'll be on the other side of the world or it gonna cost me an arm or leg to get back home, it's just the fact that once I head back to KL for work, mum won't be going out shopping or venturing into one of her favorite nurseries like she used to when we (me & my lil bro) were around since she is,like me - not the I don't mind going shopping all by myself type. She would rather stay home after work during the weekdays and only go for groceries shopping/outing/dinner during the weekend (& occasionally weekdays) with dad ever since my lil bro is away in campus for his LLB.

It sadden me to think of how lonely she feels without any of her kids around - tho we(me & my lil bro again) are not really the loud type,but we sure do keeps her busy with our antics when we're around.

It also sadden me to see that both of the huge fridges in the kitchen are half empty and her "Mummy tak beli dah groceries banyak-banyak,bukan ada sangat orang nak makan" remark touched me even more.

I so wanna be there for her when she feels like she needs another flower pot to replace the old one, to shop for another pair of shoes for work or simply someone that she could blabber at about work or something - but that's something my hectic working life doesn't permit so I make a promise to myself that I'll get back home whenever I can tho it means I have to nudge all the uninvited temptations or skip/ngelat a deployment or two.

*sighs*

Now I seriously wish that Doraemon's pintu suka hati really does exists.

p/s:C***, please get back soon before I die of...something.