here comes the weird feelin..



Angels Brought Me Here

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lie
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle....

If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

I stand up here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle...

(note:the song has nuthin to do with the wierd feelin.i just happened to like the song.)

well,the very moment i opened the door of my room 'dungeon' in jurassic park,(yes im back)i lost the sense of belongin. somehow i feel like i dunt belong here.suddenly,i just cant wait to finish up my degree program n get the hell outta here ASAP.

the feelin just struck me like a lightnin, n somehow i feel rather annoyed and jaded.

annoyed by my own attitude.how i hate to think of how ive lost the trust and a bunch of good friends just bcoz im being too kind.just bcoz i was tryin not blurt out everythin n hurt someone's feelin.i thought that i could fix everythin n make it as good as it was before.i thought that i could change someone for the better so i wont be losing anythin (am i being selfish?).but i guess,ive been in the wrong path all along.perhaps,its true that we have to be cruel to be kind sometimes.

its always funny lil bit frustratin when u r tryin to see whether someone is fakin or not n she/he just tend to lie n act as if its nuthin.well..nuthin to them,sometimes they just dunt realise that it just could mean the world to others.

the truth hurts,but at times it gonna be appreciated.let the 'true' feelin runs free.
why do we have to convert it into somethin else b4 lettin it all out?often,our so called polite sincerity comes across as phony.

well..the glass is half full or half empty?neither,ive learned dat its always full.its half full water n half full of air.so its always full rite? life is always blessed with hopes n dunt give up on hopes.rite now i do hope dat things gonna be better.

keep on hopin,keep on prayin and as long as u dunt give up.Allah wont give up on u.

tomorrow gonna be another day in jurassic park. i bet dat it gonna be wonderful hectic like usual. i need to study for midterm xm.3 more papers to go. wish me luck.

p/s:the glass is half full?its surely gonna be better if its always full.ermm..full of ice blended choc with cream on top??haha..nyum~