| | |.of.today.&.me.| | |

Tak perlu seribu bintang
Yang bertaburan dilangit sana
'Tuk malam-malam mu
Ku ada disini

Tak perlu seribu sahabat
Dengan senyum sapa dan hangat cinta
Cukup satu alasan indah
Ku ada disini

Saat semua lelahmu
Tak terbuangkan lagi
Usah kau simpan sendiri
Ku ada disini

Saat semua cintamu
Pergi dan tak kembali
Usah kau tangisi lagi
Ku ada disini

Rio Febrian - Ku ada disini

Simple and sweet,dont ya think? Neway,its just a part of the song,full lyric?Carik sendiri :P

Thx to the darlings for playin this song in an ended loop since few days back - now I just cant get it outta my head.Poor me.

Haih.. *sighs*

I crave for a major rainy-peaceful-curling-in-the-mid-of-the-bed day or I might as well be prepared for another nose-bleed-like-there's-no-tomorrow day to gimme a visit again soon.

Whats new?

Well,lots of stuff happened since few days back, 2nd thought - I have nothin to do with them,directly - but somehow, Im trapped within those massive circle of disasters which are pretty depressing.

I wanna break free,but I cant - or I wont?

Enough said bout all those depressing thought.

I had a tiring day today,feelin kinda gloomy and so were the darlings, so we had a super-heavy dinner - consist of three unknown-mispronounced-weird-lookin Iranian food.They're suprisingly good,sinfully good - with all those beef,creamy mayo and all.

Now Im feelin blary fat!

Hee..Im off to burn the xtra calories. =P

| | |.of.BB-LESS.&.me.| | |

A cute lil bird actually died on the mid of my parkin bay.Tsk..tsk..poor lil birdy and poor me coz its rottin away with the sickening smell.urgghhh

But Im still alive though.Miss me?Hee..guess not.

Im still BB-less,so do pray for me aight?

| | |.of.the.last.day.&.me.| | |

Goin back to Jurassic Park tomorrow,and SADLY - I wont be able to get online until further notice.

Why? Dont ask me why. *roll eyes*

*sighs*

So miss me not aight?I know you wont

Be good.

Wish me luck for the new sem okies?

Tata.

| | |.of.the.last.week.&.me.| | |

I had a loooong weekend and my week's pretty normal except for the added taste of nasi minyak.hehe! I actually went to my uncle's wedding (without my baju kurung.Gah gah).Not my uncle as in uncle uncle but due to some too-complicated-to-be-explained reasons,he can be considered as an uncle.The event was like a family gathering,close and extended relatives can be seen everywhere.
Spotted some of the familiar faces that I used to visit during EID but couldnt quite remember their names and some of the other guests looked vaguely familiar.Hmmpp..
How's the wedding?The weather was great,the food was okie (xcept for the fact that I couldnt eat that much due tu some unknown reasons),the groom-uncle looked quite
nervous and out of place while the bride-aunty looked yellow.I mean she looked wonderful in her yellow dress - with her fair complextion and all.Okie,I lied.She look pretty okie.I mean,sweet.Whatever.

Well,weddings.What about weddings eh?I always like weddings,the food the excitement,preparation and of coz the guests - especially the cute guys in baju melayu women that gonna look as if they are gettin married instead of the bride - but somehow since the past 2 years or so ago,attending the weddings
(especially when the bride or groom is one of the close relatives) could be rather scary - due to the endless stream of 'cepu emas' questions from the beloved aunties.Gah gah.
When are you gettin married?Dah ada boyfriend?Anak bila pulak?Dah nak bis study kan?Tak lama lagi sampai la turn tu.
Yada yada.Owh,wait a sec, its more like ask-a-question-and-answer-it-urself-ASAP session.They gonna literally shower the unfortunate victim with deadly questions and before you can even blink an eye they gonna blurt out all of their answers-cum-speculations.Hee..most of the time I'll just try to play safe - do nothin but keep on flashing the angelic smilee as long as possible while prayin hard with every fiber of my being - hopin that they gonna leave me alone in peace.

Talkin bout the match-makin thingy,it brought back memories, a hilarious one to be exact. An incident that happened almost 4 years ago.I was at my older couz wedding when a macik seriously asked my aunt bout me - for her nephew.Gah gah,it was flattering,weird, funny rolling into one and I felt like rolling on the floor myself .

