♥of.confusion.&.me.♥

I seriously never ever thought that it could be this complicated,tormenting and confusing, all at the same time.

This is what happened when you're trying to step into something new without much preparation - 1st hand experiences. Perhaps I should have push myself into this much earlier,then I won't be too surprised,lost or even confused.

Well,being the (rather) optimistic me,I'll always try to look for the promising light at the end of the tunnel, but sometimes it just seems to flicker like a candle in the wind.Uncertain,very uncertain.

I'm putting myself on a line here and I'm not even sure bout what am I getting myself into.

Am I being fooled or something?

Gosh dD, you hafta be kidding.

♥of.guy.&.me.♥

Disclaimer : This survey is so corny but ade orang tu sangat kejam dan memaksa. :P


01.Would you mind if your guy is fat?
> Not really. I like meat. :P But not too much okies.

02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
>Yea, why not? At least he hafta be able to do the laundry.

03. What is the maximum age gap you and your guy can have?
> Don't really bother but if I have to come up with a number - it's 5.Just 5.

04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
> No.

05. Must he get good grades?
> Yes?

06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
> A lil bit of both. Too mature or too childish is rather boring.

07. Must he be popular to suit you?
> No.Period.

08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?
> What gang? The teletubbies?

09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
> Does it matter?

10. Must he be perfect in everything?
> No.Perfect is boring. Too expectable.

11. Will you be furious or worried if your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
> huh?

12. Must he be taller than you?
> Absolutely.

13. What is the first thing that attracted you to him?
> Lemme see,the evil smile? ha ha.

14. Does how much he loves you matters or as long as you love him is enough?
> It sure does matter. It's a two-way thing you see?

15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
> No, but then again, it depends.

16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
> Paranoid? Insecure? But I shouldn't go and poison her or somethin,or should I? :P

17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him?
> His egoistic,perhaps?

18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
> If that's the case, I'll ended up being bf-less forever.ha ha.

19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country or the country he's in?
> His country? I'm going for locals. :P

20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
> Haih,I think my guy should be ganas and tough enough to defend himself. I rather do nothing and save him from the humiliation of being saved by a gurl.

21. What are the most important things you seek in your guy?
> Things? Owh well,I have a long list.You'd rather not know bout it.

22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind?
> Too studious? Boring. Gimme a mix.

23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
> Owh well, berani ke? hahaha.

I'm off to pecet2 my lil nephew.

Tata.

♥of.great.&.me.♥

I had a GREAT weekend - minus the lil dizziness that I had at the end of day.

I had fun being bullied bullying mon cher.

I had fun stuffing myself up at the Chili's with my couz but the guilt is gigantic.

I had fun spending my money on crappy lil stuff - I probably broke the bank. *sighs*

Can't wait to finish up the ASP.net project.

Can't wait for another mon cher's bullying session

Can't wait for another shopping free.

Till then, wish me luck.

I need loads of em.Very.

Tata.

♥of.suddenly.&.me.♥

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door?.

shoo..shoo..
:P

♥of.please.&.me.♥

I know you are not going to read this but I'm still going to write about it anyway.

I've given you the green light, but please,s'il vous plait,tolong don't try to make me feel dead guilty again - I bet that you already know that it gonna come back to you,somehow. :P

So..please ya?

>:D<

♥of.fast.lane.&.me.♥

Being the old conservative gurl like me, sometimes I tend to choke on mon padi's progress. Somehow it makes me feel like an old 90 yrs old nenek,driving on a fast lane or something - which is utterly fine weird cause I like fast cars(uh?) and all the fast-paced thingy - the thrill.The excitement.

Whatever & however it is, I just hope that every single second that I've spent on this particular matter won't be in vain and mon padi won't fail me - else, the padi is going to be in real trouble for doing this to me.Ha ha.

Now I'm starting to sound like a psycho.

Well darling, all the best to you

& me.

Tata.

♥of.WONDERFUL.&.me.♥

Finally,

Hidup kembali ceria with my beloved lappy & the 80GB of movies.Lepas ni boleh bukak table jual cd!!Yey!

Well,I need a shopping spree ASAP ($_$) & I desperately in need to catch the Hannibal Rising.Yer saya sgt suka citer yang saiko.Terima Kasih.

+ - 3 weeks more to go before the next presentation.

I'm feeling it already.

H o w w o n d e r f u l.

N O T!

Tata.

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥

It's an utter bliss to be able to spend the weekend at home.

Gonna be back in KL tomorrow,till then I'm enjoying my stay to bits.

Off to grandparents' place.

Tata.

♥of.visualDNA.&.me.♥

♥of.don't look back.&.me.♥

Went to catch Jangan Pandang Belakang last nite with C***.I never thought that a horror movie could turned out to be funny.Hmpp..well,kinda worth the watch but not the money,C***'s money in this case & this is the absolute reason why I rarely go to the cinema to watch local movies.Owh ya,this is my 2nd! :P

Lepas ni tgk Hannibal Rising pulak,okies dear?.

