smileeeee...heeee :D

the hectic sunday of mine finally over!!yey...i think i need to get a face massage.hahah..ive been smilin n talkin almost non-stop durin the campus tour.penat dah nak senyum.i think that theres gonna be another deformation of my face muscles after nih...ish ish..

well..woke up this morn.got ready semua.5 mins b4 8.30am.off to campus tour waitin area.amik our food coupons n lepak.yes..we have to wait for the visitors to come.kot tak nak free campus tour kat saper right?at 10am.org dah mule ramai.hee...my 1st duty.just tunjukkan this uncle n his kids to the seminar.then followed by my 1st campus tour.haa....it took about 40 mins kot.then..on the way back to the waitin area,when i was about to finish the campus tour with my 1st group of visitors.bro kecik called.haha..dtg jugak this budak kecik.went to meet him.dragged him to the MPH.lepak2 for awhile then curik tulang!pegi lunch punye la lamer :P~

neway...bro kecik didnt stay that long.dia nak balik umah.so tak sempat la banjer ice cream ek?hihi..some other time eh bro?at least dpt ler door gift yg comel tu right?hahah..esok dpt lagi!thx to u :P~yey...

then ade la few rounds of campus tour lagi.n ade this trip,we took about an hour n 15 mins kot.duh~macik n pacik tu mmg nak investigate habis2an lah.way to go to my beloved database system lecturer Mr.CCHO for the superb explaination.*clap2*he was waitin at 1 of the software animation n game design labs when kitaorg gi visit the FIT building.hee..nice2, i always like him.he knows how to make the explanation sounds interestin.well..at least interestin enough to attract the visitors.

well..we r supposed to be off duty at 2pm since i was in the mornin group.but then again,sebab the last group punye la excited sgt nak tau serba serbi.i went off duty at 3.20pm.uhuks..i was all tired of walkin n smilin.dah le kena investigate habis2an dek macik pacik tu..tinggal mane,duduk mane,umor baper.ishish..macam pegi interview lak..ey!im the tour guide remember?im not a criminal or somethin!!nooooooooo....

got some new friends..seniors.heee..nice2.then pegi round2 kejap.n lepak tgk students performance.got another new friend.he used to be studyin in utm.another international student.n mase ade dikir barat.he asked me ape diorg tgh nyanyi tu.erk?dikir barat n their unique songs.how should i know?me pon tak paham la... :P~ then borak2 for awhile then off to the hostel.

doze off for an hour.woke up..mandi2 semua.then gi tapau for dinner.n now..crappin like usual :P~

well..a whole new week is comin.i surely hope that it gonna be a great week.i pledge myself not to mess up with anybody this week n hopefully nobody gonna come n mess up with me either.no more gaduh2,majuk2 or whutsoever.no more so called pms.hahaha :P

hope that the test gonna be okie dokie.me still lum habis study for the test.n i need to get myself a ticket!im goin home on 20th if i manage to get the ticket.maybe flight tgh hari ke..ptg ke..depends.hee..okies.

time to rest!!!

oh la la....

When you refuse me
You confuse me
What makes you think I'll let you in again
Think again my friend
Go on misuse me and abuse me
I'll come out stronger in the end

And does it make you sad
To find yourself alone
And does it make you mad
To find that I have grown
I'll bet it hurts so bad
To see the strength that I have shown

When you answer the door, pick up the phone
You wont find me cause I'm not coming home

You do not know how much this hurts me
To say these things that I don't want to say
But have to say them anyway
I would do anything to end your suffering
But you would rather walk away

not comin home - maroon5

well...its 1.32am.duh~ i have to sleeepp...esok need to report at the campus tour area b4 8.30am.

hope dat i'll be on duty durin the morn session.i cant bear to walk 'pi mai pi mai' tetengah ari..uwaaaa

okie..off to slumberland!weee....i need my beauty sleep(read:ugly sleep)ZzzZzZZzZZ

want a free campus tour?gimme a call :P

nak mummyy!!!

