| | |.of.new.year.&.me.| | |

Resolution.

REsolution.

ReSOLUTION.

Remember my definition of RESOLUTION or should I say,re-solution?

Lets refresh our memory on this pretty much interesting word,shall we?

Re-solution

From DD's Dictionary 9th edition(note:Its the 9th edition already.haha!): (verb)Its the endless and somehow could be worthless effort of remaking another solution to make up the last year's un-fulfilled or forgotten resolutions.

Martian:*lame* *lame* *ddISsoLAME*

So each year,we ought to think of somethin for our resolutions without realizin the fact that its just an endless cycle to drive everyone crazy.Owh,2nd thought - perhaps its not everybody,maybe its just me.*roll eyes*

Monster: *yawns*

Okie,enough of those useless crap.I just wanna say that Im truly thankful for everythin.

Every wish and every dream,partially or thoroughly became reality. :P

May Allah bless us.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Muah! :P

*sings*

Fly me to the moon,
And let me play among the stars.
Let me see what spring is like,
On jupiter and mars.
In other words, hold my hand,
In other words, darling kiss me.

Fill my heart with song,
And let me sing forever more,
You are all I long for,
All I worship and adore,
In other words, please be true,
In other words, I love you.

Fly me to the moon - Nat King Cole

p/s:Thx to Mel N Tila for their lovely version of "Fly me to the moon".Im touched.*sob sob* but please dont sing your heart out through the phone again.Romantic?Yeah very "romantic" indeed.

| | |.of.nitemare.&.me.| | |

Few days back.

My cell phone rang.I picked it up.

me:"hello"
gurl:"Ni sape???"
me:"Uh?Nak cakap ngan sape?"
gurl:"Ni sape ni?"
me:"Awak nak cakap ngan sape ni?"
gurl:"Who on earth are you?Mane Izal/Izhar"(note:I couldnt remember the name)
me:"Izhar?Izal?Who?I think you got the wrong number lah miss."
gurl:"Im his..yada yada yada..who are you..yada yada"

Me hang up the phone.

She called again,but I didnt say anythin.I turned off the cell phone and tucked it under my pillow.

Hee...

A gurl accidentally got the wrong number(which is sadly MINE) and I bet that she thought that Im her bf/husband's gf or somethin.Blargh!

Note:It was 3AM in the morn and I was SLEEPING!

Owh yeah,bout the Tsunami,scary indeed.My parents actually felt the earth shaking beneath them.

Me?I was sleepin like a log at my cous's place due to the movie marathon.*roll eyes*

Well..Im truly thxful that my Dad's still in the mid of his holiday and not in Langkawi but my prayers goes to all those ppl who perished in those unexpected nitemare.

May Allah bless their souls

| | |.of.angels.&.me.| | |

Saw someone familiar from afar.

Got a lil closer after a few steps.

I flashed a smile but I got nuthin but a void look in return.

Heh?

Now what did I do?

p/s:Sweeties,thx for being my angels.Me love you much for that - just as much as me love chocs - very important you see? :x

| | |.of.not.being.inspired.&.me.| | |

Few secs back I was blardy inspired,now everythin dah gone with the wind pulak.

*knocks head*

Me wanna change to another section for Software Engin,but the tutorial section's full - uwaaa..me want CCHO!

Anybody wanna swap places with me?Please pretty please...(yes,I AM that desperate).

*sighs*

I need to be inspired - I need to be recharged enough to drag myself through this deadly sem, but Im gettin nowhere.

Nowhere close to the state of being inspired.

It's a case of :
Nak bende lain,bende lain pulak dapat.

Its weird that Ive been showered with all those lovey dovey stories of my buddies' love life which come in heaps - non stop since a week back.*roll eyes*

They called me up at night and talked non-stop (note:I didnt even get a few mins off to go wee wee - they are MEAN I tell ya!) :P

Additional to the endless phone calls,1 of them was kind enough to write it down and email it to me.haha!(Please make it short and clear dear,I had trouble readin ur email. o_O )

Hee...

As far as I recalled,I dont really write bout all those lovey dovey stuff.Obviously not inspired enough.Duh! :P

Im off to find some inspiration.

p/s:Contact me ASAP if you happened to know how to be inspired.1-800-DESPERATELY-NEED-TO-BE-INSPIRED.haha! :P

| | |.of.new.sem.&.me.| | |

Back in JP,after 3 days of Im-feelin-like-a-kid-again-and-nobody-is-givin-me-the-weird-look-though-Im-being-chidlish in Genting. :P

7 subjects to go through this sem.

