♥of.confusion.&.me.♥

I seriously never ever thought that it could be this complicated,tormenting and confusing, all at the same time.

This is what happened when you're trying to step into something new without much preparation - 1st hand experiences. Perhaps I should have push myself into this much earlier,then I won't be too surprised,lost or even confused.

Well,being the (rather) optimistic me,I'll always try to look for the promising light at the end of the tunnel, but sometimes it just seems to flicker like a candle in the wind.Uncertain,very uncertain.

I'm putting myself on a line here and I'm not even sure bout what am I getting myself into.

Am I being fooled or something?

Gosh dD, you hafta be kidding.