♥of.suddenly.&.me.♥

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door?.

shoo..shoo..
:P

♥of.please.&.me.♥

I know you are not going to read this but I'm still going to write about it anyway.

I've given you the green light, but please,s'il vous plait,tolong don't try to make me feel dead guilty again - I bet that you already know that it gonna come back to you,somehow. :P

So..please ya?

>:D<

♥of.fast.lane.&.me.♥

Being the old conservative gurl like me, sometimes I tend to choke on mon padi's progress. Somehow it makes me feel like an old 90 yrs old nenek,driving on a fast lane or something - which is utterly fine weird cause I like fast cars(uh?) and all the fast-paced thingy - the thrill.The excitement.

Whatever & however it is, I just hope that every single second that I've spent on this particular matter won't be in vain and mon padi won't fail me - else, the padi is going to be in real trouble for doing this to me.Ha ha.

Now I'm starting to sound like a psycho.

Well darling, all the best to you

& me.

Tata.

♥of.WONDERFUL.&.me.♥

Finally,

Hidup kembali ceria with my beloved lappy & the 80GB of movies.Lepas ni boleh bukak table jual cd!!Yey!

Well,I need a shopping spree ASAP ($_$) & I desperately in need to catch the Hannibal Rising.Yer saya sgt suka citer yang saiko.Terima Kasih.

+ - 3 weeks more to go before the next presentation.

I'm feeling it already.

H o w w o n d e r f u l.

N O T!

Tata.

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥

It's an utter bliss to be able to spend the weekend at home.

Gonna be back in KL tomorrow,till then I'm enjoying my stay to bits.

Off to grandparents' place.

Tata.

♥of.visualDNA.&.me.♥

♥of.don't look back.&.me.♥

Went to catch Jangan Pandang Belakang last nite with C***.I never thought that a horror movie could turned out to be funny.Hmpp..well,kinda worth the watch but not the money,C***'s money in this case & this is the absolute reason why I rarely go to the cinema to watch local movies.Owh ya,this is my 2nd! :P

Lepas ni tgk Hannibal Rising pulak,okies dear?.

______________________________♥

Owh,I'm going back to Kedah this weekend.I'm desperately in need of a lappy or I'll just die - mentally.

A huge Asp.net project is coming up & I hafta be armed

I'm off.Be good now.

Tata.

♥of.week.&.me.♥

It has been a I have things to do but I'm pretending like I'm careless and free week.

Thanks to the fact that I still couldn't get my hands on my beloved lappy. Sob.

So sume mende kene buat masa training hours.

Owh well, on a better note - I'm going out tonite(read:Boleh bully C***.Yey!)

I'm off.

Tata.

♥of.age.&.me.♥

My marriage age is..

You know when your birthday is, but how old should you really be getting
married? (just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[x] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 5

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 4

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[x] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 9

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is takeout.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in awhile.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 3

OMG!25? :P

♥of.electrify.&.me.♥

My life,
you electrify my life.

O_o

♥of.weekend.&.me.♥

Monday already?

I really kinda hate Monday. :P

Well,I had such a hectic weekdays and equally hectic but exciting weekend.
The weekend was generally loaded with an endless shopping & makan2 sessions. I also managed to make a friend or two at my Couz's bowling tournament. No. I DO NOT bowl.So don't drag me to any bowling alley unless you just need a pom-pom gurl or a source of motivation or something. Thank you. :P

On the other note, I might going to have another lappy. Merci Dad. >:D<

I'm off to work on c#.

Tata.

♥of.Friday.&.me.♥

Talking bout Friday blues - awal-awal dah takde mood nak buat ape2 - blame it to the carefree project-less weekend (though the VB.net thingy is already in.)

What you don't know won't hurt you.So buat-buat luper jer lah.Tra la la la.

Owh,I feel like getting myself something new.The impulsive-shopper in me dah lama tak muncul. A good sign? No? So I thought.Lepas ni boleh pegi memboroskan diri.Ehem! :D

On the other note, Congratz C***, you made it!Yey!Dah officially abis skolah. I owe you a treat okie. Ice cream? :P

Well,I'm off.Ade project briefing la pulak,kacau je

Tata.

