♥of.another.weekend.&.me.♥

Okie,so I got the wrong date.My couz is off to Dublin THIS weekend.Not the previous one.My bad.Haih.The ultimate extension of my sedihnye atmosphere.Well,we gonna try to catch up with each other before her flight on the 25th - at 2 A.M.

The next day, I might be dragged by C*** to God knows where.His obviously thoughtful thought of

a)Saving me from feeling deadly pathetic on Saturday.

or

b)He's just trying to save himself from my occasional tantrum - sebab saya akan rase neglected kerana kena tinggal.hee hee

Either way,much appreciated.

Gosh,it's just Tuesday and I'm already talking bout the weekend? Hmpp..

Well,I'm off.

Tata.

♥of.convo.&.me.♥

I hate buses. The fact that one of it just got involved in an extremely terrifying accident scares me to the bones. *shivers*

Anyway,here goes the brief updates.

The convocation's a blast. Thanks for the flowers,teddy and wishes. Yea,I managed to get enough flowers to make my arm aches.Yey me! Owh tidak.Ayat orang yang tak bersyukur

My couz is off to Dublin on Saturday,saya rase sangat la sedihnyer.Hope that we'll get to hang out together before the flight.

On the other note, C*** owe me a TREAT!It better be a good one.Kot tak saya merajuk setahun.

I'm off. Tata.

♥of.new.&.me.♥

I'm off to another phase in life.

Alhamdulillah.

Wish me luck.

Tata.

p/s:No,I'm not married,engaged or anything.Mind you.

♥of.cherished.&.me.♥

Yes,I managed to get myself a job,but there's nothing to shout about - at least not yet.I still have to wait for something and then that particular someone can start thinking bout the celebration thingy,knock yourself out dear.I'll be really pleased.

Owh yea,I'm at home.I skipped a day of the training coz we're over and done with the last module and we are like sooo at ease tho the project presentation is coming within 10 days.How absurd.*sighs* I'm not even done with my module yet,loads of codings more to go and I'm done with..none?.Mon Dieu,help me.

Hmmpp..dad finally popped the question that I've been dying to hear since God knows when.He wonders whether I wanna switch that ol' faithful bf(okie he's not that old) of mine with a new one.I was shocked,really - given the fact that I'm just pre-employed. He hoped that I'll go for something local(again) - being me,maybe not. My first bf is a local,so the next one tanak la local lagi.Tak fully imported pon.CKD pon okie.hahaha.Sorry I can't help to increase the possibility of you getting a handsome bonus C***.No more p2 stuff for me - at least for now. :P If I'm going to live with another twin of the ol' faithful bf of mine,I'll surely run out of cash on his food alone.Then saya nak makan ape dear?

So no more locals and 4wds(for the moment,sob!) for me.

Going to grandparents' place tomorrow. I just miss them. Their simple but thoughtful gestures. Them being overwhelmed by a cup of tea - just because it was served by me.
It's like this unexplainable warm feeling of being cherished over things that are usually overlooked,taken for granted. It's just wonderful to be cherished,loved.

It's getting late. I'm off.

Tata.

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥

I'm back.

Miss me?

Well,I had a great weekend.Managed to bully be bullied by C***(tho according to plan - I'm not supposed to be the bullied-one here *roll eyes*).However, yours truly managed to stuff C*** with whatever that she felt like eating during the weekend,& he ended up eating more than she did - which is great. :D

I'm truly sorry if the fattening ice creams triggered your kejap ade kejap takde ala chipsmore cough. Perhaps we really NEED to go for the so called healthy menu next time(which is like God knows when). So no more ice creams (especially the one with cookies & cream ) for dessert or coleslaw and cheesy wedges for tea.

Perhaps it's the reason why we only meet up once in a while,else we'll be super comel in no time(alasan penyedap hati).

