| | |.of.hoho.&.me.| | |

Woke up this morn to the blastin sound of the celly,uwarghh..

Isn't it Sunday?
Isn't it weekend?

Eee..me love my sleep.

So I ignored the 1st call since it was an unknown number but few mins later the same number was flashin on the celly screen once again.Blargh!

Owh well,its 1 of my groupmates for SE.Just tryin to fill me in with some updates.

1.She just got her com fixed.
2.She was about to install the DB2 thingy when she actually realized that the cd was not there.
3.She called her other friend to ask for it.
4.The other friend(A) actually LOST the cd.
5.The cd is NOT hers but it's her other friend's(B) cd.
6.That blardy cd is ORIGINAL.

*knocks head*

Owh,another incident - which happened few hours ago.

1.Hungry
2.Tryin to fix somethin to eat - spaghetti.
3.Onions,check.
4.Capsicum,check.
5.Tomato,check.
6.Pasta,check.
7.Spaghetti sos,check.
8.Can opener,check.

Chopped all the coppable(such word?) stuff, and it's time to put all of em together.

The moment of truth.

Me:"Mun,mane can opener?"
Mun:"Err..alamak."
Me:"Apsal?"
Mun:"Patah lah"
Me:*knocks head*

Darn you broken can opener!

Haih,finally ended up with some creamy chicken and mushroom express pasta instead of the healtier-non-creamy-yummylicious spaghetti.

*sighs*

Im feelin fat already. o_O

p/s:Check this out.Addictively cute but ehem,buzz off if you are under 18.Ngahahaha. :P

| | |.of.sanity.&.me.| | |

"'You've gotta be crazy.What do you take me for, some kind of easy mark?
You got wits, you got looks, you got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong, all wrong."

Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go

Hoho!:P That hafta be someone's fav song of the moment.Isnt it dear?

Well,just to let you know that Im still alive and kickin though this week is a total mess - utter disaster.

I surely need somethin to help me in preservin my sanity.

Owh,I might as well cut down my get-online-bug-ppl-blog-crappin thingy since there's somethin wrong with my poor lappy.The screen is literally dancin whenever I turn it on.Too much heat or somethin,I guess.

Need to fix it ASAP,all those screen dancin is makin me sick. O_o

*sighs*

I need a life savior.

p/s:I'll be true,I'll be useful,I'll be cavalier. T_T

| | |.of.madness.&.me.| | |

There's no more listenin-to-Tentang-seseorang-by-Anda-while-sippin-on-the-hot-choc-or-dancin-to-SugarSugar-TheArchies moment for now.

It's more like workin-my-ass-off-on-the-assignments-with-Show-Me-How-To-Live-Audioslave-or-Unwell-Matchbox20-playin-at-the-background right now.

*sighs*

I hate assignments.

I hate datelines.

I hate presentation.

I hate weekly report.

I hope that all of it gonna DIE!

Die assignment die!

(Note:Monster's talkin.)

Im off.

Till then,wish me well.

Will ya?

p/s:When butterflies in ur tummy are not enough,I always have lots of bees in stock for you.Hee.. *roll eyes*

| | |.of.only.hope.&.me.| | |

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write
Over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours I know now
You're my only hope

Sing to me of the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When you feel like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans
That you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours I know now
You're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back


Switchfoot - Only hope


The best version of Only Hope.

Casually delivered but meaningful indeed.Got me feelin all mellowish inside. o_O

Ehem..lets not get into that.

Well,how could you stop yourself from smiling when all you want to do is laugh out loud and cry?

Guess that my brain is havin some trouble in directing my body to react accordin to the current mode that Im in.

Its tiring really,sickening.

Hee..Im off - before someone come up to me with another "how are we suppose to maintain our hatred towards someone?" thingy.

p/s:Am I that MEAN?

Came back from Kedah with a cell phone which's loaded with heaps of my niece and baby cousins pic.

They are sooooooooooooo deadly chumil. o_O

I wonder how I managed to refrain myself from bitin their cute heads off.

Shasha showin off her teeth.


Main macak2 with Anesya.Nyum2.


Aj's Im-so-angelic smile & my fav lil baby couz - Anesya


Anesya :"Laparnye"


My 2nd niece - saya-suke-jual-mahal Farah.


Anesya :"Nak minum yuyu(read:susu) pon kacau"



This week gonna be so blardy hectic - tons of stuff to be done and Im feelin all whiny inside.

So dont ask me bout what I hafta do unless you can cast a spell to make it all better or somethin.

Okie?

Till then,wish me well.

| | |.of.me.&.me.(Im so self-centered).| |
|

Well,just finished my I-want-it-that-way session with my mum.The topic?Nothin important really,it's just the fact that Im almost 21 but my mum kinda think that she's the one that hafta decide bout my bedroom's interior design.