♥of.thankful.&.me.♥

Alhamdulillah.

There are tons of stuff to be thankful of.

The 1st one hafta be the fact that I'm getting back into my fast pace life which means

Sleepless nite + endless project = I'll run of time to think of my endless & confusing uncertainties + loads of shopping + good companies = an utter bliss

As absurd as it seems,somehow I'm still thankful for that.

2nd.I'm truly happy for you darling(yes you).Your padi finally showed up!I'm glad for you through and through.I'll hope it will last (forever & ever!).I'll pray for you okies? (Now you owe me a treat,we are going to celebrate right? Kang jangan pulak luper me sebab the 'padi' dah showed up :'( )

3rd.I'm done with the JSP's presentation.Weeee..(but VB.net is in!)*gulp*

I'm done.

Gonna get myself a bite later.

I'm STARVING(read:1 1/2 hari tak makan mmg best.Cepat kurus :P)

Tata.

p/s:Thanks for making my day.Very much appreciated. :D

♥of.famous.&.me.♥

It seems like someone has been digging into my achieve - 200 pageloads within an hour?

Gosh.I'm getting famous,at last.(T_T)

Ha ha.

How flattering,but I truly have nothing much for you to read tho.

Well, maybe you'll be the one to appreciate my crappy thoughts.

Perhaps we can be buddies and share our stalking-tips, or maybe not.

Perhaps I should turn this blog into a private blog - then I could ramble bout whatever my heart desires & nobody will ever know & come up with the

"Why did you sound so depress?"

or

"Sape that you that u're referring to?" thingy.

Mental note: by doing so,I'll be more inscrutable than ever and nobody gonna understand me anymore.*sighs*

Owh well,if nobody knows then nobody cares right?

♥of.Suprise.&.me.♥

Someone told me to get a red lipstick(RED?) & a nice and sharp & shining pemarut kelapa or a cheese grater for ......(read:a blardy mysterious event that is yet to come.Suprise? I like.)

& I surely would love to have a fat juicy lemon with that - then I'll be able to create my very own version of HTF.

How wonderful. <3

p/s: Kay?What on earth are you doin here? Shooo..shooo..

♥of.maju.&.me.♥

Dear you,

Wahhh!Orang tu dah semakin maju.Ehem. ;;)

Makan choc pink jangan luper me okies. :P

p/s:Yea, the padi mmg tak muncul-muncul .I'm almost reduced to void of +ve thinking level.Sob.

♥of.tired.&.me.♥

Saya sangat penat,tired,tres fatigué.



But I'm not getting fat.

I hope.

♥of.virtue.&.me.♥

Someone is getting sick and tired of waiting for the uncertainty.Babe,I guess we're in the same boat.

2nd thought, I'm dead sure we're in the same boat.

It's funny to think of how we ended up giving the same reaction to each other's confusions.

Perhaps we should have our own endless rambling session soon(read: right after I'm done with the project) okie babe?

Till then,hang on aight?

:p

Patience is my virtue.Remember?

♥of.?.&.me.♥

Sometimes I loathe the fact that I could be a hidden secret magnet.

Sometimes I hate being resourceful.

Sometimes,I hate having friends warning me about thing that I rather not acknowledge about - tho they mean no harm.

Perhaps I happened to know more than you probably wanted me to.It's waay more than you can imagine.

It's a small world ya know?

On another note,if seeing is believing,please don't lemme see any of it(read: whutever dumbA$$ thing that you are doing).

Owh.No,this not a threat.

Me?

Blackmailing?

Are you kidding? :P

♥of.bliss.&.me.♥

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

Far away
The ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

---

Somehow I hope that I'll catch them(Read:Muse) live,2nd thought.Maybe not.

On another hand, talking bout weakness. I just realized that I've never been good at any emotion-related reactions thingy. It's hard for me to press people for details though that's exactly what they want me to do - talking bout the egoistic aka I'm only opening up coz you are blardy forcing me & it's not like I want to tell you bout it anyway people.

So please,don't opt for the silent treatment thingy and expect me to do something about it coz there's a huge chance that I'll go for the silent treatment too.

Ignorance is bliss,remember?