| | |.of.please.&.me.| | |

Dear Mr.You-should-write-a-book-bout-sign-language-for-not-mute-but-too-lazy-too-speak-up-people,

Please stop tickin me off.

Please stop givin me all those weird you-hafta-read-btw-the-lines signs.

I dont understand sign language - especially yours.Not even one.None.Nada.

Your frankly-ness gonna be much appreciated,so start speakin up or I'll be really glad to cut your tongue off and you wont be able to speak again - then your sign language gonna come in handy.Dont you think?

Annoyingly yours,
Me.

p/s:
1.Dear Tedd,Tiela told me that you are goin mad.Please..act normal.
2.Dearies,break a leg for the SE test.Berusahalah!
3.Im goin back home this weekend,no matter what.Muahahaha!Babe,you cant stop me. :P

| | |.of.insomnia.&.me.| | |

It's 9 mins past 4am and I still cant get myself into bed yet.

Seems like Im being hit by yet another major insomnia which is bad coz I love my sleep and I desperately need a good nite sleep before Im stucked in the sleepless-nite-due-to-the-heaps-of-assignments-that-need-to-be-done season.

Well,guess that the guys next door couldnt get themself to sleep as well coz right at this very moment,I can hear some sort of the-tribe-has-spoken-african-rain-dance music blasting with those hair-at-the-back-of-the-neck-dancin-in-terror drums sounds at the back.

It somehow gimme this weird picture of what's really happening next door,perhaps those guys are dancin or stompin around a campfire with those unique-but-its-sorta-creepy tribal masks thingy strapped onto their faces while staring at their supper that was stuffed into a huge pot - boilin away to perfection . That might as well be another unlucky human that was caught due to their insatiable cravin for human stew.Ahh..canibalism!.

Err..okie,Monster's talkin.o_O

I think I better get my hands off the keyboard now.

p/s:

Dear Insomnia,
Please please go away,come back another day or whenever I need to burn the midnite oil in order to finish up my last minute assignments thingy.Please please pretty please.With cherry on top?

yet another p/s:
To my you-surely-know-who-you-are-dont-you?,
Thx for the visit and thx for the treat.Its good to see you again.Makin comel eh?hehe! :P

| | |.of.1001.stuff.&.me.| | |

Urgh..another new assignment to be added to the I-know-I-should-start-workin-on-it-soon-or-I'll-be-dead list.

More of those wonderful assignments comin soon,adding up to the much needed burden excitement of my Im-feelin-bad-enough blessful life.hoho!Joy!

Okie,no more whiny me,Im tryin to be more self-motivated over here.So gimme some credit.Will ya? :P

Well,hafta start studyin for com network test tomorrow eve.

Study?Test?Tomorrow?

Yeah,the test is comin tomorrow (note:tomorrow is like few hours away.duh!) and Im just gettin started?.Suprise?Dont be.The truth is I havent start studyin or should I say that Ive been studyin for the test but Im still quite clueless - a major indication that Im very very vain.huhu! o_O

So enough said bout me being the vain one.

Im surely gonna start diggin into all those wonderful notes tonite,right after my replacement lab.Promise! *beams* :D

Im off,nak membaca doa untuk-rajin-ke-class *rolleyes*

Owh,dan juga doa untuk-tidak-malas-study & doa kurangkan-annoy-manusia2-lain

*double rolleyes*

Any other related useful doa?PM me ASAP.

Mucho gracias.

p/s:To whom it may concern,Im still tryin to be the happiest monster gurl in the world.B good aight?.Break a leg!

P/s lagi:Check this out,sangat comel.

Back!

Miss me yet?

I had a blardy tiring but fun long weekend.

Its fun regardless the fact that
_/My right eye got stung by some sort of mysterious insect and the pain is killing me and I would kill if it can help me to ease away the pain
_/Somethin wrong with my bf and he's yet to be fixed.
_/I'm goin to sit for 2 midterm test within this week and I havent start diggin into those notes yet.