______________________________♥

Owh,I'm going back to Kedah this weekend.I'm desperately in need of a lappy or I'll just die - mentally.

A huge Asp.net project is coming up & I hafta be armed

I'm off.Be good now.

Tata.

♥of.week.&.me.♥

It has been a I have things to do but I'm pretending like I'm careless and free week.

Thanks to the fact that I still couldn't get my hands on my beloved lappy. Sob.

So sume mende kene buat masa training hours.

Owh well, on a better note - I'm going out tonite(read:Boleh bully C***.Yey!)

I'm off.

Tata.

♥of.age.&.me.♥

My marriage age is..

You know when your birthday is, but how old should you really be getting
married? (just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[x] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 5

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 4

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[x] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 9

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is takeout.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in awhile.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 3

OMG!25? :P

♥of.electrify.&.me.♥

My life,
you electrify my life.

O_o

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥

Monday already?

I really kinda hate Monday. :P

Well,I had such a hectic weekdays and equally hectic but exciting weekend.
The weekend was generally loaded with an endless shopping & makan2 sessions. I also managed to make a friend or two at my Couz's bowling tournament. No. I DO NOT bowl.So don't drag me to any bowling alley unless you just need a pom-pom gurl or a source of motivation or something. Thank you. :P

On the other note, I might going to have another lappy. Merci Dad. >:D<

I'm off to work on c#.

Tata.

♥of.Friday.&.me.♥

Talking bout Friday blues - awal-awal dah takde mood nak buat ape2 - blame it to the carefree project-less weekend (though the VB.net thingy is already in.)

What you don't know won't hurt you.So buat-buat luper jer lah.Tra la la la.

Owh,I feel like getting myself something new.The impulsive-shopper in me dah lama tak muncul. A good sign? No? So I thought.Lepas ni boleh pegi memboroskan diri.Ehem! :D

On the other note, Congratz C***, you made it!Yey!Dah officially abis skolah. I owe you a treat okie. Ice cream? :P

Well,I'm off.Ade project briefing la pulak,kacau je

Tata.

♥of.thankful.&.me.♥

Alhamdulillah.

There are tons of stuff to be thankful of.

The 1st one hafta be the fact that I'm getting back into my fast pace life which means

Sleepless nite + endless project = I'll run of time to think of my endless & confusing uncertainties + loads of shopping + good companies = an utter bliss

As absurd as it seems,somehow I'm still thankful for that.

2nd.I'm truly happy for you darling(yes you).Your padi finally showed up!I'm glad for you through and through.I'll hope it will last (forever & ever!).I'll pray for you okies? (Now you owe me a treat,we are going to celebrate right? Kang jangan pulak luper me sebab the 'padi' dah showed up :'( )

3rd.I'm done with the JSP's presentation.Weeee..(but VB.net is in!)*gulp*

I'm done.

Gonna get myself a bite later.

I'm STARVING(read:1 1/2 hari tak makan mmg best.Cepat kurus :P)

Tata.

p/s:Thanks for making my day.Very much appreciated. :D

♥of.famous.&.me.♥

It seems like someone has been digging into my achieve - 200 pageloads within an hour?

Gosh.I'm getting famous,at last.(T_T)

Ha ha.

How flattering,but I truly have nothing much for you to read tho.

Well, maybe you'll be the one to appreciate my crappy thoughts.

Perhaps we can be buddies and share our stalking-tips, or maybe not.

Perhaps I should turn this blog into a private blog - then I could ramble bout whatever my heart desires & nobody will ever know & come up with the

"Why did you sound so depress?"

or

"Sape that you that u're referring to?" thingy.

Mental note: by doing so,I'll be more inscrutable than ever and nobody gonna understand me anymore.*sighs*

Owh well,if nobody knows then nobody cares right?

♥of.Suprise.&.me.♥

Someone told me to get a red lipstick(RED?) & a nice and sharp & shining pemarut kelapa or a cheese grater for ......(read:a blardy mysterious event that is yet to come.Suprise? I like.)

& I surely would love to have a fat juicy lemon with that - then I'll be able to create my very own version of HTF.

How wonderful. <3

p/s: Kay?What on earth are you doin here? Shooo..shooo..

♥of.maju.&.me.♥

Dear you,

Wahhh!Orang tu dah semakin maju.Ehem. ;;)

Makan choc pink jangan luper me okies. :P

p/s:Yea, the padi mmg tak muncul-muncul .I'm almost reduced to void of +ve thinking level.Sob.

♥of.tired.&.me.♥

Saya sangat penat,tired,tres fatigué.



But I'm not getting fat.

I hope.