♥of.clotty.&.me.♥

I'm supposed to read up on something, for work - but I just couldn't be bothered. Malas. It must be the fatty food that I've been shoving down my throat for the last 2 days. It's making its way up to my brain, clotting the pathways of my logical mind. You evil yummylicous fatty bum-plumping food. Bad. Very bad I tell ya.

Owh well the bad mind clotting evil wins,the boring stuff hafta wait. I am truly not in the geeky mood, at least not until I'm back at work and the project manager threatened to chop my head off and turn it into cat food for being so helplessly slow with the coding or ......(put any bad traits of a programmer here).So yea, since I'm no where near to those situations mentioned above, there's no way in hell I'm going to read the owh so boring thingy.

Case closed.

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I'm going back to KL tomorrow. How sad. I wish the Wesak day gonna last for the next 5 days or make it a week like the EID & CNY, the looonger the better. Right?

Hmp..

On the lighter note,perhaps I'll get to bully C*** soon.I miss him already.

*sighs*

Nitey nite.

♥of.job,truth.&.me.♥

The Bank finally decided that they just couldn't wait for 3 blardy months before dragging me into the development team - so yea, no more dinasours for me, I'm jumping right into java instead. Java? God! Java? Berape lama tak buat java I'm doomed. How delightful.

Well,the truth is - I don't mind tho I'll be soo lifeless and as good as dead,as long as I'll get my fat paycheque. Yes,the paycheque - after all this is what the brain splattering job is all about - besides the personal/career growth, self-satisfaction and whatnot. No? You wish.

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Hmpp...

Lemme tell you something. If there's one thing that I've learnt about relationship - it's the fact that it has the ability to push you up high to cloud nine while having the utter quality of being plain menyakitkan hati.

Yea, as simple/complicated as that.

Gosh.

♥of.last.&.me.♥

It's my LAST day at work.Thank God.

I must say that it has been one hell of a journey for me. It's not all bad,tapi banyak jugak la yang tak best sebenarnye.ha ha.(Note: Kita digalakkan untuk tidak mengutuk company yang akan ditinggalkan.)

Well,I've gained loads of useful knowledges while I'm here and the akak-akak dan abang-abang are truly good to me.

But it's time to move on eh? For a better career,new skills, experiences & perhaps gain more money to satisfy my insatiable need of shoes, exquisite food and whatnot.

I gonna miss the sesuka hati kau je la keluar pukul 11 for lunch sessions, the I'm doing this blardy program at my own pace coz I'm the only one who knows how to do it moments and the pegi Midvalley jap nak cari something breaks.

I ain't gonna start to be all melodramatic here, so..enough said.

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Owh yes on the brighter note, the bank(read:the new employer) gonna put me into one of those 3 months off-the-job training. We gonna learn about dinosaurs. Yipeee!! Dinosaurs? Yes,that's Cobol/mainframe programming to me,so within the next 3 months - do drop by and say hi to the new extra-geeky me and yea I'll have to travel to Shah Alam everyBlardyday for the next 3 months before I'm back in Bkt.Damansara. Err..yippee?

Hmpp...

I'm off to clean up my junk in this pc.

Till then,wish me lucky.

Okie?

p/s:Yes,I'm very thankful and happy.

♥of.gratitude.&.me.♥

Alhamdulillah.

One step closer to a (hopefully) brighter future.

Cheers to a fabulous career growth.Teehee.. :D

♥of.cars.&.me.♥

I finally went through my 1st let's learn how to drive a manual transmission car again session last Saturday - courtesy of C***, he turned out to be one hell of a teacher. A MEAN one. He made me drove the car around and refused to tell me what I did wrong when I put the car to a sudden halt - much to my dismays but the minute we switched places, he profusely apologized and turned all I'm a sweet mon petit ami so please don't be mad at me again.

Hmmpp....all forgiven dearest.

Err..where was I? Owh well, it felt rather weird to actually drive one of those manual cars after gazillions years and I really sux at it, big time. It's awkward to use both legs when you are too accustomed to automatic cars. I just can't see myself being good at it soon. I need a hundred sessions more before I could swiftly drive one of those and not having the urge to look at the gearshift while shifting into the next gear. Pathetic. I should learn to be good at it before my beloved instructor being sent off somewhere for a training and return only in 6 months.

Sob.

Back to work.

♥of.refuse.&.me.♥

Lemme tell you something..

I'm truly demotivated right now hence the towering amount of workload.Tre, sangat kurang rajin.