Heee...

Everythin that could go wrong just went wrong at the same time but Im not whining or at least Im tryin not to feel pathetic for myself.

*sighs*

Im runnin out of words.

Till then,wish me well.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one


Smile for me!


Haziq & Shahmi


Lil Aiman


Shahmi & Faris


p/s:Adorable pics of my cute lil cousins during EID adha.I miss em already.

| | |.of.eid.adha.&.me.| | |

Im off to Mars KEDAH within few hours.

Hee..esok hari raya,ESOK HARI RAYA! :p

Dikesempatan ini,saya nak mengucapkan(ayat skema di hari raya)

HAPPY EID ADHA

Kang makan2 tu,ingatlah me same okies?

Hehe!Im outta here.

Miss me not! *roll eyes*

| | |.of.me.&.me.again.| | |

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause Ive seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own


Girls Aloud - I'll stand by you.

Dedicated to my sweeties. :D

Thx to them - especially my roomie - for having the song as the ONLY song in her chosen playlist yesterday and since I was too busy and couldnt be bothered to change the playlist on the media player,I ended up listening to that particular song for hundred thousands times or perhaps a lil bit less than that. o_O

Owh,goin back within 2 days.Weeeee....oh no no,not wee wee.

Its WOOOweeeee...

Im off.Need to gather some stuff for my SE project.

Later!

Eh..lupe lak.

To my dearie,

Babe,I'll stand by you.

Berusahalah! :P

p/s:Sorry for the friendly reminder.I just couldnt help it.That particular phrase makes me feel so blardy pathetic.Sorry ya.

| | |.of.reminder.&.me.| | |

Well,I have nothin much to say due to the over-powering stress that Im stucked with right now.

So this gonna be a brief one.

Just another friendly reminder from I-dont-know-whether-I-can-be-considered-as-friendly-anymore. :)

PLEASEEEEEEEE STOP SAYIN

"kesian dia"

I HATE IT!

I've told you bout twice before and here comes a thousand more

I HATE IT!(1000x)

Is that too much to ask?

Thx a lot for your cooperation.

Much appreciated.

p/s:Forgive my honesty.

| | |.of.SOS.&.me.| | |

I A M S O B L A R D Y S T R E S S E D O U T R I G H T N O W!

H E L P!!!S O S!

5 reasons to be stressed out:
_/I hafta finish up 3 programs - alone- before Monday and Im nowhere close to finish.
_/I ran out of credits - which makes me feel like livin in a cave.
_/Im paranoid.
_/My genius life savior is nowhere to be seen.
_/All my luck run out on me.


Stranger than your sympathy
This is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

I wish for things that I don't need
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free
All I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees
Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah
Everything's all wrong yeah
Where the hell did I think I was

Stranger than your sympathy
I take these things so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
Now my head's been filled with doubt

It's hard to lead the life you choose
All I wanted
When all your luck's run out on you
All I wanted
You can't see when all your dreams are coming true

Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah
You choke on the regrets yeah
Who the hell did I think I was

Stranger than your sympathy
All these thoughts you stole from me
I'm not sure where I belong
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong

And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel
Before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk and all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah stranger than your sympathy
stranger than your sympathy

Goo Goo Dolls - Sympathy.

p/s:Sign of a desperate student?I know. *roll eyes*

| | |.of.figure-it-out-urself.&.me.| | |

Just got back.

Went out to dinner with my fellow teratorians.hehe! :P

Thx to Sis Rudy for the treat. :D

Dah kenyang.Burp!Opss..Alhamdulillah.

Sangat fun except for the fact that I accidentally..ehem..bumped my bf into the left border of the parking space mase nak balik.hehe!Careless. :P Asyik sangat dengar Sis Neena citer pasal alarm.

