♥of.wishes.&.me.♥

Happy EID-Adha.

Happy new year.

Have fun.Be good.

Ciao! :P

♥of.anniversaire.&.me.♥

Result: Decided not to go. :P Yer,saya sememangnye malas.

Gosh,my 2nd post for today.Multiple posts within a day?.How magical.I haven't done that since dark ages(read: + - 3 years back).

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Joyeux Anniversaire Bloggie

It has been exactly three years since I started to blog.

Loads of things happened within the past 3 years & I'm surely thankful,grateful for all things that had came my way,good or bad.A huge word of thank you,merci, terima kasih to those who made things happened for me. I'm glad, very, for everything & everyone that I hold dearly.

All the things that happened made me think bout what I always have,yet always taken for granted.Certain people are always there all along and it doesn’t take too much to realise that the ones closest to you are those who deserves a better treatment and bigger appreciations.

But typically us,we just love to wait aren't we?

Takpe,esok lah.Relax lah dulu,byk masa lagi.Kalut2 buat ape? Nanti2 la,malas.

We are just so sure that there will be a tomorrow.

So I'm saying it now,

Terima kasih daun keladi for everything. Saya sayang korang semua (notes: tho the level of sayang may vary).hehe.

Sayang lah saya jugak okies?So carikan saya keja boleh?

♥of.Carnival.&.me.♥

There's a new theme park in SP.It's called CARNIVAL or something.

I got 3 entry passes from Dad,he got it for free - he was invited to the launch earlier today.

Now,sekarang, maintenant....

to go or not to go, that's the question.

Malasnyer saya.

♥of.wedding.&.me.♥

Dear me,

I've told you that going to the wedding is not good idea - you know how dreading it could be.

Showered by all those you know it's coming but you can't run questions.

It's official now.

YOU H A T E G O I N G T O T H E W E D D I N G - especially when it's loaded with relatives.

End of mental note.

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Saya tak suka pegi wedding?Tapii..next month Kak Lin kawen dgn org Afghan lak tu,saya nak tgk.

*sighs*

Bencinyer saya dengan soalan2 cepu emas

"Have you met the perfect couple? The two soul mates whose love never dies? The two lovers whose relationship is never threatened. The husband and wife who trust each other completely. If you haven't met the perfect couple, let me introduce you. They stand atop a layer of butter cream frosting. The secret of their success? Well, for starters, they don't have to look at each other" - Desperate Housewives

♥.of.new.&.me.♥

I made myself a new layout.

Yey!

I'm all out of the creative juices - so,I'm going to stick to this for now.

Butterflies.I like.♥

p/s:Butterflies in my tummy.*shivers*

♥.of.secret.&.me.♥


Psstt...




Yea you..lemme tell you a secret.



Come closer...




Yes..closer.Don't worry.I won't bite.




Closer...closer..





Okie dah..stop





*whisper*
I'm a stalker.



*whisper*
But the non-psychotics one tho. *grins*


Before you start forming your very own speculations, lemme tell you my story.


Why on earth would anybody want to be a stalker?

I was born curious and have grown increasingly curious since God knows when.Tho curiosity killed the cat - tapi saya bukan seekor kucing,so stalking itu dibenarkan.hehe. No,I do not do it on a daily basis.I only do so when there's someone worth stalking.Yer,mangsa saya telah dipilih dengan teliti. :P Note: Sometimes,I'm not doing it for myself - it could be a favor for my non-stalker friends.Lucky them.


What did I find out from all those stalking?

That someone with an angelic demure can sometimes be a devil in disguise. That a good friend could sometimes be a stab in the back.That a drop dead gorgeous guy in school is blardy gay.That you can't always believe what you hear. That someone was avoiding from telling the truth because he's a big fat chicken.That someone is stalking on me(stalk the stalker?).That a guy/gurl that claimed to be single could turn out to be the biggest playa of the century. That a guy worshiped me like I'm some sort of god.Naah, the last one tipu je.Kalau la betul. :P *cough cough*

I also found out that sincerity is kinda rare these days.

It’s a dog eat dog world.Meow Woof!


The good,the bad

On the bright side,I'm now a seasoned stalker. I gained a lot from all those stalking - be it the time when a friend had his heart crushed into pieces from being a loyal bf to the unfortunate event when a friend got stabbed in the back by the green devil.I've learned that sometimes the truth is something that you can't bear,so we might as well slit our own throats, right now. Save ourselves the trouble later on.

On a nicer note, we are able to save,cure or even run - only if we happened discover bout it sooner and not later.Sebelum nasi menjadi bubur.Sediakan payung sebelum hujan lah kan?