Sound silly?Yeah,go ahead and laugh.

Go on,LAUGH.

Done?

Okie,whats up with the room thingy?

I wanted a blue painted room but I already ended up with a yellow-brown-cream paint plastered on the wall - thx to my mum.

"You can always get a new coat of paint later"

Yeah,sure.No big deal.

And not the be mentioned that there are some stuff in my room that gonna look EXACTLY the same like what my mum gonna have in her room.

There goes my individuality.

Hoho!Simply wonderful.

Okie,fine.All those stuff can be altered later,but one thing for SURE - Im still goin after that four post bed,no matter what.

Owh yeah,a matching closet and 5 feet tall mirror too.Please.

Hee..Ive told you that Im movin right?

Sooon...can't wait - its almost as excitin as the feelin that I got when my Cyrus was handed over to me a year ago - my biggest token of trust ever. *beams*

Okie,you got me.I dont know what to write.I just ran out of useful thing to write about (note:though it's not like my writing is always useful or anything but this one is extra crappy and a total junk.)

Forgive my crappy-ness.

*bows*

p/s:Im off to grandparents' place tomorrow.Woweeee...

| | |.of.nothin.&.me.| | |

:P

Im alive,isnt it WONDERFUL?

You surely hope that I wont start crappin bout the same old stuff that I do durin my break,dont you?

Im being nice over here,so I wont.

Are you happy now?

(Note:Even if you are NOT,Im surely as happy as a monkey over here.)

:P

Suffer no more,Im outta here!

Mucho love.

p/s:Credit to my beloved roomie for the similies.

| | |.of.sms.&.me.| | |

Have you ever excitedly send someone an sms - stuffed with all those lovey dovey words - only to realize that you sent it to the wrong person?

*glup*

Wrong person,as in our own dad?

*screams in terror*

Creepy isnt it?

But Im not talkin bout myself though,coz if it's me.I'll be half dead by now - tortured by all those killing questions that is.

So for those ppl who just cant wait to see me suffer,perhaps some other time eh?Not as long as I like to double check the name of my sms recipient and not as long as I couldnt find anybody to send all those hopelessly romantic stuff to.

Pathetic.o_O

Haha!

Neway,the story of sending-lovey-dovey-stuff-to-the-wrong-person is not about me.

Its just that I got an sms from 1 of my lil couz last nite which is quite suprising coz she RARELY send me any sms except for those cute sms - where you have all those teddy bear,flowers,i-miss-you stuff in it.

So okie,last nite I thought that its goin to be the same old stuff - forwarded to me over and over again - and the thought of it actually managed to cut off my urge to actually read it.

This morn,right after I got up.

I was being hit by the wtf waves once again.

"s*****,good nite.see you esok s*****."

Aaa??

Well,forgive me for actin like an old macik,but I still dont think that they are NOT old enough for all those stuff.

Heee..at least they are still using the s***** - a sign of their dier-malu-lah thingy.

Tau pulak malu... T_T

I need them to define their malu later.

Huhu!

So much of being a conservative lad durin these days.

Im off!

| | |.of.note.&.me.| | |

short note to:
Miss-sunshine-after-the-rain & Mr.Knight-in-slightly-rusty-armour :P

Sis,
thx for everythin.Sorry coz I really couldnt find the right time to squeeze into your outing thingy.Im deadly bz. x-)

I'll make it up to your later eh?Now lose that sulky face. :-x

Bro,
Thx for the invitation ya?But the idea of goin out for a..ehem,your so called 'dinner' is err..weird.hehe! :P frankly,I wouldnt be able to make it - not in a million years

Smile always precious, for I'd always smile for you aight? I'll bear that in mind.:P

Take good care of your Miss-sunshine-after-the-rain for me okie? B good.

End of the short note

Well,goin back SOON.How soon?Very soon. *beams*

Its the only fact that I need to heed in mind in order to make this week feels more bearable.

Like a light at the end of the tunnel - the point where you are almost quite sure that you gonna be able to break free.

Free from all those notes,assignments & sickenin ppl.

Hoho!

Temporary free that is - though somewhere at the back of my mind I surely hope that its gonna be FOREVER. ;)

"Nak forever,balik duduk rumah" - Makcu

Err..lemme rephrase that,

I surely hope that its goin to be LONGER,a week is not enough :(

Well,Im off.

Need to cure my beloved roomie from her mysterious sickness,she couldnt stop pinchin me.Grr...Geget tangan tu kang! :P

Err..later!

| | |.of.please.&.me.| | |

Dear Mr.You-should-write-a-book-bout-sign-language-for-not-mute-but-too-lazy-too-speak-up-people,

Please stop tickin me off.

Please stop givin me all those weird you-hafta-read-btw-the-lines signs.

I dont understand sign language - especially yours.Not even one.None.Nada.