Owh yea,

weekend = good food + bullying or being bullied by C***

makes me happy & slightly fat.

so next time it ought to be

weekend = good healthy food + bullying or being bullied by C*** + long walks(window shopping/walk in the park/shopping/etc) to burn off the remaining fat.

Wonderful eh? No?

p/s: I got myself a job.Alhamdulillah.

♥of.sentiment.&.me.♥

My older couz is finally going to Ireland to pursue her dreams.I'm happy for her but...sedihnye.but once I have the cash,I'll surely go for a visit.Our very own tour to Europe bebeh!

My current training module is dead boring.Sedihnye..what a programmer wannabe to do.haih.

I might not be able to bully C*** this weekend.Sedihnye.. :((

*sighs*

Malas la cakap pasal bende sedih2 lagi.Please remind me again why I should be thankful and happy.

---

The convocation is comin in August. The long awaited convocation.Lots of stuff that are yet to be settled but I'm tres malas.ho ho.

Dah almost a year habis study rupenyer.Time flies eh?

Feels like it was yesterday when moi,Munie and Elin struggled for our deadly FYP,went out for our I need a break at 2am thingy, me sitting in front of my lappy while listing out my weekly craving and Mun will be like "Okay,nanti kita cari", stalking the stalkable botak - yang sadly hanya good-looking from afar(blurgh!),the utterly animated WRY, cool and crazy housemates.

Haih..

I miss the good old days - minus the assignments,boring classes and exams.

I'm off lah,before I turn into this unstoppable sentimental junkie.

Tata.

♥of.miss.&.me.♥

Hish..

I miss you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much!

Really.

♥of.everything.&.me.♥

I'm hooked!


You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.

I'm a sucker for this kinda song, rase cam nak melt like an ice cube.

Anyway,I'm fine now,physically & MENTALLY(mind you).

Owh,here's just something that I saw on YM.

N:"Saya sayang sayang saya"
PK:"Ye ke? Sayang saya sayang saya?"

:P

♥of.sick.&.me.♥

I hate being sick.

Why? Well,it usually turns me into this clingy, pathetic and whiny lil creature.

Thank God that I'm not living anywhere near my loved ones,else I'll make their lives miserable.

It's good that they didn't get to see the other side of me that often.

So I'm super, but super doesn’t mean perfect right?.

Even Superman has his Kryptonite.

p/s: Weekend = movies + good foods. Weee....

♥of.confusion.&.me.♥

I seriously never ever thought that it could be this complicated,tormenting and confusing, all at the same time.

This is what happened when you're trying to step into something new without much preparation - 1st hand experiences. Perhaps I should have push myself into this much earlier,then I won't be too surprised,lost or even confused.

Well,being the (rather) optimistic me,I'll always try to look for the promising light at the end of the tunnel, but sometimes it just seems to flicker like a candle in the wind.Uncertain,very uncertain.

I'm putting myself on a line here and I'm not even sure bout what am I getting myself into.

Am I being fooled or something?

Gosh dD, you hafta be kidding.

♥of.guy.&.me.♥

Disclaimer : This survey is so corny but ade orang tu sangat kejam dan memaksa. :P


01.Would you mind if your guy is fat?
> Not really. I like meat. :P But not too much okies.

02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
>Yea, why not? At least he hafta be able to do the laundry.

03. What is the maximum age gap you and your guy can have?
> Don't really bother but if I have to come up with a number - it's 5.Just 5.

04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
> No.

05. Must he get good grades?
> Yes?

06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
> A lil bit of both. Too mature or too childish is rather boring.

07. Must he be popular to suit you?
> No.Period.

08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?
> What gang? The teletubbies?

09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
> Does it matter?

10. Must he be perfect in everything?
> No.Perfect is boring. Too expectable.

11. Will you be furious or worried if your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
> huh?

12. Must he be taller than you?
> Absolutely.

13. What is the first thing that attracted you to him?
> Lemme see,the evil smile? ha ha.

14. Does how much he loves you matters or as long as you love him is enough?
> It sure does matter. It's a two-way thing you see?