On the minus side of it,I'm rather paranoid.Risau yang bukan-bukan.Perhaps it's true that the curiosity doesn't kill me,but now it's rather hard for me to believe in certain thing.Good luck in convincing me tho.It's not that I won't, but it surely gonna takes some time.What a gurl to do?Sabar je la yer.

Now I know why ignorance is bliss,what you don't know won't hurt you.True indeed.

Well,what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger kan? Lama2,jadi immune lah tu.hehe.


Does it make me a bad person?

Perhaps.Mungkin.Peut-etre

But,mais,tapi...

I don't really care. :P

Do you?

♥.of.Magic.&.me.♥

Magic!

What magic?

To-date,I've been able to stay indoors for 7 freakin days.

Yey me.

Why?

Coz it's blardy hot & sunny outside, saya tanak menjadi gelap dan terpaksa menggunakan bahan pecerah kulit kerana there's no way for me to buy any of those products from the fair is the ultimate key to be dead beautiful or you'll be damned forever campaign thingy.

Mari menggunakan kaedah semulajadi.Jadi saya duduk diam2 di rumah untuk mengekalkan ke-horror-an kejelitaan yang sejati.

Lihat lah hasilnya!

Wajah yang berseri-seri.Note the parrot,all green with envy- burung itu memberikan pandangan yang tajam.Jeles sangat lah tu.haha


NOT! :P

Mind you,I'm not a beauty freak.

In fact I can go for days without any beauty regime - except for a simple basuh muka in 30 secs routine before going to bed.Gosok gigi pon 2 mins.hehe.

Where am I going with this post? Nowhere in particular.

But...

Beauty is skin deep.We surely in search of someone/something that looks good outside as well as the inside.

& I'm just plain b o r e d.

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored.

How pathetic.

Tra la la .♥

P/s: C**,anda dilarang menggunakan Fair & Lovely. :P

♥.of.inscrutableness.&.me.♥

Some people are just way too complex.Blardy, tres, sangat complex - as if being the human is not complicated enough.

Their inscrutableness amazed me at times - & somehow, sometimes it just turns out to be a major waste of time.

Perhaps they don't want to be understood.

They don't need to be understood.

Well,forgive me for trying.I won't try again.

Promise.

♥.of.missing.&.me.♥

"Did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?"

I'll be back.

Don't miss me too much,okie? ♥

♥.of.job2.&.me.♥

me:I nailed it, I got the job.
couz:Really?Congrats.When are you going to start?
me:Never - coz I hafta say no.
couz:Huh?

Yes,I just said NO to a job offer.Hurrah!

My very 1st job offer from my very 1st interview.Good MNC company.Good pay.Picture perfect until the working hours come along.

As silly as it sounds,giving up on a job just because of the working hours?Try to be me (especially with the overly protective because I'm the only daughter parents,then you'll know.)

There,see?My scattered dream - broken into pieces. *rolleyes*

It feels kinda weird to let go of something that you really wished for - yes,if I'm a huge tall,dark & handsome hunk,I'll surely go for it coz nobody going to worry much bout me then.Too bad I'm not.Sob.

Perhaps I should write an article on How to get and lose a job within a day.

or

Perhaps I need to get a good grip of myself and move on.

Well,more interviews,here I come!

Gosh,I'm jobless again.

Owh la la.

p/s: Would you mind wishing-me-luck/praying for me again?Make it something with good working hours too,will ya?

♥.of.job.&.me.♥

I g o t the job.

Alhamdulillah.Murah rezeki.

The assessment was loaded with tests - networking 1 & 2, OS, Microsoft,English, typing and finally the interview.

An Australian based company - the basic pay is great but the working hours are deadly.

Mum doesn't like the idea of me working in such condition at all.

"Money will always comes along,tapi kena pikir pasal yourself,your safety.......yada yada"

Mental note:Restu parents tu penting.

Ai ai captain.

What's next?

♥.of.freakin.out.&.me.♥

Am going for my very 1st interview next week.Applied for the job and the company called for an assessment within a week? Dang that was fast, in fact too fast.

I'm soo not ready..

yet..

helphelphelphelphelphelphelphelphelphelp

Okie,enough of freakin out.

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Joyeux anniversaire to C***.Dah dewasa!Yey!

Sorry for the horrible birthday song. You asked for it dear. :P

I'll wait for mine next year.

T r a l a l a.

♥.of.meet-up.&.me.♥


I'm still alive!Yey! :P(A lame opening for an obviously boring post)

How's my presentation? It was okie, it's just something close to NOTHING. I just bla bla bla away for what seemed like 10 secs and I'm done.Short and easy.Simple yet sweet? :P

Owh yea,met the ever so kecik Bro Kecik - thanks for the company & the ride.Tres merci.Next time kite gi visit menara rocket tu.