sometimes i like to be a lil bit annoyin, i dunt know y..its not like im doin it on purpose but it just happened naturally. things happen aight?ppl tend to get annoyed by me once in a while n im really sorry...not!!hahaha...naahh,im really am sorry..hee..

went to the briefin for the MMU's open day. it seems like im gonna be 1 of the tourist guide tak bergaji.hee..charity work eh, once in a while we have to be a lil bit angelic kan?*wink*the briefin was okie dokie but the result of walkin in the mid of the day under the hot blazin sun,dapat la headache for free..im fine with it,infact im still feelin a lil bit dizzy but i just cant get myself to sleep.*sigh*

n today..its the startin point of jurassic-park-all-alone-weekend,no..im not feelin sorry for myself. it has been part n parcel of my life since i moved to jurassic park 9 months ago.im so used to it by now n yes..im gonna try to stop whinin and plz stop sayin "sian dia" to me.i actually startin to hate that phrase.

well...this weekend, i guess that it wont be that bad since im gonna be bz with the open day thingy this comin Sunday.hope that i wont be that pancit and tak larat nak study later.my 1st mid term paper gonna be on tues nite.maybe i need to start studyin today.yes..study study.

bro kecik:break a leg or two eh :P~
bro role-model-yg-sedikit-malas:tetiba je called.tension pasal paper tadi keh?nanti jgn silap tgk jam tu :P
break a leg for ur papers next week.n meh le jurassic park's open day.me kasi free tour.
munira:mane awak???balik ke???uwaaa...

(note:im turnin into a serial killer. ive killed 4 ekor nyamok!kacau je..ishh)

kangaaa????

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

everythin so blurry..

im gettin weird...n weirder everyday.i dunt know whut has got into me but ive been feelin a lil bit awful for the past 2 days.rejectin calls,ignoring msges and maybe a lil bit more inscrutable than b4.and to whom it may concern.im so sorry.

n no..im not having a fight with my bf or ade the so called "masalah rumah tangga"..hell no,i dunt even have a bf..haha..maybe its the time of the month?nope..its not that either. its just than once in a while i feel like im not being myself.and maybe i should thx the particular person for ruinin my good mood 2 days back.

ive been wonderin...y on earth everytime u r not feelin good or tend to be a lil moody,ppl will start to assume that u r havin a fight with someone n to be a lil specific, ur bf/gf???.as if there's no other reason?.heee..get a life.y cant it be kucin mati ke?my pet hamster mati ke?

but then again,when im out there,i tend to smile though i dunt feel like smilin.it just dunt feel right to frown.n i dunt want my muscles to work twice harder just bcoz i need to frown.infact..it doesnt hurt to smile though im feelin horrible.
*sigh*inscrutable me.

tiela:thx for the call.somehow u always pop up whenever i feel like talkin to someone.gracias me amiga :D

haha..im quite picky eh??hihih...

well...mane boleh selalu randomly choose rite?sometimes we have to be a lil bit picky for the sake of ourself ..heee :P

hee...its 4.25pm!another class at 6pm..duh~

n its goin to rain sooooonn...yey!*grin*

beautiful day??

ignorance is bliss

well..i always try to keep that in mind whenever someone just popped out from the mid of nowhere and pissed me off.
how i wish that i could just look at that particular person with a blank stare n walk away.*sigh*

sometimes ppl just ran out of things to do and decided to kacau hidup org lain.wonderful~heh..n to that particular person..u made my day.heh..

erm..im not feelin good..my mood just turned from good to worst and my head is spinnin like a gasing??heh..it feels as if theres a bunch of maggots dancin around in my head.if theres any choice,i prefer to suffer from a mouth ulcer instead of the teribble headache.just macam my friend cakap dulu"once u got a mouth ulcer,u gonna have a superb diet program automatically"duh~right..of coz.