How did I know?I was at a hearing distant but the macik couldnt spot me coz I was in my invisible mode.(Owh,thats when I discovered that I can switch between few modes.)Ghee..I was just 17. *roll eyes* Im still blardy childish nowadays and God knows how I was back then. No wonder nobody can bear me.

Okie.Forget bout me.All these stuff are surely not for me until I bumped into THE ONE - which is still nowhere to be seen or perhaps he's right in front of my
nose all along,waitin to be discovered.Either way its still too early to tell, unless there's an extremely drastic changes that may drag me toward these rather complicated stuff faster than I expected.

An arranged-force marriage perhaps? *shivers*

Okie,lets not get carried away.

Enough said bout me,now Im waiting for my older cousins to tie the knot - which is very very interestin to think of. *grins*
(note:Not because Im waitin for my turn mind you,its just that its fun to see someone - that used to jump around and play masak-masak with you when you were younger - finally gettin married and lookin all grown-up.Its a weird magical feelin I tell ya.)

Abg Jimmy,Kak Long,Abg Daus,Kak Lyn,Kak Na,Abg E,Abir,do me a favour will ya? Pleasseee..cepat la kawen! =P

Ghee..askin someone else to get married surely seems easy enough. hehe!

Time's up.Im off.

Tata.

p/s: Goin back to CJ this Sat.Uwaaaa.

| | |.of.nothin.&.me.| | |

| | |.of.weekend.&.me.| | |

WEEKEND!!

Okie,its not like Ive been workin my a$$ off all week long to deserve a weekend and it's not like the weekend gonna bring any different for someone who's still in the mid of the long-endless break.

But WEEKEND sounds like fun.Cmon ppl,lets say it together..

W E E K E N D!

Again.

W E E K E N D!!!!

Yes,thats more like it.

Isnt it fun?hehe!Im having fun already.huhu!Im goin mad,I know.Tell me somethin that I didnt know.

Well,Im bored over here.Humor me.Uh?That line sounds familiar?

Hmpp..

Well,my dad said that we should fly off somewhere - for a vacation since my mum and lil bro gonna be free for the next two weeks.Yea,easy for him to say - FREE in my family's dictionary doesnt mean that there-are-nothin-to-do-coz-we-r-free-from-work-or-school.It actually means we-dont-have-to-go-to-work-or-school-but-ur-brother-need-to-attend-his-tuition-and-there-are-some-other-undefined-things-to-think-of-and-to-be-settled-on-the-last-minutes.Right,the bottomline is - I'll just stay at home like usual.Fine with me,I wouldnt want it the other way either.

*roll eyes*

Okie,the whiny-me is tryin to break free.

So Im off.Tata.

| | |.of.tiring.weekend.&.me.| | |

I had a loong,fun but tiring weekend.

I had my share of being bullied by a bunch of kekanak ribena.

I had been forced to play BASKETBALL *roll eyes* by my 6 years old niece (note: she still couldnt stop calling me kakak after all those reminders from her mum "Itu aunty bukan kakak..".)Yes yes..keep on with the kakak thingy okie darlin?Im too young to be a macik. =p

Hmpp..

Gosh,I need someone to be bullied.

Off to find my victim.

Tata!

| | |.of.wishes.&.me.| | |

I wish that Im livin somewhere in North Uganda and from the Hima tribe,where nobody gonna bother if Im turnin into a blardy fat hippo coz thats just the way they like it there.They intentionally fatten up the brides and turn them into a walkin fat for the wedding - being there surely gonna shot dead every single fiber of guilt bout being fat but being so doesnt turn you into a pretty sight either.*shivers*

Owh 2nd thought,beauty is skin deep aight?

Well,whats new?

Hmm..

1 of my dearies is goin insane and it seems like there's nothin much that I can do bout it - obviously.

Be strong bro,it's all in your head.U've been through this once and it wont be that bad to run through it once again.Isnt it?Hang in there,you'll be okie.If you are readin this,gimme a call aight?Someone is worry sick bout you and Im not your PA you see?Puhhhleeeeseeee,spare me some peace of mind will ya? Im gettin sick in the head over here too.