Im happy,Im content and nobody gonna ruin that for me. (^_^)

Owh yeah,fav song of the moment.Couldnt get it out of my head since few days back.

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me


You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind, if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beatiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby, do you think you could want me too?
I don't want to waste your time

Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

| | |.of.an.OLD.note.&.me.| | |

We are moving to SP.I dont know when.

Perhaps when I'm back in JP.

Mum keeps on telling me to pack up my stuff.Nothign much to be packed really,since I've already dumped everything into a HUGE box and sealed it with a kiss.NOT!!

Found some of the old note books.Trying to decide whether I should just throw em away or keep it - boleh tunjuk kat my cucu nanti,"see nenek punye handwriting cantik tak??" - a potential question to be asked since my handwritign is MUCH MUCH more better looking when I was in skool compared to the time being.haha!

I was flipping through an old note book when I stumbled upon a page with an old reminder written on it.

Miss you much,
drop me a line sometimes.
Jangan lupa tau!!!!!
- Amalnur

That note hafta be...err..4 years old.Amal wrote it down on my note book when we happened to meet during the state debate in Ibrahim school - it was the 1st time we met each other since she moved away.

Weird.

I totally overlooked the note though the book was with me most of the time until Im over and done with my high school.

I frantically searched my old address book to locate her phone number,while praying with every single fiber of my being that her family didn't move to another place or something.

I found the number.Someone answered the call and it's her mother.

Phew..she's still there.Her mother gave me her cell phone number and I placed another call.

SHE picked up the call.

"Hi..remember me??"

"Nope,ni sape?Do I know you?"

Duh!Of coz she didnt remember me,it has been ages since we last talked to each other..

"Err..hello?Ni sape?"

Im speechless.Lost.

Should I just say "Its me!Didie!From high school?You left a note on my book but I overlooked it.I just happened to bump into it just now.Dont you remember?You do remember me.Dont you?"

I decided not to.

I ran out of credits.

We are far apart again.

She might as well think that Im a stalker,worse - a les.Heee...blargh!

I'll topup later,til then..I hafta think of somethign reasonable to say.

p/s:You are not asking & obviously Im not telling.

| | |.of.the.GOOD.couz.&.me.| | |

Just got back from my grandparents place,spent the entire weekend at their place while scaring the livin daylite out of my baby cousins doin all those thingy that Im good at regardless the fact that they are GOOD or BAD.haha!

I've done lots of good stuff,which are not worth to be mentioned.haha!Or ppl gonna start telling me that Im just full of myself! :p

So here's the bad part.

ME.

Yes ME.

Taught some of my I-thought-that-they-r-quite-big-enough lil cousins (2 of em) a few tricks that I thought might be useful for them when they getting themself into the EXTREMELY addictive DANGEROUS cyber world.haha!

On the 1st place,1 of em asked me whuts YM,and me being the GOOD couz - gladly DOWNLOADED,INSTALLED & TAUGHT them how to use it which turned out to be quite freaky coz one of them - 12 yrs - was actually using the YM to have her so called dating(online dating on YM?Eh..why does that sounds familiar?haha!) with her so called BF!Blarghh!!

The so called bf was even brave enough to ask my lil couz "Awak pilih sape?Saya ke diorg?? and I was like WTF?(of coz I didnt say this out loud.ARE YOU MAD?I was guilty enough for introducing the it-might-be-harmful YM to them - though they might as well learn bout it from someone else later - but at least its not me.But in our case now,its really ME.)

She's just 12! *knocks head*

Hey!She's big enough.She's 12!

NOT!!!!!!!!

Yeah,yeah call me the old conservative lad or anythign.Thats just me.

They are just about 12 - 15 and they spent hundreds per month on the cell phone plus God-knows how much more for the net - which is sadly a DIAL-UP coz they are using the wireless phone thingy and ME the most beloved couz ever introduced them to YM!

Arggghh..

Owh okie,Im just being over-actign.Okie..no more drama queen,but really - I feel bad about it.Perhaps nowadays is just not the same as the good old days when I was 12.When I was 12 - I just could recall that I know almost nuthin bout the internet except email - credit to my beloved older couz who taught me that - but at least she didnt 'ruin' me by teachin me how to 'date online'.Duh!

The reasons why Im not supposed to feel quilty bout it

_/She didnt mention that her so called bf asked her to get the YM(note:a sign of a lousy bf - you want ur gf to get/do something,she dont know how.AJAR laaaa - If he did.It wouldnt be ME)

*sighs*

The reasons why Im supposed to be the guilty part
_/Its simply becoz I didnt ask WHY.