(mental note:Dont be careless and drive)

Owh,my Bf is okie dokie.One tough guy,like it or not - he hafta be tough for me.:P

Well,Im so goin to be blardy sleepless startin..err..tonite?Need to finish up my nice programming assignment.Wait a min,its not just nice,its WONDERFUL!hoho!

Hee..owh I need to thank my beloved roomie for the uniquely customized alarm signal.She actually record a self-composed song for me!How sweeeeet!

*hugs* Love you much babe!

Im off!A monster gotta do whut a monster gotta do. :P

p/s:My bf finally got a new place for himself.Yey!

| | |.of.fair.share.&.whiny.me.| | |

Had a fair share of good n bad stuff for today.

Feeling annoyed,whiny,sick,relief and glad at the same time.

_/The mad gurl at the management office of Cyberia is trying to make my life miserable by takin away my parking space without early notice -duh!Cam bapak dier jer tolong bayarkan

_/Heaps of stuff to do.Assigments,reports.

_/My jaw hurts,like hell - I finally think that I should do somethin about it before I wake up with a misplaced jaw or somethin - I dont feel like talking anymore.

Well,got a call from my mum.A careless bus driver actually gave her car a good hit on the left side while she was on her way back from my bro's school.She escaped with nothing but a shock.Alhamdulillah.Thats all that matters.

My dad is still in Langkawi.Too many things to be settled after all those tsunami thingy.

Homesick.

Im goin back home later next week.

No matter what.

Makcu..nak ikot balik! :(

p/s:Mun,Babe,Faleja,Nanie - me love you much.Thx for everything.

| | |.of.flippy.plushie.&.me.| | |

HTF's new year's resolution : Everything in the store is on SALE.

Now I finally managed to identify 1 of my new year's resolutions.It hafta be :Buy everything in HTF store that is on SALE.

Owh maybe not all of it,perhaps just one of it and all that I want is a Flippy plushie.

BUT...
(note the big fat BUT)

1.My credit card is solely dedicated for my bf's supply of gas.
2.They are NOT shipping their stuff over to Malaysia(owh JOY!)

Conclusion:
NO Flippy plushie until they realized that
_/Malaysia exist
_/Malaysians are no longer livin on trees
_/We are civilized and net-literate enough to buy stuff online.

Til then,dream on.

*sob sob* :((

| | |.of.choking.&.poor.me.| | |

Choking,seriously choking but absolutely on nothing.

Weird isnt it?

Ive been chokin like mad since few days back,it comes and go.It's not like Im choking while stuffin myself during lunch or somethin.Infact it usually happen when Im in the middle of my classes.

The latest one hafta be yesterday,in the mid of software engin lab - Mun was trying to ease my pain with her "choc udang" - not effective enough to make me feel better,but thx for the kind gesture dear.Psstt..nanti bawak Hacks pulak tau.haha! :P

Hee...Tryin to refrain yourself from coughing while wondering why on earth these stuff are happening is an utter misery - it hurts I tell ya.

Well,if it's a punishment for talkin too much,I might as well try to cut off the crappy talkin.

Promise.
p/s:Note the try :P

| | |.of.new.layout.&.me.| | |

:P NEW LAYOUT!!!new layout!!!NEW LAYOUT!!!

I was diggin into my enormous collection of images when I stumbled upon a pic and thought that it could be a cool background pic for my eyes-soring bloggie - after a few cuts and a lil bit of touch-up here and there.

After gettin the head nods from my blog-beautification council,I started to slave away for a day or so and finally....

TADDDAAAA....:P mission accomplished!

Though I really LOVE the black-red angel thingy,I finally decided that its the purrrfect time for a change.*sob sob*

So forgive me for the I-dont-know-whether-its-a-good-combination-of-colors layout,but I think that its kinda cute. *roll eyes*

Well,it gonna take ages more to go before my next change of layout.I'm not that rajin like I was before ya know? - not rajin enough in changin the bloggie's layout every now and then that is. :P

Im off to join my housemates.They are laughin their ass off and I wonder why.. :-/

Err..later :P

A day out with my fellow Teratorians.