Owh I know you love this,you always do aight? :P

You were there for summer dreaming
And you are a friend indeed
And I know you'll find your freedom

Eventually

For eternity...


p/s:I cant promise I'll heal you,but if you want to I will try - like always.Call me ASAP or else.(This is a blackmail for sure.) :P

| | |.of.someone.&.me.| | |

At this very minute~~

someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love isunconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much theycare.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you

and

someone wants you to get the hell outta here coz you bore him/her to death.

Right,Im outta here. :P

p/s::An update - at last.Im not that malas after all you see?

| | |.of.boredom.&.me.| | |

Im GLAD.

Im thankful.

But bored.

Haih..

*sighs*

Now where are my lalings when I need em?

Lalings ooo..lalings..where are you? :(

Owh,another of this questionaire thingy - seems to act as a drivin force for me to write.

So here it goes.

1. what do your friends call you?
Dd,Dihah,Nur,Madihah,Darling,Di,Ice Queen,Martian,Monster,Iris and the latest hafta be Dit dit.

2. is your bestfriend a girl?
1 of em?Yeah.

3. do you wear make-up?
Yea,to improve the already-horrible features.

4. do you wear shoes with high heels?
I'll sprain my ankle just by thinkin of it.

5. do you like wearing dresses?
Used too.haha!Now Im too blardy fat for dresses.

6. do you have short or long hair?
Why bother?Im bald :P

7. one length or layered?
*roll eyes*

8. how long does it take you to fix yourself up?
Depends,it can be 10 mins or forever. :P

9. do you have a "makeup" kit?
Urgh?Sorta - nothin grand.Im not a moving makeup artist like my lalings.

10. if yes, what's inside?
Eyeliner & of coz the it-doesnt-make-much-different gloss.huhu!

11. how long do you take a bath?
Owh,I forgot to turn on the timer.Remind me bout it later.

12. do you use conditioner?
Only when I feel like usin one.

13. how do you dry your hair?
Uh?I'll take it off and hang it at the balcony.Shhhessh.

14. what's your usual hairstyle?
Im a freestyler hun.

15. do you panic if you have a pimple?
Panic?Are you kiddin?I fainted at the very 1st glimpse of it.hahahaha!

16. do you often go to the salon?
What salon?

17. when was the last time you went to the salon?
Uh?

18. what did you do in the salon?
Err?

19. have you ever colored your hair?
Nope.I like it black.

20. relax? rebond? have you tried those?
What?

21. do you paint your nails?
Yea - out of boredom - for fun.Gah gah.

22. what's your usual get up?
*yawns*

23. rubber shoes or sandals?
Sandals plz.Make it unique.

24. how many piercings do you have?
2

26. what brand do you use?
Cap Kaki Tiga & not to forget the beloved Kipas Udang.hahaha!

27. do you have "rituals" before sleeping?
Yea.

28. do you put cucumber on your eyes?
No,coz all em always ended up with thousand islands instead.

29. do you fix yourself anywhere?
Im not that vain - yet.haha!

31. do you have lots of crushes and share them with friends?
Lots of crushes?Yea.Share em with friends?Ambik,ambik semua.NOT!Urgh..dont mess with my crushes aight?They are all miiineeee.Thx you. =P

32. do you blush whenever you see that special person?
Special person who?

33. what do you like in a guy?
Good brain?Humor?Talkactive?

34. is it fun being a girl?
Yea,except for the fact that - there r so many stuff to cope with includin the fact that its hard to find the right stuff to wear when everythin in store nowadays looks like they are tailored for kids and partly done and the list of probs can go on and on.

35. what do you feel answering this?
*yawns* Now where's my blankie?

| | |.of.result.&.me.| | |

My result gonna come out tomorrow.*SCREAMS in terror*

I feel like dying.

Save me.

Owh,Im bored.So here goes nothin.

1) brand of ur hand phone?
SE

2) wat'll u do if u see your gf/bf hugging a girl/boy?
*waves* Walk over to them and say hi. =P

3) hav a gf/bf?
The last sec I checked - nope.

4) have ur own room?
Yea,I have my own dungeon too.Wanna see?

5) fav pet ?
Cats.

6) One thing u cant live without?
Air?haha!

7) where do u live?
In a torture chamber.Gah gah..