Saya jumpa Cik Mun juge.Hihi.The only person who asked bout how am I doin.Sure am doin fine darling,I've gained a few pounds you see? & yea,am getting real maju these days.Sometimes I just hafta pinch myself just to see whether it's real.haha.Corny.But then again,being me - it never comes easy for me to be maju in that particular matter.Perhaps I'm being too careful. :P Neway, it's great to see you - totally animated like always. Someday,when I'm all wrinkled like a dry raisin,I'm surely goin to recall bout all those crazy things that we went through. :P (Someone goin to puke over my it's startin to be quite mushy mushiness. *roll eyes*)

Owh yea,met Fareeza too.Glad that you are doin fine and happy with your newly found glory. :D Being at the condo again after a few months did give me some sort of weird feeling.How time flies,2 years did seem like nothing sometimes eh?

Well,didn't get the chance to meet others,I was in such a hurry.Thanks for the open house's invitation Nanot dearest,but I'm already back in Kedah on Thursday.Hope to be able to catch up with others sometime later.

Keep on wishing me luck in job hunting.Till then,off to bully the C***. :P

♥.of.emo-si.&.me.♥


It has been ageeeees since the last time I wrote something - something worth reading that is.

What's there to tell bout my blardy simple and rather mundane life? My daily activities somehow equals to what my aunt's maid do for a living - except for the fact that I'm not getting paid for it.Period.

Out of school = fun.

When you thought that stepping out of school is all joy and fun,perhaps we hafta think again.Especially if you're somehow stuck in this I don't know what the hell it is phase.

Lets see..

My dad seems rather content to have me at home after the years of disappearance and he doesn't seem to mind if I'm just going to live like this for the next few months.Basically,he's just glad to have me around tho I'll just sit around, gaining more pounds doing nothing.

Mum? Tho I can not reads people minds but I'm dead sure she looooves having me around, the daughter cum driver cum shopping-partner cum PA & most of all...

the privilege of having me as an excuse.

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Situation 1
Location : Macik X's Boutique

"my daughter tak suka pattern ni,dia nak roses je"

then macik di kedai itu akan memberikan saya pandangan yang evil kerana banyak songeh dan asyik nak tukar2 barang.hehe!

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Owh well,it's not like I want them to shoo me away right after I'm done with my degree,but their utter coolness somehow scares me.Seriously. :P

*shrugs*

Pengusaha ribena sememangnya agak emo-si. Bear with me.

p/s:Yer,menanam ribena itu indah. Masa yang terluang akan digunakan utk mencari kerja disamping membully dearie saya yg best itu. >:D<

♥.of.eid.&.me.♥


Joyeux Eid-fitri.

Raya sebulan.

Saya dapat juta2 lemon RM90 for duit raya - not bad for a 22 yrs old kid eh? :P

p/s:Owh yer,my adsl modem + router sudah terbakar - miss me not.Sape nak kasi me duit raya for a new modem?:\

♥.of.tre.merci.&.me.♥



Dear you,

Thanks for the you-know-whut.Anda memang sgt sweet,saya rasa mcm nak pengsan.Nanti kita borak lagi sampai battery anda dan saya kong.

Owh yes,I know you would rather stay as close as possible - but you are stuck here because someone said this is where you should be.Keep it cool dearest, soon you'll get your chance to break free.

p/s:Say hi to your buddy for me.He needs a major head check - enough of those weird msges already.Soo not my type. :P

♥.of.sleeptalking.&.me.♥

Guess that I've been talkin in my sleep last nite. On 2nd thought, was I really asleep?

*shrugs*

Whatever it is, someone surely had a good laugh.ha ha.

Haih,there goes another % of my saham :P

p/s:Dear,I've told you that I'm dead unique.Seee.. tak tipu.

♥.of.reminded.&.me.♥

It's rainin cats and dogs - & it's FRIDAY. Utterly blissful.

Well,just got an email from a couz,somehow it reminded me of things that we had and how one of us used to say

"...masa kecik dulu,I used to think that our our family is the best in the world".

I couldn't help but nodded on his statement,that's exactly how I felt lightyears ago.

It's rather weird to think of how we turned out to be this way,tho it's not all bad - we still hang out together during EID and such - but it just doesn't feel the same.

Talking about how people change eh?