WHYYY?????????????

Now Im askin why.

WHY ME???????????

Hee..

Sabar yer s****g.

Lil couz :"Dia malu lah nak eja penuh2"
ME:"Erk?" *knocks head*

Blarghh!

Bebudak sekarang.*geleng2*

p/s:GOD,forgive me.

| | |.of.kids.&.me.| | |

*neighbours' kids screamin voices on the background*

Kids..and stuff that they do,sometimes it could be rather entertainin and sometimes it makes me feel like bitin their cute head off and keep em in the fridge.Muahaha!(note:I just watched Red Dragon for the trillion times) :P

I would kill I'll do anythin to get that careless and the jolly feelin of being a kid again.

*sighs*

Now here comes the pretty depressing news,

MY RESULT IS COMIN OUT SOON

ARGGHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!*screams in terror*
(note:Thx to Bro Siluman for the much "needed" reminder)

Owh,my bro is tryin to gain weight,me?Im not gainin nor losin(read:the naturally FAT-self that refused to change for the better) :P

Time to watch Fei Mau.Tralala..

p/s:Mel,I dont wanna sound mushy.But ur the "sweetest".haha! :P Say hi to ur bro for me.

| | |.of.cyrus.&.me.| | |

Cyrus SAYS: Daddy, how was I born?
DAD SAYS: Ah, my son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Well, you see your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on MSN. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a blessed little Pop-Up
appeared and said:
You've Got Male!

p/s:*munching on a home-made steak* Urgh?Why CYRUS?????Why?WHY??? :p

| | |.of.nuthin.nuthin-ness.&.me.| | |

Im bored *sighs*

I have nothingto do except stuffing myself up until I feel like I'm going to explode.

Blargh!So no more food for today.

Owh,got into a so-called fight with a lil kid.Dunno whut he's up to but since I have nothing much to do since I got back home,well..why not get into a kid fight to kill the time?

And why does that kid always get online and ask me bout my daily schedule and 1001 stuff bout my life?I might as well think that he's stalking me if it's not for the fact that he's waaaayy younger.Younger?Yeah..tralala..I do mix around with kids - that's the major secret of staying young.Shhh.. :P

Ghee..I was in a really GOOD mood until..exactly 1 min ago.(T_T)

Now?Urgh..

p/s:Mel,whut happened to me you might ask,I DO NOT KNOW!I would kill to find out why.

| | |.of.freedom.&.ME.| | |

Honeeyyy...Im HOME! :p

Owh..I forgot,Im not married yet - corny.haha!I know.

Well,Im back in Kedah.

Over and done with the final xm of the 2nd sem last Sat.

How am I feeling?

Partly relief and partly sick - sick of thinkign bout how the result gonna be.
Whutever it is,hope for the best and prepare for the worst eh?Pray for me.

Wowee..time to enjoy the nerd-mode-free season.

Mind to join me?

| | |.of.things.that.ppl.do.&.me.| | |

Me again :P

Tired of my crap?

Martian:YEAH!!!
Monster:positive..

Okie whutever :P How bout some photo-bloggin?

Lets look at somethin more crappy,shall we?

.THIS IS WHUT NERD-MODE ARE MADE OF.



Gha gha :P


The water of life.Now you see it.


Now you dont! Eh? :P














p/s:
Talkin bout whut ppl do when they are goin mad - me (T_T)

Owh yeah,db paper's a major bliss.
Alhamdulillah

| | |.of.escapism.&.me.| | |

Gha gha gha...

Today,Ive met someone online who just couldnt refrain himself from sayin

"I think that Im kinda cute".

Duh!Like I care. :P

Im crappin,yeah I know.

Dont think that I have anythin interestin to share today,but..

Lemme see..

Errr..aaa..*scratch head*

Owh,I hate to make any sort of assumption though sometimes those stuff could be considered as its-plain-too-see stuff.Gha gha..Im still waitin for the confession though it's really plain to see that it wont pop in somewhere in the near future.

Whuts it all about?Gha gha..go figure! :P

Well,Ive told you that I wont be updatin,but at this very moment - all I need is a lil space of escapism and thats whut bloggin's givin me.

So here I am again.

Hee..Im just plain stressed,

uninspired,

bored,

SICK.

Gonna sit for CG tomorrow and Im not sure whether Im ready for it - coz it rather feels like Im goin to dig my own grave - so that I'll be able to RIP and not to be tortured by it's most unbearable consequences.