Your frankly-ness gonna be much appreciated,so start speakin up or I'll be really glad to cut your tongue off and you wont be able to speak again - then your sign language gonna come in handy.Dont you think?

Annoyingly yours,
Me.

p/s:
1.Dear Tedd,Tiela told me that you are goin mad.Please..act normal.
2.Dearies,break a leg for the SE test.Berusahalah!
3.Im goin back home this weekend,no matter what.Muahahaha!Babe,you cant stop me. :P

| | |.of.insomnia.&.me.| | |

It's 9 mins past 4am and I still cant get myself into bed yet.

Seems like Im being hit by yet another major insomnia which is bad coz I love my sleep and I desperately need a good nite sleep before Im stucked in the sleepless-nite-due-to-the-heaps-of-assignments-that-need-to-be-done season.

Well,guess that the guys next door couldnt get themself to sleep as well coz right at this very moment,I can hear some sort of the-tribe-has-spoken-african-rain-dance music blasting with those hair-at-the-back-of-the-neck-dancin-in-terror drums sounds at the back.

It somehow gimme this weird picture of what's really happening next door,perhaps those guys are dancin or stompin around a campfire with those unique-but-its-sorta-creepy tribal masks thingy strapped onto their faces while staring at their supper that was stuffed into a huge pot - boilin away to perfection . That might as well be another unlucky human that was caught due to their insatiable cravin for human stew.Ahh..canibalism!.

Err..okie,Monster's talkin.o_O

I think I better get my hands off the keyboard now.

p/s:

Dear Insomnia,
Please please go away,come back another day or whenever I need to burn the midnite oil in order to finish up my last minute assignments thingy.Please please pretty please.With cherry on top?

yet another p/s:
To my you-surely-know-who-you-are-dont-you?,
Thx for the visit and thx for the treat.Its good to see you again.Makin comel eh?hehe! :P

| | |.of.1001.stuff.&.me.| | |

Urgh..another new assignment to be added to the I-know-I-should-start-workin-on-it-soon-or-I'll-be-dead list.

More of those wonderful assignments comin soon,adding up to the much needed burden excitement of my Im-feelin-bad-enough blessful life.hoho!Joy!

Okie,no more whiny me,Im tryin to be more self-motivated over here.So gimme some credit.Will ya? :P

Well,hafta start studyin for com network test tomorrow eve.

Study?Test?Tomorrow?

Yeah,the test is comin tomorrow (note:tomorrow is like few hours away.duh!) and Im just gettin started?.Suprise?Dont be.The truth is I havent start studyin or should I say that Ive been studyin for the test but Im still quite clueless - a major indication that Im very very vain.huhu! o_O

So enough said bout me being the vain one.

Im surely gonna start diggin into all those wonderful notes tonite,right after my replacement lab.Promise! *beams* :D

Im off,nak membaca doa untuk-rajin-ke-class *rolleyes*

Owh,dan juga doa untuk-tidak-malas-study & doa kurangkan-annoy-manusia2-lain

*double rolleyes*

Any other related useful doa?PM me ASAP.

Mucho gracias.

p/s:To whom it may concern,Im still tryin to be the happiest monster gurl in the world.B good aight?.Break a leg!

P/s lagi:Check this out,sangat comel.

Back!

Miss me yet?

I had a blardy tiring but fun long weekend.

Its fun regardless the fact that
_/My right eye got stung by some sort of mysterious insect and the pain is killing me and I would kill if it can help me to ease away the pain
_/Somethin wrong with my bf and he's yet to be fixed.
_/I'm goin to sit for 2 midterm test within this week and I havent start diggin into those notes yet.

Heee...

Everythin that could go wrong just went wrong at the same time but Im not whining or at least Im tryin not to feel pathetic for myself.

*sighs*

Im runnin out of words.

Till then,wish me well.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one


Smile for me!


Haziq & Shahmi


Lil Aiman


Shahmi & Faris


p/s:Adorable pics of my cute lil cousins during EID adha.I miss em already.

| | |.of.eid.adha.&.me.| | |

Im off to Mars KEDAH within few hours.

Hee..esok hari raya,ESOK HARI RAYA! :p

Dikesempatan ini,saya nak mengucapkan(ayat skema di hari raya)

HAPPY EID ADHA

Kang makan2 tu,ingatlah me same okies?

Hehe!Im outta here.

Miss me not! *roll eyes*

| | |.of.me.&.me.again.| | |

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause Ive seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own


Girls Aloud - I'll stand by you.

Dedicated to my sweeties. :D

Thx to them - especially my roomie - for having the song as the ONLY song in her chosen playlist yesterday and since I was too busy and couldnt be bothered to change the playlist on the media player,I ended up listening to that particular song for hundred thousands times or perhaps a lil bit less than that. o_O

Owh,goin back within 2 days.Weeeee....oh no no,not wee wee.