8) wat wud u do if sumone tells u he/she likes u?
Faint? :P

9) how are you feelin now?
Blardy scared.

10)where do you hangout?
Wherever hangable(such word?)

11) what are you good at?
Crapping

12) what is it bout a person you cant stand?
Lemme think..

13) what do you want?
Endless happiness

14) a word that describes you?
Unique? =P

15) what is ur dream?
Its P&C

16) day/nite?
Both?

17) sunset/sunrise?
Sunset

18) like a romantic bf/gf?
Why not? - not too sappy plz

19) what is it about a girl/boy thats attracts u
Dazzling-sweet-like-chocs smile?haha!

20) are you an independent person?
Positive

21) do you like school?
Yea,guess so.

22) are you stubborn?
Yea?

23) believe in God?
Absolutely

24)ur favourite sport?
None?haha!Err..skipping?Does it count?

25) believe in fate?
Yea.

26) get pissed off easily?
Depends.

27) like ur parents?
No,I LOVE my parents.

28) r u a materialistic person?
Yes and no. =P

29) believe in love?
Perhaps.

30) will u get a tattoo?
Never.

31)smoke?
Nope - I still plan to live for another 100 years.Thx u.

32) club / pub?
Neither?

33) wil u forgive ur gf/bf if he/she cheats on u?
We'll see bout that hun.

35) were u on a trip recently?
Yea.

36) fave country?
Malaysia?haha!

37) r u impatient?
Depends

38) r u horny?
No.

39) do u organise parties often?
No.

40)do u hav good friends?
Hell ya.

41) do u think u r good-looking?
Maybe not.

42) do u care about your looks?
Perhaps.

43) do you think that you're a good gf/bf?
Haha!I'll think of that later.

45) do you quarrel with people easily?
Well,I like to argue with ppl for fun.Gah gah..

46) are you forgiving?
Sort of.

47) do you get hurt easily?
Depends.

48) do you prefer girls wit long/short hair?
Err..

49) do u prefer guys wid long/short hair?
Either.

50) is ur hair colored?
Uu..aa..its green. =:P

51) are you a romantic?
At times.Eww.. =P

52) do you wear a watch?
Sure.I feel naked without it.

53) what color clothes do you like?
Black?

54) will you chose love or money?
Both?

55) do u prefer eat or sleep?
Me luv eatin.

56) white or black?
Black plz.

57) pink or red?
Red.

58) fav flower?
No idea.Roses?

59) brand of ur watch?
Swatch

60) brand of ur car?
Perodua - bloodsuckin kembara.Haha!

Done.
Im off.

P/s:Wish me luck will ya?

| | |.of.escapism.&.me.| | |

Not feelin well since 2 days back.Feelin all hot and bothered - now Im surely gonna be deadly happier when it rains.

Owh someone just warned me not to go out dancin in the rain,coz I dissolves in water. Gah gah..how flatterin is that? *roll eyes*

Well,I kinda lost the urge to write since I got back home,perhaps its true that writing is my ultimate escapism from depression. :)

Im off.Tata.

| | |.of.speechless.&.me.| | |

I couldnt think of anythin good to write - though somewhere at the back of my mind there are tons of stuff to be poured.

Believe me,I tried.

Well,fear not my dearies.The crappy-me will be back.

Later.

| | |.of.brief.update&.me.| | |

Owh,just a brief update.

Im DONE with the xm!

Im HOME!!! =p

Later!

p/s:Miss me not okie =P

| | |.of.whiny.&.me.| | |

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
Not know what I'm going through

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

3 Doors Down - Let Me Go
(note:Call me sappy but I just love this song to bits.Ive been listenin to it for 100 thousands times since last nite. o_O)

Had a big lunch at Secret Recipe with Mun.

Now Im sinfully bloated,another sight of any sort of food will make go "bweeek" for real.hehe!

Well,the 6th paper's great except for the fact that I was sniffin and miserably refrainin myself from blowin my nose off for 2 hours - as much as I hate to have someone with a blardy runny nose sittin next to me durin the wonderful final xm - Im sure there's someone whose been cursin me for being sick and sittin next to them.Forgive me.If only I could take my nose off like MJ,I'll never ever drag it along with me into the xm hall.Serious.