♥.of.77.&.me.♥

I'm sick of 100 things bout me thingie.Why can't it be 77 things bout me(?). :P

o1.I was born on September 16,1984.
o2.I'm the eldest and the only daughter.
o3.I'm a Virgo.
o4.I have too many nicknames,latest is C****.
o5.I have no favorite color, it depends on my current mood.
o6.I'm not that choosy when it comes to food - provided that it is not too spicy.
o7.I love to read.I used to be crazy over R.L.Stine and Sidney Sheldon.
o8.When I was younger, I used to be addicted to Play-dough, Barbie Dolls, Tetris and board games.
o9.Sometimes, I just can't stop talkin.
10.I don't like sharing when it comes to certain things.
11.I believe that I inherited my parents' love for clothes and perfumes.
12.I love cycling though I've stopped cycling for years.
13.I love the rain.
14.I'm a light sleeper.
15.My 1st crush was my 3rd grade classmate,he used to buy me ice cream everyday.
16.I used to swim but now I'm not even sure that I can even float myself in the water anymore.
17.I've been to 6 schools throughout my schooling years.
18.I'm right handed.
19.I pierced my ears.One on each.
20.I love to travel,hope to gain more time and money for that in the future.
21.I used to have fishes, hamsters, bug, tadpoles, caterpillars, cats and birds for pet when I was younger.
22.I love singing to myself.
23.I'm a big fan of Happy Tree Friends.
24.I learned to drive when I was 18 - but nowadays I can only drive auto transmission cars.
25.I love theme parks and cotton candies.
26.I was a state debater during my high school years.
27.I used to have 5 cell phones & a pda to date.
28.I got my first pc when I was 11.
29.I had nannies when I was growing up and 1 of them was insane(for real).
30.I am an impulsive shopper.
31.I love cartoons.
32.When I was young, I wanted to be a laywer.
33.Most of the time,I religiously love those who loved me.
34.People often say that I'm too insructable.
35.I can't resist all sort of cute lil thingy.
36.Marriage is somewhere in my 5 years planning.(Why does it sounds so familiar?)
37.I used to be quite tomboyish.
38.I love cooking as much as eating but I hate to do the laundry.
39.I rather know the truth than to be lied at,even if it hurts.
40.I rarely eat junk food or drink sodas.
41.I hate liars.
42.I like a good laugh.
43.I'm a choc addict but can't take too much of it at a time.
44.If I can have any super powers,I would like to fly and read people's mind.
45.I can be fairly sensitive over silly little things sometimes.
46.My favourite makeup hafta be black eyeliner - but I'm not related to those emo, gothic group thingy.
47.I like getting snail mails, they seem more thoughtful.
48.I can be really persuasive and stubborn sometimes.
49.Once a person loses my trust,she/he has lost it forever.Period.
50.I like dressing up.
51.I don't get impressed easily.
52.I started bloggin in 2003.
53.I love kids.
54.Guys with nice smile and laughing eyes are the best.
55.I love talking bout food.
56.Beautiful beach is my ultimate vacation spot.
57.I have an obsession for Brian BSB when I was 12.
58.My favorite number is 9.
59.I'm crazy over mint, jasmine & rose tea.
60.I like sappy romantic movies but I do not believe they happen in real life - though sometimes I wish they do.
61.My late pet hammies were Cyrus & Ivy - Cyrus was so fat that he couldn't run in the running wheel.
62.I could be rather childish sometimes.
63.I used to watch someone bleed to death in the ER.
64.I hate my legs. They're my biggest physical flaw.
65.I used to smack a guy on the face when I was in primary school.Hishh.
66.I never had a real boyfriend.
67.I love all sort of melons.
68.I love to take pictures - as long as it's not mine.
69.I hate insects with hairy legs.e.g cockroach.
70.My peak hours are between 9:00 pm to 1:00 am.
71.A long drive with the right bunch of people is deadly fun.
72.I'm crazy over 4WD cars.
73.Used to be addicted to baby lotion - to the smell that is.
74.I am not a big fan of jewelry. A nice watch is enough for me.
75.Love guys in baju melayu,especially when they are under 5 y/o.
76.I hate waiting,though patience's one of my virtues.
77.I can't run in heels. :P

p/s:Someone asked for a my wishlist, it's HERE!

♥.of.quote.&.me.♥

"Aku mencintai sahabatku dengan segenap jiwaku...
Sahabat yang baik adalah seiring denganku dan menjaga nama baikku ketika aku hidup atau selepas mati....
Kuhulurkan tangan kepada sahabatku untuk berkenalan kerana aku akan berasa senang....
semakin ramai sahabat semakin aku percaya diri...
Aku selalu berharap mendapat sahabat sejati yang tidak luntur baiknya dalam suka dan duka....
Jika aku temuinya, aku ingin setia padanya.... "

Imam Syafie

p/s:I'm free.Alhamdulillah. :D