Its WOOOweeeee...

Im off.Need to gather some stuff for my SE project.

Later!

Eh..lupe lak.

To my dearie,

Babe,I'll stand by you.

Berusahalah! :P

p/s:Sorry for the friendly reminder.I just couldnt help it.That particular phrase makes me feel so blardy pathetic.Sorry ya.

| | |.of.reminder.&.me.| | |

Well,I have nothin much to say due to the over-powering stress that Im stucked with right now.

So this gonna be a brief one.

Just another friendly reminder from I-dont-know-whether-I-can-be-considered-as-friendly-anymore. :)

PLEASEEEEEEEE STOP SAYIN

"kesian dia"

I HATE IT!

I've told you bout twice before and here comes a thousand more

I HATE IT!(1000x)

Is that too much to ask?

Thx a lot for your cooperation.

Much appreciated.

p/s:Forgive my honesty.

| | |.of.SOS.&.me.| | |

I A M S O B L A R D Y S T R E S S E D O U T R I G H T N O W!

H E L P!!!S O S!

5 reasons to be stressed out:
_/I hafta finish up 3 programs - alone- before Monday and Im nowhere close to finish.
_/I ran out of credits - which makes me feel like livin in a cave.
_/Im paranoid.
_/My genius life savior is nowhere to be seen.
_/All my luck run out on me.


Stranger than your sympathy
This is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

I wish for things that I don't need
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free
All I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees
Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah
Everything's all wrong yeah
Where the hell did I think I was

Stranger than your sympathy
I take these things so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
Now my head's been filled with doubt

It's hard to lead the life you choose
All I wanted
When all your luck's run out on you
All I wanted
You can't see when all your dreams are coming true

Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah
You choke on the regrets yeah
Who the hell did I think I was

Stranger than your sympathy
All these thoughts you stole from me
I'm not sure where I belong
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong

And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel
Before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk and all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah stranger than your sympathy
stranger than your sympathy

Goo Goo Dolls - Sympathy.

p/s:Sign of a desperate student?I know. *roll eyes*

| | |.of.figure-it-out-urself.&.me.| | |

Just got back.

Went out to dinner with my fellow teratorians.hehe! :P

Thx to Sis Rudy for the treat. :D

Dah kenyang.Burp!Opss..Alhamdulillah.

Sangat fun except for the fact that I accidentally..ehem..bumped my bf into the left border of the parking space mase nak balik.hehe!Careless. :P Asyik sangat dengar Sis Neena citer pasal alarm.

(mental note:Dont be careless and drive)

Owh,my Bf is okie dokie.One tough guy,like it or not - he hafta be tough for me.:P

Well,Im so goin to be blardy sleepless startin..err..tonite?Need to finish up my nice programming assignment.Wait a min,its not just nice,its WONDERFUL!hoho!

Hee..owh I need to thank my beloved roomie for the uniquely customized alarm signal.She actually record a self-composed song for me!How sweeeeet!

*hugs* Love you much babe!

Im off!A monster gotta do whut a monster gotta do. :P

p/s:My bf finally got a new place for himself.Yey!

| | |.of.fair.share.&.whiny.me.| | |

Had a fair share of good n bad stuff for today.

Feeling annoyed,whiny,sick,relief and glad at the same time.

_/The mad gurl at the management office of Cyberia is trying to make my life miserable by takin away my parking space without early notice -duh!Cam bapak dier jer tolong bayarkan

_/Heaps of stuff to do.Assigments,reports.

_/My jaw hurts,like hell - I finally think that I should do somethin about it before I wake up with a misplaced jaw or somethin - I dont feel like talking anymore.

Well,got a call from my mum.A careless bus driver actually gave her car a good hit on the left side while she was on her way back from my bro's school.She escaped with nothing but a shock.Alhamdulillah.Thats all that matters.

My dad is still in Langkawi.Too many things to be settled after all those tsunami thingy.

Homesick.

Im goin back home later next week.

No matter what.

Makcu..nak ikot balik! :(

p/s:Mun,Babe,Faleja,Nanie - me love you much.Thx for everything.

| | |.of.flippy.plushie.&.me.| | |

HTF's new year's resolution : Everything in the store is on SALE.

Now I finally managed to identify 1 of my new year's resolutions.It hafta be :Buy everything in HTF store that is on SALE.

Owh maybe not all of it,perhaps just one of it and all that I want is a Flippy plushie.

BUT...
(note the big fat BUT)

1.My credit card is solely dedicated for my bf's supply of gas.
2.They are NOT shipping their stuff over to Malaysia(owh JOY!)

Conclusion:
NO Flippy plushie until they realized that
_/Malaysia exist
_/Malaysians are no longer livin on trees
_/We are civilized and net-literate enough to buy stuff online.

Til then,dream on.

*sob sob* :((