4 days more to go then I'll be back home,a magical thought that will magically make me feelin less pathetic. :P

Ghee..I hate being sick when Im not at home.The only thing that I can do to ease my pain's to whine as much as possible.(note:when Im physically sick,my mental health will somehow plummet too).No wonder Ive been actin like a BIG whiny baby since the past few days eh?.Hee..bear with me aight?I'll be okie dokie soon.InsyaAllah. or else you hafta find a way to cope with the big-whiny-baby-me for the rest of your life!Hows that for a change?hehehe!

Okie Im off.

The big whiny baby me hafta get ready for the next stuff in my things-to-do-for-an-express-relief agenda.

Til then,wish me luck coz I still need em badly,infact desperately.

| | |.of.darlings.&.me.| | |

Just a quick update.

Darlings,

Me luv youuuu!!!!!!

A LOT!!

*hugs*

Abis xm kite gi jalan2 sambil mencomelkan diri okie dearies?

5 down,2 more to go!

BERUSAHALAH!

| | |.of.9.layers.&.me.| | |

Went out with my darlings last nite - for another fattenin dinner.Got back home around 10pm and my head was spinnin,couldnt find any panadol or ape2 yang sewaktu dengannyer though I know I have it in stock somewhere - so I just decided to hit the sack.

Woke up this mornin feelin more or less the same except that my throat hurts - badly.

:(

Jangan la demam sekarang. *cries*

p/s:Btw,I got this 9 layers thingy from Jun.He's been askin me to fill it up since God-knows-when.Here you go buddy.Now stop buggin me.Sheesh.

LAYER ONE

Name: Nur Madihah
Birthdate: Sept 16th 1984
Birthplace: Kedah,Malaysia
Current Location: Jurassic Park,Malaysia
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Jet black
Righty or Lefty: Righty!
Sun Sign: Virgo!
Innie or Outtie: A lil bit of both!

LAYER TWO

Your heritage: 100% Malay - I guess.
The shoes you wore today: None.Saya suke berkaki ayam.Thx you. :P
Your hair: Black-ghost-like
Your eyes: Black
Your weakness: Chocolates, cute lil stuff.
Your fears: Losing my mind.
One thing you'd like to achieve: Endless happiness. :)

LAYER THREE

Your most overused phrase on IM: hihihi
Your first waking thoughts:"I hafta be good today", I have it plastered on the ceiling.Muahah!
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes or is it the smile?
Your best physical feature: Sadly none. o_O
Your bedtime: Depends,Im nocturnal.
Your greatest accomplishment: Err...lemme recall.
Your most missed memory: Foam party with my cousins.haha!

LAYER FOUR

Pepsi or Coke:Coke - vanilla plz.
McDonald's or Burger King: McD
Single or group dates: Depends.*roll eyes*
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Both?
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

LAYER FIVE

Smoke: Nope.(Well,I plan to live til 150.Thx you)
Curse: Wtfish.Opss..
Sing: Me love singin to myself (note:Me love rainy days)
Take a shower everyday: Sure.
Have a crush(es): Yea.
Who are they: Brandon boyd,Flippy from HTF.haha! :P
Do you think you've been in love: Lemme recall bout that too.
Like high school:Surely do.
Want to get married: Sure?
Believe in yourself: +ve.
Think you're attractive: Im annoyinly attractive.haha!
Think you're a health freak: Not as long as I can remember.
Get along with your parents: Absolutely,Im a good kid.
Play an instrument:Sadly no.

LAYER SIX: In the past month, did you...

Drink alcohol: Nope.
Smoke: Nope.
Do a drug: Nope.
Go on a date: Well, it depends on what you mean by "date".Ehem.
Eat an entire box of Oreos: Nope.Too much of em make me sick!
Eat sushi: Yea.
Been on stage: Nope.
Been dumped: Nope.
Gone skating: I dont how to skate.Sheeesh.
Made homemade cookies: Nope.
Been in love: God knows.
Gone skinny dipping:Nope.
Dyed your hair: Nope.
Stolen anything: Err..Ive stolen someone's sanity,does it count?

LAYER SEVEN: Have you ever...

Played a game that required removal of clothing: No,never.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope.
Been caught "doing something":Define "doing somethin"
Been called a tease: Not really.
Gotten beaten up: Nobody messes with me.Im a MONSTER.
Shoplifted: Nope.
If so, did you get caught: Nope.
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope. What you see is what you get darlin.

