♥of.love.hate.&.me.♥

Back in Jurassic Park and someone missed me. =P

Still need to unpack a bunch of stuff,and I truly hate unpacking.Am startin to discover a few potential stuff to loathe throughout the sem too.Too much hatred goin on nowadays. *shrugs*

Absurd.

Well,how is it possible for us to list out everything that we loathe in a jiffy but sometimes fail to identify what we love most?

A:What do you love the most?
B:Err..Lemme think

♥of.running.&.me.♥

Really runnin out of idea bout what to write,though Ive been forced to write bout those 100 stuff thingy.

I'm such an extremely complicated lil creature & there's no way to summerize everythin in 100 sentences.

So some of the facts are rather crappy but true.

11 - 15 of 100

11.Love to bully cute talkactive kids,especially those with come and pinch me on the cheek looks.
12.Patience is my middle name.
13.Sittin/being around someone who wears too much rather foul smelling perfume makes me sick.
14.Love guys in baju melayu,especially the little ones.
15.Never play teng-teng before. :P

to be continued..

p/s: Darlin,though you always dream of being saved,sadly,the time is really runnin out.Perhaps you should start to save urself instead.Me will always love you,no matter what.(yea corny.haha!Opss..am supposed to sound deadly caring.Sorry.) :P

♥of.(couldntThinkofanythin).&.me.♥

The result's comin out soon.When?God knows.Nothin bout it on the bulletin board so far.So I'm still stickin with the hope for the best,prepare for the worst thingy.

Still not workin on the EID preparation thingy,am too old to be that excited bout EID.Ok well,I am a lil bit excited bout it,especially the idea of hangin out with my couz and perhaps gettin some duit raya(but Im not countin on this - unless there's a bunch of macik,pacik,atuk,nenek that might actually think that I am one of those underage kids.If they do.LUCKY me.Yer,saya masih bersekolah dan berumur 12 tahun,terima kasih.)

Hmpp..what else?

Owh..Am gettin a few EID cards soon(& havin none,kosong,sifar,nada,null at the mo).hihi.Thx darlings.Me love ya loads.Really dont expect to get any since Im not sendin out any yet.Ya ya,what a lazy bum to do,Ive been really lazy lately, to an extreme extend that I didn't even take a look at a single EID card yet though I passed by them at the mall.Yeah,I AM that full of ignorance.Thx you. :P

p/s:Gonna continue with the "100 stuff bout me" later.Sabar ya macik.

♥of.stuff.&.me.♥

I've been forced to write "100 stuff bout me" by a super mean Macik coz I was complainin bout not being inspired enough to update the blog.

Well,being the nice person that I am,ehem - I'll try(note the try).

So here it goes,(10 of 100 for a start)

o1.I love rainy days.
o2.I HATE candid pictures.haha!
o3.Always love cute cuddly animals minus insects n most of the reptiles.
o4.Still want to get myself a law degree.
o5.Couldnt really stand spicy foods.(but this tummy's gettin quite tough nowadays)
o6.Love 4wd cars.
o7.Not the last or the only kid in the family.
o8.Could turn into a BIG whiny baby sometimes.
o9.Luv cartoons and documentaries.
1o.Inscrutable(most of the time).

to be continued...

♥of.mummy.&.me.♥

me:"Bestkan wat float malam2 ni ma?"
mum:"Hish..tak elok minum soft drink,mende sejuk2 mlm.Siang2 takpe lah sikit"
me:"Bulan posa camne nak minom siang2?"
mum:*laughs*

p/s:Am havin a bad flu.Save me. *sniff sniff*

♥of.food.&.me.♥

Dad got into the kitchen and cooked for break-fast again today - leavin the kitchen in a massive mess.

& I'm the one to clean everythin up.

Owh well,hard work paid off.

Dad's surely a good cook (minus the utter mess that he left behind)

Whatever it is,

bile makan.....

Hmpp..sedap.Esok masak lagi okies yah? :P

♥of.out on a limb.&.me.♥

I'm FREE(yea,the usual temp-freedom that is)& if you are not too blind to see too caught up in your utter ignorance,you might as well realize that I've changed my layout(again!).Yes,it's pretty simple.Couldnt get the creative juices flowin last nite.(& I'm not much of an artistic person you see?So even if you feel like goin "bweeek" - over the sight of my bloggie,plz,bear with me.haha!)

Owh well,consider it as symbol of my grateful-ness for being able to go through all those stuff that happened over the past few months & to mark the final day of the 1st semester of my Delta year.(Yea,I'm over and done with the final xm TODAY!).Alhamdulillah.2 sems more to go.Tralalala..

Am goin back to Kedah on Wednesday.Gonna spend the entire Ramadan at home - which is a major bliss.Can't wait to join the crowd for the raya shopping spree. =P

Time to get some-of-the-much-needed sleep.

Eh..wait a min.

Happy Holidays - especially to my darlingS.Me gonna miss ya much.(Ey Mun,miss ya already.haha!How bout the 10 days thingy?Bonne chance.)

Happy Ramadan Al-Mubarak.Happy Fasting.Happy Sahur-ing.Spend the Ramadan wisely ya?