Haha!Whutever

p/s:Do I sound desperate?*roll eyes*

| | |.of.JP.finalXm.&.nobody.but.me.duh!.| | |

JP owh JP..it's the place where I dont want to be.

It's the place where all the nitemares turned into reality.

Ahhhhh!!*screams in terror*

Final xm! :P

The nerd-mode-activated-and-I-dont-feel-like-updatin-the-blog-coz-Im-too-bz-freakin-out is here to stay.

No more update :P and as if anyone cares

But I'll still be online though,YM me!Wish me well! :P

Break a leg - to whoever dat need em.

Im outta here!
Mucho love.

| | |.of.EID.&.of.coz.me.| | |

Update update!

Dont feel like updatin though I feel like I should pour everythin out before I start to explode and turn into dust bunnies.

Neway,Im soooo TIRED but content.Got another visit from one of my uncle and his family just now.Hee..Its deadly fun but I had enough of my fair share of being bullied for the hundred thousands times since few days back - courtesy of the cute baby cousins - they seems to have those shinin lil ring thingy that floats on the top of their head and it seems to hypnotize you everytime you want to yell at em.duh~

Well,My fav baby cousin of the week gotta be the one who came to me, - while I was trying to enjoy my own sweet time and tryin my very best to watch tv - sat next to me and whispered to my ear....

"Akak,akak..jom makan ketupat.Adik nak ketupat"

while flashin those innocent-Im-such-a-good-kid-dont-be-mad-at-me smile.

Ahhhhhh...cute kids..no more cute kids for the next few days of I'll be poisoned by their extreme cuteness.

Owh yeah,when you thought that you are too old for duit raya,think again!hehe!I think I should buy another bottle of Escada Sentiment with my duit raya :P

Goin back to JP this comin weekend.

Hee..hafta study,hafta study..hafta study for final *chants*

Well,Im outta here!Time to plan another schedule for tomorrow.No time to be wasted away.

Opss...I hope that it's not too late for me to wish you a great EID!

Happy EID!

p/s:couz,me HATE waitin.Show up earlier or you are DEAD. :P

| | |.of.EID.stuff.&.me.| | |

Well,Im HOME!!

Thx to my beloved cousin for drivin safely. :P

Ah..10 days of EID..10 days of studies? My EID gonna turn to be RADY for this time around,the ever wonderful combination of RAYA + STUDY.My final xm is right after my EID break,remember?

Monster:Urgh..me dont wanna remember.
Martian:Remember whut?

Neway,thx for the wishes,the cards n ecards but where's my duit raya?Hmm...Im not that old yet for duit raya.Am I?

Heee..Im outta here.Time to spend that hard-earned cash.hehe!(mental-note:Jangan BOROS,JANGAN BOROS!)

Well,happy fastin!3 days more to eh? :P

Jom shopping!

| | |.of.sunshine.&.me.| | |

.U.are.my.sunshine.my.only.sunshine.

.U.make.me.happy.when.skies.are.grey.

.U'll.never.know.dear.how.much.I.hatelove.U.

.Please.dont.take.my.sunshine.away.

:P

Me love that song.Sape nak nyanyikan for me?Anyone?

HellOOOOOOOOOOOO?

ANYONE?? *raises eyebrow*

monster:Me!Me!Listen,you are the chocolate,the only chocolate,you make me hungry when the skies are grey.*wink* *wink*
martian:you are the..err?aa? *scratch head*

Aaaa??????
Whutever.

Well,Im goin out for another Terato's event today.Draggin along my beloved MUN. :P

Monday - a day out with Bro Kecik
Tuesday - Database project presentation
Wednesday - Im OUTTA here!!Bubai JP! :P

Tata!

| | |.of.raya.finalxm.&.me.| | |

Shopping.RAYA.Shopping.RAYA.Balik.Kedah.RAYA.DuitRaya.

Raya..raya..raya.

Those words keep on poppin in and out of my mind since last nite regardless the fact that Im not really in that Im-feelin-so-carelessly-free state.I still have another assignment and a presentation to go.hoho!

Then suddenly,all of em were literally shot DEAD by the super EVIL and MEAN thought that I'll be sittin for my....

*thunders & lighthin*

FINAL EXAM

RIGHT after my EID break!

WOweee..How WONDERFUL is that?Owh..JOY!

*roll eyes*

Whutever.