LAYER EIGHT

Age you hope to be married: Sure.
Numbers and Names of Children:Urgh..isnt it too early for this?
Describe your Dream Wedding: Errr..romantic?(corny!)
What do you want to be when you grow up: I dont wanna grow up :(
What country would you most like to visit: Err..lemme think.France?

LAYER NINE

Number of guys I have kissed: Err..?
Number of boyfriends you've had: Owh la la..?
Number of drugs taken illegally: None.
Number of people I could trust with my life: Around 11. I am blessed.
Number of CDs that I own: Lemme start counting.
Number of piercings: 2.
Number of tattoos: None.
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:Once?
Number of scars on my body: I dont count.
Number of things in my past that I regret: None or tryin not to.

| | |.of.peminat.&.me.| | |

At last,4 days of freedom!Ahh..bliss.

So now where's my wonderful date?haha!

Erm..

Gie's birthday is comin tomorrow,but I already sent her a-day-early-coz-I-thought-its-already-April-10th birthday wish. *roll eyes*

Gie:"Ari ni 9th la dd.My bday is on d 10th."

*knocks head*

Better early than never aight dear?hee... (^_^)v

Well,a gurl msged me on my msn msger yesterday.Lookin at the fact that I was bored coz everybody was out-"beronggeng" or simply enjoyin their evenin nap - coz its rainin.Me actually decided to entertain her kiddish questions which range from the-color-that-I-like to what-I-wanna-be-when-I-grow-up.Duh~ (note:she's weirdly-16)

Later,she actually asked for my phone number and I was like,"dont waste ur money on phone calls,get urself some chocs instead dik"

and she was like "I hate chocs but I love you"

*glup*

Wooo..I got myself a PEMINAT,at last!

Blargh!

How wonderful.You made my day.

NOT! :P

Hee..Im off.

Later.

| | |.of.final.xm.&.me.| | |

Dear you,

STOP tickin me off.If you happened to come around and mess up with me again later.I swear that I'll handle it Bush's style - if someone happened to get into your way,mess around with your stuff - wait no more.Kill em!Muahaha!

Err.okie Monster's talkin.

Monster's thingy aside.

Im back!

Ive told ya that I'll be back.Miss me yet?

Well,my final xm for the last sem of Gamma gonna start next week.Aha,next week as in this comin Monday.JOY!

7 papers to go through.How interestin is that?Hafta sit for 5 papers in a row..woo..April 4th - 8th.Wonderful eh?Thats exactly what I need to add up to my I-already-feel-like-dying life.+ve.Owh..right after the 5 days of misery,there's gonna be a looooong GAP -6 days to be exact - which shall be spent wisely.Ehem!

Neway,thx for all the luck and wishes.Yea,hopefully I'll be able to get through everythin without faintin or turnin into a mad dog dinosaur or somethin.Gah gah.Keep it comin aight?

Erm..

Many thx and apologies to you-surely-know-who-you-are and if you dont,there's aint no way that Im goin to spell it out.As you know,I could be quite a pain in the a$$ and pretty annoyin sometimes.I just cant help it.Im really sorry.Honest - Ive been livin like this for the past 3 years.It's like a path without a turnin point.You can either stop and suffer or just move on.Uh..crap

What a gurl to do eh?

Hee..Im off!

Time to activate the nerd-mode.

Later!

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You are so tempting my dear
You strip away my useless fears
No you don't care that I'm weird
And that's amazing yeah

Why that hafta sound sooo familiar? :
Neway,its still rainin outside.Cats and dogs.

A week to go before the final xm.

3 blardy wonderful assignments to be submitted.

2 excitin presentations more to go.Wah wah..bahagienye.

Another bank-robbery to be planned.Me need another 8k by May.Heehoo!
(Note:Sesape yg duit lebey tu,derma lah kat me.Me sgt desperate ni.Serious. :|)

Owh,another friendly reminder.

Enough of those dont-forget-to-eat reminder thingy.Dont worry darlings,Ive been eatin well since Mun is around - you can actually tell that Ive been tellin the truth just by lookin at my scary face.Honest.

Im off.

Time to finish up all those owh-so-wonderful assignments.

Fear not my love.I shall return. :P