♥of.disappearing act.&.me.♥

Parents are still in Singapore for dad's business trip. If only my annual leaves didn't decrease rapidly in the previous few months, I would have tag along.

Besides the annual leaves disappearing act, work seems to disappear too nowadays - I'm done with the coding and my last deployment for this year gonna be next week, 3 days before the freezing period that gonna last til the very last day of the year - leaving me with little or almost nothing to do but to study about the new upcoming project requirements, structure, codes and whatnot - this so called R&D bores me, to the bones.

Like seriously, it's tiring. Funny how I thought that I'll be happier if the workload just go POOF! and disappears - now that it finally did, it's just plain sickening.

*sighs*

Life on the other hand just feels like a routine - tho it's not like I'm not thankful for everything that I have now, it's just that all these work, eat, sleep, work, eat, sleep routine is getting way too normal and it's getting on my nerves and I'm getting bitter - which explains why the tah ape-ape stuff with mon petit ami happened. I don't know, this not lovesick or whatsoever, this is me, being tired.

Plain tired and alone(tho being surrounded by loads of people everyday is not exactly what I call lonely, perhaps it's the different kind, well never mind), rasa macam nak pegi somewhere and disappear for a while and do something else for a change,ya know? If only I could afford that.

I hafta get my sparks back.

Later.

p/s: Thanks, you're not helping.