Earlier, Im supposed to

_//do the pre-course registration but I didnt
_//call someone up and tell her that Im not sorry coz it's her fault and not mine anyway but of coz I didnt
_//send my clothes to the laundry but I didnt

BUT I want to

_//get out and buy somethin
_//finished up my work on the system interface
_//try to be whine-free for the rest of the day
_//call up my couz.
_//call up my mum.
_//clean up my superCOMOT bf.
_//say hi to my I-dont-know-y-we-r-not-talkin-anymore buddy

End of the list :P

4 days more to go,and Im OUTTA here!

Owh,dont miss me :P haha!I know you wont

Happy Fasting,

Happy Shopping,

Happy Balik Kg,

Ingat lah orang2 yang tersayang and tak sayang.

Keep ur friends close,keep the enemies closer.haha!

Eppy weekend.
Mucho LOVE!

| | |.of.God.knows.whut.&.me.| | |

Me wanna sleep.

Me wanna be free,

but me HAFTA study.

Goin to sit for another CG test tomorrow,which is very BAD coz I havent start studyin or perhaps I DID but it seems like my mind was off somewhere,off to la la land.

*sigh*

It was rainin cats and dogs all day long and though I usually feel slightly happier when it rains,I surely didnt feel any better today.

My left feet hurts and Tedd is MAD at me. :(

Well,being the usual me,I still could go out with my friends for our weekly outing,had a tummy-exploding break fast and ended up buying few stuff that I dont even need .*knocks head*

Came back home,lepak2 while enjoyin our daily dose of gossip-of-the-day - gurls will be gurls :P

Watched tv,called my mum for the daily report.Checked and replied some email.

Made some super cheesy french toast for my beloved roomie - for her so called sahur.haha!Kegemukan Kecomelan anda kebanggaan saya! *grins*

Im goin home within 6 days.hoho!

I

AM

DEADLY

HOMESICK!

*faints*

p/s:Tedd,jgn laaaaaa majuk.Benci laa. :P Jgn marah2 okie sis.Nanti balik kedah me banjer ice cream!

| | |.of.dbProject.life.&.me.| | |

4 words.

I AM BLOODY REALLY TIRED!

But...

It was a fun-educational-but-Im-blardy-tired day.

Gosh,spent the entire evening in the most-wonderful-ever lecturer's room today.Went there at 2pm,took off for our break fast,came back at 8.30pm and got back home at 12.30AM!haha!30 mins past MIDNITE!

Managed to stuff our(Read:Me,Mun and ehem,UNCLE Hosain) brains with all those needed stuff for the db assignment.haha!

I hafta thx the Mr-I-am-really-couldnt-believe-the-fact-that-there's-still-a-lecturer-like-you-livin-on-earth-nowadays for the entertainin but very much educational and motivatin day that we had today.Hee..spending the entire day hangin around in the lecturer's room while doin our db project is more than a wish come true.haha!I LOVE you Mr.Database-Lecturer!

Drop the db thingy.I think Im startin to chat like Im writin the sql script.Ive somehow - casually replaced my usual dot with a ; for a good few times.Haih,this is whut too much of the sql thingy gonna do to you. *roll eyes*

Hee..I feel like crying though Im smilin.Could I just smile and cry at the same time without being CRAZY?

*sighs*

Loads of stuff to be done durin the weekend.3 assignments to be submitted within 7 days or so and another CG test!How wonderful is that?But well,thinkin of the day that I'll be stucked in a car - in the mid of a traffic jam on the ehem,PLUS highway - with my cousins on our way back home to Kedah turns out to be a light at the end of the tunnel for me,somehow it makes life more bearable. :P

Thx to all my you-are-not-that-lucky-coz-you-have-to-listen-me-whinin-like-mad victims - especially Mr.Bo..,opss..Mr.Saiful who happened to live on the other side of the world,but still couldnt run away from the BIG-WHININ-BABY me!
Tu lah,call lagi mase org tgh2 tension.hehe! :P Nanti dont forget to stock up your pisang okies? ;)

Tons of condolences to my beloved roomie for the death of her beloved Coklat.Jgn cedey2 okies my dear?Tiger gonna be fine,he got you aight? ;)

Well,time to hit the sack.So lil time so much to do.Tomorrow gonna be another hectic but yet another meaningful day.Life is too precious to be wasted away.So I'm refrainin myself from whinin but even if I do,I'll make sure there's someone to lend me their LISTENING ears!hehe!. :P

Owh yeah,after wastin your precious brain cells in order to read my boring story of the day,I dont think you guys mind to actually click HERE!!!


p/s:Hehe!Especially for the people that sweetly and full-heartedly click there. Have I told you lately that I love you? *raises eyebrow* :P

Okies,happy weekend!
Mucho love.