It's like my shitty mind, owkay fine. It's actually me. I somehow refuse to think about anything else (especially the workload) but..

o1.: The weekend. The good food. C***. The paycheque and more shoes (& the unnecessary accessories, clothes ) hunting.

o2.: The looong weekend next week, okie it's not THAT loooong but I'll be able to spend 4 days at home(read:K.E.D.A.H.home sweet home and blardy good home-cooked food.) - which is twice as long compared to the normal weekend right? Right. How come? Go figure. :P

o3.: There's a nagging pain & kesengalan at the wrist. I've developed CTS(CTS what? google it) or what? Hmmppp...(mental note:I need to replace the battery of my fav watch. I've been watch-less for a week now just because it feels rather absurd to wear the other watches. Favoritism.)

o4.: More shoes and I need a batch of new tudung for.... hmmpp..nothing.

o5.: Going for dates hunting. No. Not the "I love dating" dates. It's the dates, the fruit of the date palm dates. Geddit? Owkay, dad seems to love those stuff nowadays - mostly due to his gastric and I'm going to get him every type of dates that I could get my hands on.

o6.: Another trip of silk hunting at the silk road (read:Jalan TAR). Mummy gonna love a suit or two.

Owh well,I'm off.

Better try to get some work done now.

Tata.

♥of.ruined.&.me.♥

Everything just went down the drain.

Ruined. Destroyed. Kaput. Nada. None.

Well, sometimes you just cannot hope too much.

Now I have to plan out yet another thing or two for the weekend.

Sangat malas dan menyedihkan.

*sighs*

Whatcha gonna do?

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Mon petit ami apologized profusely (like 10 000 millions times along with his one million dollar question that I, for once failed to answer).

I'm not blaming him really, he's truly sorry - torn between his promises and obligations. It's just that I couldn’t help but feel a teeny weeny bit of melancholy dan bahasa bakunya kesedihan (dan yer saya marah).ha ha. I'm easily frustrated, just like that.

Owh well,I'll get over it,like..soon?

♥of.catching-up.&.me.♥

It has been ages since the last time we chatted,so I was delighted when we managed to catch up with each other yesterday - tho I'm supposed to catch up with my tight deadlines tapi masih sempat lagi berborak, sangat mithali.

Owh,I'm talking bout my pet bro, not an ex or an old flame. Sheesh!Ingat nak ke borak dengan the ex? Kirim salam. Nama dia pon dah pura-pura tak ingat.

Anyway, it's funny about how our topics that used to range from subjects sem ni susah nak mati, lecturer ni memang tak best macam lecturer from hell, makan ape yang best, nanti dah grad nak keje kat mane to I just went for an interview kt yada yada, nak kena bayar balik scholar, keje sekarang tak best, my next career move and relationships.

Owh!Talking bout the relationships,rasa sangat lah grown-up. Ehem!Well...he whined bout how hard it is to meet up with his other half since they are states-apart and whatnot.

Pet bro:"Jumpe once in a blue moon je,kesian kan?"
Me:"Owh,been there done that,biasa la tu."
Pet bro:"How come sis?"
Me:"How come whut?"
Pet bro:"How come jarang jumpe? Bukan ke people in love supposely jumpa like every minute of everyday?"
Me:"I'm too lorat,unpredictable and weird all at the same time,so if tetiap hari jumpa he might as well jadi gila, turn gay and run away with a jambu guy.Sekarang pon dah ada ciri-ciri."
Pet bro:"Owh *speechless* "

Hmmpphh...

Isn't it lucky to have a mon cher who (jokingly) claimed to swing both ways and love to crack a gay joke when we're out on a date?

How err...amusing.Am I lucky or what?

♥of.great.&.me.♥

I had a great weekend Saturday. Met up with Mun for lunch. Had a series of good laughs that almost made me choke on my generous portion of fattening lunch. We even had cendol under the rain, well okie we were taking cover under the huge umbrella while sipping on our cendol - but my skirt was half soaked anyway, so no point. Yes darling, I blardy love the rain. I somehow hoped that we're somewhere else, a place with a vast open field - so I could just kick off my shoes and run on bare feet. How idyllic.

On the other note, someone actually left me feeling bitter throughout Sunday. How ironic.

Phbbbttt!!

Owh,I'm still waiting for the GOOOOOD news.

♥of.hope.&.me.♥

The "talk" was great.

He even walked me out of the office, opened the door for me and casually said

"I'll see you soon."

There must be hope aight?

Owh,God please.Aidez moi.

p/s: Happy weekend darlings. I truly hope to enjoy mine.

♥of.bitterness.&.me.♥

What does not kill you makes you stronger eh?

No?

Okay, let me rephrase. What does not kill you makes you stronger and sometimes bitter.