I'm off.Don't miss me. =P

p/s:Goin out on a limb for sure.

♥of.fickle minded.&.me.♥

To err..is human.

To screw up with the study-for-the-final schedule hafta be me.

Weeheee...Im few hours behind schedule.

Supposed to be studyin for Resource Management,but I spent half of the day nappin(ehem,I sleep right after subuh,so this's an exception),doin the laundry,fixin some healthy-licious tuna sandwiches for me and my darlin and partly cleanin up the its-startin-to-look-like-a-dragon's-lair room.

& when I finally feel like sittin down and gettin myself into the wonderful world of resource management(while sippin on my orange Vitagen),Ive been hit by this huge sudden wave of urge to blog.Yea,ni lah jadinye kalau nak study,byk jer setan2 yg menghalang.Grrr..

Hmmpp..

Im so fickle-minded.

Am I?

Err..

Wait a sec.I take that back.

♥of.sadly absurd.&.me.♥

A dear friend actually forget my birthday.Well,I know that it was like what? 12 days back and I'm not supposed to be crappin about it,but thats not what Im tryin to whine about over here. Its just that I actually realized the fact that she's changed,but has she? Perhaps we've changed,due to the distance and all. Over time we grew apart,leavin behind everything that we used to share.

How absurd.

How sad - though sometimes,some change will do you good.No?

p/s: 2 down,3 more to go.Pray for me ya?

♥of.merci.&.me.♥

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.

I just hafta remind myself that I actually have a WORKING blog.

:P

Well,the final exam is comin next week and it's drivin me mad,utterly MAD.

Owh,thank you ,merci beaucoup,terima kasih,mucho gracias for all the birthday wishes.(Yea,I know I should have write bout this earlier.Better late than never aight?.)

Thx for the wishes,sms,calls,PMs.

Thx for the cards (some of them r yet to be opened =P.Perhaps my parents gonna open them 1st.haha!).

Thx for the birthday songs. (I really like some of them,especially the ehem,self-composed song) :D

Thx for the gifts (I actually got a bunch of weird birthday presents,which r madly refreshin.Mais,some of them are truly cute.hihi.).

Okie,Im done.

Wish me luck for the final yea? :)

21 years & 5 days old me signin off!

Tata.

♥of.hiatus.&.me.♥


Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way
This is the way that I'm

Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way that I say I love You
This is the way that I say I'm Yours
This is the way, this is the way

Switchfoot - Learning to breath

Back from my hiatus.

Brief updates.

_/1.Ive been barred by the finance department.haha!Isnt it amusing?still waitin for the right time to kill them unbar myself. :P

_/2.Tons of assignments,presentation and test to be done though the final xm is comin within 2 weeks.

_/3.My bf is blardy comot and Im too bz to bother much bout it.

_/4.Goin mad over Swithfoot - Learning to breath.It's just plain sweet. *melts*

_/5.Gettin old within 3 days. *hint hint* =P

_/6.Not goin to write til I stumble into somethin that's less ordinary than what Im havin right now.

Enuff said.

Tata.

♥of.kiddiesly sick.&.me.♥

bro_mes: bila finals? this year ke next?
bro_mes:hmm i remember u were still kiddies when i first spoke to u
me: 2 sems more to go
me: then im done
me: cest fini
me: kiddies eh?bile eh tu?
bro_mes: tak ingat aaa
bro_mes: x silap first yr or something like that
me: perhaps when i was in my foundation year kot
bro_mes:really?
bro_mes: itu b4 ke after first year?
me: b4
bro_mes: hmm ok
me: right after my spm
bro_mes: ah...has it been that long ka? how long ago was that?
me: since 2002?
bro_mes: wow
bro_mes: before i transfer to mid east,so skrng dah x kiddies sangat la

Yes,perhaps Im less kiddies than before.

He's my online personal tutor.I envy his super-smart brain that managed to solve all those programming problems,he made it seemed so simple like makan kuaci sambil tgk movie.Yes,he's that smart and he's not even a real programmer for God's sake.Grrr..

Neway,he's the 3rd person to realize that he actually knew me since I was a WHOLE LOT "kiddies-er" than the way that I am now.

I just can't help it.Childish-ness is somethin that I'll always have within me.Blame it to the fact that Im the only daughter or perhaps, those kiddish nicknames that my parents religiously use to call me,their 1st born and only daughter.Owh,did I mentioned the only daughter twice?haha! :P Seems like the 'only daughter' thingy is really gettin into me - thx to my parents for repeatin it each time they gimme a call.

"When r u comin home?Ma dah rindu la dgn anak perempuan dia yg sorang tu"
"Dah makan belum?Nanti kurus lak baby ayah yg sorang ni"

Yes,Im the only daughter.I hafta eat well,sleep well.STUDY well.(mental note:Heed more on the STUDY-well thingy)

Why on earth am I crappin bout these?

Im just sick,plain sick.

HOMESICK. T_T

♥of.mood swing.&.me.♥

Please dont mind my previous post,sometimes I could be weirdly sensitive.

*shugs*

Neway,had a good time 2 days back.Thanks,merci,gracias to Sis Rudy and Sis Bee for the makan-makan sempena merdeka.hihi!