tomorrow gonna be another hectic day.infact its the most hectic day of the week. 6 hours of lecture sessions in a row, 2 hours gap and another class sampai pukul7.and next week gonna be so damn hectic.lots of stuff to be done n ade midterm xm for IS Dev n Maths Tech II.duh~ i just cant bear to be sick now.

okie..better titun.hope dat my headache gonna be gone with the wind by tomorrow.wish me luck...

if i just breath..i know everythin gonna be alrite

theres somethin about the look in ur eyes...

well..slept at 2am last nite, i was about to go to sleep when fada pm me through ym.geez...it has been ages since our last chat.but u know whut buddy? u r still damn good with ur words. :P~ n no...im not flattered...
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u wont turn into a monster... ur angelic enough...probably u'll turn into a snow queen

it takes takes quite a while to know u, a few seems to understand u... but it takes forever before i forget u..

almost every nite...where we could meet up together..the three of us... im still wishing that ur just a walking distance away
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haha..snow queen eh?sure sure... the cold hearted me..rite rite.

*sigh*well...how i wish that we r still a walkin distance away,so that we can hang out together...buat our 'mesyuarat pagar',pegi lunch sesame.heh...the good old days. maybe we can meet up soon n for now...plz keep ourself updated bout each other okies?

and yeah..fada reminded me of 1 of my fav seniors,kak sue..i wonder how she's doin right now.dah lamer tak dgr any news from her. well,hope dat she's doin okie dokie with her life in Sarawak.

erm...another report.duh~need to be finished br 6!then..another presentation n tonite,another group meeting...heee...isk..im sleepy n hungry...

well..need to start workin on the report.

p/s:i changed the theme song again!!now u can just stop the background music if u cant stand it coz ive put the player :P uhuhu..go go brandon!!

duh~cute...



cutenyehhh...if only me boleh ade pet elephant yg kecik camtu...isnt it adorable??

well...went to the replacement class at8 and came back 90 mins after that.pheww~ glad that im over n done with the classes for today...

wednesday gonne be another hectic day...heee....and im feelin a lil bit bitter..n i wonder y...pms?naahh... :P

n im tired..need to titun rite now... ZzZZzZz

so happy together...



yeah..its brandon boyd madness again!

well...suddenly today,teringat dekat my lil cousins.kinda miss them.it has been quite sometime since the last time i saw their cute faces..hee...i surely miss AJ alot,cute!!and the handsome boy Akmal Arif.. if only im 18 years younger...ahaha..crazy thought :P

martian:akmal arif who??
monster: ala..that lil boy.goreng pon sodap..nyum2 >:)
dd:err...

neway...lets look at the cute happy faces durin eid...shall we?


heh..too bad i dont have any pic of the cute Akmal Arif rite now..he has this come-n-pinch-me-on-the-cheek look...

err..i skipped the mornin class..heh..tetiba malas,plus sejam je class tu..heee..1st time for this sem. n yeah hopefully i wont do it again.. >:) *wink* n another replacement class for IS dev tonite!!heee..how nice.

tomorrow : another presentation..lovely!
thursday : 6 hours in a row of lecture sessions..superb(read:i feel like faintin)

its cloudy!!!yey...plz plz plz let it rains!

pacik ultraman: plz jgn makan sambil mengire nasi lagi okies :P...

erk??...



heee...its a cold mornin(as a result of the downfalls last nite) and soon-to-be-sunny day....hope that today gonna be great*wink*

i still have to finish up the new report..heee :P

and now another person dah comment bout the cursor effect..hahah...sorry bout that,but i just cant help myself from being a lil bit annoyin sometimes..eh..errr...
i mean..the cursor can be a lil bit annoyin sometimes...heeee :D

bro polt : its such a nice cursor effect..isnt it? :P hahaha

(note:thats the pic of brandon boyd..not the MMU's security guard :P)

song of the day

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

garbage-only happy when it rains

note:1 of my fav songs :P~

wheres the rain??