Yea, I'm feeling a wee bit bitter, tho I have none of those what does not kill you makes you stronger thingy happening so far. At least not yet.

No, dedicating a song such as the ever so crappy what the hell were you thinking "Makhluk Tuhan Paling Sexy" song to me is truly not helping. I shall not be flattered by such disgrace. It's so degrading. Sangat memalukan.

Try Michael Buble - Everything instead.

You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.

Yeaaaaa,right.

♥of.job.&.me.♥

Someone called me on Tuesday - telling me that I got myself shortlisted for an interview - when I was on my way back home from a dreadful day at work.

*smirks*

Nothing's better than a good news at the end of a crappy day.

Delighted? Sure do.

Surprised? Very - because I actually applied for it without much thought or in other words - saje nak test market.

Well..it's for an IT position in a blardy bank.

Owh,nampaknya impian untuk merompak berkerja di sebuah bank mungkin akan tercapai, boleh la saya menjadi lebih kaya dan meneruskan aktiviti amal(read:shopping) terhadap diri sendiri.

It's gonna be my 3rd interview and a dearest told me that it's going to be kacang putih asam masin(I still wonder how you actually came up with this one darling) since the 3rd of everything supposed to be the pelengkap & afdal one - so I'm counting on it.Owh,Tidak.I'm not supersitious

Till then, wish me luck.

Will ya?

Please?

p/s:It's freaking the hell outta me.*sighs*

♥of.productive.&.me.♥

It has been a hell of a weekend and a MondayBlues-less Monday. The most productive ever.

o1. Accompanied a dearie for a very dreadful mission - which ended up to be good. I am happy for you - please keep it that way, else I hafta give him a knock on the head myself, twice as hard. :P

o2. Dragged to Tjg.Malim for a wedding and who knows there were like loads of good looking guys(sadly minus the baju melayu) to...err feast your eyes upon - but with much caution since the other half was just 10 inches away. :P

o3. Went for a shopping spree with C*** since he wanted a new batch of shirts and whatnot. Easy breezy I tell ya, it felt like I'm shopping for a 5 y/o since I'm the one to do all the choosing and he'll just stand there for the fitting and the nodding. How convenience. Perhaps he needs more of those how to feel jiggy while shopping tips, 2nd thought..nevermind. Don't worry hun,I'll do the shopping for you. :D

o4. Took a half day off on Monday. Went to MMU Cj with C*** to collect my owh how I've suffered for you degree and the Pacik at the ERU asked why on earth I've waited for so long after the convocation to actually come over to collect it while showering me with all those usual what,where,when questions - & apparently after knowing that I already got myself a job and whatnot, the Pacik casually added "Ooo..dah keje.Nak datang ambik degree buat kenang-kenangan lah nih?". Right, one freaking hell of a kenangan on a paper (and in my case on a web and cd as well). I shall cherish it till the day I die.Thank you but no thank you for the debts.Sheesh!

o5. Had a dose of my fav Teh botol and the hot and fresh from the oven roti sampan aka the Turkish Pizza - C*** actually ate more than I could but he somehow decided to be all mengade-ngade and refused to budge from his seat to place the 2nd order and the pacik arab looked at me like I'm some sort of monster since I already asked for a medium roti sampan and showed up again at the counter 15 minutes later for a large one pulak. Owh, image-kegemokan yang ketara. I was tempted to say "No uncle,it's not for me,it's for the monsterous pacar you see?". Tsk tsk.

o6. We(moi & C***) went to the GSC Alamanda for a free movie (after I'm done with my stuff in MMU) - I happened to bump into the banner bout the free screening thingy while I was browsing their website - so I decided to print out the coupon and dragged C*** to catch a movie to kill the time since we didn't have any other plan for the evening.Well,C*** gave me the "See dear,org tu kasut buruk dah koyak,tapi nak fix balik.Awak tu asyik-asyik beli kasut je" - his reaction upon seeing one of the characters who tried to fix a battered pair of shoes dengan penuh kesedihan. Yes,point taken dearest. Saya akan mengurangkan tabiat membeli kasut dengan excessively,I'll try okay?

Well,need to get back to the codings.I'm off.

♥of.mission.&.me.♥

A surprising call came to me when I was "Bang,Milo ice bungkus satu", yes placing an order for my morning dose of iced Milo walaupon dah pukul 9 suku and I'm supposed to be at my desk and not bersenang-senang at the makan place, the only drink that never fails to remind me of my dearest partner in crime and there she was, right there on the end of the line,showering me with the news of her latest mission. How ironic.