Tons of assignments to be done and Im gettin old in 14 days. *hint hint*

:P

Owh,this is really amusing.



Happy weekend. :P

♥of.God knows whut.&.me.♥

I've been ignored,betrayed.Period.

| | |.of.cousins.&.me.| | |

Congratulate me (again)...

For being able to go through the most deadly week ever,last week.

& congratulation to Kak Long for her long awaited engagement yesterday.Im so blardy happy for you,but please,choose the right date for the wedding ya?Me truly-madly-deeply wanna be there on your wedding day :D

Well,since the engagement thingy went well yesterday,and mummy actually told me that it already looked and felt like a lil wedding. Im lookin forward to a major wedding at the end of this year.Can't wait. :P

Btw,3 cousins gettin married in Nov & Dec.Yey for them!

Hmmmpp..

Talkin bout cousins,they could really love you in a very weird way.

Case 01:
My utter failure of not being able to sleep over at to their place every weekend like I used to,only triggered their speculation senses.They actually told my parents that,probably, Ive been too busy going out with my boyfriend during the weekend,thus I failed to hang out with them like usual.

Simply wonderful. :P

I just didnt realise that they actually love me that much.*sob sob*

Terharunye saya.

I need some tissues.Lots of them.

♥of.10,000.&.me.♥

Congratulate me.

I actually managed to brutally forced a bunch of innocent and kind people to read my craps for 10,000 times.Muahaha! :P Yes,Im celebrating my 10,000th hits(my counter already stated 11,565,but what the hell).Terima kasih,merci,gracias

Well,10,000 or so hits within 21 months,it means that my bloggie has been visited and (hopefully) being read at least 10,000 times or those people whom I had brutally forced to read my blog have been reading this bloggie for at least 15 times a day - in that case - me luv you much darlings.hihi! =P

Owh,Thx to Bro Polt for having my utterly-glamourous-name in his recent post.Wah,it was being underlined too.*sob sob* Im touched. =P Don't forget to take a glimpse of our beloved Mars later this week okies? :P

Once again,thanks for sharing the lil space of my escapism ya darlingS? *hugs*

"Human are designed for everything,but loneliness is not one of them"

| | |.of.wonders.&.me.| | |

I just had 1 of those slaps-on-the-face thingy last nite.Perhaps I should be more sensitive bout people around me,coz to-date,there are too many things that Ive overlooked.

Too many hopes that Ive belittled.

Too many feeling that Ive ignored.

Anyway,being alone can be so educating sometimes.Those thoughts that went in and out of my mind for the past 2 days were sorta soothing rather than sickening though I surely prefer to be around my loved one.Well,2 weeks ago,when I was alone in the train to the airport,a sight of a lil one clinging to her mother warmed my heart.I once saw a lil boy cutely running around with a glasses within his grasp while his father was runnin after him.I wonder if I had ever given my father such thrill,such happiness.

I wonder whether my existent actually mean somethin to people around me.

I wonder if I had ever made them feel better,happier.

*shrugs*

p/s:& I wonder why Im actually writing bout these.

| | |.of.stuff.&.me.| | |

Im done,well,almost done with the shopping.Bought a bunch of cool tshirts and a book(duh!book,finally).Im still not that broke - so I'll be available for the next shopping spree.Darlings,call me. :P

Bumped into Muaz with someone.hihi!And no,plz dont get any funny idea bout me going out with Bro Kecik. We were just having our usual kakak & adek outing thingy.

Hmmphh..

Whats new?

Got a call from my mum earlier today,my older cousin is gettin engaged - at last.Woowee,Im happy for you sis.Glad that everythin is okie dokie after all those stuff that happened.Tidak syak lagi,usaha itu tangga kejayaan :)

Whoaa,3 older cousins actually got engaged within 3 months.Interestin.

Eh Kakna,when's yours?hehe! :P

p/s:Im gettin better,thx for askin. *roll eyes*

| | |.of.haze.love.&.me.| | |

For some weird reasons,I just feel so LOVED today,thx to the err..haze?Within 3 hours or so,I actually received 8 phone calls.

Owh,the bad-and-it-makes-me-feel-like-faintin haze actually reminded them of me.How sweet is that?

Perhaps it should always be hazy.

*grins*

Maybe not.

Hmppp..

Love,much like haze(or life) - you just can't tell when its goin to end.

:P

| | |.of.(blank).&.me.| | |

Back in KEDAH!

Wohoo.. :P

Time to fatten up the already-blardy-fat-self.

Neway,the nite out with the teratorians(last Saturday) which filled with the sinfully good sate kajang - credit to Sis Neena - was a good one.

I actually realized that it has been quite sometime since our last meetin and sorry to the bro-on-the-15th-rank,saya seriously tak ingat siapa anda - but its nice meetin you.

Thx to Bro Kecik & Kewl for the ride.Merci.

Ghee..I had so much fun til my muscles ached. T_T

Owh,I need to get a hair-cut.Hafta remind myself bout that.

Get a hair-cut.Get a hair-cut.Get a hair-cut.*chants*

p/s: Happy August!!