it has been quite sometimes since the last downfalls..urgh...its so damn hot over here....*sigh*God!pls let it rains....

im startin to get this weird headache like i always do whenever the weather makes me feel like im livin in a desert..duh~ nak demam tak demam...nak pengsan tak pengsan...monster tak patut duduk kat desert rite?its suppose to be somewhere peaceful with wonderful breath-takin waterfalls,crystal clear water streamin down the rivers n last but not least...cold! haha.. :P

current wheather in jurassic park : hot...but windy n crazy! :P
but then again,the wind is kinda dry.its not soothin like its suppose to..ish ish..so it doesnt make any different whether its windy or not coz its still damn hot!

and 2 days back....cloudy...it seemed like its goin to rain cats n dogs,the wind started to blow like its goin to drag everythin that was on its way..but the next sec...mr.sunshine managed to conquer the day once again*sigh*.

n now...i can hear the thunder roaring...duh~ hope that its not another false alarm.

well..my parents called yesterday,asked bout the usual stuff like usual..just to make me feel like they r near*grin*it seems like everyone at home is catchin up with the technology. semua dah ade their own com.heh...my parents got their own laptops n pdas while my bro inherited a desktop from me :P n yeah im gettin myself a new desktop!heh...ive been livin with this laptop for almost 2 years..n i think i have to get a desktop just to keep me updated *wink*

guess whut???its rainin!!!!yey...kiss the rain!!muakss...alhamdulillah*grin*

me nak mamam!care to join me for tea?? :P

behind blue eyes..

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

And no one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelin's
Like I do
And I blame you!

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
Behind blue eyes

And no one knows how to say
That they're sorry
And don't worry
I'm not telling lies

:P
behind blue eyes,matchin dengan pic of the blue eye that adorns my blog.*wink*

wooweee....

hehhe..im soooo damnnn bored!!duh~

need to finish up another report..aiiyee

now nak titun.. sleepy..*yawn* nak titun..nite2

red??????


You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

What inner color are you?

hahah...red... :P

love is in the air??



heh..it seems like everybody dah stucked in the lovey dovey world!hahah...few weeks back,1 of my friends came to me and mereport bout his deadly disease(read:penyakit angau) sorry buddy,cant help :P

and last nite,1 of the lil bros lak..hee..dah besor bro kecik kite ek??heee...ape2 pon bro,take it slowwww...u dont want that gurl to freak out..aight??just be urself okies.

munirah:if awak baca nih..me wanna wish u tons of luck with ur blog*wink*

another experiment!..

heee...another result of my boring-ness :P

Everytime I think we're alright
Why you gotta go and change your mind, baby
Everything I do is for you
You're unpredictable but I still love you, baby

Keisha Chante - Unpredictable

new song..n me dah get rid of those players..hahaha..im not being fair this time!but who cares?its my blog aight? :P

erk??....

well...2nd day of the new year!!

hohohoh...talked to 1 of my friends from Sarawak earlier this eve...heee...he's sendin me a new year gift!!yey...*grin* send my love to ur cute parit(ade ke pet name parit juz bcoz jumpe kat parit?)*geleng2*

1 of my old buddies from skool called earlier,he's in kl..ajak me kuar,he wanna meet up with all of us yg ade dedekat sini and 1 of my friends supposed to pick me up but tetiba tak jadi lak..heee...sib baik me tak ready ape2 lagi.kot tak..me jumpe nanti..geget tinger tu sampai putus kot :P so...tak jadi lah nak jumpe reramai..yeah,some other time okie buddies?