Well darling,as much as I sometimes loath your padi for being so utterly sengal and absurd thus giving you such indescribable agony and neglected wtf feeling - and again, I assure you that I surely know how it feels,I used to ramble bout my endless paranoia remember? The why can't he just spend the teeny weeny 30 secs for me issues? I bet you still do, I rambled a wee bit too much of those stuff for you to actually forget about it that fast. I could be quite a nightmare, I know - but you were there for me,still.

So babe,let's cut the chase and the bunga-bunga so you won't be feeling like throwing up the point is - no matter what you do, I'll always be here for you. If you need an ear(or maybe two),a shoulder or whatnot - I'm just a call/sms/ym/smoke signal/email away, bug me if you must. So don't fret aight? I'll always be your pom-pom girl lah, tho I'm sure you'd rather not see me showing up at your doorstep in a pink cheerleader outfit and a pair of pom-pom dancing to "Hey mickey you're so fine,you're so fine you blow my mind hey Mickey!" anytime soon or ever. :P Well, loads of love babe and bonne chance. *hugs*

p/s:I'm sentimental,just like that.Tehee..

♥of.new.week.&.me.♥

I'm back - to the brain splattering routines that is.

At least I got to bully C*** last nite and he bought me some ole-ole from Terengganu,so tonite boleh makan keropok lekor.

I can't wait for my next pay cheque.

I can't wait for my latest purchase to arrive.

Have a good week folks!

Mental note:Hafta belajar berjimat and menabung.

♥of.work.&.me.♥

NOTE: I actually wrote this post few days back,but somehow, I forgot to publish it - so yea,a delayed post.But who cares?

It has been 2 days since I'm done with one of the systems that I've been working on. Implementation done, so now I just hafta wait for the system to be up and running on the client's server - if you're wondering, this system happened to be one of the online application thingy - & since the kids(owh it feels good to be grown-up.haha) will start to get busy with the application sooner or later,it seems like I hafta be prepared with a healthy & a veeery positive mind - to handle all those hassle and bustle of the users(read:The client and the kids I mean).

Hmpp...the users.

Well, it's understandable that they might not be as computer literate as a software developer but the possibility of them dragging you into a hole loaded with piles of tedious nerve wreaking craps due to a silly lil mistake or their illiteracy or the ultimate ignorance is simply suffocating - no matter if you actually spent days on the validations, prompt messages, instructions and whatnot - things tend to go wrong sometimes,somehow. Sangat lah depressing owkay? Sob.

& the worst is yet to come - the data processing.

Talking bout the processing, it gives me nightmares - the worst one ever was during the previous cycle. The clients actually arranged, filtered, trimmed the actual blardy data as much as they pleased, dumping our flag data, categorization and whatnot that was created for the system - so that it will look good on their reports and expected us to proceed with result filtering thingy with such crap? It's like being asked to bake a muffin with nothing but an egg. It's like being asked to build a house out of a stick. God knows how we had to re-modify and make use of everything to sort up the mess and if I worked on it looong enough, I guess that I'll be able to look 50 before I turn 20 30.

*sighs*

How depressing. I better go and feed my neopets now.

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BRIEF UPDATE

Hear ye, hear ye!

The respectable client decided to ditch the system(after 3000++ applications and 2 blardy days) and use the good old system that was created lightyears ago,so yea - thanks for wasting my brain cells and decreasing the efficiency of my eye sight, I soooo adore you for that and I hope you rot in hell, thank you.

p/s: Thursday balik kampung!!Weee..

♥of.fav.links.&.me.♥

I've been tagged by PACIK KULAT - well thanks for the translation Pacik, Kecapan(tag) sounds a wee bit absurd.Tehee..

So here goes,


1. Choose 5 or 50 favorite links.
2. Tag 5 people.
3. Links must be holy(?)
4. Inform tagged victims/saps.
5. Say the name of your tagger.

5 of my fav links

o1.HowStuffWorks - simply because it's loaded with weird/interesting/cool stuff, usually things that you casually overlooked.Do you actually know how salt work?

o2.Dictionary.com - I love dictionaries, I used to read dictionary before bedtime instead of all those and they lived happily ever after thingy, but no - I'm not that geeky.

o3.Youtube - this is where I go for my express entertainment-fix, especially when I'm all stressed out with the codings and whatnot.

o4.Crime Library - simply because it's err...inspiri.. Hmmpp..err..entertaining? (NO,I'm not planning to kill/kidnap/whatnot anybody or anything soon).

o5.Shoebox blog - I just happened to love it.Owkay?

5 of my victims

o1. Mun - you're like the best partner in crime ever,so do it,please?
o2. Mr.Yusran - I know you've been really busy and all,but you need to update :P

Owh,I'm done here. So what if it's just two.I like two.