15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
> No, but then again, it depends.

16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
> Paranoid? Insecure? But I shouldn't go and poison her or somethin,or should I? :P

17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him?
> His egoistic,perhaps?

18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
> If that's the case, I'll ended up being bf-less forever.ha ha.

19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country or the country he's in?
> His country? I'm going for locals. :P

20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
> Haih,I think my guy should be ganas and tough enough to defend himself. I rather do nothing and save him from the humiliation of being saved by a gurl.

21. What are the most important things you seek in your guy?
> Things? Owh well,I have a long list.You'd rather not know bout it.

22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind?
> Too studious? Boring. Gimme a mix.

23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
> Owh well, berani ke? hahaha.

I'm off to pecet2 my lil nephew.

Tata.

♥of.great.&.me.♥

I had a GREAT weekend - minus the lil dizziness that I had at the end of day.

I had fun being bullied bullying mon cher.

I had fun stuffing myself up at the Chili's with my couz but the guilt is gigantic.

I had fun spending my money on crappy lil stuff - I probably broke the bank. *sighs*

Can't wait to finish up the ASP.net project.

Can't wait for another mon cher's bullying session

Can't wait for another shopping free.

Till then, wish me luck.

I need loads of em.Very.

Tata.

♥of.suddenly.&.me.♥

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door?.

shoo..shoo..
:P

♥of.please.&.me.♥

I know you are not going to read this but I'm still going to write about it anyway.

I've given you the green light, but please,s'il vous plait,tolong don't try to make me feel dead guilty again - I bet that you already know that it gonna come back to you,somehow. :P

So..please ya?

>:D<

♥of.fast.lane.&.me.♥

Being the old conservative gurl like me, sometimes I tend to choke on mon padi's progress. Somehow it makes me feel like an old 90 yrs old nenek,driving on a fast lane or something - which is utterly fine weird cause I like fast cars(uh?) and all the fast-paced thingy - the thrill.The excitement.

Whatever & however it is, I just hope that every single second that I've spent on this particular matter won't be in vain and mon padi won't fail me - else, the padi is going to be in real trouble for doing this to me.Ha ha.

Now I'm starting to sound like a psycho.

Well darling, all the best to you

& me.

Tata.

♥of.WONDERFUL.&.me.♥

Finally,

Hidup kembali ceria with my beloved lappy & the 80GB of movies.Lepas ni boleh bukak table jual cd!!Yey!

Well,I need a shopping spree ASAP ($_$) & I desperately in need to catch the Hannibal Rising.Yer saya sgt suka citer yang saiko.Terima Kasih.

+ - 3 weeks more to go before the next presentation.

I'm feeling it already.

H o w w o n d e r f u l.

N O T!

Tata.

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥

It's an utter bliss to be able to spend the weekend at home.

Gonna be back in KL tomorrow,till then I'm enjoying my stay to bits.

Off to grandparents' place.

Tata.

♥of.visualDNA.&.me.♥

♥of.don't look back.&.me.♥

Went to catch Jangan Pandang Belakang last nite with C***.I never thought that a horror movie could turned out to be funny.Hmpp..well,kinda worth the watch but not the money,C***'s money in this case & this is the absolute reason why I rarely go to the cinema to watch local movies.Owh ya,this is my 2nd! :P

Lepas ni tgk Hannibal Rising pulak,okies dear?.

______________________________♥

Owh,I'm going back to Kedah this weekend.I'm desperately in need of a lappy or I'll just die - mentally.

A huge Asp.net project is coming up & I hafta be armed

I'm off.Be good now.

Tata.

♥of.week.&.me.♥

It has been a I have things to do but I'm pretending like I'm careless and free week.

Thanks to the fact that I still couldn't get my hands on my beloved lappy. Sob.

So sume mende kene buat masa training hours.

Owh well, on a better note - I'm going out tonite(read:Boleh bully C***.Yey!)

I'm off.

Tata.