today my lil bro called..tetiba je budak tu,agaknye winduu nak kena bully dgn me kot..hee..sabar dik!i'm comin home sooooonnn!!!tungguuuuu...hiihhi...he's such a darlin,tanye me wat ape,dah mamam lum..hiihi.semacam je budak nih..nak bodek ape2 la tu..tah2 dah abiskan my chocs la tu..ish2 dak nih,mamam byk2 pun tak gumuk2!me gak makin comel..hahahah!!tgk muke ku..cam donut kan??hahahha :P

n after lunch tadi,got an email from my dad...ulang suara..my dad!!hee...i think its his 3rd email...but its the 1st one yg managed to get through to me...its hillarious,kinda funny to read an email from ur dad...cam lawak.he just called earlier in the morn then few hours after that send email lak..heee..

babe, ayah baru saja lunch. anak dah makan ke belum?

heee..the 1st sentence of my dad's email.see...tanye me dah mamam or not.takot sgt me tak cukup mamam.hahah..me dah terlebih mamam dah ni..dunt worry dad!*grin* n yes..its babe..haha..weird isnt it?but thats whut my dad calls me since kecik,so nuthin weird bout that(at least for me).dulu..when we were in my grandparents house, my dad pernah terjerit2 panggil me.n my nenek tetiba tanye my dad,

nenek:dok panggey sapa?
dad:dok panggey baby besaq!

(note:ehem..bahasa kedah okie :P)

hahaha....i happened to show up mase tu..n sempat terdengar diorg cakap..woowee..baby besor!takpe laa..baby jugak,young at heart.. :P and when i was in skool,everytime my friend call me up, n if my dad yg pick up the phone..the next day mmg kena perli abis2an la..huhu..ape taknyeh,my dad was like "baby!!ade call nih.."
tu siap panggil dgn penuh perasaan dgn voice yg serasenya jiran2 kat sebelah umah pon leh dgr tu..uhuks :P
n as for my mummy...she prefer to call me anak..ihihi..anakku!!

some of my older cousins pun panggil me anak. i wonder where/how on earth me boleh dapat that nick.how mysterious!.*garu2kepale*

okie..now time to watch another cartoon!!woowee...rugrats in paris.cute!!

monster&martian:not again...*faint*

duh~boringg...

1 word for the very 1st day of 2004....boring!!

went to bed at 4.21am last nite..its not like i came back late from celebratin the new year or somethin...as far as i can remember..me tak pernah celebrate the new year and yeah..for the past 4 years..i spent my new year depan com...haha.. me n my beloved com...hee..it might sounds pathetic but its not!really..

well...last nite..a year ago, pegi star gazin with my buddies...yeah..wonderful~3 of us..starin at the Orion's Belt,how romantic..the good old days...how i miss the place...the ppl!

some of my friends asked me out to celebrate the new year...but guess that im too tired for those celebration thingies...my last class finished at 7pm yesterday..my head was too numb to feel any excitement of the new year,ape2 pun..thx for askin, maybe some other time eh :)

durin every new year eve...since 2 years back, my dad gonna call me up without fail.maybe he just wanna check out whether anak dia yg sorang nih pegi meronggeng mase new year eve or not...dunt worry dad,im not goin anywhere..kalau pegi memane pun..i'll heed ur words n u'll be updated..as usual.

thx to everyone yang called me up to wish eppy new year..n yeah..thx for the msges n thx for wishin me well... *grin*

woke up late!slept through half of the day..heee... :P ngantuk~ its the 1st day of new year,i pledge myself to make today worthwhile and i managed to get up...but my brain fails me...i didnt manage to think of somethin interestin to do except diggin into the mags,watch tv,get online n yea..mamam!2nd thought...its not my brain.its just the place that im stayin right now, Jurassic Park...it feels like livin in a desert or somewhere horrible,now..rase nyesal tak balik,at least dekat rumah..i'll be able to go out with my bro,bully my bro,stuff myself with my mum's cookin,visit my grandparents,hang out at my aunt's place or
somethin,hee..its a million times better than stayin in jurassic park durin the long weekend...demmit!

3 days more to go...long weekend, 3 days of boredom~ sabar dd...sabar...this is nuthin..u've been through somethin worse than this..right?*sigh*

i miss my mummy~*sobsob*