♥of.week.&.me.♥



note:No,I didn't pick on the petals while saying "he loves me,he loves me not" - too troublesome, I could just ask him right away. Easy and worry free. :P

Well..

The week started off with me

o1.Paying off the will you ever stop making my life miserable bills.
o2.Blog-hopping.
o3.Eyeing the cute XOXO bag coz I seriously need a cute brown/white bag that suits my outfits relatively cheap,practical,casual looking bag for the weekend outings - the one that won't make you cringe in fear and agony if it's spilled with ketchup or juice - right about now.
o4.Cleaned up the office & personal inbox(s) - one of them actually loaded with the breast/butt/______(put anything else that might as well need a wee bit of enlargement here) advertisement craps. Perhaps I should reply and tell them that I need a reduction instead, ya know, for the fat,butt and whatnot.
o5.Checked my project/module/system datelines and once again,cringed in horror .
o6.Checked my celly that's still void of mon petit ami new message of the week tho he somehow claimed that *chokes* el me quiere last nite.*cough cough*

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Owh yes,the weekend.

Went out with Cik.Mael on Sunday for a movie and thanks to him - my nights will be filled with I'm melting for you images of Wentworth Miller - now I'll get to catch up with my favorite inmate. Yes,I eventually have the time to catch up with PB before they come up with the latest episode,I'm lame just like that.So?

C*** called later that evening and asked whether he could drop by and borrow my lappy since he needed to finish up his report, so we ended up at the I'm LOVIN it joint for dinner, stuffing ourself with the fatty food(hey!it has been 3 weeks since the last time.We should keep it up for a healthier us,don't ya think dearest?) and later when he started to get busy with his report, I got nosy myself armed with curiosity and started to ask him about every single thing in his report that seemed strange yet interesting to me - much to his amusement and annoyance.

Owh well,what he gonna do?El me quiere :P

♥of.feelings.&.me.♥

So yea, it's Friday - the most awaited day of the week, the I'm feeling extremely giddy and happy day.

But not thanks to the monthly mood swing, ignorance of the mon petit ami and THIS! - I'm green with envy, feeling pathetic, forgotten, neglected and _____ (please put any word to describe sucky feeling here).

God,I'm depressed - and it has nothing to do with the I'm broke thingy, coz I'm officially out of the I'm this close to be broke blues.

*sighs*

See babe? This is me getting extremely emotional for nothing (actually there's something,which of course, you certainly know of. *ehem*)

♥of.almost.&.me.♥

Owh yes,I'm still this close *showing fingers that are being put closely together (a lil closer from the last time)* to be broke. But thanks to C***, I managed to get myself a new celly. Owkay,lemme rephrase - he got me a new celly and I shall repay his kindness(ehem!) - by not being clingy, cranky, demanding(& whatnot) and money of course(thru his zillion months installment scheme - hah! mon petit ami cum loan-shark, how lucky is that? Teehee...at least I'm absolutely sure that I won't be losing a limb(or two) for the late payment.So dearest,bayar singgit je sebulan boleh?).

Okie,celly,zillions months installment scheme,loan-shark aside.

How's the weekend?

I did manage to drag C*** to the Koi Center - but sadly it started to rain koi and sharks.(Yea,I'm skipping cats and dogs, most of em don't even like water.Rain? Phbbtt!)Yes,no koi sight-seeing & C*** decided to turn around and hunt for the ever so oily banana fritt..goreng pisang and later, mee bandung. We decided to try out the lonely, fishy looking eatery with the huge "MEE BANDUNG MUAR" signboard.We went in with "ni kalau tak sedap ni,suh dia turunkan je la signboard tu,dah la kedai dia langsung tak best" thoughts in our heads. So... the food - unexpectedly good, despite the fact that we were like the only patrons there(okay la,ade jugak orang datang for take-out) and we just couldn't figure out why the place with such good food is nearly void of customers,until it's time to pay. The price could be considered expensive for such fishy,lonely,uncool looking eatery but the generous portion of good food will somehow wipe off the dissatisfaction or whatnot feeling/thought that you are having.Seriously.

Owh yea,next door to the uncool eatery, there's a FAMOUS eatery - & I don't know why and how on earth it could be blardy crowded 24/7 tho most of the foods are crappy and not worth going except for the nasi campur during lunch hour.

Hmmpp..

Crappy food + normal price + cool place = crowded.

Good food + uncool place + a wee bit expensive = sangat lonely dan kesedihan.

Owh,perhaps it's cool to hang out at a cool place cause you get to look cool tho you're eating craps.

Teehee.. :P