:P~ A fun one regardless the fact that I was quite sleepy due to the lack of sleep.

Went out as early as 8 in the morn and got back home at 10pm.

The 1st thing on the agenda hafta be the picnic,YES..picnic. :P

Mr.Sleepyhead aka Bro Kecik who managed to pick me up on time. :P~
Thx for the ride Bro Cik.


How inviting,but I was too traumatized. :P


Me right in the middle of the mesmerizin nature.
"Now where's my lost spaceship?"


Nyums..Secret Recipe's brownie.


4 guys, a gurl and a nosy-Martian(Read:me) :P


"Say cheeeeeeseee!"

2pm: Over and done with the picnic, off to KLCC - movie time!


Burger King.Mamam lagi dan lagi dan lagi.Auuummm! Fattening day indeed.

6.30pm:Meet the Fockers! - the right movie for a good laugh.haha!

9.30pm:Back to Jurassic Park. :P

Thx to Sis Rudy for the ride.

Credits to Jj for the pic. (^_^)v

I feel like posting more pic on the blog but the net is currently a major "eshh..huuuuuul" :P haha!Blame the baby!

| | |.of.new.year.&.me.| | |

Resolution.

REsolution.

ReSOLUTION.

Remember my definition of RESOLUTION or should I say,re-solution?

Lets refresh our memory on this pretty much interesting word,shall we?

Re-solution

From DD's Dictionary 9th edition(note:Its the 9th edition already.haha!): (verb)Its the endless and somehow could be worthless effort of remaking another solution to make up the last year's un-fulfilled or forgotten resolutions.

Martian:*lame* *lame* *ddISsoLAME*

So each year,we ought to think of somethin for our resolutions without realizin the fact that its just an endless cycle to drive everyone crazy.Owh,2nd thought - perhaps its not everybody,maybe its just me.*roll eyes*

Monster: *yawns*

Okie,enough of those useless crap.I just wanna say that Im truly thankful for everythin.

Every wish and every dream,partially or thoroughly became reality. :P

May Allah bless us.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Muah! :P

*sings*

Fly me to the moon,
And let me play among the stars.
Let me see what spring is like,
On jupiter and mars.
In other words, hold my hand,
In other words, darling kiss me.

Fill my heart with song,
And let me sing forever more,
You are all I long for,
All I worship and adore,
In other words, please be true,
In other words, I love you.

Fly me to the moon - Nat King Cole

p/s:Thx to Mel N Tila for their lovely version of "Fly me to the moon".Im touched.*sob sob* but please dont sing your heart out through the phone again.Romantic?Yeah very "romantic" indeed.

| | |.of.nitemare.&.me.| | |

Few days back.

My cell phone rang.I picked it up.

me:"hello"
gurl:"Ni sape???"
me:"Uh?Nak cakap ngan sape?"
gurl:"Ni sape ni?"
me:"Awak nak cakap ngan sape ni?"
gurl:"Who on earth are you?Mane Izal/Izhar"(note:I couldnt remember the name)
me:"Izhar?Izal?Who?I think you got the wrong number lah miss."
gurl:"Im his..yada yada yada..who are you..yada yada"

Me hang up the phone.

She called again,but I didnt say anythin.I turned off the cell phone and tucked it under my pillow.

Hee...

A gurl accidentally got the wrong number(which is sadly MINE) and I bet that she thought that Im her bf/husband's gf or somethin.Blargh!

Note:It was 3AM in the morn and I was SLEEPING!

Owh yeah,bout the Tsunami,scary indeed.My parents actually felt the earth shaking beneath them.

Me?I was sleepin like a log at my cous's place due to the movie marathon.*roll eyes*

Well..Im truly thxful that my Dad's still in the mid of his holiday and not in Langkawi but my prayers goes to all those ppl who perished in those unexpected nitemare.

May Allah bless their souls

| | |.of.angels.&.me.| | |

Saw someone familiar from afar.

