bloggin...

talked to bro polt through ym n suddenly,he mentioned bout the blog with multiple users thingy.its surely somethin interestin.thats somethin dat im goin to do if only im in malacca.

if only im surrounded by the great ppl dat i knew way back in teddy hill.bunch of ppl dat diff from each other.but somehow..the chemistry is there all along.isnt it a wonder?its like a nice piece of hand painted batik.the colors r obviously contrast with each other but it seems so right!

n for the hundred thousand times,theres a tiny feelin of regret for makin the decision to move to jurassic park.sometimes i think dat im bad in makin decision,it seems like everythin gonna turn into disaster(or at least some of em)

well...when i was in malacca,gie n fada were always there for me.n now?the feelin is just a lil better than the fact that u r being ignored or even trapped in the invisible mode without knowin the way out.im being pathetic again.stop me!.

being ignored...

okie..lemme get it straight.its not like im totally ignored or somethin.its just that some of the ppl r makin me sick.some of them just a bunch of pretenders,liars or whutever u wanna call em.there r even ppl dat luv to get involve in my stuff just bcoz it might be advantageous for them or somethin.and im totally annoyed with their so called "polite sincerity"

life in jurassic park is just like a set of lego with missin pieces.y bother to patch n built it all up when u know its not goin to be completed?am i avoidin myself from lookin at the bright side of it?

well okie...think +ve.im tryin to be fair over here.so lets take a glimpse at the bright side.shall we?

- ive grown to be someone who doesnt bother much bout other ppls crap.
- i happened to be a superb observer.
- based on the previous experiences,sometimes i can detect liars!
- independent!(i finally know how to take a bus.haha!)
- dunt bother much bout being alone and pathetic

n there might be more in the list of the bright-side.heh...as much as i luv the bright side.it seems like i have to bear with the other side of it too eh?

monster&martian:everythin comes in a whole.
dd:yeah rite!

heh..enough of my senseless rambling.guess dat i need to get some sleep.

bro polt:jgn malas2 buat blog!hehe..kalau nak buat multiple users nanti.boleh me contribute my crappy-ness.haha!