the end of the road..

woowee...its the last day of 2003!!

well...another year gonna pass us by,geezz..im gettin older n hopefully wiser..wooweee...ive been livin for...err..19 years!!hahah...gonna be 20 in 2004 ..gosh..how time flies~

quote:we are not in our teen anymore. 20 mark the end of the curiosity and rebellious teenage era

well..maybe...maybe not...maybe i just wanna be they way i am today...n not turnin into an old boring macik..that sounds so horrible isnt it? now..i kinda glad to be able to quote "been there,done that" :P hahaha..well...not to everythin..but i guess its still somethin for someone at my age..hahah..i still need to gain more experience in certain stuff..but i dunt even bother to look for it till the time comes....i have my limits for the so called 'life experiences collection'...

as for me...theres 3 types of experieces..the 1st one is the one that happened against ur will or unexpected,2nd..the experience that u seek after and 3rd..the experience that gonna happen when the time comes..for whichever experience..i believe that i'll get it when the time comes n bcoz i deserve it....somethin that comes unnaturally just wont work out sometimes.. if u just force urself to bump into it at the wrong time...it might as well turn into nitemare and i surely dont want that to happen... (english keling version..hahahah)

ermm...next year im gonna be 20..add up 3 years to that(if i'll be livin that long)..i'll be graduatin..hopefully workin and enjoyin my life to the max...everythin gonna be mine..all mineeeee...cats,hamsters...cute pets...hahah..& later on..tyin the knot? :P i guess that its somewhere in my life's agenda ...errmm...*garu2kepale*but im not sure where i put it... :P we r suppose to think about that arent we? we need to expend the family tree n yeah..to get more ppl to love n love us back...if only its that easy...heee :P..need to bear in mind bout my dad's rules n regulations about findin someone to be attached to..hahahha..tak kawen la rasenye kalau gitu..iihihiihih :P

monster&martian:this gurl dah start merepek...*geleng2*cekik diaa!!!
dd: erk...help!!

btw...

Eppy New Year ppl!!


just b thxful that we r able to live for another long-amazin-crazy-superb-year(or at least for me)..hee...and thx to everyone that added up the spices to complement the journey of my life through 2003...it had been 1 of the most excitin years in my life :)

thx to the 'online friends'...knowin these ppl make my life more
interestin..especially durin the jurassic park's-all-alone-weekends heh..somehow sometimes...it seems so easy for me to blurt out everythin...thx for the time...n patience...i really2 appreciate ur existence in my life...and really2 hope not to meet u guys in person..hahahaha :P ..kalau nak jugak..better get myself a paper bag 1st...heeee*wink*

n not to forget my beloved friends...doesnt matter if u dont know me that much anymore...though u might think that im just another person in ur life and it doesnt make any diff whether im alive or dead...doesnt matter if u dunt know me now like u used to b4...doesnt matter if u tryin to run away coz im so damn scary..doesnt matter if im always ended up being the forgotten one...doesnt matter if u always got the wrong idea bout me...doesnt matter if u think that ive changed...honestly, im thxful for everythin... :)

akhir kata...thx n sorry for everythin...muahks~

sekian,time kacih.. :P~

martian&monster:yey...*clap2*