Got a lil closer after a few steps.

I flashed a smile but I got nuthin but a void look in return.

Heh?

Now what did I do?

p/s:Sweeties,thx for being my angels.Me love you much for that - just as much as me love chocs - very important you see? :x

| | |.of.not.being.inspired.&.me.| | |

Few secs back I was blardy inspired,now everythin dah gone with the wind pulak.

*knocks head*

Me wanna change to another section for Software Engin,but the tutorial section's full - uwaaa..me want CCHO!

Anybody wanna swap places with me?Please pretty please...(yes,I AM that desperate).

*sighs*

I need to be inspired - I need to be recharged enough to drag myself through this deadly sem, but Im gettin nowhere.

Nowhere close to the state of being inspired.

It's a case of :
Nak bende lain,bende lain pulak dapat.

Its weird that Ive been showered with all those lovey dovey stories of my buddies' love life which come in heaps - non stop since a week back.*roll eyes*

They called me up at night and talked non-stop (note:I didnt even get a few mins off to go wee wee - they are MEAN I tell ya!) :P

Additional to the endless phone calls,1 of them was kind enough to write it down and email it to me.haha!(Please make it short and clear dear,I had trouble readin ur email. o_O )

Hee...

As far as I recalled,I dont really write bout all those lovey dovey stuff.Obviously not inspired enough.Duh! :P

Im off to find some inspiration.

p/s:Contact me ASAP if you happened to know how to be inspired.1-800-DESPERATELY-NEED-TO-BE-INSPIRED.haha! :P

| | |.of.new.sem.&.me.| | |

Back in JP,after 3 days of Im-feelin-like-a-kid-again-and-nobody-is-givin-me-the-weird-look-though-Im-being-chidlish in Genting. :P

7 subjects to go through this sem.

Im happy,Im content and nobody gonna ruin that for me. (^_^)

Owh yeah,fav song of the moment.Couldnt get it out of my head since few days back.

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me


You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind, if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beatiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby, do you think you could want me too?
I don't want to waste your time

Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

| | |.of.an.OLD.note.&.me.| | |

We are moving to SP.I dont know when.

Perhaps when I'm back in JP.

Mum keeps on telling me to pack up my stuff.Nothign much to be packed really,since I've already dumped everything into a HUGE box and sealed it with a kiss.NOT!!

Found some of the old note books.Trying to decide whether I should just throw em away or keep it - boleh tunjuk kat my cucu nanti,"see nenek punye handwriting cantik tak??" - a potential question to be asked since my handwritign is MUCH MUCH more better looking when I was in skool compared to the time being.haha!

I was flipping through an old note book when I stumbled upon a page with an old reminder written on it.

Miss you much,
drop me a line sometimes.
Jangan lupa tau!!!!!
- Amalnur

That note hafta be...err..4 years old.Amal wrote it down on my note book when we happened to meet during the state debate in Ibrahim school - it was the 1st time we met each other since she moved away.

Weird.

I totally overlooked the note though the book was with me most of the time until Im over and done with my high school.

I frantically searched my old address book to locate her phone number,while praying with every single fiber of my being that her family didn't move to another place or something.

I found the number.Someone answered the call and it's her mother.

Phew..she's still there.Her mother gave me her cell phone number and I placed another call.

SHE picked up the call.

"Hi..remember me??"

"Nope,ni sape?Do I know you?"

Duh!Of coz she didnt remember me,it has been ages since we last talked to each other..

"Err..hello?Ni sape?"

Im speechless.Lost.

Should I just say "Its me!Didie!From high school?You left a note on my book but I overlooked it.I just happened to bump into it just now.Dont you remember?You do remember me.Dont you?"

I decided not to.

I ran out of credits.

We are far apart again.

She might as well think that Im a stalker,worse - a les.Heee...blargh!

I'll topup later,til then..I hafta think of somethign reasonable to say.

p/s:You are not asking & obviously Im not telling.